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>>334467
I've been dating the same guy 7 years after 3 bad dating experiences.
He's a little on the spectrum but a hard worker that is always thinking about the future.
He's a 7/10 for me, not really empathetic when it comes physical pain (I have a chronic illness and the flares happens each drastic weather change) but he's been supportive with my feelings about following an art career outside teaching. He's always available to listen or comfort me emotionally, I come from an abusive household so this really means the world for me.
I don't want to make this post too long so I can conclude that each bad experience (and the things I saw in my family) just made me realize what kind of man wanted in my life.

>>334467
I dated 4, and each time i wanted to get out of the relationship. I don't date anymore becaue that always happens.I don't know how to fix inner conflict towards men. It makes me unattached, far away. I go far far away inside and i dont know how to come back

And then later after getting stalked this inner conflict became even worse, and i dont knowhow to look at men the same way ever again