Mentally unstable thread Anonymous 119651
I keep ruining relations due to mental health.
I have 1 friend who I can talk to, but I don't like to burden them with my problems.
I had a decent bf, he did the dishes for me, showed me off, bought me gifts, had a stable job, good relationship with his family, etc. But due to my mental illness, I accused him of cheating with no proof - just based off a hunch. We broke up a few times but this time it feels final.
He's no longer the adoring man he once was, but now I'm lucky to hear from him once a day. I know my outbursts changed his opinion on me.
To make this post less about a moid, I also have a turbulent relationship with my mom. I don't see her often but when I do we eventually get on each other's nerves and end up bickering.
I feel like I'm drowning in my own mind, but anyone that tries to save me gets pulled under.
Anonymous 119653
Wow, that sucks. It sounds like you're going to have to take this L and pick yourself back up going forward. Try to be more trusting of people in the future. Good luck out there.
