/feels/ - I'm so mad im from da hood..

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I'm so mad im from da hood.. Anonymous 02/21/26 (Sat) 02:26:18 AM129188

I am a black girl from da hood and I hate it so much. And no this is not self hating shit, I don't hate being black, I just hate that I was raised in a ghetto desolate city with no hope or future. It's just ghetto shit and I don't relate. I never did, when I was a kid I felt so alienated from everything in my real life so I retreated to the internet since it was the only way I could find non-normies. Everyone around me is obsessed with rap and gang culture shit so it's hard to find peoplel that admire classical and deep stuff with fucking meaning. I wish I was born in a small French town so bad. I want to learn French so I can join a nunnery there. I WILL fucking escape this life. I will make it out of here. A part of me dies every time I have to leave the house.

Anonymous 02/21/26 (Sat) 08:01:11 AM129189

>>129188
good for you nona you have a dream and it seems you're willing to fight for it,. you can definitely get out. much love

Anonymous 02/21/26 (Sat) 09:50:16 AM129192

politicians and billionaires made it this way on purpose and they have names and addresses

Anonymous 02/22/26 (Sun) 07:31:34 AM129200

Go, escape. Build a beautiful life for yourself.
Don't let anyone tell you no. Your mind alone proves you deserve out of that environment.

Anonymous 02/23/26 (Mon) 11:36:05 PM129227

This is real but I hope sometimes soon you start realizing that other black people aren't 'wrong' for not liking the stuff you do. This might be a stretch but you seem to idolize European culture like there aren't artistic, spiritual, deep black people. If you want to see the people around you care more, become someone that cares. Quit thinking running away to France will solve everything. That isn't your only option. Go to some slam poetry event. Listen to rap that ISNT just about gang violence so that you can see how much of an art it really is. treat rap that is about gang violence like what it is: people finding a form of art to express their hard life. I'm not trying to be rude but your mindset is pathetic and you aren't the only black person that admires deep thinking and meaning, you just let yourself grow into a eurocentric mindset. I hope you grow out of it soon and start actually exploring the world around you with an open mind.

Anonymous 02/24/26 (Tue) 08:57:28 AM129231

>>129189
>>129200
>>129192
thx Nonas
>>129227
Ya, what you said is true. I don't believe all black culture is bad or anything. And I agree I came across as close minded. I'm just frustrated that so many people in our community praise gang culture shit. But not all rap or black culture is like that I know. A lot of aspects of it is very beautiful and I admire it a lot. and I don't praise only white culture since that's cringe I just want to get away from my horrible city kek. but I agree with what you said

Anonymous 02/25/26 (Wed) 03:28:49 AM129251

>>129188
not black, but i relate as a 'chav'.

i was mocked as a child often for not sounding like them (i have autism so my accent is very neutral/considered posh compared to where i live)

i've found a community through a music scene, indie of course. it may be hard finding something like that in your area but punk people are so lovely and accepting, even if youre anxious and feel out of place.

i wish you the best nona