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cult thread Anonymous 10134[Reply]

let’s talk about cults. all kinds, christian, new age, satanic, online, etc.
conspiracies are okay as long as they actually have some kind of evidence that isn’t pure speculation.
a list of some of the worst ones still active:
>The Order of Nine Angles
>The FLDS church
>The process church of the final judgment
>manson family
>Scientology
>Kali Yuga Acceleration
>The moonies
all of these groups and their offshoots are implicated in criminal activity. many are also extremely suspicious and well connected
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Anonymous 10362

>>10144
That YouTube channel has an email in their bio. I will contact them and report back.

Anonymous 10364

>>10362
what happened?

Anonymous 12165

I'm actually very interested in cult psychology or recruitment tactics, I've heard aum shinrikyo managed to get a lot of intelligent people there.

Anonymous 12169

>>12165
You probably have to believe your own bullshit to successfully lure in suckers. I think that's the key element.

Anonymous 12170

>>12165
Yeah, that's why they were able to build those chemical weapons, because they actually had very experienced chemists.

Lots about it in a book called "Underground" by Haruki Murakami, in which he interviews cult members and survivors of the sarin gas attack. Most people seemed to join because they found Japanese society so bleak and depressing and this was the first spiritual and non-materialist group they came across



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Psychosis/mind altered states thread Anonymous 12166[Reply]

Psychosis fascinates me - it is like a scary mysterious condition of the mind. Yet, videos and content on what it looks like seems far and few between.

So I'll post some psychotic writings I found instead, news reports, and other such things. Likewise, I think it'd be interesting to also post about other mind-altered states, maybe some trip reports.

pic - Louis Wain's progression with art

Anonymous 12167

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Example: Vaslav Nijinsky.
https://theexaminedlife.org/library/diaries-vaslav-nijinsky

>One day, I was in the mountains and got onto a road that led up to a mountain. I went along it and stopped. I wanted to speak on the mountain because I felt the desire to do so. I did not speak because I thought everyone would say that that man was mad. I was not mad, because I felt. I felt not pain, but love for people. I wanted to jump from the mountain into the little town of St. Moritz. I did not shout, because I felt that I had to go farther. I went farther and saw a tree. The tree said to me that no one could not speak here, because men did not understand feeling.


>I wanted to speak, but my voice was so strong I could not speak, and I shouted. 'I love everyone, and I want happiness!' 'I love everyone!' 'I want everyone.' I cannot speak French, but I will learn it if I walk by myself. I want to speak loudly so that people will feel me. I want to love everyone, and therefore I want to speak all languages.

Anonymous 12168

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You'll see that most psychotic episodes develop gradually if you pay attention to the writings. Sometimes people realize their thinking keeps slipping away and they aren't purely delusional.

>So the grades I earned were the only objective signal I ever received about how I was doing in the world. The task of setting and achieving academic goals operated as a sort of adhesive; I needed it to hold myself together.


>But explaining what I’ve come to call “disorganization” is a different challenge altogether. Consciousness gradually loses its coherence. One’s center gives way. The center cannot hold. The “me” becomes a haze, and the solid center from which one experiences reality breaks up like a bad radio signal


>Immediately, every sight, every sound, every smell coming at you carries equal weight; every thought, feeling, memory, and idea presents itself to you with an equally strong and demanding intensity


relatable



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Posting about yourself online Anonymous 12157[Reply]

Have you ever pretended to be someone else to talk about yourself? Either in online posts or using fake accounts to bring yourself up with other people? How did it go?

Anonymous 12164

I actually did when I was 12. I was trying to simulate a friend that I wanted. I was never exposed but I felt like an idiot for doing this so I stopped.



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is it possible for a spirit to latch onto me Anonymous 12158[Reply]

ok so i will leave out a lot of details as to not be identified but like for a little more than a year ive been thinking a lot about a certain dead person. he is not related to me in any shape or form and i have never met him irl as hes been dead for longer than ive been alive. the way ive found out about him was completely accidental too, he is not a celebrity or an actor but he was somewhat of a public figure and theres a wikipedia article about him so its not like knowledge about him is something special to me in particular. i havent been seeing anything but its like hes constantly in the background of my head, like the image of his face is almost always there and i in a weird way feel his presence. this feeling of his presence gets more intense the worser i feel mentally, his presence doesnt feel malicious, if anything its more like a mentor figure, but he doesn't feel like a friend if that makes sense, i dont think that this is aconscious effort for him. his life was a lot simmilar to mine in many ways like really simmilar just surface level and its like when i read about him i a lot of the time fill in the blanks on how he felt deep inside in a way that makes sense from a psychological perspective. i used to be deeply fixated on him in an autism way, but even as that fixation dwindled its like he still was always in the background of my mind. there were periods of my life where ive stopped caring about him completely and he still was there. i admittedly know jackshit about the occult so i dont even know if its possible to accidentaly manifest a dead person into becoming your patron, and i dont rule out the possibility that this is just an autistic special interest, i just want to hear other peoples thoughts and opinions on this matter

Anonymous 12159

Damn so even dead guys can get schizos obsessed with them. What the fuck am I doing wrong lmao

Anonymous 12160

>>12159
youre probably not interesting enough to be obsessed over

Anonymous 12161

>>12159
not the nona who responded to you, but being boring is good sometimes. People let you do your own thing.
Like, technically Chris chan is interesting. That's not necessarily a good thing.

Maybe I'm coping.

Anonymous 12162

>>12160
and you are?

Anonymous 12163




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Tech Paranoia Anonymous 5369[Reply]

It probably seems hypocritical but I’m someone who is online nearly 24/7 but extremely paranoid about things such as online tracking, social media using my data, etc. I only have Discord because all my friends do but I fucking hate it because there’s practically no privacy. I want to get more secure and private online but I don’t know where to start. Are college classes good at all or run by feds?
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Anonymous 5787

I used to be tech paranoid before but honestly i don’t see a point in that anymore. We’re all fucked so who gives a shit? Everyone allows access to their locations and their data and everything. Millions of people. I am not paranoid about it anymore. Honestly the way i look at tech paranoia is either someone who is genuinely paranoid which is someone i’d rather avoid or a criminal that i would also rather avoid. This is the new world order, s. Embrace it 666

Anonymous 5875

>>5787
this is exactly where I'm at as well

Anonymous 10503

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>>5604
>i dont know how you guys know so much about computers and computer privacy.
I'm studying in IT school with specialty in programming and cybersecurity. Ez.

I also don't have friends outside hackerspace (C.C is the only female space I have left these days).

Anonymous 12152

Good thread. Just remembered that Pokémon go has been contributing to mass surveillance. It is a shame, I don’t think there will be any location based game that isn’t building a spyware.
Though at least if the dataset were open source that would be a bit more interesting.

Anonymous 12156

>>12152
Makes sense why that boring ugly shit was shilled so much to millennials and gen z alike. According to Forbes:
>Pokémon is a multi-billion dollar empire and officially holds the title of the highest-grossing media franchise in history.



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crystal dream diary. Anonymous 3081[Reply]

whenever you remember a dream, log it here.

picture used is tako otoko from yume 2kki.
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Anonymous 12110

I had the worst nightmare: Somehow I was coddled up to fat ugly older neckbeard in a sofa. I didn't even want to be near him but I was under the impression that if I left he would be angry at me. I had the typical dream executive dysfunction in which I'm very erratic in my actions and I can't control my body because I feel half-numb. He wanted me to give him oral sex and when he showed me his thing I was so repulsed. Then ha had transformed into my ex for a split second. So I stormed out of the room and got into another bedroom and there he was, my ex, for real. I started having a panic attack, running around the flat that was U shaped. Then my family appeared and those two scrotes vanished. My aunt had brought some Christmas sweets and chocolate but I was too nauseous to eat.

Anonymous 12128

I had a dream within a dream

Anonymous 12151

Had a shitty fucking dream about some guys story who had to feed babies mystery meat while hiding the smell. And the “nursery” was more like huge bathroom like hallways - white and cold. This was one of the least paid jobs, with the other choice being becoming a cross dressing prostitute. I had a feeling where this dream is going so I de decided I am not sticking around to see more.

Anonymous 12153

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>>3081
something really stupid, i dont remember the dream itself but one night my bf heard me whisper something among the lines of “find the sixth brother” while i was sleeping.
I still dont know what the fuck was that all about

Anonymous 12155

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>>12154
akira kurosawa, a famous japanese director, made a whole movie based off his dreams! I still have to wwatch it, but i always thought the idea was really intresting



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What are the darkest thoughts you have? Anonymous 5684[Reply]

Tell CC what you can't tell anybody else.
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Anonymous 11978

>>11541
Extremely based. I have similar fantasies all the time.

Anonymous 11990

I imagine myself having a destructive, drug fueled codependent relationship with another woman. I want us to be possessive over each other, and nothing else would matter as long as we were together. I also fantasize about mindbreaking my pathetic ex. He’s already fragile and manipulative due to past trauma, and I imagine holding his face, staring at him wordlessly as he cries before forcing him down and having sex with him. I want to degrade and humiliate him sexually to the point where he feels deep shame and guilt but still comes crawling back to me to satisfy him every time he’s aroused. I want him to brand himself with my name, and for him to constantly be consumed with thoughts of me.

Anonymous 12094

Is it dark to imagine the entire male population dropping dead at once, or is it just normal?
>>11990
Wtf I have the exact same fantasies as your first one

Anonymous 12095

>>12094
I think it's not normal but it's a thought more common than you think. I like to think they've never been here in the first place.

Anonymous 12150

Not dark but I want to be white and hate being ethnic I also hate other ethnics, most people feel this way in where I live but they're liberals so they're sneaky about it. I don't feel human when I look at some white women and I would like to have that sort of power so I hate existing this way and having to play into people's dumb lies and delusions and whatever, it's like living in hell really. I feel fake and want to be powerful



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coverup/theory discussion thread Anonymous 9238[Reply]

a thread about coverups and conspiracies involving powerful people/groups (involvement with sex trafficking/abuse in particular)
here’s a list of some to begin with:
> NXIVM
> X dossiers/Dutroux case
> The finders
> Pedophile activism organisers
> Jeffery Epstein and the Maxwells
> The Franklin scandal
no pizzagate bs, focus on actual cases as much as possible
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The royal order of jesters, a branch of Freemasonry, has been exposed several times for their involvement in child trafficking, human trafficking, and other forms of vile behavior but their members never face any real consequences for their actions. They also have had a lot of these things scrubbed from the internet

Anonymous 12145

>Dick Gregory Atlanta Child Murders Conspiracy/Medical Experimentation
This video is very interesting. The Atlanta Child Murders appear on that massive web of people, organizations and crimes at the beginning of The Eye of the Chickenhawk. The bodies of children who were murdered in Atlanta looked severely dehydrated and had the bottom lip and on of the ears missing just like some cattle mutilations that had taken place years prior. This yt channel is a goldmine of old radio shows about sex trafficking and serial killer conspiracies that seem to be linked.

Anonymous 12146

>Harry Martin Zodiac Killer Conspiracy/Cover-Up/Manson Connection Dave Emory
Deep dive on the Zodiac case and connections with Manson and the Presidio which leads to Michael Aquino. Interesting fact: The Zodiac killer drew inspiration by the short story The Most Dangerous Game which is about a man that falls from a ship and ends up in an island in the Caribbean owned by a Russian aristocrat that hunts his own guests. Reminds you of Epstein's Little St. James?

Anonymous 12147

>Mae Brussell Michael Aquino/Presidio/McMartin/Nazi Occultism/Temple Of Set Compilation PART 1

Anonymous 12148

>Mae Brussell Michael Aquino/Presidio/Satanism/Programmed To Kill/Iran Contra PART 2
Part 2 of an edited compilation Mae Brussell discussing Michael Aquino, Presidio Molestation Trial, Occultism, Satanism, Aleister Crowley, The Iran Contra Oliver North Connection and more. Also included are segments about an odd visit Mae had with an occult killer, a death threat she received and the house across her street.



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Suicide Anonymous 480[Reply]

How would you do it?
What's the most effective method with minimal pain? I'm a puss.
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Anonymous 12103

Ok but whats the fastest and easiest way to kill yourself?

Anonymous 12104

Children should be allowed to get euthanized. I'm suffering since I'm 12, I would get it if I could at that age, I hate this world I hope everyone have a hell life

Anonymous 12105

>>12104
Okay but you have to accept my hug before that mmkay? It'll make it all better

Anonymous 12141

I think im ginna do it im sick of being gaslighted nibody understands ir cares aboutt.my life prisoning pain im so fucjing aick of everything im sick of gettung hit my truth but not even understanding humans anymire i dont understand humans i sont want to think and talk or do this irs so pointless inhate being this thing inhare being like this i ahte being fucking shit i waant to change myy padt i dont give a fucj abot any of this retarded fucking copes i want real answers except there isnt becsuse i knoe all ofnthem how do you even

Anonymous 12143

>>12141
Watch the birds while absorbing the suns rays. The next time you feel the warmth on your face a fire will ignite within you. You will create a work of art to transmute what smolders you.



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jim carrey nona where are you Anonymous 11909[Reply]

seeing this weird Jim Carrey shit going around immediately made me think of the nona who wrote a thesis on him and posted it here. are you still here? what do you think of this?
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Anonymous 12132

>>12126
It's not, his eyes are hazel, not brown. Hazel can change color with the light and whatever substances he is on. If you meet anyone with hazel eyes you'll notice they can change color theoretically. That's because they have both brown and green hues. If he's high on coke theyd reflect differently.

Anonymous 12137

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>>12132
I didn't say his eyes were any particular color but you're very much correct. Just made a quick search to see what drugs he used to take and learned he used to take 5-HTP, a nootropic that is sold as a supplement in the US and Canda. It has some funny effects.
https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/5-Hydroxytryptophan

Anonymous 12138

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>>12137
any old drug from the hard to the legal stuff can have an effect. It's pretty impossible to tell but the other explanation that was rational that didn't venture into retard clone territory is that his facial bloat aside from surgery was due to a steroid drug, meaning health issues. It would not be shocking with his past and being infected by a thousand STDs if he was doing poor health wise.

Anonymous 12139

>>12138
I wasn't implying that that particular drug caused that color change, just that I didn't know he used to take it. I guess lightning caused that effect alone.

Anonymous 12140

>>12139
Don't know tbh but interesting fact that he took that drug. For someone who claims to be into "natural" crap he seems like he can't stand himself when he's not high enough to constantly be high



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