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>>11545
this is just a guess, but in my experience i would consider stalking an avoidant trait. this doesn't mean that everyone who has [cyber]stalked someone has AVPD but that's pretty much the only thing that springs to mind. i also fall in love for years since i was really young. i have always been someone prone to pronounced emotional reactions, paired with low self esteem and extreme shyness that, after my teens, became an avoidant streak that i haven't been able to get rid of. to me it's almost like a way to experience love with total control. it's also a way for me to spend my time and daydream and it's definitely served me as a way of escaping my "real" problems and/or procrastinating. so there's also that. would love to hear your insights though

>>11459
i would suggest not stalking him if there's a possibility of actually becoming close to him. since you're most likely to do it anyway you should at the very least not post about him except anonymously. good luck!

I once found out where the guy I liked lives by finding his plotaroute account and checking the beginning of all of his uploaded routes (to make sure they match up) then loading the route onto google maps, going into street view and finding the house that matches up where he starts his routes.

I've been Vendetta fagging this one guy and all his friends on Lolcow.Farm for years, I've only been posting for a little over a year now but I've been lurking his threads for years and even made one and I plan on making another since the current one I made will probably lock soon. I also made a KF account a considerable amount of posts I made were in his thread but KiwiFarms is so insufferable so I stopped using it after a while

>>11545
Damn nona, Im the literal opposite of you.
Last time Ive ever fell in love was when I was 11 and it was a fnaf character IIRC. Its sad how I cant love anyone irl at all and I will probably gonna die a virgin.

>>5012
>before then asking me "Do you have a SERIOUS attraction to Mr.__", I obviously said no, she asks again and adds "If you do we will have to put a restraining order in place." again another no. She asks if I had any interest in any other teachers, another no, but realistically I was trying to fuck like 5 of them
That's absolutely hilarious. Thank you for sharing!
Maybe my story is kind of off-topic, but…
Back in middle school, I thought I had a crush on a teacher because I assumed that's what it means to be interested in a man outside family, but I didn't really feel sexually attracted to him… I think I just wished he was my dad and would hug me, live with me and I could listen to him talk about poems every day… He reminded me of a sweet dad in one of my favourite novels as a kid. Back then, it really boggled my mind that adult men could be so kind and gentle and I so wanted that in my life. My biodad is an abusive asshole I unfortunately grew up with when I wasn't visiting my mum and stepdad on weekends. My mum is nice but always busy working and while my stepdad isn't so bad, he's pretty cold and doesn't like me and my siblings, he only takes his biokid on trips and gets quiet when we're around, like our presence is a disturbance to his peace. To him, me and my siblings are just strangers who sometimes visit him and "his" family ig. Kinda understandable since we were only there on weekends but this didn't change at all when I actually moved to my mum to get away from my biodad. It's okay ig, he doesn't feel like a stepdad anyway, just my mum's boyfriend, he isn't required to be anything more than that… but it still hurts to be treated like a permanent inconvenience… A constant "you shouldn't be here"…
Really, I wish my teacher had been my dad… He always said my name too, not just "you" and thinking about the way he said it in his gentle voice still makes me tear up a little. I just felt so seen and appreciated by him in a way I never did with another adult man back then…
Idk if it's creepy to fantasise about your teacher being your dad… Is it a thought crime? I don't even know if that kind of fantasising makes me feel better, but it makes me feel something…

>>10638
Go back to pol

>>10616
You have a lot to learn.

go and watch Inside Job in netflix so we can storm conspiracy ideas based on it

>>10709
I want to fuck Brett tbh

>>1317
I guess I’ll start it off

>right off the bat psychic says my dads name
>grandpa is looking after him and you
>says he was watching my last abusive relationship and he wouldn’t have let that happen
>grandpa says “being a hardass didn’t work”
>the only thing I know about him is that he was a hardass
>”there’s a Sarah or a Sylvia looking after you. She wants you to start cooking”
>later when going through a family cookbook that has family photos w my dad, he points out a woman named Sylvia
>”she was always, always cooking”
>unrelated but dad says she was so sweet and his favorite aunt so I’m glad she’s looking after me
>psychic says family wants to keep an Italian, country bloodline
>mentions farms in rural America (been in family for generations)
>psychic says my maternal great grandmother is looking after me
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I’ve never had any experiences with psychics but my friend would religiously go to one. She would always call her during exam weeks to ask what she would get on exams and according to her, the psychic was always spot on. Anyway last semester her psychic told her she would get a grade on an exam that would give her an A (93 for our class) but she got a C on the exam which tugged her final grade down to a B and she almost had a breakdown. I don’t know if she’ll continue contacting the psychic, she’s a very consistent person so I can see her going back in the future.

>>1317
I went to a palm reader, but I suppose it isn't the same thing. Regardless, it was a waste of money. The woman was picking up on things I said and telling them back to me in a slightly different way, as if she had figured it out herself. She would pick up clues to my life and run with them. I honestly believe she wasn't so much a palm reader as she was a people reader.

It's interesting. She thought that I was intelligent and on my way to success due to the fact that I was dressed very nicely and that I was in college, but at the time I'd been failing every course and often wore the same clothes every single day beyond that particular day.

>>1317
This sounds made-up

Most of them are scammers so no

I'd save my dead great grandmother and then apply for a position as a demon torturer at the Eternal Suffering In Hellfire Inc.

I have an extensive curriculum in emotionally torturing men so i'd hope to be accepted for the job hehe

I’d save my sister who’s Wiccan because her boyfriend and everyone else in my family (including my other sister) is Christian in one form or another. I’d hope any of my Christian friends would save me but I’d understand if they chose their family and to let me go where Shayna is

Save Jesus and he will save everyone.

I would rather let everyone suffer than allow them to live under false peace in a corrupt slave system that eternally separates their loved ones from them to be tortured.

Me and my family are all religious so pretty much we are all saved. I would choose my atheist co worker. Shes kind and helped us a lot, she is a hard worker, I wish I could bring her to heaven with us truly.

>>11642
U_U

Some of the questions are so difficult if you're autistic but extroverted. Like neither, people don't like me, but I also don't really wanna be myself and try hard to be accepted x)

>>11649
I find a lot of the answers in general are not mutually exclusive or opposing qualities, just two random things that don't even apply to me

Got EFU. Was kinda sceptical given that it's a personality test but I guess the first line is literally me kek
>>11650
Same

IFU Iu Fc Uu

My face fell off and I kept trying to put it back on.

>>11601
I remember when I was in fourth grade I had this weird dream about missing a hand and the rest of my forearm falling off.

>>10880
Who is the person in this picture?

I've never felt real fear during a dream, but I've had existentially creepy dreams, like the idea of being trapped in a mental hospital with nurses that have been hypnotising you into forgetting your memories while they force you into a coma you keep trying to escape from, and doing that to all the other patients too.

>>11660
this is the plot of sucker punch

Is there even any non-disturbing side to 4Chan?

>>11629
DeadwingDork has a few videos about weird shit on 4Chan that are some pretty good material tbh

>>11625
blue boards don't have porn

>>11645
I've seen some on the blue boards before. It's against the rules but it shows up sometimes.

>>11625
>>11648
>I go here and not other imageboards because I do not like pornography.
This is the only site where I’ve run into cp…

>>11656
To be fair it gets posted on Lolcow too but mods are quicker to delete it and Junkuchan has multiple posts of it that stay up for weeks

Things have happened after spells or rituals for me sometimes. Unfortunately, it was almost never pretty. A large amount of spellwork is larp but it's not pointless: if you figure out a ritual/practice that actually does something, there's a high chance of it not being quite what you intended in a monkey's paw type situation that can even take lives. for that reason most of the rituals are meant as a form of safeguarding against negative effects, often by safeguarding against any effects whatsoever, but also by setting intentions and expectations so that if anything does happen, you are at least protected from it.

I started using an Ouija board the other day, I contacted a spirit who told me my family dog is going to outlive me by 100 years.

Once cast an audio sigil to protect something from breaking again. I think it’s been working. Could just be dumb luck though.

I've never had any luck despite constantly trying. Don't know if either Magick really is fake or if I'm just doing it wrong. Hell this doubt might be why it never works for me in the first place, but it's kinda hard to put all my faith in something that's never panned out before.
I've believed in Magick all my life, same with my sister and mother, but I just wish this stuff meant anything practical. My sister's no good either but doesn't let it bother her. My mother seems to have incredible wisdom beyond her years but never shares anything. I just feel frustrated with all this, why aren't I good enough? What am I doing wrong?

>>11618
maybe try praying instead

>>10857
Me too anon. I had some of my best chuckles browsing weird shit over there. I would friend you..

>>10117

Very outsider art-ish. Sometimes hard to tell if fetish material is intentionally or unintentionally creepy sometimes

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55159492

It's by an artist named Nizdorak.

>>10121
No they don't

>>11361
I need to know more about this person. Their use of lighting and angles is unique and honestly very visually stimulating. I’ve just been staring at their art for a while now. I need to know what happened to this person so they feel compelled to create such genuinely unsettling art.

Tulpas aren't real.

Kek, what's your tulpa like and what do you mean by feeling strange, nona?

>>10390
>That being said I have a question. Are tulpas demons?
yes Tulpas are psychic entities which feed off the energy your brain is formed by, turn to God and banish it, ask politely first tho, maybe get a psychiatrist

>>10390
Whatever you feed into a tulpa is often whatever you get out of it. Though if it's doing something "evil" outside of what it was intended for, it may just be a reflection or manifestation of the subconscious. To some degree, all people are capable of horrible things and will find ways to "justify" it. Like nazis just "following orders" and "doing their job".

>>10391
Idk there’s lots of stories, this video by Hannah The Horrible gives a pretty good take on it all imo