/feels/ - Advice & Venting

I wish i had ghosted all the friends i had then and believed more in myself, i wish i had spent more time with my grandparents.

>>131176
why do you wish you ghosted your friends at the time?

wish I had gone out more. I hung around my dorm or went home on weekends. there were events around campus and town literally every weekend. oh well.

>>131178
Back then i allowed my loneliness get to me and i started hanging out with people that i normally wouldn't. I became friends with people just because they liked me, not because i liked them, at the same time i was too afraid to make friends with people that i actually liked.

>>131187
i get that, i hope you are doing well <3

I also graduate a couple months ago and feel very lost, I didn't really have any friends left after high school and I don't know what I'm gonna do for work, my anxiety is eating me up and I can't even get out of bed until the afternoon most days. I'm tempted to kill myself but at the same time I know that wouldn't solved anything because eventually I'll be out of this bullshit and be looking back and be like "oh I can't believe I was so freaked out". I feel like I'm in some weird purgatory where I can't just calm down and relax but I also am trying not to let myself spiral out of control

>>131187
> I became friends with people just because they liked me
lol yeah this usually ends up poorly

>>131170
i wish i had stayed away from older men