>>120372I understand that feeling. I've had mainly female friendship groups my whole life but never felt fully close with them, just would rather be around some people than none at all. dont lose hope though, because I ended up making friends with girls who I actually kind of like and who like me even though im socially awkward and borderline autistic lol. I still dont feel like I completely fit in because theyre all normal, but that's ok. srsly though you will find the right people eventually, even if you wouldnt expect them to be ur kind of people. also id be happy to be ur friend 2 :) hope things get better for u