>>131946How old are you, nona? What do you mean for ten years?
It might mean you are 30, 20 and no friends since ten years old. Half your life.
I will assume you are older than me.
If that must be the case, then, it disturbs me how your mother has not pressured you into getting better. A mother always pressures their children by love into healing the soul.
That is when love is present, when learning how to love and to forgive.
My mother chose to break the cycle started by her mother, and chose to love me. And I write it down right now, it might sound as if I am, showing something you don't have. I just am trying to make my point come across.
Seek help if possible, seek help as early as possible. Find a local place, if anything contact online helplines and describe your case.
It's not too late.
