>>101556Hits close to home nona. Definitely cut all contact with the male friends (I wouldn't even call them friends if they're so inconsiderate of you, that title is reserved for people who you feel safe and comfy with) and replace them with female ones. Depending on what you like, you can try going to actual irl sororities (since you mention that word): clubs, female-oriented sports (you won't find many men doing yoga haha), pick up a random semi-popular interest from the list of hobbies (
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_hobbies) and look up local Facebook groups of it. If you genuinely find something that you like, bonus points because now you have something to reclaim power through! If you're more into making introverted or online female friends, try posting in the friend thread here on CC or even on 4chan, but mention that you want only femanons to add you (I can confidently confirm this works because I've had a couple of really, really pleasant encounters, but I scared them off with my 'tism).
As for the misogyny, it bubbles up when you are constantly exposed to misogynistic opinions and views. This is not an individual experience; all women go through certain amount of internalized misogyny. All of us. The most competent and intelligent woman, at one point in her life, thought she was inferior to males just because that's the idea she grew up with. Don't lament about it in solitude, it's not unique to you. We're all in this together. Remember that a lot of what males spout might sound true on surface-level, but the big picture is that a lot of things historically have been heavily skewed in men's favor due to artificial limitations placed on women. Look into female-centered content that is designed to make you feel powerful:
>the TrustYourPerceptions blog for some scientific affirmations to your newfound knowledge about how evil males are>Shar Henley on Youtube for daily dunking on males (short & entertaining)>The teachings of Manifesto-chan for some good humor and satirizing males (sorry can't find the link to it anymore, but it's floating somewhere on both CC and LC PinkPill threads)>SCUM Manifesto by Valerie Solanas, a classic>Radfem posts on Tumblr (@femsolid 's posts especially helped me, look into her archive), despite the reputation those women get, they are excellent at providing baby's first steps into feeling good about being female!Sorry for the long post, but I really hope you get through this mentally unscathed. I've been in your position almost word-to-word over a year ago.
