/feels/ - Advice & Venting

My parents. Maybe brother.

>>120542
Same

My cats they will miss me and i will too

>>120541
My mom would be very distraught, I don't even want to imagine it. Two of my brothers might, but I think they're like me so it won't bother them too much.

>>120546
Did you draw that?

My wife would

>>120546
You know how shelters will describe some cats as being super skittish and shy to strangers? I’ve broken down crying before imagining something happening to me and my cats ending up in a shelter. Both of my cats are extremely social with humans but I can imagine how scared and asocial they’d become thrown in a new unfamiliar environment.

Sometimes I'm just a little bit worried. I'm the glue that holds my family together, the enthusiastic one that tries to make life exciting.

I am really sickly though, and I've just been getting worse. I definitely don't think I'll die anytime soon, but I also wouldn't be surprised if I were the first to go.
I've thought about how it would be if they had to live on without me. I hope they'd be ok.

Yeah but I wouldn’t miss most of them

Bump

My dad and my step mom and my ex bf and my current bf. But my dad and step mom wouldn’t miss me as much as my ex and my current bf tbh

A lot of people. I but nobody really cared when I was in a coma besides my mom.

My cats. One of them is super finicky and aggressive at times so I think if I died he would probably too. When I adopted him the shelter nearly discouraged it. I can't even imagine him going back as an older cat.

>>120703
Why were you in a coma, nona? Are you okay now?

>>120709
It’s very embarrassing, but I tried to kill myself with pills. I’m doing much better now, thank you for the concern :)

>>120721
(I’m not anon120709 but) My condolences, I’m glad you’re doing better ^^ I’ve had something similar happen to me. Even though it’s been a long time since then it really has made me question if my “close ones” would really miss or be affected by my passing, especially my friends. I would like to think at least my mother and my pets would care :)

nope

I think my dad would miss me and think he worked hard for nothing.

My mom temporarily, but I can picture her laughing it up with my brother the same day. She did this when I told her Im depressed and left me crying in a room to go serve my brother food. I think it would strengthen my mom and brothers already tightknit bond, and theyd talk about me like, "she was weird anyway". They already give each other a look whenever I say anything in slight disagreement with them.

My brother would be happy he finally doesnt have a sister anymore, as he hates women. He loves to harass me and do subtle intimidation, to the point of causing me distress and health issues, which my mom blames me for. When I was born, my brother welcomed me by destroying my room when I came home from the hospital, because he wanted a brother. My mom told me this when going through old photos, she thought it was funny & endearing.

My 2 close cats that cuddled with me have died earlier from cancer. Our remaining 2 family pets are loving, which helps a lot. But they prefer others over me. They would still miss me, as Im usually the only one who brushes them. The girl pet gets lesser treatment, is always talked down about, by my misogynist mom and brother, so she would have no one to stick up for her if I wasnt around.

I have no friends or other family members that dont hate me, my parents, and siblings. Both sides of the family hate us because our parents are the black sheep of their immediate families. So all my ancestors probably hate me too.

it is much easier to imagine leaving the earth with no one hurting over your loss
but the hole you leave is beyond your comprehension
i still think about my friend who i havent spoken to since november, every day

Family and best friends

my cat will

henceworth i am not gonna die no matter what, i am not leaving my purring creature behind

>>120541
Yes, my family. My friends too, but only delayed because we don't spend a lot of time with each other. I know they'd also be devastated though.
But it'd affect my immediate family the most, it'd be a mental health crisis on all of them, I wouldn't want to do that to them, especially not my little brother, he's only a kid, I couldn't do that… If I got into an accident, I'd fight so hard, not just for mine but also for their sakes…
Thinking about it like that reminds me that I really should take better care of myself in general…

Unfortunately, yes.