Your post wasn't rude at all. Initially I was embarrassed to say "my dream starts and ends at being in a healthy relationship that makes me happy", because what sort of dream is that… But yeah. Rational cold stability sailing forward or jumping ship without life preservers..
Some might say you can have both but I think this choice in front of me is shrinking out of sight quick. I'm still young but I feel like I can see so far ahead, and all the possible mistakes scare me. I think no matter what I do I will be sorry when I'm 30.>>25318
Yeah.. I wish that I could just find something I genuinely enjoy outside of recreational fun and romance, but you can't make a living off farting and eating Cheetos while watching some shitty Netflix flick.
I don't know. You've all been cool and helpful but I think I'm just doomed to ruin my life