>>127096i had a man saying he saw me in his sleep and intended to marry me act like a fuck boy a month later. i wish i wasn’t giving off an insane vibe but i am and men will lie to me because they want in temporarily. every guy thinks being the guy to get me into bed is like a conquest and they want the intensity part without the devotion part. i think the idea of permanent attachment scares the shit out of them but you don’t become one soul in two bodies casually or for a short time. they want to say they want monogamy but nothing is scarier than not getting to play their field. that’s the point when they then come back but it’s too late at that point. cos MY soulmate wouldn’t have done that and poof feelings gone. which is when they want to have feelings for me again unfortunately.
>>127095agree with the lyrics so much like if i choose you, i choose YOU. plus storms are intense and sexy. wind whipping our hair around while we clutch at each others rain soaked clothes? and when the sun comes back out it’s because we weathered something and earned it and now we know nothing can part us? literally so much sexier to me than something that’s all sunshine. that’s real. that’s something that isn’t going to die after the honeymoon period. intensity lust and passion can actually last. you don’t have to marry golden retriever bsf vibes and act like that’s goals. i’d rather shoot myself in the skull than be some bangmaid to some guy who is more interested in gaming than emotional intensity.
