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HOW DO I STOP CARING Anonymous 122565

I’ve come to a brutal but necessary conclusion: kindness is overrated when handed out like free samples at a grocery store. I’ve spent years marinating in people-pleasing, thinking empathy was some kind of moral currency. Plot twist — it’s not. In practice, being an open nerve ending only gets you exploited. People don’t respond to kindness; they respond to boundaries. Harsh truth: excessive agreeableness is not virtue — it’s social self-sabotage.

I simp for validation like a lab rat pressing the dopamine lever, and it’s pathetic. It’s classic intermittent reinforcement — a core concept in behavioral psychology — where unpredictable rewards (a compliment, a message back) condition you to keep chasing. It’s the same mechanism that keeps gamblers at the slot machines, and I’ve basically been gambling my self-worth on other people’s approval.

I’ve also been stuck in a victim identity loop. That’s where you start romanticizing your suffering, treating pity as a currency, and staying small because pain becomes familiar. It’s textbook learned helplessness with a side of digital masochism. No more. Self-pity is a trap disguised as self-awareness. I’m done wearing trauma like a personality badge.
A few days ago, I trusted two people on a new account — max security, minimal exposure — and still got doxxed. That’s not just betrayal, it’s stupidity on my part.
Bottom line: Empathy without discernment is emotional self-harm. Validation-seeking is a rigged slot machine. And kindness? It needs a filter, not a floodgate. I’m done being a walking weakness detector for predators online. New arc: ruthless, aware, emotionally sovereign.
How do I stop compulsively empathizing and people-pleasing when I know it’s just a maladaptive trauma response dressed up as kindness, and how do I unhook my brain from chasing validation like it’s crack? How do i stop caring?

Anonymous 122566

How do I activate my prefrontal cortex, mute my amygdala's tantrums, and stop handing out free dopamine hits to emotionally bankrupt individuals who survive off digital drama crumbs
I know Iam better than this but I end up wondering stuff like this often

Anonymous 122567

Bro I’ve basically been running on last actor settings—like no core personality, just a loop of people-pleasing scripts, trauma-induced masking, and identity-by-association. Zero sense of self. My self-worth is crowdsourced from the nearest person who doesn’t hate me, and the moment I’m not being validated, I mentally uninstall myself like I’m malware. I’m the final boss of emotional co-dependency and I’ve gaslit myself into thinking that’s just oh being nice.

Anonymous 122573

Nona I think you've answered your own question. It all comes from self-worth and sense of self. When you don't have a strong sense of self, then it's easy to base your self-worth and identity off of whatever people want from you. Also, there's nothing wrong with being nice to others, but the issue is when being nice to someone comes at the expense of your own needs and wants. It sounds like you have a hard time differentiating that because you're so used to constantly giving.

Basically, the validation you seek from other people- you have to learn how to give that to yourself. Compliments, messages back from other people, etc will not mean as much if you know how to give that sense of validation you look for to yourself. And also that shit exists in abundance. You don't have to give away personally identifying information to get validation from someone. If people drop you because you aren't willing to share that stuff with them, it's fine because there are plenty of people out there who are perfectly reasonable and will still like you without having to share that information.

Anonymous 122574

wow yeah totally get it now lol

Anonymous 122584

Being a people-pleaser might feel like a defect or wrong behavior, but in a way it kind of is not for someone who's been through neglect or trauma. In fact, it's very logical.

Imagine having lacked care and love all your life. You will eventually try to seek it. So how do you do it? By trying to become caring and pleasing yourself because that's what you secretly want.

This is a vital quality for good relationships built on trust and love - and if this is something you desire and seek for, how can becoming such a person be possibly dumb?

Now on the other hand, there's an alternative explanation for such behavior. (and really common for women) It's having been beat down by authority figures so much your brain can't fathom behaving different - the conditioning overpowers you the moment you try to react to something. Once again, you're not stupid if this is what happened to you.

Your "caring too much" and "people-pleasing" is two things:
1) A need that desperately tries to get itself satisfied. Whether it is for love, trust or vulnerability.
2) Never having been taught how to perceive and act upon the world that isn't a survival mechanism.

For me personally, forgiving myself for point 2 helped me with point 1 cause I learned how to have a bit of empathy for myself. You need to take the emotional toll off of yourself and stop blaming - it only makes it harder to behave rationally.
What also helped was talking to other trauma survivors - these are the only people genuinely capable of empathizing with us. Honestly even the cptsd memes subreddit helped. Even finding someone who's just willing to listen helps. (the vent thread here was really cool for that last time I used it)
Finally, something that's more important for the "beat down by authority" types - it's finding an environment that encourages you to pick yourself first. Maybe it's the feminists or something else. My favorite is a Russian misandrist memes group and cptsd meme groups lol.

Anonymous 122686

>>122584
OP here. Not sure if it’s the same IP, I’ve moved recently.

I get what you’re saying and I wish I could internalize it better. But truth is, I’m tired. I’m tired of being the one who gets the blame even when I haven’t done anything wrong. Someone treats me like shit and somehow I end up being the one who stays kind. Like I can’t help it.

I have this need, maybe obsession, with being liked by everyone. Like if even one person dislikes me, it feels like I’ve failed as a human being. I know it’s not healthy and I know it doesn’t make sense, but it’s hardwired into me somehow. Every part of me feels like I have to be soft, safe, easy to like, no matter the cost.

And it’s exhausting. I’m fed up with constantly trying to prove I’m good enough for people who wouldn’t care if I vanished tomorrow.

I also have this habit of oversharing. Trauma-dumping, talking about people behind their backs, just to feel understood or less alone. I know it makes me look bad. And maybe it is bad. But I never do it out of malice. It’s more like I’m always trying to let the pressure out before it breaks me.

Still, it makes people see me as two-faced. Fake. Someone to avoid. I guess I’ve made peace with being misunderstood, but it still hurts.

I don’t know how to stop caring about people who clearly don’t care about me. I don’t know how to stop giving parts of myself away to people who never asked for them in the first place.

I just want to be okay with being me, even if not everyone likes that version.

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Anonymous 122706

>>122695
Is there a cece version?

Anonymous 122721

>>122686
OP, the root of the matter is your need for intimacy, and it's fine to have, it's just part of your personality - but there are less and more healthy ways of achieving it with others. The less healthy way is by giving others sympathy as a way of projecting what you need, you may validate them to the point of enabling and that may cause alienation. People need to hear the truth, but also know that you start off with a subjective truth, and that depending on the circumstance truths change - therefore the healthy way of connecting is by asking for feedback regarding everything - any judgments you have of how things work, who a person seems at first sight, what are a person's preferences, really- anything. This actually is a much more self-centered approach ultimately, because you're investing in your own ability to formulate accurate judgments over time. That is your road to power and connection.

Anonymous 123111

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OP here, nonas. Quick update on the doxxing situation. Don’t want to waste anyone’s time, but this is my first experience with this kind of thing, and I honestly don’t know how to handle it. The first few days weren’t too bad, but now they’re just continuously posting my pictures and it’s starting to feel unbearable. I’ve been trying to detach and not let it get to me, but I caved and checked the account yesterday, and now it’s full of people slandering me for absolutely no reason. I haven’t done anything to provoke it. It’s like I’m watching this thing unfold, powerless to stop it, hoping it dies down before it becomes something much darker. It’s honestly draining me emotionally, and I’m struggling to keep a level head. Feels like it’s only a matter of time before it takes its toll.

Anonymous 123112

>>122565
i think it is a wonderful sign of your personal progress how aware you are of this because generally people either aren't aware of this or they are aware and let themselves become so toxic because of it that it ruins their life. but you don't have to walk either of those stupid predictable adult paths of ignorance or resentment; it's just that most do.

another path you can walk opens up to you once you understand that you don't need other people to make you feel good. you are carefully trained by the mechanisms of society to believe it but once you discover that you can make yourself feel good then this house of cards collapses, you understand that it was never real and you are left to question what is real and what isn't.

so find the way to make yourself feel good from the inside and you are free from this toxic outside.

Anonymous 123113

>>123111

my guess would be if you don't respond then the bullies will lose interest and try to find someone else to hurt sooner or later; unless they are bots trained to hurt you in which case they will never stop. if you can't make it better, learn from it how you can prevent similar evil in the future; i don't think there is more that can be done in such a situation.

Anonymous 123114

>>123112
I realize I don’t need other people to make me happy, and I know living in the present is key to feeling good inside. The need for validation comes from wanting to feel content and validated. I don’t mean to sound rude or harsh, and I don’t have any bad intentions, but I do envy people who aren't conventionally attractive but still carry themselves with confidence. I’m working on being kinder to myself, not letting anyone walk over me, and remembering that I should only trust myself, not others blindly.
I have a really loving family, and my sibling is great too. I’m grateful for everything I have and all the support I’ve received. But I made a big mistake thinking that trying to please people would make me feel good inside. It’s more about feeling good because others think I’m good, but in the end, there’s always this unspoken grudge I hold against them.
I’m trying to be a better version of myself. I’m moving to a better place, and I’ve started stepping away from the toxic parts of the internet. I’ve made a lot of progress, but I still need to work on not caring so much, not reacting, and most importantly, not trusting or being overly kind to everyone. I need to stop trying to be the “good” person in everyone’s eyes. I have to start living for myself instead of for others.

Anonymous 123115

>>123113
Hey Nona,
How’s it going? I hope you're having a good day.

I don’t interact with them at all, but they keep talking about me. I’ve tried to stop checking, but yesterday I opened it, and it gave me this weird feeling in my stomach like a mix of nausea and anxiety. With all the AI stuff being used now, I keep worrying about the possibility of them making deepfakes or something. What scares me the most is that it could affect my future. It makes me cry sometimes, thinking they have access to a picture of me when I never wanted it to go that way.
I’m really scared, and I feel like I’m losing control of it.

Anonymous 123116

^-^ Sorry nonas I forgot to mention ^^^ above two replies by the OP
I hope you have a great day.

Anonymous 123120

>>123114
>The need for validation comes from wanting to feel content and validated.

"The bureaucracy is expanding to meet the needs of the expanding bureaucracy"

Anonymous 123121

>>123115

the use of unconsentual technology is out of control these days. it is awful, it makes me want to become an amish just to be away from technology. technology is no longer a friend, it is the tool of oppressors to enslave everyone.

the more i see what they do with the technology the more depressed i become.

i eat at a cafeteria sometimes and every so often some spy bitch is walking around just taking pictures of the hundreds of people eating there. constant surveilance against the humans. maybe time to admit that the people like myself who have been warning of this for many years were not crazy conspiracy theorists? my way of dealing with this is to try to stay away from places where there are many people and just avoid people who use smartphones. if you use a normal smartphone, i don't really consider you part of my species at this point, you are the hostile cattle of the technological invasion.

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