>>131112
>>131111
Not even sure whats going on.
I just don't want to be homeless for a year or a year and a half.
I know there are people that endure worse but I really am not built for this sort of stuff.
I don't fear losing my partner at all anyway if you are curious on that Mr.weirdo, my husband can't get hard if it isn't me or pictures of me, he's not going to fuck some foreign girl but on my end I am not going to suck dick or humiliate myself to stay afloat during the gap I'll have to wait for not like I'm already worried about ending up getting raped if I have to end up roaming around.

>>131112
I don't feel like figuring out what's being autofiltered.

>>131114
This really is masterfully crafted bait. Rikka is going to eat this shit up and lick the spoon.

>>131114
You don't feel like being homeless? You have a boyfriend and you're worried about being homeless?

It's all over. Not your fault, your boyfriend has failed you. But he might just need encouraging if you call him and let him know you need him.

>>131114
Do you have any women’s shelters where you live? Or maybe have him help you pay rent or stay with his family? Idk what your living situation was like
My family used to shit talk me about staying home all the time too kek. What a bunch of shitheads

>>131078
Have fun LARPing as a man… oh wait, you won't have fun and you'll be miserable and lonely.

Vain and shallow women. Doesn't matter what a man looks like. You don't get to choose. Your father should have given you away to a man when you were young and you'd have a much happier life.
OH why do I bother typing, I've waste a good 20 minutes. What… society is going to change? No. Women are going to change? No. Well, then things will continue.

I'm a modern woman I LOOOOVE LARPING as a man, ooooh I love being independent, in charge, I'm making MY OWN MONEY yeaaah! I have a bank account!
I am so happy! HAHAHA! sobs
Females are programmed to enjoy being submissive followers and helpers, you get pleasure from it and purpose, you wanna go against it? okay.

I can't wait for the future you know… in a few centuries when men start wearing women's clothing and demand to not have equal rights. That'll be great. I mean why let women act like men, men should start acting like women, they should demand to be stay at home husbands. Oooh that'll be good.

I'm going to do that now, I'm going to become a female, I'm not going to go to school, wear a dress and wait for a female to buy me from my mother.

I'm so excited.

>>131083
Suggesting a book to a male is like suggesting a book to a gorilla but since you are so passionate about this clearly maybe you should read the feminist mystique and see how housewives in the 60s actually felt despite having “the american dream”

None of you have real problems. You have self-made problems because you refuse to live an easy life.
"I'm living a harder life that my gender isn't built for, why am I saaaad."

>>131085
Why would I EEEEVER read a feminist book? OR any book written by a female. Holly molly women really think they're people. I don't respect anything you have to say. I'm telling you how you should live you life because it's correct, I don't care about your feminist emotions. And the 1960s is not a decade of trad living, nor am I talking about "trad living"

I'm talking about REAL FEMALE LIVING. Go find a man to serve and live in his apartment and follow him and stop complaining about work, you should never have gotten a job ever. Women shouldn't be allowed to even apply for jobs, it's retarded. That is all.

>>131047
Rule number 7 faggot

>>131049
To be clear I'm not victim blaming and I'm sorry this unfortunate situation has occured. I was only thinking forward so as to address possible future incidents. Anyway I probably shouldn't have responded at all

I'm having massive existential dread lately I'm lowkey tempted to kill my self just so the anxiety stops one way or another

>>131080
Okay do you want to talk more about that?

>>131045
ayrt: so funny thing is, he WAS kicked out but just came back in a different costume a couple hours later. i did send the con an email about what happened since i was able to identify him and get his actual name afterwards but all they did was send me a generic ai generated 'thanks for reporting this we take this stuff seriously but we can't tell you if we'll decide to ban him!' response. i already have super bad paranoia so i just don't know if i can ever feel safe there again, but such is life.

Im a neet for like 10months now because i had one too many mental breakdowns working with my dad. I mostly try to help around the house and take care of myself. I cook, clean, talk with friends on discord game, make art, read, but ive been going out on walks to get some exercise and fresh air. I gotta get my resume updated and start applying but im afraid to.

fuck around on the pc, browse my phone, smoke pot, harass my cats. I do occasionally go out for walks at the park and I definitely plan on being more active in the summer

I'm a NEET and I currently larp like I'm attending a uni studying certain subjects. Meaning, I just study something on a schedule for 1.5 hours with breaks inbetween and sometimes I try to plan what I will do. So far it made me feel better because I accomplish something every day.
Really a lot of these "subjects" are just my hobbies, but structured. Structure improves everything A LOT, it's way easier to manage your existing activities and introduce changes into your life this way. Always having planned downtime is good too.
I'll see how long this lasts.

>What do you do all day?
eat, jog, smoke cigarettes, read books (no young adult or "dark romance" slop), draw pictures, I mostly just draw pictures. My whole life Ive been creating characters and stories with them nonstop, its that maladaptive daydreaming bullshit I guess. I draw my characters, when Im bored of it Ill make collages for my characters, and when that gets boring too Ill write about them, listen to music that reminds me of them, or just simply fantasize about their interactions and their world. My creaions are the only topic that I am truly invested in and if I could I only would ever talk about them, but thats autistic as fuck and I am self aware enough to know that most people dont give a fuck. Most conversations with others feel like a drag, I dont care about their lives or problems and Im just looking for an appropriate moment to talk about my art

Vidya
Scrolling
Art
More vidya
That is all

Stop worrying about being cringe. Who gives a fuck? Are you going to deny yourself a potentially better life because some retard felt uncomfortable for half a second? Fuck em and just be your weird self

- What are you doing?
- Just watching the world.

this is definitely one of my all time favorites

Kiss me 殴るように唇に血が滲む程
Hold me あばらが音を立てて折れる程
好き好き大好き 好き好き大好き
好き好き大好き
愛してるって言わなきゃ殺す

Kiss me like a punch until the blood oozes from my lips
Hold me until my ribs make a sound as they break
I like you, I like you, I love you!
I like you, I like you, I love you!
I like you, I like you, I love you!
Say you love me too, or I’ll kill you!

Well it rains and it pours when you're out on your own
If I crash on the couch, can I sleep in my clothes
'Cause I spent the night dancing, I'm drunk I suppose
If it looks like I'm laughing
I'm really just asking to leave this alone
You're in time for the show
You're the one that I need
I'm the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode
Like a beast in repose
'Cause I love all the poison away with the boys in the band

Sympawny no.4 - in memory of sweet Chubby Cat
Chubby Cat was sweet and playful and the perfect cuddle buddy. With a sprinkle of playful piccolo, a touch of warm strings, and a sweet harmony progression - hopefully, the music sounds just a little bit like him. Rest in peace sweet Chubby Cat

you can go on home, you got what you need
take my heart and put it up on your sleeve
tear it up so they can all sing along
live out your life
i’ll never tell you you're wrong
baby, don't forget, don't forget it's our song
i’ll be the thing that lives in the dream when it's gone
i’ll be the thing that lives in the dream when it's gone

>>130975
tysm luv we talked last night it's all good for now he doesn't really blame me and still wants me so im glad and ig im gonna be more understanding towards him these days

>>130990
How did you trigger him to making a mistake and what was it?

they always come back

>>131007
i meannn that's a good thing right?

>>131007
no they do not lol

>>131014
it's all a feminist psyop to make you believe the disparity between male and female crime rates

>>131016
the Big Fem's influence stretches far

>>131014
I'd imagine that's because female sex crimes tend to receive more lenient punishments so there's less of a push to secrecy as well as the much much higher likelihood that men are technologically literate enough to even access the darkweb. In any case, I can sense you have strong feelings on this subject and I, with all due respect, personally couldn't care less about it outside of making a few offhand comments on the subject. So I'll retire from this conversation now if you don't mind.

>>131018
>In any case, I can sense you have strong feelings on this subject
no, not really. i just thought it's funny you'd bring up dark web of all things

>>131018
> female sex crimes tend to receive more lenient punishments
women don't really rape, torture and dismember then rape their victims again like men do so yeah, less severe crimes get less punishment