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>>11298
If you're still around please tell do tell us more

>>11298
I like her + Anna Greenspan and the whole CCRU thing. I hope you're still around nona

>>11560
Does this even happen that much? Sounds like a really specific scenario

>>11563
>>11564
Like anything else AI genned, couldn't it just be fake?
It's a good concept for a black mirror ep or something, though: Say, after handing all social media presence off to an LLM to decompress after a shitstorm/doxxing, the heroine slowly discovers that the algo decided suicide guilting was the optimal next step in damage control and everyone thinks she's dead for real

>>11562
I think it goes deeper than just the lack of emotion or grieving though, towards the disdain or prejudice,(good riddance, etc) which if you had any power over such forum (or be anywhere near suicidals really) would be kinda not good.

Bump for porn

What if Hell is real and most are doomed to eternal torture?

You feel guilty for giving him courage?

Nona you are cute as fuck. Don't feel guilty. He likes you.

>>11820
teach me your ways

I applaud the larp

>>11792
God I wish I were you

I have a few good ones too
>a dude whos 20 and in 11th grade
>a dude who left italy at 18 with 20€ and was homeless for like 3 years
>a girl whos addicted to ecstasy at 16
All i could think of atm

A fujoshi poly "he/him" who makes zero attempts to try to pass off as a man even a little bit. I think the poly partners might also be girls pretending to be boys but I haven't met them and the photos I've seen of them are too androgynous to really tell.

Honestly I've always been a social butterfly, and had never judged anyone until I started really observing their attitudes to me and realized they were abusing my kindness and wealth. As I've aged I've learnt that people I keep close should be considered sacred and have friends for surface level and my true friends below surface. Overtime I've learnt to remove a lot of people, and it feels easy because I take principles to heart now. Some of the people I've removed from my life which I am VALID to doing was,

- I befriended a girl who bullied me throughout highschool whom deteriorated my mental health, JUST to get her to stop bullying me. I knew my priorities and got rid of her on everything after highschool, she would belittle me even during friendship
- I met a girl from Discord which was in my town, she ended up dating my ex from the same year we broke up, and she still thinks she's in the right! She has even attempted to message my boyfriend calling me egotistical and just downright rude things.
- A guy I was friends with was so obsessed with this girl, he cheated on her with my friend and hid it from her until christmas day, I had to break the news unfortunately as he had all of us thinking he came clean to her and she forgave him. He ended up saying he was sexually assaulted & blamed me for it even though I wasn't even present and warned him not to have sex as he told me he broke up with her the same day for his own peace of mind.
- Befriended this trans guy, they detransitioned and turned completely into a bitch. I made music and when they detransitioned they turned into a massive hater and said really rude remarks to me & my music saying it was going no where, even flat out ignoring me if I wasn't just the only person with her, and making me hold all her things for her because she wanted to walk with nothing on her lmao… She also brought people inside my house which I consider sacred also and warned her NOT to bring people to my house I do not know as I have VERY valuable things there.
- Removed a guy off everything because he threw glass bottles outside my home during a Halloween party I hosted, making me potentially face a fine all just because he got his ego broken as my friend called him out for being a total jerk to myself and other people simply enjoying their time talking…

These are the main and biggest things I've done to remove them as a friend. Reminder to PRIORITISE yourself and nevPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

weirdest one was this girl i was friends with for a year. i only ever tolerated her weird behavior because i had no friends at the time.

>would tell everybody we were dating (we weren't)
>constantly sexually harassed and groped me
>would force me to read her weird gay smut fanfiction
>used her rose toy at a sleepover when she thought i was asleep, multiple times
>was a peeping tom, looked at me while i was showering
>an overall pervert

aside from that; i had

>kid who tried to pay a chick money for nudes, got rejected, and later sent me a manifesto threatening to blow up his school and kill the girl
>girl who would listen to alpha werewolf smut audiobooks in class
>guy who looked like dylan klebold who showed people gore and the blippy harlem shake in school
>guy who wore a fedora and a full fit of cabaret-esque temu clothes everyday
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I'm gonna fuck your boyfriend Nona

Thass a girl

griffith

based wizard eunuch bf

had a dream where me and a friend were gonna go to an event in our local big city where they were having an Ensemble Stars event at a local café. I thought it was cool… but when we stepped into the café, we didn't see a single character from enstars at the event. Instead, it was ran by a lot of realistic furries that kinda looked like picrel. I was thinking in my head "maybe they're enstars furries!" in the dream, while my friend was so disappointed at what we ended up finding. Idk shit about shit about enstars, that's more of my friend's thing, but I just thought it was really funny.

I keep dreaming that I'm running errands or outside for some other reason and I'm topless. Sometimes fully naked, but usually topless. I know dreaming about being naked in an unfitting situation is pretty common but why does it recur so often? I'm grocery shopping and I have to do a handbra because in the middle of the cereal section I suddenly realise that I left the house without a top on. Then I have to go on public transit and walk home like that. Every time I dream this, I'm all like "how could this happen, why am I so scatterbrained", but I never get ogled or harassed about it, it's just uncomfortable.

>>3081
i fell asleep after a conversation with my bf asking whether or not he had romantic feelings for me, he said no.

in the dream everything is yellow-tinged in a nostalgic way. i'm wandering around inclined streets with buildings in a 1950s ish new jersey style, but i've never seen them before. the sun is bright. i walk down to a yellow house, but it's open, and there's a little sitting area nearby. there's people milling about, maybe checking out the house. i turn to my boyfriend and ask, if you don't have feelings for me, why are we dating?

i woke up. still don't know the answer. i know what i have to do. i just don't know what i'm waiting for.

i smoked a cigarette in front of a church structure, and 'baal' was connected to it - not the structure itself, just vaguely. i only recall anything at all because an alarm went off when it shouldn't have and woke me up. also some super sickness would spread the world, and one of the safe-havens was Chile. i don't have waking visual memory, so i can never really place everything that happened.
i'm non-spiritual, but i do browse conspiracies without mentally filtering them, so that's probably where the dream comes from in my subconscious. although i have no faith, i like to use imagery representing confidence in the trinity to feel empowered against darkness.
on a related note i'm going to try lucid dreaming again. my method last time was asking myself daily whether or not i was dreaming, so eventually i asked myself whilst in one. i quit trying because i could never stay in them and immediately woke up each time, but maybe it'll be fun a second time around

The other day I was in the bathroom and I overheard a girl talking to her friend about a reoccurring dream she has. In the dream, she is the Virgin but instead of giving birth to the Messiah, she gives birth to the antichrist. It scared me alot and made me very grateful I dont deal with spiritual warfare in my own dreams.

>>11361
Are you aware furries are often also pedophiles? They groom kids into becoming "cubs".

>>11671
I hate furries and know they groom the shit out of kids, but cub is the furry equivalent of loli/shota. I've not seen furries refer to minors in the fandom as cubs, I think that would be too on-the-nose creepy even for them.

>>11671
>>11673
>often pedophiles
That's any moid group tbh, not exclusive to furries.
I've always found moeblob pedos to be more numerous than anthro cub pedos, but that's probably because I'm in more anime spaces than furry spaces.
Idk about furries who are into actual animal depictions or animal-like pokemon though. I'd imagine those to be worse by default.

>>10117
>>11633
im not gonna lie this is amazing and genuinely the type of art that i aspire to create. the artist is obviously skilled and chooses to create in such a transgressive art style willingly.
>I need to know what happened to this person so they feel compelled to create such genuinely unsettling art
i draw simmilar art and to me it was life-long isolation. people treated me like filth my whole life so i began rejecting societys standarts for whats appropriate, and that included its standarts for what is "good" art. id post a few of my own pieecs but im skittish and dont wanna hijack the thread

>>11726
This is interesting. I made my favorite art back when I was crushingly lonely. I wouldn’t create a lot (depression) but I would have spurts where I couldn’t stop, and I made interesting stuff.
I don’t believe depression can make you a good artist, but it’s naive to say some people don’t find inspiration in it. If you have that uncontrollable drive to create art, it will come out in that. I did AP art with two other people. One of them was obviously mentally struggling (I picked her up when she ran away after a suicide attempt kind of struggling), but she never thought about her pain and so I don’t think she could conceptualize it enough to put it into art. The other just was an uber normie who couldn’t accept she was a normie, so tried to be edgy instead of just being herself. She made her entire portfolio about surface level pinterest stuff (like literally stole the ideas from pinterest). Mine was on isolation. IK I’m biased but the mentally ill girl and I’s portfolios were a lot more interesting … and I believe this is simply because we’d thought & experienced emotions in a different way. Sigh. I don’t want to believe depression makes better art .. but it can absolutely have an influence if you know how to wield it. There’s a reason all the best creative geniuses are crazy.

>>8311
i would like to be blessed with a man i find attractive who loves me so much he skins me alive and wears me so i don't have to feel the pain of existing anymore.

Please bless me with a rhinoplasty soon. I really want one but I can't afford it right now

I would like to get a blessing for my summer work trip, so it would interesting, enjoyable and memorable (and so I would have to eat during it, it is important for as for genetically sick person)

I wish for 4plebs and archive.moe to be permanently taken offline.

Fairy faithful blessings upon all!

No.

Yes. what do you nonas think about the "underwater aliens" thing?

>>10910
I think aliens are probably real somewhere out there, whether or not they’ve been to Earth is a completely different story. There may be aliens in the water but I saw the Blaire White video about aliens where it was mentioned it could just be that humans aren’t the only evolved species on Earth and I think there’s a good chance of that being the truth. I think NHI/Non Human Intelligence is a better term than aliens

Great thread, interesting topic. The UFO community is basically a fandom anyway.

>>10910
Are you talking about this thread? Underwater alien base?
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/34629564/
I think it was great and believable.

Yes. Universe is HUGEEEEEEE why would we be alone here?