>>125585it's sooooo scary but u just have to start going outside. i dropped out of high school and didn't go to college spent most of my time jobless or worked weird antisocial jobs. i had no friends irl from school, work , etc. what do u like ? i like music so i found cheap local shows. just started showing up places. talked to people. find a random person outside and talk to them. be weird. ive met random boyfriends, none i loved or anything but i think i'll get there. ive met more friends than anything and feel better with that. go sing bad karaoke everyone likes lovefool or kesha. i have a group of friends now from that