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>>10757
And this is what happened just this summer.
> decide I need to get out of this giant military town filled with intelligence agencies and private security companies on every corner
> husband agrees
> keep hearing about one particular city with a great punk scene
> my boss and therapist were both from there and made it sound like heaven
> husband and I visit and agree to move there,
> can transfer with my job and so can husband
> try finding apartment but keep getting rejected
> my credit score looks awful and was showing $40,000 in debt which was in no way accurate (I got it fixed)
> try apartment locators but they eventually quit calling my husband and me
> find tiny home for rent by owner through Airbnb
> is perfect and super cheap
> move in by husband needs to watch our niece while his sister is out of town for three weeks
> there's a few other tiny homes and RVs on the large property
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>>10460
>>10630
Update a creepy white van with tinted windows and no licence plate has been driving around my street with the driver looking directly at my house. Whoever's driving this vehicle has done this like 3 or 4 times in the past month.

So, this might interest you guys. I've never posted before, but I read this thread and I thought I might contribute my experiences. I've never been a TI, but I have met a handful of people who have invited me to participate in what is essentially gang stalking. Only one of them has been self aware about it though. It's never been a government employee or anything, though it's not unlikely that intelligence agencies use it as a tool. Rather, it's usually just really unhinged individuals or groups of individuals online. Weird friend circles on apps like Discord and Instagram, finding people they think are funny or "crazy" enough to justify monitoring, and doing it as a social activity or group. Most of them don't even realize it's technically stalking, and woe be upon anyone who ever suggests to them how insane and creepy it all is. I think the idea that it's the government harassing most of you schizos is, truthfully, very narcissistic. Nobody here is going to be the woman to overthrow her government or amount to much, odds are it's just a group of unhinged moids (and especially girlies) thinking you're funny to watch chimp out, or crazy enough to get a rise out of. Gang stalking certainly happens, it's a well documented phenomenon, but if you're worried about it, don't look to law enforcement or your government (unless you're a journalist or something, obviously). You should usually look at the online friend group you were ostracized by, or the girl who acts nervous whenever you catch her pointing her phone at you, or the moid watching all your social media stories that you don't interact with and that doesn't follow you. Keep yourselves in good health and informed, my favorite schizophrenics.

>>10758
I hope you’re doing okay

Here Nonas, this is a subliminal to make your enemies pay. Listen consistently. Hope everyone here thrives and succeeds in their goals. I love you

i'd like to do it in a painless way like with a shotgun to the head, but i only have access to ineffective methods (pills) so i gave up.

Honestly I've considered doing it. The main way I can think of is slitting my wrists but I've heard that's pretty painful so I don't know if I would do that way. I think slitting your throat would be largely the same and falling from a high place or getting hit by a car has way too much time of you being aware you're gonna die for me to do it plus it's not guaranteed death. I wouldn't ingest anything because that would also likely be slow. Hanging isn't guaranteed death. Best way to do it would probably be to shoot myself but I don't have any access to firearms. Regardless I wouldn't go through with it unless stuff got really bad, like "the whole word is against me" bad. That and I'm scared of the afterlife and what happens after death and facing the idea of eternity

Two years ago, I tried to throw my life in the trash by locking myself in the restroom and taking (literally) 100 pills of Benadryl. I woke up in the hospital and lied to everyone saying it was an accident. I was sent home from college for a year, and the past couple years of my life have been getting worse since then.

I do not recommend trying to kill yourself. I instead recommend sterilization so no more children can be born in the first place. Getting your tubes tied isn't enough–ask for a full blown hysterectomy and burn your removed uterus.

Gun or high jump. No other way.

>>11586
Decapitation with an automatic chainsaw is a better way. Its prognosis is invariably fatal.

>>11588
I believe that drawn pornography or real life children is illegal in the USA. Federal law says that it does not have to be an identifiable person if it is a deepfake, and if it is drawn it becomes illegal if it beyond obviously portrays a real person.

Can we get the mods in this thread? I see lots of illegal sites.

>>11609
Like what?

>>11610
Saw a link to Motherless in this thread. It has incest videos and CSAM on it.

>>11615
It's a pretty infamous site

>>11616
Just go to the weird sites thread, it's a more SFW version of this one >>8858

Things have happened after spells or rituals for me sometimes. Unfortunately, it was almost never pretty. A large amount of spellwork is larp but it's not pointless: if you figure out a ritual/practice that actually does something, there's a high chance of it not being quite what you intended in a monkey's paw type situation that can even take lives. for that reason most of the rituals are meant as a form of safeguarding against negative effects, often by safeguarding against any effects whatsoever, but also by setting intentions and expectations so that if anything does happen, you are at least protected from it.

I started using an Ouija board the other day, I contacted a spirit who told me my family dog is going to outlive me by 100 years.

Once cast an audio sigil to protect something from breaking again. I think it’s been working. Could just be dumb luck though.

I've never had any luck despite constantly trying. Don't know if either Magick really is fake or if I'm just doing it wrong. Hell this doubt might be why it never works for me in the first place, but it's kinda hard to put all my faith in something that's never panned out before.
I've believed in Magick all my life, same with my sister and mother, but I just wish this stuff meant anything practical. My sister's no good either but doesn't let it bother her. My mother seems to have incredible wisdom beyond her years but never shares anything. I just feel frustrated with all this, why aren't I good enough? What am I doing wrong?

Me and my boyfriend would save one another.

But what happens to pets?

I would choose my sister, she's my ride or die.

I've been getting back into my faith recently so I like to think that I would be saved. But I know my sister would choose me, too.

I'd save my dead great grandmother and then apply for a position as a demon torturer at the Eternal Suffering In Hellfire Inc.

I have an extensive curriculum in emotionally torturing men so i'd hope to be accepted for the job hehe

I’d save my sister who’s Wiccan because her boyfriend and everyone else in my family (including my other sister) is Christian in one form or another. I’d hope any of my Christian friends would save me but I’d understand if they chose their family and to let me go where Shayna is

Save Jesus and he will save everyone.

How the hell did it get there now I'm paranoid

OP here, I have lasting inability to move my fingertips but the antibiotics worked. It sure was scary, I was worried I would have to have my forearm amputated.

What country are these things in?

>>11597
idk but i've heard the only way to get there is to do a lot of meth

>>11598
Spider wasps are a real thing. But, I don't know how she got an infection from them.

>>11476
Supposedly they went downhill and started selling personal information.

>>11481
Can't say I'm surprised, they seemed to fall off. Almost every antivirus software has a built in site detector. You don't need the likes of wot anymore

http://www.insecam.org/ it's a site where you can watch live cameras from all across the world that don't have a password on them. most of them are just traffic cameras but it's still pretty scary

>>11554
yyyyyyy.info is an even weirder site. It is reasonably safe for work, and it is interesting too.

Ever been to Uncyclopedia? The humor there is rotton as a dead potato.

My dreams are very macabre, violent and depressing by most standards. They involve either personal aspects that unnerve me because I don’t want to remember them or just generally disturbing things. And the general premises of the dreams make no sense. For example I once dreamed I was in a third world country (Sudan?) watching people being exploited having to mine for minerals, where a woman looked directly at me. She was naked and her skin was coated in dust or dirt from working(?). She was talking frantically in a language I didn’t know but somehow I knew she was talking about bombs, then she screamed and explosives went off throughout the area and limbs of workers flew everywhere.

But anyway I want to share a nightmare I think is sillier than my other ones.
Once I dreamed that I was walking with a little girl at nighttime through a house that looked very bizarre, it was clownish with neon lights. The interior of the house basically looked like that building you walk through at carnivals that has a maze, the one that has mirrors with distorted reflections and slides in it. In the dream there was a gigantic clown stalking us. If you’ve seen the movie killer klowns from outer space that was basically what the clown and the house resembled. But I think I remember I could hear and feel the clowns footsteps through the house, the ambience was very vivid and terrifying. Anyway to the apotheosis of the nightmare- i got separated from the girl, I walked through a hallway and looked through a doorway of a room that curved to the side and I could see the shadow of the giant clown picking up the girl and eating her. The girls screaming and the wet viscera noises were very unnerving.

>>11275
I voted for trump to get rid of the trannies in women's sports.

My face fell off and I kept trying to put it back on.

>>11601
I remember when I was in fourth grade I had this weird dream about missing a hand and the rest of my forearm falling off.

>>10880
Who is the person in this picture?

>>9936
<It doesn't hurt me or harm them as well.
Seeing and old post from myself here and whoa was I a big fat liar. I still do this— cyberstalking I mean— to this day (I mean, I always did) and mostly is due to self sabotage from a down low self esteem. I keep track of everyone from my past and their friends. Always on the lookout. If they have a public profile I am almost certainly there. I remember I also invaded my first boyfriends game account and bought something there with game currency that was on the account just so he knows there is someone there.

I would really call myself a big fat loser, though.

what mental disorder can make you prone to stalking people? i feel like i just fall in love so hard i can become obsessed, i wish it was temporary limerence but it literally lasts years

>>11545
this is just a guess, but in my experience i would consider stalking an avoidant trait. this doesn't mean that everyone who has [cyber]stalked someone has AVPD but that's pretty much the only thing that springs to mind. i also fall in love for years since i was really young. i have always been someone prone to pronounced emotional reactions, paired with low self esteem and extreme shyness that, after my teens, became an avoidant streak that i haven't been able to get rid of. to me it's almost like a way to experience love with total control. it's also a way for me to spend my time and daydream and it's definitely served me as a way of escaping my "real" problems and/or procrastinating. so there's also that. would love to hear your insights though

>>11459
i would suggest not stalking him if there's a possibility of actually becoming close to him. since you're most likely to do it anyway you should at the very least not post about him except anonymously. good luck!

I once found out where the guy I liked lives by finding his plotaroute account and checking the beginning of all of his uploaded routes (to make sure they match up) then loading the route onto google maps, going into street view and finding the house that matches up where he starts his routes.

I've been Vendetta fagging this one guy and all his friends on Lolcow.Farm for years, I've only been posting for a little over a year now but I've been lurking his threads for years and even made one and I plan on making another since the current one I made will probably lock soon. I also made a KF account a considerable amount of posts I made were in his thread but KiwiFarms is so insufferable so I stopped using it after a while

>>11460
Explain

>>11463
Someone in my family was asleep, I pulled my pants down and pressed my pussy against their foot. I didn't do anything else and I don't know why I did it and I feel bad for it, they were married too. I did shit like that a lot I used to finger myself while other people were in the same bed as me and I used to get naked when I was sleeping in the same bed as other people while they were fully clothed

When I was about 4 I spilled water on the kitchen floor. For some reason I refused to clean it up, I had a temper tantrum over something I don't quite remember. Next thing I remember my grandmother, who needed crutches to walk at the time, slipped on the water I spilt. She screamed. Next thing you know my uncle had driven to our home and took my grandma to the hospital, apparently her femur had shattered. It was replaced with a steel pipe. From then on she needed a walker or a wheelchair. When I was 6 and realized it was my fault I cried to my grandma one night and admitted it, she laughed and told me it was the maid's fault for not cleaning it up. I don't think she took me seriously.

>>11460
LMAO what's the situation

>>11568
It was already explained
>>11474