How are you holding up, s?
I'm holding up okay. What about you anon?
don't tempt me to form online attachments, love
Don’t tempt me with a good time
Can I just be holding sideways?
Of course, it's a subjective things. For example, if you're a Hitler-character type, you'd presumably just not get lonely either way.
What’s a hitler character type?
Oh god, keep those things away, away
Then again, I may have a somewhat warped perspective from having had the displeasure of just being intensely acquainted with male ENFPs. Still, better safe than sorry!
Please convince me not to move to another city, I’m holding on to here by a thread
Why do you want to stay? >>92750
I'm in a pretty good place right now and I hope all of you are too
I want to stay because I don’t wanna leave all my friends yet. Idk, I’m gonna go downtown tonight to think about it more
A lot worse than without the particular varied cabal of those acting like they care. Especially the most slickly backhanded ones.
I feel you but I try not to burden the people that care with the brevity of the situation :(
Finely balanced on a knife edge
im okay just getting stressed out by school
I hope everyone’s had a great day regardless of whatever bullshit
I want to make meaningful improvements in my life but I'm stuck wondering from each day to the next comparing to the next. I then have one bad thing happen and it ruins my whole day, then the silliest of nice things will happen to me and will brighten my whole day
i mean oops this isn't the vent thread
I am in a phase of a lot of acceptance. Not necessarily "turns out this thing makes me happy :)", but more seeing my personal world and myself for what they are and not what they could be. It's really good in some ways but ultimately rather than good or bad I think it's just necessary. So I think I am growing, but I am not doing particularly good or bad.
i hate having ptsd and the fact that ive had it for most of my life
I know that feeling, it's harder than people realize
Try shrooms or MDMA. They have been shown to help PTSD long term
the real question is where to get them besides TOR tbh
:( sorry. Is a new phone not in the picture? Must’ve been a fun night
I grow them myself, I don't even take them, I just find the process relaxing. I also grow regular edible/gourmet mushrooms. I can teach you if you want!
Have you heard of Trauma Release Exercises? TRE for short. an anon on 4/biz/ used to make threads about it and I wound up trying it. Far out it actually works.
Let me do my best to explain:
Basically the idea is that your nervous system stores tension after trauma and injury that plays keeps you from healing fully (which is true), and there are exercises you can do to sort of work this tension out.
I've explained it so badly but watch this youtube video and you can see the two exercises that the women do.
I'm going to look for his posts and copy paste since I can't explain it well.
If you have PTSD or any type of stress at all please watch these videos, it really does help and only takes a few minutes
Like a fish out of water without a leg to stand on, yet somehow I’m jogging
WHY DOES ALL THE WORK COME AT ONCE?!?
I'M NOT GONNA WORK ANY FASTER!!
For fucking dicks sake!
I still want to die after all these years but I still keep on kicking.
Maybe I'm a masochist.