Anonymous 123668
i feel so alone. even though i have friends and family that i care for so dearly. i always feel separate from them. i always feel other. i feel like no matter what i do, im so separate. alien. the tiniest bits of knowledge that i share with them feels like im being pried open. im scared that ill die never being understood. if nobody understands you, do you even exist? will i die unknown? is this all there is for me? although i believe whole heatedly i have the rest of my life to be loved, right now i feel like ill die with nobody to do my funeral the way id like it. i want a lovely gravestone. nobody cares enough to bury me the way id like, and that concerns me.
Anonymous 123669
i was thinking about dying earlier but i don't want to give up, because if i off myself and end up going to hell im not going to be able to have my favorite tea again. that and im simply too young to give up on being happy
Anonymous 123671
A few years ago, I felt the same way. I felt like no one understood why I was like that, my family or "friends" often treated me badly because of the things I liked. I think what changed was that I decided to find people who shared the same interests as me. And although it’s been hard and has taken a long time, I think the most important thing was that I learned to be alone. It's normal to be alone, and sometimes it's even better. When I learned that, people I truly connected with started to come into my life.
I know you can do it, don’t give up. <3
Anonymous 123677
Have you told anyone what kind of gravestone you want? If you don't tell anyone, nobody will ever know.
