falling back into agoraphobia Anonymous 122515
it is summer once again..
i know it is pathetic but it took so much courage for me to enroll in college after living as a recluse for so many years. the transition was a horrible shock to me and i do not think i ever really adjusted. for some reason i had it in my head that if i could just go outside every day and go to school i would be "normal" again.. i know now that the damage i did to myself is probably permanent and i am never going to be able to live my life as a regular person
i hate the summer time so much. i hate hibernating in my dark room for months until class starts again. i hate class too, but is the only social interaction i ever have. i think i am starting to go insane from isolation..
Anonymous 122537
>>122515I'm sorry you're in such a tough place, it will get better. You should seek out more meaningful and interesting/engaging interactions, just going to classes isn't fun..
