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>>1305
Remember to kiss your local fish boy today and every day until you're no longer breathing.

When I was little and I'd visit my grandparents in the countryside for the summer, there was this one portion of the road that I always hated to go on. I used to throw fits in the car whenever we drove on that one section. I grew out of it, of course, but years later I learned that when they were constructing that road, they built it over a graveyard and neglected to move any of the bodies, only the headstones. Now when I visit, I try to drive very very slowly over that portion of the road because I don't want to disturb anybody beneath it.

I used to faint at this particular place in the town where my grandma lives anytime I went there. It's like a little square and one one side there's a medieval gate into a pakt where's a castle and on the other side there's a mini zoo for injured wildlife. For couple of years anytime I went there I fainted or got close to fainting. Very strange because I never fainted anytime anywhere. Now that I'm an adult I can go there no problem.
I also sometimes sence when I'm outside that there's a dead animal near. Not my the smell lol it's usually more far away to smell it, but it's like something leads me to the dead animal if I don't focus on where I'm going and just wander.

I've always hated going to the cemetery where my great grandmother is buried, even as a child I hated it. I always felt I was being watched. I haven't been in years and I feel guilty for not visiting her resting place but I don't like the energy there. It feels heavy.
I worked at a school that had this oppressive feel over it. A dark cloud. I hated it there and only worked there a year. It was the worst teaching year as well as personal year of my life. Everything about the place was just off.
I had a neighbor who was an energy vampire. She was too overbearing, too much, had crazy, manic eyes. My first few interactions with her just being friendly trying to welcome her absolutely zapped me, so I stopped contact and mentally put on a suit of armor if I HAD to deal with her. She had bad energy, and as an energy vampire she would attempt to take it from anyone. Smothering, overwhelming, demanding. The frigging yard man banged on my door one morning freaked out about her.
As a child I woke up to see a tall dark figure in my doorway. It was broad, had horns, and was nearly as tall as the door. I threw the covers over my head, then peeked out. It had come closer. So like any child, I yelled for my mom.
The next incident was the worst. Again, as a child, my dad was gone somewhere so I was sleeping in their bed with Mom. In my sleep I remember something whispering in my ear, "Hit her." I resisted and didn't, and the whisper told me to again. So in my sleep or twilight sleep I hit her in the stomach. I've never felt so guilty. Ever.
I hope the shadow figure and the whisper were just weird figments of an overactive child's imagination. In my teenage years my dog stood in my doorway and stared and growled at something in my room when I was home alone and in a different room but could see him. I haven't had anymore experiences like that and as I've gotten older and I've
visited their home when they weren't there I have conducted actions and spoken things for protection although I don't feel anything dark there and never have.
I truly believe there is bad, negative energy in places and in people. When it's in places idk if it's a place of bad things have occurred, unresolved anger or trauma, burial grounds, or even some kind of portal or cursed land.

My great grandmother's old dresser, which was kept in the same room where she died. I inherited it and kept it in my spare room. Whenever I looked into its mirrror, I always felt that I was not truly looking at my reflection, but some distorted perversion of it. Nobody in my house felt comfortable around that thing, especially in the dark when someone slept there. We ultimately got rid of it by selling it off.

I get “bad vibes” from people occasionally and it’s usually proven right: energy vampires, narcissism, cheaters, abusive, etc.

I’ve had a feeling of profound terror/fear for no obvious reason twice in my life. First was driving through a small town. The vibes were, as the kids say, absolutely rancid. Even without getting out of the car once, I was scared just being there and wanted to leave asap, which I did.

The second was when I was working a restaurant. A man, about mids 30s, came in to order food. I felt absolute dread the moment he walked in and was deeply afraid of him. He looked like an average dude, was “pleasant” enough in his interactions (maybe a little too charming), didn’t do anything “wrong”. But even my male coworker agreed with me when I said there was something off about him. Long after he left the restaurant, I was creeped out for the rest of the night.

Ever since I did ketamine for the first and last time like 8 months ago I think about it at least once a week and how much I loved it. It felt like all the anxiety I had carried my whole life just melted away from my body. I’m kinda thankful I don’t have easy access to key and I cut off the friends I did it with (for different reasons) - tbh I think if I did it again it wouldn’t even be as good as the first time and I’d just get suck in the hole of chasing that first high like most addicts do. For now I’m just sticking with weed and benzos but sometimes I dream of living a sober life just because it’s more affordable.

>>10042
This. I also fell for the meme. Worst trip. Thought I was going to die.

Recently i tried weed for the first time, edibles. First time I had any I took way too much (I think it was probably 40 or 50 mg thc). At first it was OK, i felt kinda floaty and good. Then I started getting really sad and just thinking weird thoughts. I had the most intense panic attack of my life, chest felt like it was in flames, I was hyperventilating and thought I was dying. Felt more sensative to sounds. My mouth was so insanrly dry. I tried eating and remember being so fucked up I couldn't tell if I was actually able to completely swallow, if I was inhaling chunks of food or if it was stuck in my throat. My breathing was slow and I could barely move it felt like. I passed out until the next morning after that.
Just awful.
Next couple days I tried probably half that dose in edibles and barely felt anything. I felt good but not much and would just fall asleep.
Im gonna try smoking next, hopefully my experience is better.

>>10896
I also remember that first time, time felt like it was moving 1000x slower and it was so fucking awful. I just wanted it to stop and I knew it would be over im a couple hours, but I was afraid a couple hours would take my whole lifetime and I would be trapped in that hell for years.

>>10896
lol yea, it’s dubious the first time, I remember I had a panic attack as well and I sat down on the floor and felt like I was falling into a tunnel as I could see my friends looking down at me watching me fall into it.
Very scary experience.

Yes, but not the gray/green human-like or very intelligent aliens, I believe in another living creatures (like unicellular organisms, or bacteria or ant-like creature) in space or out of the milky way even.

Yes

No.

>>10689
The secret ingredient you are missing is sexual intercourse with a member of the other sex

>>10705
Thank you so much I’m actually doing that now

Take high-quality omega-3 supplements OP, that's what fixed it for me after 3 years trying

>>10718
what awful "advice"

If you're fertile and healthy,simply track the ovulation cycle, no spell necessary. Certain teas make you more fertile also

>>2112
Lol, that plant is literally called stupid-turnip in my native language.
No shit it makes men do anything, it has scopolamine inside - it is used by thieves, drug lords and human traffickers to turn anyone into a walking dummy.
People can suffer from amnesia for days, weeks, months. That shit is insane.

>>2114
I misread the post.

>>2115
Woh that's pretty interesting, I didn't know it was that powerful.
If you don't mind me asking, what is your native language?

>>2079
i sometimes want to try this just to see what happens. probably nothing will come of it but still intriguing

>>2119
there's an insane vice documentary on it/scopolamine (it's called "world's scariest drug")

>>10880
what's the worst nightmare you've had op?
mine:
> teenagers use fireworks to kill crowds of people at an event
> one girl tries to stop them before they do it again
> they take turns stabbing her to death
> i can hear her gurgling on blood

it was a fucked up dream. i think it's because i read an article about a dude that died after his friend lit a firework on his head.

I had the worst nightmare I’ve ever had like 2 nights ago but I don’t want to even bother talking about it because it makes me feel like such a horrible disgusting person. I’m pretty sure it was because of a horrific news story that just recently happened that I read about and it must’ve deeply effected me to the point that its etched into my subconscious.

Me and my family were caught in some horrible natural disaster mixed with road accident, which resulted in me being severely traumatized. I regained consciousness in my grandmother's house, but there was zero of my relatives, only some randos. My body hurt horribly (worst kind of dreams are the ones you feel physically) My ribs were broken, my left leg was broken and mangled, my jaw was dislocated, my right arm was also dislocated and had patches of skin stripped away. There were no bandages of any sort, just gore. I could barely move and was just lying on a couch. But those randos in the house forced me to move around from one room to another, causing extreme pain. I was quitely crying from pain and resentment that nobody helped me, gave me proper medical care and instead forced me to move and experience this pain. At one point, I was near computer and saw on it in news section that no help was provided to victims of that accident followed with photos of my family members' mangled corpses. In shock and anger I closed the computer and was forced to move in different room again. Suddenly, some young woman came to me and offered to amputate my arm and leg with rubber bands to relieve my pain. I eagerly agreed, but those bands weren't strong enough to do so, so instead this woman fixated my arm, leg and jaw in least painful positions, for which I was extremely grateful to her. Then she left and some faggots again forced me to move, dislocating my arm again, but then this woman came again, fixed everything again and told me to be brave and take a look at my injuries. They were somewhat healed, but it still hurt a lot. Finally, I was forced to move final time, I felt how pain in my leg started to disappear and then I woke up.
This was a very shitty dream because of pain

>>426
Augustin Baurell enjoyers go mad since 1791

I know I’m responding to old stuff, I just like replying.
>>403
I think glitches are real too. I once saw one. I saw the same lady do the same task twice, like she was programmed to do it. I worked at one of those stupid kiosk stalls at the mall and I watched a woman walk out of one of our hallways, look both ways, and then walk off. There was nothing to do at that job besides people watch, and she had a really charming bob that moved when she turned her head, so I remembered her the first time. Then the same woman came out of the hallway and did the exact same thing, same hair movement, everything. Everyone I’ve told the story to just says I misremember it, but I didn’t! It really made my blood run cold the second time she did it. I know that’s so minor, but even a minor hiccup in the fabric of the universe is a little strange, isn’t it?

>>570
I’m from NM and I’ve been to Roswell many times. It’s a pretty interesting place, the McDonalds is shaped like a UFO. There’s so much weird stuff in NM. Up north from Roswell there’s Los Alamos Lab, where a lot of nuclear testing happened. Nearby to that is an alleged human / alien breeding project in Dulce NM. Then in Socorro, we had a policeman see a UFO shaped like a tictac.

I live in the middle of nowhere, and one night while I was sleeping, I sort of half woke up. I could see through my eyelids that there was light shining in the room. Do you know what I mean? When you close your eyes in a bright room, you still can see how bright it is, right? Then I thought, “Wow it would be really easy to abduct me, there’s no one around.” I sort of tossed that idea around in my head for a moment, and then woke up fully like, what? What am I thinking? Then I opened my eyes, and the room was dark. I still walked around the house with a hammer just to make sure I was really alone.

I don’t think covid was real. It was really awful. I was living on a women’s land at the time and you really couldn’t say anything hinting that you didn’t believe in it, didn’t want the shots. Idk, I just don’t think the medical community has demonstrated much ability to care about women, so I’m not gonna trust the shots. I worry so much about the women I know who did get the shot, even though they treated me like crap bc I stood firm against getting them. One of thPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>390
they sell apple stuff at costco now

Hollywood kills and replaces it's actors with doppelgängers

Look into Mark Lombardi's work.

Then look into how he died.