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One time I found the address of a very small YouTuber (less than 2k subscribers) and found out they live near me. I haven’t used the info for anything and have no plans to, I don’t even fully know why I did it beyond maybe just boredom. I still lurk their new accounts I found after they DFE’d. To be fair I didn’t do this all myself cuz their irl name was made public years before I found it all and their new username was floating around as well so I don’t take full credit but it is definitely the creepiest I’ve ever been. Also I lurk on a lot of ex-friend’s accounts to see what they’re up to and if they ever mention me

Stalking feels so wrong. It feels like I am doing a motherlode cheat in the sims. It feels so good to 'crack' someone's shell and unlock their vulnerability. AHH my precious little people…

>>3772
Well. All's well that did not end well.
3 years later

I was up til 4 am last night cyber stalking a faceless youtuber. Went through his doxbin, going through his moms facebook to try and find his face but it seems he's lived a really isolated life because his face is never shown, maybe he told his mom to never post pictures of his face. I walked down the street he lives in on google maps satellite imagining us going on a walk together. I had a vivid daydream about me one day moving into the same neighborhood as him and pretending I don't know anything about his youtube on the off chance we can become friends. An elaborate plan that I didn't care if it took years to achieve. I just want to be in proximity. Walk past their house a lot maybe

>>10768
Same
I need to reduce my digital footprint

If you can see a spirit, it's someone who hasn't fully moved on from their worldly attachments!
If you fully move on and rejoin the All, you lose your individuality for a bit .. to be one with Everything.
A spirit with a full body is held back by something.

>>10403
>lose your individuality
on my way

Spirits are formless. They don't "look" like anything because they are beyond the field of vision. If you are to imagine a spirit, imagine a thin layer of silk spread evenly over the entirety of space time. Spirits exist everywhere at all times. They're neither here nor there. Spirits are immaterial; they aren't tied to the physical realm. Your mother was right in that spirits appear like bodies of water; meaning, like liquids, they take the shape of the containers that hold them. When there is no containers, they overflow across the material realm. Spirits can appropriate the forms that they have seen in life, but those are like crass impersonations and don't hold weight. In your mind, imagine a great big ocean, but the ocean has no borders nor landmasses, it's just endless water. Now imagine all that has existed and all that will exist is held within the confines of that ocean. That is what the spirit is.

I always imagined them as just light orbs that can take on any shape or form they desire. Unless there is some kind of metaphysical gender for them but I doubt it

>>8999
Karlyn Borysenko in picrel vibes, new age/new thought is so weird. And kinda nihilistic when you really get into it.

>>9018
Mormons and new agers/thoughters believe you do because pre-birth/post-death you’re infinitely smarter and do it for a higher spiritual purpose. It walks a line between “ok that kinda makes sense” and spiritual bypassing, idk if I believe it cuz there’s so many NDEs that say its true and technically any finite suffering doesn’t mean anything for an eternal existence, I hope it’s not true though, it’s so nihilistic.

>>10528
You can just say you think they’re omnipresent, sounds a lot like Nirvana is what you’re describing imo

Not sure if I should dump this here but I'm pretty sure I interacted with one last night.
Just a note: don't take my word for granted, this experience could be sleep paralysis related but it's unlikely since that has never happened to me (until now, i guess)
Naturally, I went to sleep at 5 AM, and everything was going as usual until, after 30 minutes, I notice someone or something is lifting my arm. As I slowly open my eyes, I notice a transparent female figure next to my bed, still holding my arm. When I fully wake up, "she" moves all the way to the left, trying to escape being perceived, I assume? Honestly I don't even know, it might be my brain fucking with me. I've never sleepwalked before but I'm aware I talk in my sleep.

TL;DR Ghosts/spirits probably look completely transparent and antrophomorpic, or at least the one who chose to haunt me did.

Am i the only one who dreams of incest? By no means am I attracted to my brother or father in ANY way, but I've dreamt of scenarios multiple times. it really grosses me out.

>>11310
I've had gross incest dreams about my parents a few times. Really wish my brain wouldn't do that to me.

>>11310, >>11313
I’ve had them about my father and it grosses me out beyond belief. Dreams of dying and the world/universe ending happen often to me as well and it’s very bad and causes me to constantly wake up in existential crisises

i used to have nightmares daily and i found that hearing about other peoples nightmares would make me have nightmares similar to theirs the same night. i also had the same nightmare every night about my brother molesting me and me not being able to move or scream but i stopped having it after like 10 years
also:
>amputating my own limbs and having to sew them back on
>forced anal penetration or rape by family members
>bomb exploding in my hands and seeing/feeling my maimed bloody fingers
>friend getting hit by a car in front of me and staring into her deceased lifeless eyes and face
>peeling my eyeball like a grape
>decapitating myself

>>11345
can I kiss you?

>>10975
You understand the MK Ultra was only brought up because of the redactions that were in the release, right? Maybe next time you post you could add a little bit more content instead of just self-aggrandizement.

>>10977
All the pig farms have been on in the US have been pretty good on caretaking, but they are extremely biosecure. I never saw any mistreatments of the pigs or anything. But I have the same feelings about the avian flu. The only difference is that they use avian flu to go after backyard chicken keepers and I don't know if ASF is used to punish small swine production. Maybe because it's less common?

There has never a case of chickens catching avian flu from wild birds, but many backyard flocks were euthanized because of the belief that they had avian flu. There's only recently been a case of a human catching Avian flu, and he was like 65 years old with comorbidities. I really think it's just to make sure people don't produce their own food from healthier flocks and happier chickens.

>>9211
kek

>>386
I think conspiracy theories are interesting and funny like "what if" stories, like the Dresden Files, but only as long as nobody gets hurt…
I hate the thought that some people take the reptilian thing seriously, or the UFO pyramid stuff and whatever. The concept of reptilian people sounds so cool, like in fantasy stories and the sort of interspecies romance books I like to read, yet, some insist on making it a euphemism for juice or whatever else they're rallying against, it's disgusting.
If I met a snake man, I'd wanna know if he has two dicks and not assume that he's secretly part of some secret society that has magical powers or whatever. And if snake men with two dicks existed, they absolutely would show it off, there's no doubt in my mind that if any of that was real, we'd have really good evidence for it.
Instead, it often just boils down to the invisible demon in your room, you can't see it, you can't touch it, it supposedly does things that coincidentally could be done by the cat and there's just no way to prove its existence because it can also control your mind to forget it and it's also indestructible or whatever and just… It's just so damn ludicrous. And then people pretend like the demon went to possess the cat when it was just running around and acting goofy and boom, dead cat, thanks for nothing conspiracy nuts. Like yeah, it's good to question things, but you actually have to find ways to verify your conjecture and think about how the world would be different if what you're imagining just isn't true at all. What if aliens didn't build the pyramids? Then people did it. Is that unlikely? No, humans can build pyramids, why wouldn't they have built them thousands of years ago? It sounds like a cool project, humans love making cool stuff.
I don't think there's any conspiracy theories I really believe in, like, sure, I'll have my doubts about some things and entertain possibilities but I'll need some good evidence that isn't debunked 100 times over and it should actually make some sense and not just hint at someone having made it up just to be racist, to sell their books and merch or whatever agenda they were following.
Like, some things just align with the kind of world we live in. Yes, doctors do try to sell you unnecessary surgeries to make more money, there's plenty of evidence for it and yeah, there's a lot of corruption aroPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

The feds shut 4chan down. They did a dry run April 1st and almost 15 days later on Tax day, she's gone. Rules of lesser magic inform that they have to tell us what they're going to do. It's on brand for TPTB to use entertainment and/or jokes to convey this information.

A lot more will be revealed soon, stay tuned.

Not entirely sure if I believe it but does anyone else feel like the Prison Planet conspiracy may be real?

>>11201
>new age nonsense by parents trying to make their kids seem special (basically indigo children phase 2)
honestly it feels worse and more disingenious than that. I can't tell yet what the grift is though, is it just the 70 dollar loser moid-coded hoodies? They maybe they sell expensive coaching to parents of non-verbal kids?
I wasn't able to find a peer-reviewed source on this, and the videos are behind a membership(/paywall?). This is more feelgood hack crap that's not actually going to improve autistic people's lives in a country where autistic people are still legally subjected to electroshock therapy in resident care.

blocked and reported did a pretty good episode on this
https://www.blockedandreported.org/p/episode-242-the-telepathy-tapes-wants

>>11248
I just think it’s funny this Nonas other message got deleted for spam lol. I don’t see how any of this really debunks it. The CIA was very shady and dodgy with their documents about telepathy and parapsychology and has been trying to cover it up desperately by shoving materialism in everyone’s faces. I also doubt Joe Rogan is shilling for the CIA as he’s platformed those who have called out their shit (such as Thomas Campbell) but maybe he’s controlled opposition. I will say him going hyper new age as of late with all this talk of collective consciousness and the Akashic Records is side eye worthy though. Telepathy is a long standing thing but I don’t think you realized this thread is about this specific podcast by Ky Dickens (spelt her name wrong in the OP)

>>11259, >>11260
I may be biased (as I used to spend a lot of time in near death experience / parapsychology circles) but I don’t think Ky is necessarily a grifter. Sure her paywalling her stuff is suspicious and the constant interviews on these big podcasts (including the Jay Shetty Podcast which literally has had Selena Gomez, Will Smith, and fucking Michelle Obama on it) is suspicious and does make me question her authenticity but she seems to be pretty open to just telling everyone about the experiments if they ask (such as in this video). The blocked and reported episode has some comments completely ratioing the episode and truthfully I can’t blame the skeptics as I am one of (plus we live in a majority atheist/materialist/physicalist/nihilist society). The best argument I could think of against this (assuming it’s real) is maybe a cellular memory / DNA Memory of sorts but I’m unsure of how real that whole idea even is (the only real evidence I’ve heard for it is some urban legends and the NDE of a Trump supporting, pro-patriarchy, Mormon grifter named Betty Eadie who sounds way faker than Ky to me). I think it’s too soon to say anything for sure, none of us are even sure of if consciousness goes on past death and which afterlife is true and I see no harm with investigating or asking questions. She wasn’t locking these kids in chambers or anything and honestly if the atheist crowd is so sure that this is fake then they should feel Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

Mayim Bialik (Yes the one from the Big Bang Theory) did a podcast talking about the Telepathy Tapes. She’s been having a lot of people on her podcast to talk about the paranormal it’s honestly crazy seeing this stuff go so mainstream even if it’s a hoax. I hope this actually goes somewhere but maybe that’s just because I’m scared of death and want it to be proven that Consciousness isn’t just the brain

Some more skeptics who I’ve found (just for posterity because I just know there’s gonna be some kind of retrospective on this stuff one day and they’re gonna be scouring forums for stuff about it)
https://www.knowrogan.com/0012-ky-dickens-telepathy-tapes/
https://www.reddit.com/r/JoeRogan/comments/1iyugtm/joe_rogan_experience_2279_ky_dickens/

telepathy is real, vibes are real, you can literally feel it. lets stop pretending

>>8523
I think about it all the time. I'm not depressed but I'd really like to go ahead and kick the bucket sometimes. When I was a child I was actually pretty positive none of my decisions held any weight and that I'd get to start over my whole life.

So it'd be nice to die, if that's true. I'd like a do-over, I think I've been a pretty spineless mess for the majority of it.

>>8618
It's good mental practice imo. Contemporary life is engineered to pretend death doesn't exist; it has to be a proactive choice to think about it, else we'd forget and let live go by.

Not much about death or its process, rather the after. I know its most likely nothing, but i flirt with the idea of reincarnation from time to time. Coming from a broken home, naturally i want another life with another body and another more fortunate life events.

>>8644
Yes I agree, I also think about the concept of eternity a lot (look up Googology if you want an existential crisis). I don’t know if our actions have any significance at all or if afterlife / reincarnation are real, I do think the idea of going beyond materialism and merging science and spirituality sounds interesting but I don’t know if it’ll happen, hope it does though but I can’t tell the future

Yes. I was told it was an OCD obsession. Its never negative, more just intrusive ponderings and underlying obsession.

>>9206
Makes a lot of sense except the talkative part, I won't talk unless something interests me a lot. Is there any hope for me or should I just slit my wrists already?

Do me next! Does it have to be color coded? I got it from Costar kek.

>>9154
why must it be so hard we don’t deserve this

Sun in Aries, moon in Sagittarius

Used to be big into astrology around fall of 2023, don’t really believe in it anymore but I find it fun still. My signs are Leo Sun, Libra Moon, Cancer Rising, and a Venus In Leo that I know so far

Bullied someone to the point of killing themselves and relishing that fact still 13 years later

>>11295
oh dear. it’s almost time for you to be salted like a slug. the demons are going to have fun with you.

Scammed $3,000 out of people by pretending to be a black tranny, shut down the GoFundMe when I started to feel bad about literal 15-year-olds giving me their money.

>>11305
Ngl based

>>11305
So uhhh, how you'd set it up, the whole thing? I've been really tight with money, to the point my mom is legit crying very often over how scared she is of what little we have left, and I seriously thought about doing exactly this because jobs just aren't enough. Those gofundmes always rack up an insane amount of money so why not pretend to be a black troon wanting tits/feminization surgery or a tif wanting her tits removed, so now seeing someone mentioning that it worked……. so yeah, maybe it's not the place but any tip??

Tulpas aren't real.

Kek, what's your tulpa like and what do you mean by feeling strange, nona?

>>10390
>That being said I have a question. Are tulpas demons?
yes Tulpas are psychic entities which feed off the energy your brain is formed by, turn to God and banish it, ask politely first tho, maybe get a psychiatrist

>>10390
Whatever you feed into a tulpa is often whatever you get out of it. Though if it's doing something "evil" outside of what it was intended for, it may just be a reflection or manifestation of the subconscious. To some degree, all people are capable of horrible things and will find ways to "justify" it. Like nazis just "following orders" and "doing their job".

>>10391
Idk there’s lots of stories, this video by Hannah The Horrible gives a pretty good take on it all imo