/feels/ - Advice & Venting

i hate seeing girls like the same things i like i feel like im always out for male validation even though im not interested in men… i feel like my life as a woman has no worth because im fat and ugly. im relapsing into bulimia and my mouth is rotting away. im out of school, i cant get a job and my friends always exclude me in selfies when we hang out because im so ugly. everyone i talk to is a transgirl i have no cisgirl friends and im scared of them all. when im done reading, playing games or watching anime for the day i realize how sad my life is and i want to kill myself.honestly im afraid of anyone that isnt a tranny. i hate seeing pretty girls i hate seeing cosplayers. i really want them to all die someday. i always forget im autistic until i speak to real people and then i realize theres just no hope for me.