new relationship not actually being toxic for once Anonymous 128947
im 18yo lesbo9000 and ive had terrible relationship issues my entire life, usually being a mixture of both me & the other person being the problem
ive got insane mental issues but i recently got a girlfriend (although we were basically dating for a long time now). shes really nice to me: she doesnt randomly ignore me, and doesnt suck at communication. shes really happy to see me and doesnt mind me texting her a lot (She even likes it WTF?). she also has issues but works hard to be the best she can be
but its crazy feeling so fucking normal for once. no more three-times-a-day mental breakdowns and cutting myself over stupid bullshit. being in a healthy relationship feels so fucking weird in a Nice way. im really not used to it and i feel like a stray cat being randomly picked up on the street and given a domestic home. but its something i want to get used to. is this what relationship issues/attachment recovery feels like? Cool…
