/feels/ - Advice & Venting

>>126004
The hard ground, in the cold…
So fun to sleep on.

>>126009
Nine Inch Nails is always relevant. Nine Inch Nails is my favorite musical artist. And religious reasons, too.

>>126010
Too homeless for possessions. Stuck on foot, with only what I can carry around.

Got 40 dollars last night.
And I keep getting harassed by male-sexed looking to stick it.
Dumb they'd aim for a homeless.
Thing is, I have a face that says I'm never sexually available, but they still aim for my sexual availability.
Not saying they aren't all into rape, too.
Male-sexed keep trying to take advantage of my homelessness, and they frame it as help.
Seems everyone tries to take advantage of a homeless.

I'm actually very independent about this all, and don't need help.
I just try to be by myself, and get harassed and stalked easily, because people are looking for a slut.
And I'm a permavirgin, by choice.
So sick of losers.
I'm never looking for company, but others act as if their desire for my "company" is my desire.
These bitches don't know what a loner is.
Now that I'm out in the world, 24/7, bitches finally have their shot at approaching me, against my will.
Wish they would read the cues.

>>126012
I have some su casa bitch following me around, who's trying to create a prostitution situation. But, really, he probably will hand over no money, and just rape.

And there are some other similar bitches, all male-sexed.

Humans are so used to slutting, that they assume slutting as a given.

I look like the most virginal and apoplectic thing.

Humans need to quit it with their sexuality driven "lives".

Feelings of inedible food offers are unfortunate.
I turn down a lot over a feeling, and a concern, for my welfare.
And all that outdated shit.
People need to quit trying to force homeless into eating and drinking outdated and any bad food and drinks.
They appear to fucking love handing homeless and other needy outdated shit.

Is it that hard to properly fund and run charity.
It isn't.
People are just lazy and abusive murderers who feel so worthless they need to take it out on seemingly disadvantaged people, instead of turning themselves in to prison, for criminal worthlessness.

>>126017
Worthless people love to seek their own superiority, but they are never superior. They're just delusional schizophrenic trash.

Abusive people really think being abusive makes them superior to victims.
But it never works that way.
Victims always superior.
Murderers, and rapists, are the same way.
So are their victims, still superior.

They underestimate victims, and how victims have better things to do, unlike criminals.
Criminals need their crime and crimes to further their schizophrenic narcissistic delusions. Of not being just worthless, and illiterate.
They never know the true meaning of the word worthless.

>>126018
They never understand victims aren't the weak ones, and aren't the powerless ones, and aren't the stupid ones.
They always forget about self-defense.

They never understand how tricky victims really are, and legally so.

>>126019
They don't understand that victims can love to harm them and kill them in self-defense.
And that victims can authentically be perfectly non-criminal and innocent, both, perfectly, and always.

Some people really think abusive non-logic gets them somewhere. Because they're schizophrenic.

>>126020
Sick of naive morons not leaving me the fuck alone.
Sick of their schizophrenia and their narcissism, and of the fact they exist at all.

Criminals need to fuck off with their crime for sex appeal delusions. And their crime for a false sense of superiority shit, too. They can fuck off with everything, to prison, never to leave, and without all privileges forever and always, never to change.

So sick of being sexually harassed, too.
They're all completely and absolutely unintelligent.

>>126021
>unintelligent
They're actually simply without intelligence. Non-intelligent.

>>126021
>>126022
Death is also fine

For what it's worth i think you would have made a great school shooter.

>>126023
Probably. Even though they deserve prison.

>>126024
Only a criminal would.
I'd never.
Because I'd never, I guess it goes pretty well. I harm no one, bring no weapons, and do nothing unusual. Just a normal day, nothing happens, no crime, no crimes.

Got more free money.
Excited to eat what I want.
But a bunch of things I can't, because can't overspend, as homeless.

Now that I'm homeless, I can once again live on the internet like I used to.

I keep reserving my computer at the homeless day center. And there's also the library.
The homeless day center has excellent headphones for my personal computer of choice. I choose that one for the headphones. It's the one with the good headphones.

>>126037
the browser history at the homeless center PCs probably gets wild

>>126073
Actually, one day I will be.

is there a women’s shelter near you? if so, you should go there and you won’t have to deal with these moids. also, if you somehow can, open up a venmo/gofundme and some nonas can help you a bit.

>>126084
I'm on the waiting list, still, for one shelter, and tomorrow I'll try to get on the waiting list of another one.
Still on the streets, waiting to get inside a shelter.

Thanks for the heads up on those services you mentioned.