/feels/ - Advice & Venting

said boy, if you want love
you’ll have to go and find it with someone new
do you know who you really are?
are you sure it’s really you?
lies are a funny thing
they slip through your fingertips
because they never happened to you
time wounds all the heals
as we fade out of view
imagined i’d be your one and only
instead i’m the lonely one
you me and a lie
silence is closer
we’re passing ships in the night

calls of guilty thrown at me
all while she stains the sheets of some other
thrown at me so powerfully
just like she throws with the arm of her brother

you want me now
stripped to the waist - my body, right?

you blame me for the day
when you and my hands were tied

boy, she’s above love, open your eyes
well, i found out she’s above love
and glad to be blind when love shines

now maybe i didn’t mean to treat you bad
but i did it anyway
and then maybe
some would say your life was sad
but you lived it anyway

>>127364
333
there are certain people
you just keep coming back to
she is in front of you

you begin to wonder
could you find a better one
compared to her, now she’s in question

and all at once the crowd begins to sign
sometimes the hardest thing
and the right thing
are the same

maybe you want her
maybe you need her
maybe you started to compare
to someone out there

looking for the right one
you line up the world to find
where no questions cross your mind
but she won’t keep on waiting for you without a doubt
much longer for you to sort it out

you’ve been locked in here forever and you just can’t say goodbye

your lips, my lips
apocalypse
your lips, my lips
apocalypse

go and sneak us through the rivers
flood is rising up on your knees
oh, please

come out and haunt me
i know you want me
come out and haunt me

sharing all your secrets with each other since you were kids

sleeping soundly with the locket that she gave you clutched in your fist

oh when you’re all alone
i will reach for you
when you’re feeling low
i will be there too

hey there little lonely won’t you stay?
i said “i would rather die than feel this pain”
you said, “i know, i feel very much the same
but i’m afraid that i don’t know
knowing is not my thing”

will if you are sure
well i know i’m sure

i need you to understand
that i tried so hard to be your man
the kind of man you’d want in the end
only then can i begin again

an empty shell
used to be
shadow of my life is hanging over me
a broken man without a throne
don’t even stand the devil’s chance to win my soul

left your mark
in a distant past
but somehow it’s all gone now
good things can never last
you’re down for the third time
and you spent your change
memories of your prime
make life seem so strange

i am not the only traveler
who has not paid his debt
i’ve been searching for a trail to follow again

take me back to the night we met
and then i can tell myself
what the hell im supposed to do
and then i can tell myself
not to ride along with you

i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you
take me back to the night we met

i don’t know what i’m supposed to do
haunted by the ghost of you
oh take me back to the night we met
when the night was full of terror
and your eyes were filled with tears

when you had not touched me yet

but i said you and me
we don’t have honesty
the things we don’t want to speak
i’ll try to get out
but i never will
this traffic is perfectly still

But, big spoon, you have so much to do
And I have nothing ahead of me

play in the backyard
where the grass and spiderwebs grow up next to us
say; what’s your interests?
tell me how you plan to give up all of them
hey why’d we leave?
could have stayed for a while if we know where we’re ending up

baby’s black balloon makes her fly
i almost fell into that hole in your life
you're not thinking about tomorrow
cos you were the same as me
but on your knees

a thousand other boys could never reach you
how could i have been the one?
i saw the world spin beneath you
and scatter like ice from the spoon
that was your womb

coming down the world turned over
and angels fall without you there
and i go on as you get colder
or are you someone’s prayer?

is there any song here not about me?

God break down the door
Everything all at once
There aren't any answers here
No, no, not anymore

transform into the animal
you need to
fly from a destiny
infested with chemicals
you need a new drug
not invented by the CIA
i wanna be your friend
but don’t have the self control

loving me could be your fatal flaw
just hanging in here
trying to be your necessary evil

oh you for the last week
have been laughing
cussing
and yelling in your sleep
why?
i think it through
what the hell are you watching, boo?
is something supernatural fucking with you?

really though

well, i know that it’s only time
but let me see what’s on your mind
i could see what’s on your mind

222
find me a lane to drive through
in a halloween costume
i’m an astronaut without you
we’re twisting our way to the back of the bar
yeah locking the door falling into the stall
stripping you down to your jewelry

you’re breaking the rules just for me.

lightning strike
inside my chest to keep me up at night
dream of ways
to make you understand my pain
clouds of sulfur in the air
bombs are falling everywhere
it’s heartbreak warfare
once you want it to begin
no one really ever wins
in heartbreak warfare

drop his name
push it in and twist the knife again
watch my face
as i pretend to feel no pain

how come the only way to know how high you get me is to see how far i fall?

red wine and ambien
you’re talking shit again

every inch of sky’s got a star
and every inch of skins got a scar
i guess that you got everything now

and every inch of space in your head
is filled up with the things that you read
i guess that you got everything now

and every film that you’ve ever seen
fills the spaces up in your dreams

when you were here before
couldn’t look me in the eye
you’re just like an angel
your skin makes me cry
you float like a feather
in a beautiful world
and i wish i was special
you’re so very special

333

your playlist even has the acoustic version we listened to that night, after, sitting on your lap in the drivers seat of your dads red charger. you had told me my skin was so pure. you couldn’t stop kissing me and sang to me.

to see within
is to feel without a light
who’d have thought
that we’d break the things we like?
to find a stone
just to bounce across a pond
it’s the path it makes
that’s a clue to wordless songs

her hair curls
in the damp of night
the scent recalls
like a photograph with life

to live without
is to live under a spell
who’d have thought
that we’d turn out home to hell?

411
and the earth looked at me
and said “wasn’t that fun?”
and i replied
“i’m sorry if i hurt anyone”
and without even thinking
cast me into space
but before she did that
she wiped off my own face
she said
better luck next time, don’t worry so much

[Припев]
Слёзы льются, как река
Они капают, капают, капают, капают, разбрасываются повсюду
Они могут продолжаться, может быть, даже до следующего утра
Они будут капать, капать, капать, пока не достигнут моей комнаты

[Куплет 1]
Благодаря вам еда стала просто ужасной на вкус
Это лучшая диета из всех возможных
Я сгораю от смущения при виде моркови в форме звезды
И, как следствие, они должны похоронить мальчика



Parcels “Sorry” Lyrics & Meaning | Genius Verified

[Припев]
Слёзы льются, как река
Они капают, капают, капают, капают, разбрасываются повсюду
Они могут продолжаться, может быть, даже до следующего утра
Они будут капать, капать, капать, пока не достигнут моей комнаты

[Куплет 2]
В муках мечты, требующей возмездия
В книге обид, без единой описки пером
Я получила похвалу за то, как хорошо я выгладила одежду
И, как следствие, они должны казнить девушку

[Припев]
Слёзы льются, как река
Все больше, и больше, и больше, пока не затопит мою комнату
Ты должен быстро утонуть, город
Еще, и еще, и еще, пока никто не сможет тебе помочь

[Припев]
Слёзы льются, как река
Все больше, и больше, и больше, пока не затопит мою комнату
Ты должен быстро утонуть, город
Больше, и больше, и больше, пока никто не сможет тебе помочь
Слезы текут рекой
Они капают, капают, капают, разбрасываются повсюду
Они могут продолжаться, может быть, даже до следующего утра
Они будут капать, капать, капать, пока не достигнут моей комнаты

>>127428
get that shit out of my face

>>127429
explain nona

>>127430
no

Yo, listen up here's a story
About a little guy
That lives in a blue world
And all day and all night
And everything he sees is just blue
Like him inside and outside
Blue his house
With a blue little window
And a blue corvette
And everything is blue for him
And himself and everybody around
Cause he ain't got nobody to listen to

I have a blue house
With a blue window
Blue is the colour of all that I wear
Blue are the streets
And all the trees are too
I have a (EX) girlfriend and she is so blue

Blue are the people here
That walk around
Blue like my corvette its in and outside
Blue are the words I say
And what I think
Blue are the feelings
That live inside me

Two lovers wander down to the shore
Hand in hand the evening before
The day that their hands will be joined
She enters and swims with the foam
He bids her come out and come home
But deeper and colder she goes
The silt of our wedding bed
The pebbles where you lay your head
Love, come in, the water is fine
When she is pulled beneath the rush
He waits and waves, his face aflush
'Til the pale imitation drifts up
The silt of our wedding bed
The pebbles where you lay your head
Love, come in
The minnows our witnesses
The cause of our sickness is
Love, come in, the water is fine
Blood runs thicker than water
Blood runs thicker than water
Blood runs thicker than water
But both feel the same when your eyes are closed
I am the river's daughter
I am the river's daughter
I am the river's daughter
And you'll be her son when we're both reposed

>>127434
when you're happy you enjoy the music but when you're sad you understand the lyrics

Sordid sequences in brilliant life!
Supports, and props, and punctuation
To our flowing realities and realizations
We're talking with words that have been used before
To describe us as goddesses, mothers and whores
Describe us as women, to describe us as men
Set out the rules of this ludicrous game
And then it's played very carefully, a delicate balance;
A masculine/feminine perfect alliance
Does the winner take all? What love in your grasping?
What vision is left, and is anyone asking?
What vision is left, and is anyone asking?

No tricks, no bluff
I'm just better off without them cuffs

>>127438
this post made me smile because i just imagined it as a nona realizing she was better off without that scrote

>>127436
yes exactly. real eyes realize real eyes.

420
meet me at the corner
somewhere in between
loneliness and pity
promise i’ll be there
meet me where i am
i’ll send you the address
pull you down with me
i could use the company.

even though you try to help
it’s no good
you should save yourself

i’ll be here waiting
i’ll be here waiting when you fall down
i’ll be here waiting
i’ll be here waiting for you to

come around the corner
it’s cooler on the other side
hear the sound
it’s hollow
i’ll teach you how to tell a lie.
spin around in my hand.
i’ll keep it steady yeah
figure out how to stand
when i leave you at the bottom.

even though you try to help
it’s no good
you should save yourself

i’ll be here waiting.
i’ll be here waiting when you fall down.
i’ll be here waiting
be here waiting for you

pull the rug
from underneath your feet.
roll it up
if you’re still in between.

it’s late and i’m awake
staring at the wall
open up my window
head falls out the door
no one else around
and a shimmer takes my eye
i lift my head
blinded by the sky
feel my weight in front
following the sound
moves away so fast
falling to the ground
i know what is more to come
jump back to my feet
now i only see ahead of me
chasing down the street

give my love to a shooting star
but she moves so fast
that i can’t keep up
i’m chasing
i’m in love with a shooting star
but she moves so fast
when she falls then
i’ll be waiting

LA why you’re so complicated for me
twilight
waiting on the planet to turn to me
dark side
if loving yous a felony now
then i’m a renegade
riding
trying to find tomorrow ain’t easy
til you dive in

why you rolling waves over me now
it’s all i need
dreaming
waiting on LA to come find me
be forgiven
i’ll be a regular guy for you
i never said i’d do that

why you looking so beautiful to me now when you’re so sad?

i will always think about you.

that’s why i’m calling you back on my way though.

444

if you kept me waiting on your words
would you give me nothing in return?
said i’d promise you the world.
if you could do the same

i would go the DISTANCE
if you could take the blame.
if you kept me waiting on your words
would you give me nothing in return?

said you change your mind with the clothes you wear
but nothing but yous changed SINCE YOU CUT YOUR HAIR

>>127441

Thanks nona that’s actually why I chose those lyrics <3

Left my abusive ex bf of one year

>>127447
that’s AMAZING!!! congratulations i wish you nothing but healing and freedom and good karma!!!

444
you are the angel
i am the astronaut
you painted pictures on the fields
dreaming your life away

let me out
water rising all around
laying with my head down in the past
you know that i don’t stand a chance

come on atlantis
it makes me sad to think of home
sing me that song once more
we all die alone and lonely

let me out
water rising all around

we barely know what happened in the past.

you know that i don’t stand a chance.

she’s the albatross, she is here to destroy you.

There's nothing you can do
To keep it out
There's nothing you can do
Just scream and shout, saying
I'm so lucky, lucky
I'm so lucky, lucky
I'm so lovely, lovely
I'm so lovely, lovely
You can fool yourself
I promise it will help
Now every single day
I just wanna hear you saying
I'm so lucky, lucky

i wanna get to feel it again
i can’t feel it anymore
ancient being in my bones
i can’t feel it anymore

i wanna get to feel it again
i can’t feel it anymore
ancient being in my bones
i can’t feel it anymore

I'm smoking cigarettes while I am tryin' to breathe
Don't ask me why, it just makes sense to me
Ooh, I'm a fool, babe
Ooh, I'm a fool, babe
I'm calling out, and I just don't feel okay
But I never wanna know what you're gonna say
I'm afraid
And it's two in a parking lot
Act like I'm fine but I know that I'm not
I'm callin' it quits, just wanna feel alright
Guess I'll try another day
Why is it already light out?
I just wanna lie down
And I'm hearin' static
Jack, you're just being dramatic
I'm drunk again and I'm feelin' insane
All alone and stuck in this ruthless game
I hate you
I hate you
They don't ever wanna know what I'm talking about
I am feeling so low but my thoughts are loud

444
lilith, you siren
how could you do this to me?
lilith, i'm dying
why won’t you set me free?
i tried to scream but lilies clouded my mind
the petals softly into my eyes
i felt your fingers slowly crawl up my spine
we didn’t have to sink for you to be mine

it’s true that i’m a silver shadow
and you are always on my mind

444
well, she was an american girl
raises on promises
she couldn’t help thinking that there was a little more to life somewhere else.
after all, it was a great big world
with lots of places to run to
yeah, and if she had to die trying
she had one little promise she was gonna keep

oh yeah, alright
take it easy, baby
make it last all night
she was an american girl

well, it was kinda cold that night
she stood alone on her balcony
yeah, she could hear the cars roll by
out on 441
like waves crashing on the beach
and there for one desperate moment there
he crept back in her memory
god, it’s so painful
something that is so close
is still so far out of reach

a shadows climbing up the wall
your letter lying near the phone
with honors for the patient one
i know your dark side is stronger than you think
you always were underneath

was this trouble your nature?
why can’t you shake it?
even like this?
was this trouble your nature?
why can’t you say it?
even like this?

i don’t know why
i don’t know why

they always have so much to say
and no one there who cared to hear
i know your darkness better than you think.
while all your old lovers falling on their knees
and all their hearts exploding underneath
you always were good to me

was this trouble your nature?
why can’t you shake it?
even like this?
was this trouble your nature?
why can’t you say it?
even like this?

i don’t know why
i don’t know why
i don’t know why
i don’t know why
i don’t know why
i don’t know why
i don’t know why
i don’t know why
i don’t know why

555

your fake name is not for everyone
but good enough for me
forgotten by the garden
and your phone is ringing
bet you watching all the happy kids
kiss each other clean
they were singing something
maybe they were singing:

“become the weeds, we wil become
become the sea, we will become

become the rising sun
we will become, become
become the damage done
we will become, become
become the river sway
we will become, become
become the love we made
we will become, become
become the endless chain
we will become, become
become forgotten name
we will become, become
become the sinner and the saint
we will become, become
become bandage and the blade
we will become, become
become the word and the breath
we will become, become
become the card and the chest
we will become, become
become the liked and the loathed
we will become, become
become the bruise and the blow
we will become, become
become the fruit and the fall
we will become, become
become the caress and the claw
we will become, become
become glory and the guilt
we will become, become
become the blossom and the wilt
we will become, become
become both right and wrong
we will become, become
become the sound and the song
we will become, become
become tooth and the tongue
we will become, become
become the target and the gun
we will become, become
become so cruel and kind
we will become, become
become the weary and the wild
we will become, become
become allegiance and doubt
we will become, become
become the whisper and the shout
we will become, become
become the honest and the veiled
we will become, become
become the hammer and the nail
we will become, become
become the blessing and the curse
we will become, become
become - it could be worse!
we will become, become
become the blood and the bone
we will become, become
become an ice cream cone!
we will become, become
become the way and wall
we will become, become
become a disco ball
we will become, become
become both now and then
we will become, become
become again and again
we will become, become.”

there’s blood on the side of the mountain
there’s writing all over the wall
shadows of us are still dancing
in every room and every hall
there’s snow falling over the city
you thought that it would wash away
the bitter taste of my fury
and all of the messes you made
yeah, you think that you got away

but i’m in the trees
i’m in the breeze
my footsteps on the ground
you’ll see my face in every place
but you can’t catch me now
through wading grass
the months will pass
you’ll feel it all around
i’m here
i’m there
i’m everywhere
but you can’t catch me now
no, you can’t catch me now

bet you thought i’d never do it
thought it’d go over my head
i bet you’d figured i’d pass with the winter
be something easy to forget
oh, you think i’m gone cause i left

but i’m in the trees
i’m i’m in the breeze
my footsteps on the ground
you’ll see my face in every place
but you can’t catch me now
through wading grass
the months will pass
you’ll feel it all around
i’m here
i’m there
i’m everywhere
but you can’t catch me now
no, you can’t catch me now

you can’t, you can’t catch me now
i’m coming like a storm into your town
you can’t, you can’t catch me now
i’m higher than the hopes that you brought down
you can’t, you can’t catch me now
i’m coming like a storm into your town
you can’t, you can’t catch me now
i’m higher than the hopes that you brought down
you can’t, you can’t catch me now
i’m coming like a storm into your town
you can’t, you can’t catch me now
you can’t
you can’t
you can’t

there’s blood on the side of the mountain
it’s turning a new shade of red
yeah, sometimes the fire you founded
don’t burn the way you’d expect
yeah, you thought that this was the end

11:11
searched the catacombs
i found you now you’re gone
i want to get you on the phone
but no
gotta let it go

>>127364
I dont drink
I dont cuss
I wanna ride on the front of the bus

killing all my self esteem
why you act so selfishly
all i want is love
not a role inside your silver screen

who else would it be about but me?
you’re kidding yourself

oooooooooohhh
so i found a little gas in a small red can
oooooooohhhhhhh
last strike match flying out of hand.

i knew it was wrong
i’m beyond it
i tried to be strong
but i
lost
it

i’ve never even seen a porn video that had as much blood as that day.

444
under the light
time goes so slowly
in your world
over the night
don’t feel so lonely
in your world
can you hear me please?

is it hard to be?

Red roses in the bottle at the bottom of the pool
See you there tomorrow maybe, baby, play it cool
He loves you, he loves you not, baby, know the rules
Pickin' petals never made nobody choose
Blue oceans in your eyes and in my dreams they come alive
Skeletons in my closet, I might barely survive
They love me, they love me not, runnin' for my life
For no matter when it's time, get your shades for the shine you want
Everything we are
Everything is hard
This is espionage
I spy your heart breakin'
Red rover send me over, oh, you better pick a side
I told you I'd come and hold you, I'm just waitin' for a ride
He loves you, he loves you not, baby, it's alright
Grip your heart, or at least you tried
Blues are melancholic and I'm tryin' to fill the void
Watchin' secret agent movies and I'm singing 'bout a boy
Does he love me? He loves me, I don't think that it's a choice
I might flip a coin, I can't hear you through the noise
They say you are
Everything we are
Everything is hard
This is espionage
I spy your heart breakin' (breakin')
Fire, light a candle, huh
Like you're heading up a mass
Me, I burn out everything
Including where you at
Hope you don't forget you are
Everything we are (everything we are)
Everything is hard (is hard)
This is espionage
I spy your heart breakin'
I spy your heart breakin'
I spy your heart breakin'

Lonely, lonely, I guess I'm lonely
Пусть всё будет, как решит монолог твоей души
Lonely, lonely, I guess I'm lonely
Ты Венера, я Земля
Ева, я любила тебя
Твои пластинки слушала я
И в каждой находила себя (lonely, lonely)
Зачем остановила меня? (Lonely, lonely)

i squished his head like a berry
would pop it between my thumbs
he was almost begging for it
i wasn’t the only one
i watched him walking the pavement
he was out here searching for blood
i just gave him what he wanted
so that the job could be done

he asked for it
he wanted this
he’s in a pit
man, what a bitch

it really wasn’t too hard
to read it between the lines
heard a cacophony chorus
screaming for him to be mine
that bitch, he screamed a little too
when he saw my face in his eyes
he asked for the blood that i gave him
when he was out there walking that night

he asked for this
he wanted this
he’s in a pit
man, what a bitch

i already told you
that he asked it, asked it
digging like a dog
for your casket, casket
thought you said you liked your girls savage?
he’s in a pit, he wanted this, he asked for it

i already told you
that he asked it, asked it
let’s see who can tattle tale the fastest
fastest
i’ll bury the body like a bad bitch, bad bitch
he’s in a pit, he wanted this, he asked for it

i told him why i was there
he was never, ever misled
i am the judgement and jury
watching him walking the ledge
we spoke for a moment or two
he didn’t have enough breath
but in the end we both agreed
that he was better off dead

i wanna be on the frontline.
knotted up suit ties
talking like a headstrong mama
got a picture in your wallet.
making me a habit.
wearing your vintage t-shirt.
tie ribbons on your top hat
telling me i’m all that
just like the girls from your hometown.
sweet-blooded and i’m stranded.
see if i can stand it
drinking in the shallow water.

magnetic, everything about you.
you really got me now.

you do to me so well
hypnotic
taking over me
make me feel like someone else.
you’ve got me talking in my sleep.
i don’t wanna come back down
i don’t want to touch the ground
pacific ocean, dark, so deep.
hypnotic, taking over me.

white threads on my laces
stuck on the hinges
swinging the door to the backyard
cut splinters, walk a tightrope
spun like a bandage
touch on the outer surface.
bright eyes of the solstice
wherever your mind is
headed for a freight train city
locked up til you’re moonlit
brushing my hair back.
feeling your lips on my cold neck.

for the rest of your life i’ll be there
i’ll be stuck in your head
like the roots of your hair

[Chorus]
It's not much of a life you’re living
It's not much of a life you're living
It’s not much of a life you're living
It's not much of a life you're living
It's not much of a life you're living

[Bridge]
Ohh, the reason I hold on

[Chorus]
It's not much of a life you're living
It’s not much of a life you’re living
It's not much of a life you’re living
It's not much of a life you're living

I wanted you to know, I've learned to live without it
And even though it's colder now, I no longer feel surrounded
And you never listened to me, and that's the thing I tell the others
You were my harlequin bride, I was your undercover lover, but no
You never saw me naked, you wouldn't even touch me
Except if you were wasted
But you were trying your best, and that's the thing I tell the others
I was your robot companion, you were my favourite colour, and, oh

And I'm caught up on the person I tried to turn myself into for you
Someone who didn't mind the push-pull parlour games
Someone who wasn't always cryin' on the journey back
Someone who didn't feel the low blows either way
Thought I was waitin' for you, when all along
It was you with the countdown kill switch
And it was me with the blindfold on

And if things had changed
I would have buried you deep in my heart
And if things had stayed the same
I would have carried you as far as the sky

and in your life there comes the darkness
there’s a spacecraft blocking out the sky
just cos you feel it
doesn’t mean it’s there
i wanna have control i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul
and one day i am going to grow wings
a chemical reaction
i’ll laugh until my head comes off
i’ll swallow til i burst
just cos you feel it
doesn’t mean it’s there
reckoner, you can’t take it with ya
dancing for your pleasure
you are not to blame for
bittersweet distractors
is the darkness ours to take?
bathed in lightness
bathed in heat
i never really got there
i just pretended that i had
words are blunt instruments
words are sawn-off shotguns
come on and let it out
this is what you get when you mess with us
for a minute there i lost myself
who’s in a bunker?
who’s in a bunker?
now we are one in everlasting peace
we hope that you choke
it was just a laugh, just a laugh
it’s whatever you say it is
split infinitive
and just cos you feel it
doesn’t mean it’s there
this is a waltz thinking bout our bodies
what they mean for our salvation
there was nothing to fear, nothing to doubt
all forgiven
always and never been true

I wanna sink to the bottom with you
I wanna sink to the bottom with you
The ocean is big and blue
I just want to sink to the bottom with you
Cars on the highway
Planes in the air
Everyone else is
Going somewhere
But I'm going nowhere
Getting there soon
I might as well just
Sink down with you

thought you had your shit together
but damn i was wrong
you ain’t nothing but a lost cause
and this ain’t nothing like it once was
i know you think you’re such an outlaw
BUT YOU GOT NO JOB!!

if i’m going down, then i’m going down GOOD
if i’m going down, then i’m going down CLEAN
if i’m going down then i’m going -
the prettiest broken girl you’ve ever seen

if i’m going down, then i’m going down GOOD
if i’m going down, then i’m going down CLEAN
if i’m going down, then i’m going -
the prettiest wretched whore you’ve ever

but while i breathe
i’ve got no evidence to prove my end

and so you’ll walk away?
NOPE.
WRONG AGAIN.

so let the record show -
that you murdered me
in your coldest blood
with your own two hands
don’t think no one understands
it happens everyday

you’re not having fun
i think that you should ride
call me when you’re ready to be real

did i get lost along the way?
lose my mind for a new identity?
i quite enjoy ruining your day
and i just wanna cause a entropy

you tried so hard
to make a hero out of me
but there are some rules i don’t obey
and i just wanna cause a little chaos and
entropy

you tried so hard
to take the discord out of me
but guess what?
i wasn’t born that way
and i just wanna cause a little entropy

and when you shame me
it makes me want it more