>>124840how old are you anon? I felt the same until I was about 25, then I started to feel comfortable in my body. I wore super baggy clothes all throughout my life until that point, then I started to actually like my boobs. I appreciate that they're a part of me, a part of a grown woman and they exist for nobody else but myself. Our bodies might be biologically designed to carry a baby but that is far from the totality of who we are and what we can achieve. You never have to have children if you don't want them. You're not trans and that rabbithole will just set you up to despise your body even more - it will start with your boobs, then your hips, then your vagina. All these parts of your body make up your whole, and it's far better in the long term to learn to accept it and eventually embrace it. All this is to say what you're feeling is normal, very normal. Everybody goes through the awkward stage of anger from your body developing in ways you can't control. I would suggest getting into fitness somehow, however you feel comfortable. Weight lifting, dancing, jogging did my mental health wonders and was the catalyst to me appreciating my body. It can do SO much, much more than I ever thought was possible when I was a self-hating teen/young adult. Also try to focus on other parts of yourself you like. What parts specifically do you like, or at least are neutral towards? Even something as stupid as your ears - you can buy cool and intricate ear cuffs to draw focus to them instead of your boobs. Sorry for the blogpost but I really relate you what you've posted and again, I just wanted to share that things will get better for you. Give yourself time, don't make a permenant and regrettable change to your natural body.
