/feels/ - Advice & Venting

You’re wishing death upon me like a year later over me standing up to you acting like retard? Damn

I still care about you RB. I really do. And maybe my actions dont tell you that. But if we were going by actions alone what would your actions up to this point say? That you're a confused and selfish narcissist? I dont want to believe that but you've left me no other choice.

I made it 14 years without knowing you existed in my life and i can do it again. Im older now. Wiser. My body is now one that you've never touched. And i hope it stays that way until you decide to put a ring on it. My standards are higher now…. you cant get away with just barely responding anymore.

I still dont want to see you. But, a part of me does wants to see you again…. for shits and giggles i guess. You traumatized me and unfortunately i fawned over it. But i want to see you to see how much i can traumatize you back. I know you're afraid of me, but thats besides the point. I wanna see myself suplexing the FUCK outta you in public. Maybe you'll finally call the cops on me. Maybe I'll get some kind of closure that way, some concrete evidence of how you feel about me. I guess in a way youve given me ambition and drive, something worthwhile to motivate myself into doing something different in my life. But maybe thats romanticizing a connection that never took off in the first place.

Im going to live my life now, with or without you in it. And the greatest tragicomedy is the fact that you dont get to be a part of it the way i wanted you to be.

Hey, I still miss you. Do you hate me now? I think you probably do. But I think you miss me for sure. That is if you're alive, which I can't be sure of. I think you are though. I really loved you, even if you won't believe it. You always did prefer believing in your own version, no matter how much I told you how I felt. Just after leaving, I started noticing many things I didn't like about you, but right at this moment, I'm okay with them. We're both ill. I'm enjoying myself, I wish I could do this forever. I'm back on all those things I told you I wanted to leave, and the things I wanted you to leave too. I'm pretty certain you never will, and I might have to at some point. I can't peacefully live like this for too long. But it feels good for the moment. I'll freak out soon and ask myself what am I doing, why I'm setting myself back, I'll do okay for a week and I'll go back, like I always do. At least I threw some things out during a panic attack, it'll be hard getting those back, that should put an end to some of the stuff I wanted to quit. I'm having trouble sleeping lately, and I think about you sometimes, it keeps me away. Most of it is shame, I'm ashamed of having let myself be in a situation like that one, but the thing I'm the most ashamed of is telling people I know about it. Because I can't make them forget. I get really embarrassed thinking about them still knowing while I treat the matter like it was just a dream or something like that. That's why I'm not sharing much of my life with people anymore. If you were here, I'd still share all of it with you. I'd still trust you. You are the only person who has loved me as I really am. I hope you don't regret that. It feels unfair asking you to not regret what we had because in a way I do. I don't regret the whole thing, but I'd change a lot of things. I hope you still think of me, I don't want to be the only one thinking of what we had.

>>128315
Why does bog man have a handlebar mustache

you're incredibly immature and I don't deserve this treatment. any time you don't give me the time of the day to give a dignified and proper response when something bothers me, it pushes me away from you and towards bettering myself
one day you will wake up and find out i'm no longer a part of your life. and I hope it will make you suffer for years.

>>128323
What if he isn't doing it on purpose?

>>128324
I know he's not doing it on purpose, but being so self unaware and not doing anything to self-reflect on your behavior or trying to change only leaves me one thing to do

>>128325
Typical male behavior

>>128326
typical avoidant behavior too. they cannot handle the smallest of conflicts.

>>128325
Don't be hasty. Going back to the dating market in its current state might not be the best course of action.

>>128329
I'm not being hasty, I'll only cut contact if he does it first. And I don't think I'll be looking for anyone for a while if that ends up happening

>>128323
this better not be who i think it is

i hope one day we can finally work it out.

thank you for stopping being friends with the girl who was tormenting me.

literally shut hte fuck up and go fuck yourself you stupid fucking bitch

>>128295
damn clock it

>>128377
it felt like i was going to for a while. i don’t know why it stopped. i don’t know why i can never fully get better.

I should've never accepted you back in november. Now I'm in pain again because you blocked me out of nowhere.
You were acting distant for a week or so. Barely replying. You said you were frustrated. I asked why - you waited 15 minutes before replying that it's snowy and you have to go to work by foot. But that's not the case is it?
Now the person who siad he will always be here and can't live without me blocked me without even telling me why. I promisied myself if you go, you go, but here I am shaking and crying again.
Thanks for trauma.

Can I even post?

M,

i'm not your friend. we only hang out because you glued yourself to me (probably because no one else wants to be your friend). at first i felt sorry for you, but once you started shit talking literally everyone you've ever interacted with i understood you're a toxic, radioactive bitch. i've never met anyone so comically bad to the core. my friends instantly sniffed it, but i wanted to see the good in you. you're young, so i thought you were just an awkward autist and would grow out of it. but you're actually a malignant psycho who gets her kicks out of putting other people down. every time you open your mouth is to belittle others, one-up them, humiliate them or claim parts of their identity as your own to skinwalk. today you did it again and backstabbed your supposed friends to make yourself look better to your superiors. so fuck it, cunt, i wish i could scream this to you.
you're not smart. you're actually the stupidest person around and i'm pretty sure you know it. you only got to where you are because of your constant brown nosing. you're not fooling anyone with your sloppy cheating and outsourcing everything to your shitty (free plan) chatbot. tbh if i were in your situation i would have already killed myself with embarrassment. i have no idea how you can be so immune to impostor syndrome. i guess it must be because you're an actual impostor by choice.
you think you're better than everyone because you're happy being a lapdog with zero thoughts of your own, but once you witness a hint of free will in others that sends you into a jealous coma. your arrogance is completely unwarranted for someone who never achieved anything of note in their life. the way you act like a cop and snitch on your friends to their boss (who you think cares about you for some bizarre reason) is an insane act of self-sabotage. how does it feel knowing that no one will ever cooperate with you? that no one looks up to you? that you're everyone's personal lolcow?
it's disgusting how you pretend to have my illness too. i was too shocked to react, but that obvious lie about something so personal to me and so inconsequential to you made me realize how broken you actually are. if i ever catch you lying about that again i'm going to expose your ass in front of everyone. your abhorrent behavior might not have been bullied out of you in middle school, as it should have, but it's never too late.

i truly wish you can cure whichever mental illness you clearly have, but i doubt you ever will

>>128557
i was stuck in that loop for 7 years and still didn't get out of it. cut it out before it's too late.

>>128589
7 years is rough. But he blocked me, so I'm on my way to move on. Our relationship for the past 6 months felt like a dying animal that no one was brave enough to put down

12:29 you’re having a fantasy of how delicious i’ll be

>>128602
* in comparison, the way your hands will be filled but you’re in awe of how much smaller i am everywhere else. especially in comparison

281 is a lot of time to spend being bad at a game

it must be so scary when she makes angry faces with no eyebrows but all those facial creases at you. she looks like an old man who dragged a brush through a clown wig and keeps stomping around and calling everyone jealous

why are all those women who have to beg from attention from incels instead of rejecting them always so angry and violent - oh. OH.

like you said before i’m more of a perfect in every way elf girl so i don’t really understand angry ugly orc/ogre/trollock girls

guess i was the one proved right! festival time byeee

remember how bad you and all your friends wanted me and how you tried to get me back when you were with R and i was with A

1:49 pm. so strongly it woke me up. yes i would let you

jan you look older than his mother

im in love with another man but he is uninterested so ig ill stay with you

must suck to remember staring into the eyes of a girl with actual color and soul in them

Why am I dreaming about you, about all this

oh no did pedophile jackson get his discord messages talking about child rape leaked oopsie!

better tell jesse and michael to watch it they’re next.

You're not getting anywhere near my son. My little boy is innocent, pure, and perfect. Unlike you. I don't care if you were young during your misogyny phase or whatever, I'm not letting you ruin my child. You don't know what it's like to love and commit yourself to someone because you're a soulless degenerate. Unlike you, my son actually has a good father and he doesn't need your life ruining guidance. I don't forgive you

deleting your playlist for children’s parties the day you’re exposed for being part of an entire group of pedo incels is such a funny choice. yeah mate that was the evidence that was gonna damn you.

how is jackson doing? about to “do it” i’m hoping.

sucks there’s screenshots. you shouldn’t have been so sloppy, sloppy hog, but i guess that’s always been who you are as a person. the wearing a hat to hide your hair line trick has been made fun of for a decade and the filter you used fucked up one of your eyes so it’s smooth and not an eye and you and your “artist” boyfriend didn’t even notice

i’m sure dog juice means something innocent

>>128643
That's one of those things that you need to actually say

new job ideas for you:
oil rig
mines
gulag
prison
back to the military but this time you don’t sit in a chair all day and they practice water boarding on you and tear gas you again
locked in a cage and pelted with various objects

ur bf told me you disgust him and he agrees with every nasty thing i’ve ever said about you.

being all up in his ass to try and respond to this with fake closeness is repulsive and giving the ick. he wants you to stop touching him. he will intentionally start a game because you can’t be on him and you’re gross. he doesn’t want to spend time with you for real. he lies and says playing the game he wants to play is spending time with you but it’s as if he’s playing with an npc he can boss around at best sometimes. you’re not interesting. he has to stare at screens to be around you. you can never be alone together without the games or the shows or the lo fi. he’s bored but he’s also thirty now so. you’re the only option. you’re the dogfucker rapist lover and no one is willing to roll in the mud like you.

it must suck not knowing where i’m posting because i have all of you blocked there.

heard your gf feels like her insides are empty

day of the wedding i’m sending the 1000 note call outs to every distant family member attending basically everyone i can find on facebook attending or not and yeah the dog juice dog fucking furry shit is the focus and then it’s really about the children. you can forget talking to anyone about me because i’m not involved. muah.

the best thing about the places the call out are is that you’re either already blocked and yes i know every alt attached to every account. it’s websites like this where it won’t ever be deleted. or good luck finding a tumblr where you have to have an account, your known accounts are blocked and it’s hidden from google search results. 1072 notes in 24 hours and there’s a thread just for your friends being written up for kiwi farms as we speak. not one word of it involves me. it’s mostly just screenshots from your hacked discords of you in your own words. and your own pictures as well which are somehow more horrifying. good fucking luck, i’m even sending this shit to concert venues and the musicians you’re following on spotify so you can’t attend concerts because of how much of a safety risk you all are. i was kind of shocked by james’ level of depravity in particular.

you know it’s bad when the furries are denouncing you as zoophiles and offending pedophiles. all of this is being sent to the fbi.

this is your one and only life

this has been the drag path of all drag paths.

i sent jan’s pic to the shelter you used to work at saying to not adopt to you two. that you were a former employee and the two of you had sexually abused animals from the shelter together and i CC’d every animal shelter in new england

i would honestly end it if i was fat and had three chins in my engagement pictures

that’s like disgusting you can’t feel her when you’re inside of her though i can’t imagine what a gaping black hole that must be or why you would say something that’s also so embarrassing for you, even trying to woo another woman

i guess for some women it’s like a medical condition? she should be PT before the thing prolapses

she would probably lose some of that crazy weight and feel a lot better too if they had her doing exercises. she’s like that one species of goat with those four chins dangling down, it must be why her posture is so fucked up its like dragging her head down

honestly though she’s like 45 in biological age so she might have to get it actually cut off her neck. i had no idea you were the kind of man who chased fat women but clearly i was too dainty and you like being physically smothered by fat and overpowered. do they hold the doors for you? are they the big spoon or do you avoid that cos it’s embarrassing for you to cuddle no matter what position you’re in with her big huge body and your little manlet one. you’re like anglerfish with you being a tiny vestigal parasite dangling off a big old bitch. she’s bigger than her brother too it’s weird as fuck. why is she so huge is she like bloated with cancer from being an evil person

remember when you get drunk and you don’t have a friend group to party with so you just go to someone’s families house that it means you’re a loser for hanging out with your parents and alcohol confidence does not change reality. it’s just making her fatter and saggier and jowlier because alcohol has completely irreversibly destroyed both of your skins elasticity since you became an alcohol when you started dating her. she does know you weren’t one before and why you have to drink before you touch it right? or did she think that was like vaping and you always were that bad. it’s funny cos you never got drunk in front of me and now you’re a fucking mess. you’re either visibly drunk or you can see the booze in every picture. so remind yourself - every drink makes you a little uglier and is making all of those collagen bonds in your body dissolve your livers bio age is 60 your skin and eyes are both yellowing and the telomeres on your dna are frazzled and unraveling. you have no real friends and the four you have are on page three of their kiwi farms thread now. j

hell diving is what he calls sex with you

i know that you got balder. you are going to have to get married without a hat. unless you do something even funnier and make her wear a helmet which is. entirely possible for both of you. i don’t see this marriage happening i’m going to be honest but you are incredibly desperate so i could see you doing it to spite people and killing yourself on the date it literally says you try to kill yourself in your chart. there is a marriage but unless it’s a very long engagement i don’t think it’s this marriage which is fascinating. you’re definitely going to be divorced at least once and quickly but i kind of saw you as too worthless to pull off a second marriage. you hit the wall fast first at 21 and 31 looks more like 51 for you.

i love how when i ignore your texts you write in public about how good your day was. then you end up telling me what really happened that day you had such a bad day you had to cope about it. you wouldn’t be running to me with your every mood if it weren’t the case and you tried to private you being online while you sent it. does she just watch all of this i know she hasn’t read what you’ve been sending cos she reacted the other time very very dramatically.

no one is bluffing or making shit up, dog fuckers

not you giving up on pretending to be at a party by half time.

>>128745
nikolas parent janelle wilkins and their entire friend group sexually abuse dogs.

you are a failure of a mother, but i am a failure of a daughter. i wish i didn't affect you so much, and the inverse ofc. i wish you liked and loved me.

One day, born a captive
What they say is what I'll do
Deadly, they've trained me this way
I'm waitin' for the day
How to escape, and how do I get out?
Hm, I want to escape, and how do I get out?

and i hope that one day my limbs stretch to their limits, my body cracking open with rage, he sees me and is afraid.

This dumb bitch is too much of a wilting violet crybaby to call the bank. Just do it you fucking weakling you'll only be talking to a chatbot anyway. This is why I can't take your suicide threats seriously, your risk-aversion is so pathological you can't even bring yourself to make a phone call. I don't think you'd even kill yourself if you had a button right in front of you that would give you a painless instant death if you pressed it.

look, no one is saying you arent allowed to schizo post in the unsent letters thread, but PLEASE can you keep it all in one post? im so fucking tired of the 45 posts all clearly written by the same person during a manic episode.

you're so bad at committing that you can't even keep me blocked. stop unblocking me just to check my profile,not say a thing, then block again. you are such a complete and utter faggot that you can't even confess to me because the shame keeps you silent.
the mask of the good, genuine guy is off. so who are you after you deactivate? a moron who's good at pretending he's a good person when in reality you're constantly running from the guilt of your own wrongdoings.
one day it will catch up and eat you alive

friend of my friend.

it’s genuinely obvious and i enjoy it. have fun thinking of me.

I love you, I don't want to tell you yet but I knew from the moment I met you, I love you

So you sit there silently and what are you waiting for? Did valentines day trigger your loneliness wound?
Are you hoping I still love you? Are you hoping I will be the first to apologize?
Or do you just want the access to me, just in case?

You do not have access to me anymore. Any time I feel like I miss you I remember all the times you hurt me and lied to me and how many days i went not eating and sleeping because of you, cutting myself because of you. All the promises you made that you'll always be here and always love me only to leave me

I'm tired of wasting my time on you. Go fuck yourself. You should die alone

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