I’m sad lol.
I had a crush on this guy and we went on a date. We held hands and everything. He wanted to kiss me, but I said no because idk if he has herpes ( apparently most people have it or whatever, but STILL) So instead he kissed my hand, which was honestly so sweet.
Then he bought me boba at the mall and we played arcade games together. It was basically my first puppy-love, innocent little romance experience… at my big age… I’m nearly 30 years old.
I genuinely thought it was so cute and special. Like wow, maybe I’m finally having my little wholesome romance moment.
Then the other day I saw him with another woman.
And yes, I KNOW we weren’t dating. I know he’s single and completely free to see whoever he wants. I have no claim over this man whatsoever.
But it still made me sad because apparently I had convinced myself that I was somehow special to him. Meanwhile he was just out here living his life while I was daydreaming about our happily ever after.
I feel so stupid lol. I really got emotionally attached after one boba and some arcade games.
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