Omegle is gone and one of my sources for socializing and processing things is gone.
I used to use omegle all the time for basic decision making by asking strangers online, then I would eventually make statistics and decide on my own based on that data like a machine.
Now I have to think about how I feel about stuff. And process things, and when I do exercise I have to do it on my own for my own.
Not because I have to keep an image for others or compete with others.
Most of what used to keep me up was basic competence to compete with others and keep up with others, it sounds very moidy yet it's the truth.
Now I'm alone in my early 20s, just two friends (my boyfriend and one girl friend) and my boyfriend is still a man.
Even if men are friends they eventually end up liking me, so I cannot really keep them as friends only for so long.
I don't know what to do.
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