A very serious post Anonymous 321896
I can't stop thinking about sex with anime girls, genuinely, to the point I'm trying to do other things and I'm getting distracted even in my thoughts and I just want to go back to looking and thinking about sex with them.
Of course teenager and very early 20s I was in the same situation but I had gotten better up until last month. This is not good.
I am so tired of fighting it, I just want it to go away. a few more weeks before I leave to the wilderness again. I don't want to fight it anymore I just want to masturbate nonstop forever thinking about violently raping and so on all of them. I keep thinking about sex, though the last time I had this problem was just a few years ago when I almost went to a prostitute, somewhat almost, I texted this number for a place in my area and asked them about the girls and stuff and they said there'd be a line of girls I could choose from but I didn't go and I probably never was going to go. But I'm so horny. And I was hoping this would go away by time I reach 30.
Anonymous 321897
And I'm in the library! Well that's part of the problem, I can't masturbate to make it go away, even though I know it'll come back again if I do that.
You know in the library they have erotic anime comics… yeah. They have porn. Got to ruin those kids lives as young as possible.
My whole life has been ruined by porn and that's not an exaggeration, I've known that for a long time. If it wasn't for porn I would hardly have ANY issues, I'd still be along and stuff. And of course porn is a problem primarily because I don't have anything no one likes me and so on.
I bought one of those castration devices, where you put a rubber band around your balls and it cuts off circulation and they fall off eventually. Apparently it's extremely painful and I don't even know if anyone has succeeded, but twice I've bought that and pain killers, but my balls were too big, humble brag for sure. The second time I bought everything and tried I thought I could just force my balls into the band, it didn't work.
Anonymous 321898
And it's true that castration does help. I've read and know that that's documented. And people are happy. Yeah. Imagine that, people live much better lives if they get castrated. It wasn't a super rare practice until recently. Now, oh, yeah, you can become a disgusting transvestite or kill your baby, but you want to remove your balls!? How DARE you! No way!
But I have my solution just a little longer. And I know, there's a lot more spiritually to say, but not here. I think castration would probably help my mental sickness too but doesn't matter it'll never happen. You know Justin Martyr talks about a man who wanted to get castrated but the Roman Empire said no, so stupid. Anyways, I'm tired, tired of fighting, very tired. I'm old, Gandalf, I feel thin, like butter scrapped over too much bread.
Anonymous 321900
You might say, "why don't you ask the male internet for help for things like thi–"
I ain't asking NO ONE for help, understand that. That's meaningless. People can't help you with advice, not going to happen, you just have to do–
You ever read Pilgrim's Progress where the boys… I'm not typing it all out, but yeah it's in there, how to deal with these issues and the solution isn't pleasant no. But I'll thank myself in eternity.
Anonymous 321901
I wish I had friends like all these other people, wow, so cool, for sure. I don't even wanna watch videos anymore, just happy people who would hate me.
I used to love abridged series, ummm yesss, I gotta go home now I'm very exhausted from doing nothing all day, yet still sweating and being overworked like crazy because I'm so intelligent my brain gets overworked sometimes because of how stupid and illogical society is, stupid people, like some men and all women, don't have this issue because society makes sense to them, because they're also retarded. It's just true, what? it is.
Anonymous 321909
>>321899Clearly that's referring to Kanye West's album named Ye.
