Mental and physical health stuff Anonymous 128083
I was able to go anywhere by myself. Then I started to have panic attacks. For a month I had panic attacks almost everyday, I was so anxious. I still get them but not that often. And now, I cant go out by myself due to how anxious I feel. It sucks. Cant even go out to grab some stuff from supermarket. Maybe having a support group or someone in the same condition would be good, atleast I could share small things that I did by myself to grow confidence.
I have a cyst in one of my ovaries and it hurts. It is pressuring the organs around I guess. My parents dont care. They tell me that I shouldnt worry and its all in my head. But its hard to not to care about a cyst, especially when it is hurting. Its hurts so bad when I am on my period too. I always had hard periods, the cyst is making it harder. I am scared that the cyst might pop, because when it does it releases toxic stuff in your body (as i know).
I am scared and anxious. I used to have severe depression and now that I just started recovering, I have to deal with those, like a fucking joke
Anonymous 128085
Sorry about what you're going through, Nona. It doesn't seem easy at all. It's hard with anxiety. It can feel so intense and so horrifying, like every part is screaming at you, all at once. It's totally normal and you are definitely not alone with it.
Does your local supermarket have delivery by chance?
I won't pretend like I know how it feels to have a cyst, but it seems absolutely dreadful and incredibly painful. I can only say to take it day by day, you are still here, you are still doing okay, we're here for you
