random shit that pisses/pissed you off Anonymous 53943
a thread for anger. me first:
>be sitting in room, thinking about past
>remember "friend" in hs that would always compliment me
>compliments, in my past, have always been cruelly double-sided, false, or used to manipulate me
>don't tell her all that. just kindly ask that she not compliment me so much, it makes me a bit uncomfortable
>she gets mad and starts calling me a bitch instead
>runs off and tells all our friends that i'm "ungrateful" (lol?)
>become even more isolated than i was before
>fast-forward to now
>getting mad all over again
What a weirdo friend, who knows what she was thinking.
My dad annoys me so much I dread being home for the summer
>doesn't wash his hands after going to the bathroom
>when he washes his hands he doesn't dry them well and gets all the doorknobs wet
>every room he enters smells like cigarettes, smokes 3 cigarettes in a row
>drinks all morning on the weekends and then he just sleeps all day (that's ok at least he doesn't annoy me when he is sleeping)
>constantly tells me what to do like I'm a little kid like "put on a jacket" I'm not even cold or "sit here the light is better" and gets angry when I don't listen to him oh my god it doesn't concern you at all why does it matter if I don't listen?
>doesn't do any work around the house can't even cook an egg
>doesn't shower for a week or two at a time, is a manual laborer
>whenever someone expresses an opinion he plays the devil's advocate and makes strawmann arguments
>when someone tells him something he did is bad he makes himself out to be the victim, I don't remember him ever apologizing he just makes us out to be crazy
>brings up our faults from years ago, one time he brought up an instance when I talked to him about how god is real because my kindergarden teachers told me so, which I don't believe anymore, and compared it to me now, I am 21, telling him something I was taught in college is real
I'm sorry I know I sound like an angsty teenager but he angers me so much, I have to rant somewhere, I love him he is my father and he is not a bad man. But living with him is exhausting.
>parents were neglectful/emotionally abusive
>left years ago, never looked back
>still get nightmares at least once a week about them
>pisses me off that my dreams get stolen and destroyed by those assholes even years after the fact
>sometimes wake up screaming profanities at them or punching the wall in my sleep
>have actually had dreams about murdering them
I wish my brain would stop this shit, I don't appreciate it. I want to dream about sex and anime swordfights again. I wish they would both hurry up and die but that might take another decade or two.
>tries to report a mild injury in a former job
>gets falsely let off the job due to shortage of work
>applies for multiple jobs
>slandered in the community, most places don't want to hire me
>jobs end up making me leave due to toxic workplace (didnt want to stay anyways)
>my predators were all 10+ years older than me, all of them were in a position of power, one only my age (how fucking unbelievable)
>realize how people can be cruel
>realize how people can pretend to be your friend and not give a fuck about their shitty manipulative behavior
>waiting for karma, for all of them
Next time a job does this, its going to court. I have yet to learn my lessons. No more miss nice girl.
> Decide to try and better myself for the nth time
> Start by trying to leave 4chan because the constant incel toxic talk makes me feel like shit
> Go to reddit for some self improvement, disease specific and lesbian communities
> People upvoting highly retarded posts, upvoting comments with wrong info
> Try to communicate and give another POV as nicely as possible
> Get downvoted and banned
> Making your own posts is impossible because of the 56 rules and having to be manually approved by a mod
> Nothing i can do since the mods are on a power trip and mute me without answering
Guess it's back to 4chan then. I wish there was a middle ground beyond here because it's so slow :/
Go to /fit/ if you want to self improve then? Or even lolcow's /g/. Too bad all the intellectual boards /Sci/, /his/, /lit/, are full of losers and politics.
Have you tried talking with people outside the internet?
Even my formating is retarded now,fuck>>53948
Thanks, i used to, it's one of the best boards but i'd still aways get distracted over incel stuff. Now at least i know how to ignore idiots better and move on, so it might be what i need>>53949
It's one of my goals
It's never too late to reach for it, anon. You need to communicate with real people while you still have the chance.
>elementary school gym class
>school kept trophy room of records
>remember there was a record for situps that senpai held and i wanted to break
>i trained for months doing 100 situps a day at home
>went to gym class on the day of the tests, did my best
>I broke the record
>i was so happy
>turns out my narcissistic liar attention whore of a backstabbing "friend" lied (i have confirmation from her counting-partner that she lied) and said she did more than me
>she got her name on the trophy instead of me
>found out that day that friends can't be trusted and hard work is overrated
Fuck you Allison you dirty lying skank.