Anonymous 131529
Fuck it. I'm going to do it. I'm going to quit DBT. I am so sick of being blamed for my reactions to people doing despicable things to me.
DBT is just gaslighting you into accepting abuse at the hands of others. Nothing more. That's it.
My coworker treats me like a literal fucking child when I crash out and tell him to stop abusing the interns who are too afraid to tell him no. He makes them do very dangerous and illegal things that end up with them actually poisoned with immediate and long term health effects, and then blames them for not taking precautions when I finally reported him. And when I finally call him out when he tries manipulating the intern again, he quickly turns it around and asks the autistic intern if what I said was true; and the autistic fucktard starts apologizing because he's afraid of losing his job! A thing I pointed out!
My therapist told me that our last session was the first session where I was open enough to cry in front of her. But I've cried in front of her many times. She flat out said that I was faking crying before! I don't fucking fake that shit, what the fuck?!
People act like there is something wrong with me for being upset at their shitty treatment of me and their behaviors. They act like I am broken when I break down crying.
Fuck that bitch, I am going to push back at group and be the fucking problem for fucking once. Fuck her.
At least I'm not paying for the sessions, it's all government money. Fuck them too.
