Maybe it's the air we breathe. The people's faces we see. The traffic. The school. The teachers. The coworkers. The boss. The insurance. The rent. The bank. The car. The Wal-Mart. The wood. The machine. The rain. The sun. another Christmas gone. Another year gone. Another summer gone. Another winter gone. Another year alone. Another cigarette. Another beer. Another hit. Another hit. Another hit.
I just wanted to be talented. To have a creative seed. If I am to be ugly and undesirable then give me some sort of alternative seed. But no. People need a good laugh. nobody listens. Why would they? YOU ARE NOT LOUD ENOUGH OR RELEVANT ENOUGH.