oh you for the last week
have been laughing
cussing
and yelling in your sleep
why?
i think it through
what the hell are you watching, boo?
is something supernatural fucking with you?

really though

well, i know that it’s only time
but let me see what’s on your mind
i could see what’s on your mind

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find me a lane to drive through
in a halloween costume
i’m an astronaut without you
we’re twisting our way to the back of the bar
yeah locking the door falling into the stall
stripping you down to your jewelry

you’re breaking the rules just for me.

lightning strike
inside my chest to keep me up at night
dream of ways
to make you understand my pain
clouds of sulfur in the air
bombs are falling everywhere
it’s heartbreak warfare
once you want it to begin
no one really ever wins
in heartbreak warfare

drop his name
push it in and twist the knife again
watch my face
as i pretend to feel no pain
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every inch of sky’s got a star
and every inch of skins got a scar
i guess that you got everything now

and every inch of space in your head
is filled up with the things that you read
i guess that you got everything now

and every film that you’ve ever seen
fills the spaces up in your dreams

>>103992
Sounds like you might want to work through that anxiety of yours. That's an almost AvPD level of social anxiety there. Just fuck up on purpose sometimes, see that it's not that big of a deal.
I know someone whose anxiety training involved putting some cardboard on a leash and treating it like a real dog in public. The horror stories she imagined would come of it never happened, when people asked about it she could manage to explain it and the whole experience made her feel more confident in acting like herself.
I offend people by accident all the time, if someone points it out and it's an honest mistake, you can just apologise and move on.

>>127158
>>127213
Some girls actually act like babies, it can be a traumatic age regression, the kind that pedo moids relentlessly sexualise and encourage in women unlike with traumatised men who just get called retards.
Nothing morally wrong with being retarded like that, but it's nothing to be proud of.
>>127158
Pedo anime definitely romanticises it, entire casts of shows have women of every fictional age acting like dumb 7 year olds who need an adult moid to teach them basic life skills. The moids behind it are frankly disgusting. They have a desperate need to feel superior and if the only way for them to do that is to have their love interests be mental 7 year olds, that's not just pathetic, it's creepy. There's way too much of that low budget slop and nothing disgusts me more than seeing it in the romance genre.

>>127215
that cardboard story sounds like a modern torture method! I can see how it would help though. how did she explain it when asked?

Off all the days to be sleepy my body is sleepy on the day I need to do it less and not more

I might have isolated myself out of a group chat
And ngl I don't gaf at the moment.

Long story short there's a manchild who refuses to be held accountable and now his friends are creating excuses for him. And ngl I was mean. But also, I don't think he's the kind of dude I'd wanna hang around with for long periods of time. And he probably feels the same way???? Regardless his friends are enablers

I'm going to lean on my own spirituality more. Maybe I am wrong. But maybe this is the higher power cutting off people who aren't for my highest good in the first place

>>127339
What is the point then. You're essentially dragging around a ball and chain.

>>127348
i left eventually. and i think very badly of those abusers now. i was abused and had very low self esteem. i wasn’t allowed to have any until i realized how shit these people really were.

>>127349
Good for you !!

>>126943
these replies say otherwise lol

>>127350
thank you. i think i’m a lot smarter and stronger and i like myself more now. and i don’t like those men one bit.

>>127369
just become his virgin whore. you’ll haunt the narrative for the rest of his life.

>>127369
I think its very telling how the population average is quite high compared to results in others tests haha

>>127373
how,,

>>127374
it wasn’t something i consciously did. i don’t think it’s something you can do on purpose.

>>127373
been there done that

>>119668
I know a guy almost exactly like this, minus the TERF part.

Haha this is interesting. completely ideal/unrealistic:
lookswise:
>5'9-6'0
>good hygiene
>have some sense of style, or at least aware to look put together
>good dental hygiene !
>mixed or not white;
>bigger than me , but not too muscular

personality
>minimal screen usage/no social media like me
>minimal longing for sexual intimacy
>values me as a person
>can cook
>does not drink/smoke
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-does not post on social media or better yet have it
-always wants to spoil me
-caring
-over 5'11
-direct
-responsible and decisive
-pudgy muscular

>>127372
having a nice one is honestly so important.

>>127201
this didn't happen

>>127233
and it seems like that person has an embarrassing kink

My hubris seems to have caught up to me. Because who in their right mind would wanna stalk me if I truely had little to no importance in the grand scheme of things? Thats neither here nor there. Im gonna put the schizo mask down for a moment and just put this out into the universe.

Youre cute when you're terrified. I will suplex you when I get the chance (◕‿◕✿)

Dont like it? Move to Florida.

>>127146
Had a meeting with upper management about him and his need for a professional therapist and how it’s affecting everyone at work. They flat out rejected getting a therapist involved, but that was expected since someone else had already asked before. They are going to have his manager do 1 on 1 counselling with him to see if he doesn’t improve. I no longer have to babysit him and they said I can report straightaway if he tries to contact me during work hours.
In the end, it’s more like the manager replaced my role which is really shitty considering she is the one that DESPISES him the most (understandably). This is probably just going to make him stressed out and make even more mistakes… but I’m finally free!! This is going to put a strain between me and the manager which sucks cus she’s like the closest coworker I have and one of my only friends… But I guess we’ll have to see.

Why does the thought of having a romantic feel so scary and repulsive in real life?
25, I'm not in the dating scene at all and all I do is break down because I feel "lonely", brood and ruminate over my circumstances, for some reason thinking about crossing over, getting close to someone enough and ponder being in a relationship in a way that's raw and real makes a wave of panic wash over me, i just want to go back to being "me" in a sense, it's like I almost get knocked out of my body, it makes me want to puke, why is every path I could possibly take so painful?

isn’t it just one of the first signs of being socially well-adjusted to at least attempt a compliment when seeing someone even if you don’t mean it? men aren’t expected to do it because they’re viewed as blunt and blind to social cues (and they generally are). women can read the room and can actually pick up on when someone needs validation or comforting. don’t fight it nano, the discomfort in being forced to compliment is just a reminder that you can emotionally understand someone.

>>126800
How is this an expectation? And it doesn't have to be from physical attraction. If I notice someone is wearing something nice that stands out to me, and I know them well enough, I'll say nice top ! where did you get it from? It's not that deep lol

But it's definitely not a good idea to compliment if that feels unnatural to you or whatever. But have people assumed you to be envious/insecure because of that?

> i don’t find women physically attractive. sorry not sorry.

u dont have to want to fuck another woman to compliment her lol

>>127305
thanks for being understanding, nona <3

>>127307
Of course; thank you for stepping up for that other noona!
People like you make this world a better place

>>66543
Genius

>>107365
>Squishes
>just a friend?
Yeah, just a term for when you really desire a close friendship with someone specific. Seems more practical and less chronically online than "blorbo" or "bias wrecker" to me, both terms I've heard more often than squish…
>Sensual Attraction
>sounds like a creep
Yeah, hugging a kitten or even your friends is really creepy, wanting to be physically close is so inhuman. /s
>Aesthetic Attraction
>why do they need a label or bullshit term for every single thing.
Because certain people act like absolute dumbasses when you're aroace and call someone "attractive" and wrongly assume that they understand the concept of appreciating beauty without physical desire.

I often get so embarrassed about things I say while I'm saying them, even if it isn't anything bad and I'm anonymous. My face is ablaze. Just gotta push through.
It's odd that it's harder when I'm trying to say nice things. Why is it easier to be mean online? Why does being kind make me feel so vulnerable and self-conscious?