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I dont believe in supernatural evil, but I believe psychopaths and narcs pretty much fit the bill. They are like a different, evil species walking among us.

>>2587
Thanks you for this post anon.
Do you know who that quote is from? Wondering because it rings true for me, too, and I'd like to read more from the person who wrote it.

>>2593
If you just google it on an English search engine you should get it. If not the novel is called Life & Fate.

If true evil does exist it definitely came in the form of Imperial Japan.

our brains justify things after we decide to do them, i see 'evil' more as wrongly feeling justified. i think its probably the result of either brain structure or upbringing. so its like i think some people are evil the same way i think people who like pineapple on pizza are wrong, yk?

i gave into stalking and it feels so good

I haven't stalked anyone but I get super obsessed when I have a crush to the point that I think things like I wish I was a doorstop in his home so I could see him and just watch him every day. This was about a coworker and I was too scared to take pics of him but I did memorize his face and draw portraits of him, not very good ones but I'll always remember his face now. I still feel a pit in my chest when I think about him, it's been almost 4 years since I last saw him. I couldn't find any of his socials and only talked with him once :(

recently i took a picture of a guy who goes to my school without his knowledge and sent the photos to a friend of mine, and i thought that was creepy. this board has given me a completely new perspective

>>2475
>Meet a classmate I had started crushing on in one of the common areas
>Chat with him for a bit while we were working on stuff
>He gets up to go to the bathroom and asks that I keep an eye on his laptop
>When he leaves, I notice it's still unlocked
>Go through his pic files
>Mostly pics for projects, pics of places/things he's seen and memes
>Find some pics that actually have him in them, after finishing hiking up to somewhere
>There were only like six, but never posts himself on social media so this was the jackpot
>Plug in the usb I had and copy them over
>Finish and hide it right before he could've seen me
>Would just stare at them for hours
I may have a problem

god i remember this thread from when i used to be obsessed with jerma, now im obsessed with this guy from my high school.
i have searched for him in EVERY. SINGLE. school picture, I can totally recognize him just from the back or just his arm. what makes this weirder is that he's such a close friend of mine, and i even gave him my virginity, but i still feel bad when i stalk him, but it makes me feel so happy i can't help it. he has a girlfriend now tho, so can't do anything about it even though he still kinda flirts with me :(

>>11147
I mostly have anime and cartoon characters go on dates with each other while lucid dreaming

>>11148
that's so interesting. how long have you doing this for? any tips?

>>11152
>any tips?
Try writing a fanfic and act it out in your dreams

for me what worked was writing down dreams honestly, and just generally thinking abt it

I drempt a Hellsing x Madoka Magica crossover

>>9185
Yeah I took a look at your chart and tl;dr you come off as moody, agressive, criticize and try to micromanage people, think you know better than everyone, have a massive ego, cutthroat, talkative but also shallow as in it's hard to get close to people.

>>9206
Makes a lot of sense except the talkative part, I won't talk unless something interests me a lot. Is there any hope for me or should I just slit my wrists already?

Do me next! Does it have to be color coded? I got it from Costar kek.

>>9154
why must it be so hard we don’t deserve this

Sun in Aries, moon in Sagittarius

>>10909
Being sold into sexual slavery is probably my greatest fear.

People tell me this was sleep paralysis but i wasnt in my room when i was dreaming this or even a room i recognised.
The dream wasnt that bad but for what felt like hours the most ugly spider was crawling up my arm slowly, so slowly i didnt even know it was moving until i watched it unblinking. As soon as it reached my shoulder it dug its fangs into my arm and i woke up in serious pain. My heart rate was going 240+ min it hurt to breathe

>>11292
I have rape dreams all the time about my uncle who raised me. I know he would never but I have the dreams nonetheless and it’s hard to forget them sometimes. I think it’s just part of being a girl, I’m not sure.

Am i the only one who dreams of incest? By no means am I attracted to my brother or father in ANY way, but I've dreamt of scenarios multiple times. it really grosses me out.

>>11310
I've had gross incest dreams about my parents a few times. Really wish my brain wouldn't do that to me.

used to lie excessively and spread rumors as teenager

Bullied someone to the point of killing themselves and relishing that fact still 13 years later

>>11295
oh dear. it’s almost time for you to be salted like a slug. the demons are going to have fun with you.

Scammed $3,000 out of people by pretending to be a black tranny, shut down the GoFundMe when I started to feel bad about literal 15-year-olds giving me their money.

>>11305
Ngl based

>>10977
i hate humanity & animal agriculture so much it's fucking unreal

>>10975
You understand the MK Ultra was only brought up because of the redactions that were in the release, right? Maybe next time you post you could add a little bit more content instead of just self-aggrandizement.

>>10977
All the pig farms have been on in the US have been pretty good on caretaking, but they are extremely biosecure. I never saw any mistreatments of the pigs or anything. But I have the same feelings about the avian flu. The only difference is that they use avian flu to go after backyard chicken keepers and I don't know if ASF is used to punish small swine production. Maybe because it's less common?

There has never a case of chickens catching avian flu from wild birds, but many backyard flocks were euthanized because of the belief that they had avian flu. There's only recently been a case of a human catching Avian flu, and he was like 65 years old with comorbidities. I really think it's just to make sure people don't produce their own food from healthier flocks and happier chickens.

>>9211
kek

>>386
I think conspiracy theories are interesting and funny like "what if" stories, like the Dresden Files, but only as long as nobody gets hurt…
I hate the thought that some people take the reptilian thing seriously, or the UFO pyramid stuff and whatever. The concept of reptilian people sounds so cool, like in fantasy stories and the sort of interspecies romance books I like to read, yet, some insist on making it a euphemism for juice or whatever else they're rallying against, it's disgusting.
If I met a snake man, I'd wanna know if he has two dicks and not assume that he's secretly part of some secret society that has magical powers or whatever. And if snake men with two dicks existed, they absolutely would show it off, there's no doubt in my mind that if any of that was real, we'd have really good evidence for it.
Instead, it often just boils down to the invisible demon in your room, you can't see it, you can't touch it, it supposedly does things that coincidentally could be done by the cat and there's just no way to prove its existence because it can also control your mind to forget it and it's also indestructible or whatever and just… It's just so damn ludicrous. And then people pretend like the demon went to possess the cat when it was just running around and acting goofy and boom, dead cat, thanks for nothing conspiracy nuts. Like yeah, it's good to question things, but you actually have to find ways to verify your conjecture and think about how the world would be different if what you're imagining just isn't true at all. What if aliens didn't build the pyramids? Then people did it. Is that unlikely? No, humans can build pyramids, why wouldn't they have built them thousands of years ago? It sounds like a cool project, humans love making cool stuff.
I don't think there's any conspiracy theories I really believe in, like, sure, I'll have my doubts about some things and entertain possibilities but I'll need some good evidence that isn't debunked 100 times over and it should actually make some sense and not just hint at someone having made it up just to be racist, to sell their books and merch or whatever agenda they were following.
Like, some things just align with the kind of world we live in. Yes, doctors do try to sell you unnecessary surgeries to make more money, there's plenty of evidence for it and yeah, there's a lot of corruption aroPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

The feds shut 4chan down. They did a dry run April 1st and almost 15 days later on Tax day, she's gone. Rules of lesser magic inform that they have to tell us what they're going to do. It's on brand for TPTB to use entertainment and/or jokes to convey this information.

A lot more will be revealed soon, stay tuned.

nona i just clasped my hands together pretending one was yours… did you feel me

>>11303
Sorry I was sleeping.
Also I'm a biological male.
I'm so sorry.

>>11306
leave this realm forever fag

>>11307
lmaoooooo nona i laughed out loud reading that bwahaha

>>8535
keep your jewelry box on there! stuff you like to wear semi-regularly

Start offering

Don't feel like you have to add lots of things dedicated to her, I think she'd appreciate quality over quantity.

The holy festival of Aphrodesia has her altar purified with the blood of a sacred dove, and that no other sacrifical blood may touch it. That's all I know though

I would like a blessing

I would like to get a job, soon
I would like to find love
I would like to get out of here

>>8311
i would like to be blessed with a man i find attractive who loves me so much he skins me alive and wears me so i don't have to feel the pain of existing anymore.

Please bless me with a rhinoplasty soon. I really want one but I can't afford it right now

I would like to get a blessing for my summer work trip, so it would interesting, enjoyable and memorable (and so I would have to eat during it, it is important for as for genetically sick person)

I wish for 4plebs and archive.moe to be permanently taken offline.