LETTER THREAD Anonymous 38018
Initials, full name, whatnot, post them letters
I wish you make me feel you're into me but I know you aren't. I miss the way we were before; how you called me love, talking til past our bedtimes, and telling me how you daydream about doing everything with me. I promise you'll always have a friend in me even when you'll finally be happy to go out and find a gf. Don't let me know her name/usernames though because I might cyberstalk her. Feel better and come by to say hi sometimes, doofus.
You were a semi-good friend but your beliefs made me want to skin myself and sit in a tub of lemon juice. I can't believe I was pathetic enough to brush all the things you said to the side just so I could still have a long-term friend in my life. I'm glad I cut you off because you were also annoying and rude at random times.
You toxic, attention-starved stupid bitch. We had a lot of good times, but you were always on some dumb shit. I hope you're doing okay and woke up and realized cheating on your boyfriend is a shitty thing to do, you stupid whore. I tried to get you to stop but you just made excuses as to why you should cheat. I'm glad I didn't pay you the whole amount I owed you. I don't understand why you had to be mean to me. I never fucking did anything. I always listened to your pathetic boy problems. Maybe if you focused more on yourself and less about retarded men, you would've been happier. I used to miss you after I cut you off, too, but I realized it's only because I miss having girl friends.
You were so fucking annoying I hated you. You used to humiliate me in front of others. If I wasn't on medication I would've stabbed you with my pencil in class. Go to hell.
There's a lot of people I want to write about, but my brain has erased most of my memories from middle and high school.
I wish you'd become your own person. I look at your social media and see you're a reflection of the things I'm confident in liking. I hate it. It hurts. I feel violated. You sucked the life out of me when we were together and left me with no confidence in my hobbies or interests, and now you act like you're passionate about each and every one of them. Really? You disgust me. I hate that part of you. You started it in an attempt to get me back but it pushes me even farther away from you than ever. I wish you'd stop. I wish you'd be yourself. I think about our relationship a lot but it never leaves me happy. I'm so angry I let my past self be with you. I'm angry that I let myself be limited by you. Who knew shy men could be evil inside?
Leave me alone. Stop pretending.
I wish you'd become your own person. I look at your social media and see you're a reflection of the things I'm confident in liking. I hate it. It hurts. I feel violated. You sucked the life out of me when we were together and left me with no confidence in my hobbies or interests, and now you act like you're passionate about each and every one of them. Really? You disgust me. I hate that part of you. You started it in an attempt to get me back but it pushes me even farther away from you than ever. I wish you'd stop. I wish you'd be yourself. I think about our relationship a lot but it never leaves me happy. I'm so angry I let my past self be with you. I'm angry that I let myself be limited by you. Im so mad that I believed you shared the same morals and values as me; you lost them as soon as we broke up. I find it ironic that I talked shit to you about someone going through chemo dating someone and breaking up with them after, but I was ignorant. Going through that showed me how limiting my life was with you. Fuck you for choosing a dumb fucking game over your girlfriend going through chemo. Fuck you for letting the fear of other peoples opinions ruin our time together.
Leave me alone. Stop pretending.
I really miss you but I'm moving on, finally. There's a part of me that'll love you for a while still, but it's small and not overwhelming anymore. I'm moving on. I wish I knew what on earth your situation was truly like to have done that to me and others in your life, but me especially only because you painted us like we were meant to be, only to chuck me like trash. Twice. I could've and would've given everything for you and for us.
There's a part of me that wants to figure you're just a psychopath with some commitment issues, that would hurt less than what's probably the truth, that you just didn't care as much as I cared. I want to find someone to share a real life with… Goodbye Sam.
I finally moved on. When school starts I will be open to relationships and I won't carry the emotional baggage I've been carrying for two years. Maybe at some point we would have made sense but I've changed and now we're too different. Also I was never a fan of long distance dating. Still, I wish you the best of luck in all your endeavours and I hope we remain friends in same way we are right now.
hey anon, does his first name end with the letter E?
I cannot believe how long we were friends. I cannot believe I let you walk all over me and insult my being, while at the same time calling me your best friend. I really spent 12 years watching all your friendships fall apart, I should of known you would also use me as a punching bag too. You claim to hate everything that makes me happy, hate everything I do and say, and yet you felt insulted that I got up and left you too. Was I suppose to withstand that abuse? Fuck no. Its been 3 years since I cut you off, in fact you were a distant memory to me until now. You still stalk my social media and vague me on twitter while dragging my name across the dirt, because I didn't enjoy being verbally abused by some midget with anger issues. You're mad I have actual meaningful friendships now and it shows. I wish you would leave me alone and forget me, just like I had prior to you sending anon hate in my curiouscat.
Also you quitting your job because none of your co workers wanted to fuck you is hilarious.
Z. Cossacks to the Turkish S.!
O S., Turkish devil and damned devil's kith and kin, secretary to L. himself. What the devil kind of knight are thou, that canst not slay a hedgehog with your naked arse? The devil shits, and your army eats. Thou shalt not, thou son of a whore, make subjects of Christian sons; we have no fear of your army, by land and by sea we will battle with thee, fuck thy mother.
Thou Babylonian scullion, Macedonian wheelwright, brewer of Jerusalem, goat-fucker of Alexandria, swineherd of Greater and Lesser Egypt, pig of Armenia, Podolian thief, catamite of Tartary, hangman of Kamyanets, and fool of all the world and underworld, an idiot before God, grandson of the Serpent, and the crick in our dick. Pig's snout, mare's arse, slaughterhouse cur, unchristened brow, screw thine own mother!
So the Z. declare, you lowlife. You won't even be herding pigs for the Christians. Now we'll conclude, for we don't know the date and don't own a calendar; the moon's in the sky, the year with the Lord, the day's the same over here as it is over there; for this kiss our arse!
Finally I got this off my chest.
i'm sorry for all the hassles i caused. it's not about me but i feel very bad about it. i still want to send you a card so i can properly apologize. another birthday card? perhaps i'm overreacting and you'll be numb to it all anyways. it's weird how we feel so compatible yet incompatible as well. maybe this marks the start of the end of our friendship. i just hope you stop self-isolating when you feel down. at least at the moment i hope you're talking to other friends. please take care–may the years ahead be better for you. i thought it would be fitting to post here since we met in the cc discord.