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Again we need to vent
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>>>/feels/129800 315 posts and 35 image replies omitted. Click reply to view.Anonymous 133822
talking to someone for 5 months and i finally sent him a nude. I’m worried he will like me less now.
Anonymous 133829
>>133826Using anon is suspicious… moid
Anonymous 133831
>>133829tell that to the cc admin who used "anons" to refer to users in the maintenance chat yesterday… retard
Anonymous 133836
I wish I wasn’t so schizo so I could (safely) explore faith without getting crazy about it. Raised very atheist, the only exposure to any religion was my elementary school that occasionally took us to a church, but it wasn’t a Christian school and we learnt little to nothing about the Bible. I’ve always been very interested and embarrassingly comforted by very simplistic ideas of God. Reading the Bible and doing my best to live by what it teaches, praying to God, all seems appealing. And I could do it, and I have tried it, but I just can’t feel God or believe in an actual presence like that. And then I get in my head about it, and it snowballs. I know I can just do whatever I want about it, but I never like to feel as though I’m doing something the wrong way or half-assing it, especially because I’ve never been around any religion followers of any kind. It feels like I’m some skinwalker and I don’t like that. I think I’m honestly just drawn to the comfort it brings a lot of people. I so badly wish that I could feel what they seem to feel. I’ve had periods of time where I’ve made myself pretend to believe, try to let it come to me, etc. But it’s just nothing. I was taught that I am on this earth through reproduction and that I will die and that will be that. But I wish I believed in more. I think I’m too naive, about everything