>>129929
🐝 safe over summer break!

I miss you, J. Guys my age fucking suck.

I miss how gentle and kind you were with me. I miss going through your record collection together. You never lied to me or insulted me, you were always loving.

I miss the love we shared. Since we last talked, I got my heart broken again. I think punishment for running away from you.

I keep listening to Tomorrow Is a Long Time by Bob Dylan. It’s comforting me, which makes me feel a bit better because I know it’s a song that comforts you too.

Love you always,

Your Birdy

>>128239
the hurt gets better the farther you are away from me. i still think about you and my stomach curls. even so i want you always in my own very secret and private way. but it does get better with you out of my sight. when i'm in my apartment you're everywhere. today i was riding on the subway and i caught the summertime sweat of someone and it smelled like you and it was foul and sad and familiar. i hear you're very happy having ruined my entire life and career. good for you i guess.

Hey Rb. Me again.

Soooooooo. Im being weird again. I know i asked you to block me but then you went and made your fucking socials public. Like, dude. Thats my golden apple right there. I dont lurk on it as much as i used to tbh. But there is still a need to save as much info as i can on you. You're not doing anything of importance tbh. Its just me keeping the posts for posterity. After all the confusion, trauma and bullshit you put me through, you were my special friend cue kazoo kid on his kazoo

Jokes aside i dont have time to yearn and emotionally self flagellate like when i was younger. Im trying to get the bag. I have furbabies and people relying on me and i dont want to let them down. Unlike you i dont post my progress for outwardly validation. The true work comes from your mindset.

I wish you were open to actually having a conversation with me - i want to be able to tell you about my life and stuff. But you cant handle what you've done. I dont see her on your profile anymore. But you still have your relationship status up on your socials. You even had the audacity to try to make your second attempt at a relationship with her on Valentine’s day. You put a romantic spin on you grooming her. Maybe you gotten her out of your life, or maybe shes still in it. Idk. All i know is you pulled all the stops to have her in your life and it doesnt seem like it worked to your favor. Kinda seems like she milked you out of your money. I hope she did. I might not like how condensending and bigoted towards neurodivergency she was, but she seems like a good way to recieve your karma. Moving on.

Im supposed to be getting ready for an interview for this morning. But unfortunately the shadow of your actions - your betrayal - loom over my subconscious. Im writing here so that I dont reach out to you, so that i dont backtrack my progress to becoming more than just a notch on your belt. After your lies, your weird power plays, and your scummy aesthetics you're still just a person at the end of the day. Certain ideologies could argue that you're just as much of a victim under patriarchy as I am. But you dont care about things like that. If your insta stories are anything to go by, you're a bigoted misogynist who sees one ounce of neurodivergency on a person and if they're not attractive enough, you assume superiority over them.

I know you unblock me then reblock me on insta. I only know cause my alts couldnt see yourPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>131702
I guess you'd have to add me to find out now wouldn't you?

The sexual tension in the air is so thick

>>131704
Hardly. I showed her a picture of my elbow and she has apparently immediately reduced that I'm fat and ugly. Quite the Sherlock Holmes this one

>>131705
Deduce*
naturally

Smh why did I even bother with this conversation

>>131579

I think it's nice that you share stuff too, at least, it's hard for me to open up to people in general to the face.

Being nonas with nonas, completely anon is not as scary as staring at others who know where you live and what you do and stuff.

I managed to meet very nice women, young, nearby my age at the college association I joined. The issue is, although I'm the "nerdy" one there, even if they are nice I still do not fit into them like they do naturally.

I have seen women multiple times. Multiple, studied them. Even dated them.

Despite all of that effort, women often get along you better when you are more calm and often do not even try to hang or impress them. The less you try to impress them and more you try to be one with yourself is how you become friends with women.

And the wanting to impress them would be after you accept your individuality and self first, and second you accept theirs.

Perhaps that is what I need to put into test myself, accept that even if they are all different than me and I might never meet another woman in my country, speaking my mother tongue, who likes the same I do.
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I didn't buy SpaceX stock.

>>131600
If you have a 401K or any investment fund you did. The boomers will take away everything from you.

>>131602
>investment fund
That's when you give some sleazebag your money to pick stocks for you like in The Wolf of Wall Street, right? No thank you.
I just wish i had bought some SpaceX stocks yesterday, because there was no way they wouldn't go up dramatically, i was just too lazy to figure out how to purchase stocks. 21% in a single day, crazy.

Im so alone everyone keeps betraying me im a dirt

Well it rains and it pours when you're out on your own
If I crash on the couch, can I sleep in my clothes
'Cause I spent the night dancing, I'm drunk I suppose
If it looks like I'm laughing
I'm really just asking to leave this alone
You're in time for the show
You're the one that I need
I'm the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode
Like a beast in repose
'Cause I love all the poison away with the boys in the band

Sympawny no.4 - in memory of sweet Chubby Cat
Chubby Cat was sweet and playful and the perfect cuddle buddy. With a sprinkle of playful piccolo, a touch of warm strings, and a sweet harmony progression - hopefully, the music sounds just a little bit like him. Rest in peace sweet Chubby Cat

you can go on home, you got what you need
take my heart and put it up on your sleeve
tear it up so they can all sing along
live out your life
i’ll never tell you you're wrong
baby, don't forget, don't forget it's our song
i’ll be the thing that lives in the dream when it's gone
i’ll be the thing that lives in the dream when it's gone

𝒮𝓊𝓃𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓎𝑒𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒹𝒶𝓎
𝒟𝒶𝓇𝓀 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓊𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎
𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓃'𝓉 𝐼 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝒾𝓉?
𝒜𝓂 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜 𝒷𝓁𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑒𝑒?
𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝑜?
𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝑒?

This Sunday instrumental is goated btw

Finally found that one table that tied schizoidness to historical attitudes towards children. Psychogenic modes are a fringe theory I think but it makes an interesting point.

To be a hermit is to be holy.

my face when I accidentally see people I don't like having a good day

I rejoined “society” and I started noticing something that hasn’t been here before.

I stopped constantly comparing people to each other. I don’t create mental hierarchies where someone is inferior or superior. I don’t evaluate them by asking “how good would being friends with them make me look?”.

I think I started seeing people as ends unto themselves. It is a strange feeling, as if I am a parent that doesn’t have a favorite child - they’re all just… valuable by themselves.

Somehow this feels very liberating. Weird, huh?

I feel like I'm gradually becoming what I imagined normalfags were like.

Well I’m willing to give some feedback though I have no qualifications for that
Maybe a discord for writers?

>>131670
>Maybe a discord for writers?
What if they steal her gems? I wouldn't risk it.

>>131671
She should pick one of those people that never finish their works then

>>127549
i would never want to be the girl someone loses their virginity to. my fiancé lost his by threatening to break up with his girlfriend. they broke up shortly after. he just wanted to have sex and said she was withholding it from him. thankfully she left him.

>>127561
Wait, you're engaged to this asshole? Sounds like you may have some screws loosed.

>>127533
Fuck. I was with a boy just like on the left. Oh my god, i miss him and I fucked up. My heart aches looking at this and it's so stupid.

be egocentric.

Egocentric women always win. When men say women are egocentric they are right, women need to be egocentric to be happy. Else they will never be happy and find happiness.

Being egocentric, in the best amount. Being a narcissy in the way of having basic respect for yourself, and sacrifice a random man if he does not fit your ideal image of a man.

Treat men how they treat you.

>>130229
Also, less likely to have a heart failure than tall people and wounds heal faster.

True

Women under 5'6 should be castrated sorry

I am 160cm

>>131644
EEEEEEE SHE'S SO CUTE AND TINY I WANNA DIE

stop thinking about sex so much and you will be less miserable. yes, heterosexual reproduction is fucked up when you really think about it, but you have to ignore that and go on with your day

Don't have sex, the only position where you can kill a man while having sex is straddling him.

It is as well not recommended for men to do it, because of the consequences it can give to their male clitoris.

Female humans are not sub humans. If anything, the vagina evolved as that because it was coherent with pregnancy. Females are in charge of choosing who to mate with, females have never tried to be like males if anything they have desired to not be abused or used and discarded.

The ban of abortion in some countries will just make women more responsible of celibacy, if women cannot be celibate then you can say we are sub humans.

It is hard anyway, socially women are raised to comply and do as told, despite the bible proposing the complete opposite, that men should be the ones that should obey and work.

Females are not submissive by nature, if anything, they are raised to be compliant.

I am ignorant in history, so I cannot tell you since what period of time women started being raised to be compliant.

No thought or act by any human can be inhuman. Subhuman is a nonsense word.

Men will have a mirrored anxiety to what is expressed in OP. The social imaginary does not make the interpretation expressed in OP as available to men as to women. The anxiety about the aggression in male sexuality defining them as people and manhood is still there.

Whatever this is:
>sex is the fundamental part of the reality
it comes from a pathological place.

Our sexuality is a part of our psyche and we can learn to accept the contradictions between it and the rest of our minds. Like a child turning on the lights over and over again to see whether the monster they imagine in the shadows is truly only in their imagination and eventually coming to trust that if they were to turn on the light nothing would be there. So can people look outside the sexual part of their minds to see whether sexuality's relation to the aggression inherent in male sexuality has removed their sexual partner's ability to regard them as whole people beyond the sexual context.

It is likely, and overwhelmingly so in a serious romantic attachment, that you will find that upon exposing their sexuality to their partner a man will be relieved to find that his woman has not replaced the totality of his being with a monster in her mind and a woman will find that her man has not replaced the totality of her being with a slut in his mind. That is unless some pathology hinders the acceptance of these ambiguities. Like the one which produces this:
>sex is the fundamental part of the reality
It may be relevant to point out that psychic health is hard to maintain when spending a lot of time online.

>>131449

This is so based

>>131449
finally someone wrote something to address the stupid meme OP is perpetrating