>>314265Ok, maybe this isn't random enough to fit this thread, but there is someone I met online via a mutual friend and she shared her social media channels with me. We haven't chatted in almost a decade, but I still follow her online and read her blog posts and all every now and then. I'd like to talk to her again sometime, but she's too cool for me, I'm a failure and I don't feel like I'm good enough to talk to her. Typing that makes me feel like a creep, but it's not like I save her content or anything like that, I'm not super obsessed where I'd do anything harmful, I'm just really pathetic. And yeah, I have AvPD.
