Anonymous 127647
I suffer because I'm a conflict prone embarrassing bitch, but also, I feel like it sets me free. Life has no meaning without adversity. It just ends up feeling like constant following rules without any real goal in sight.
I'm actually a bit confused as to why I feel this way, maybe I have a personality disorder. It's an internal conflict: conflicts are tactically bad, yet they are not. Social failure is a loss, yet it isn't (like it's data or smth).
It's like I have to close my eyes on the bad consequences to get the good ones.
Any aesthetic images for this /feel/?
Anonymous 127649
i have diagnosed you with bpd
Anonymous 127650
>>127649I don't really have a fear of abandonment and my relationships are pretty stable overall, but maybe there's something to this theory.
Anonymous 127651
>>127650i wish and am trying so hard to have bpd right now get this fucking family away from me dawg!! please let these relationships disappear
