/feels/ - Advice & Venting

I want to be like people on TikTok, to have fun, to be famous, to be any character or persona they want, but me, who wants to be anything on TikTok and wants to be famous, my parents don't allow it. It sucks, it's not fair, so I make TikTok videos that are mediocre and not as good as other people's, and my persona is not as good as other people's on TikTok. My persona is simple, just a blue blanket as a cape and a yellow crown that I made out of cardboard. Maybe my TikTok and YouTube videos are just for fun and archived so they don't lose it, and to show my TikToks to my friends so they look cool and keep up with their TikToks. My friends also have TikToks and they always ask, "Where's your TikTok? I have a cool TikTok, where's yours?" And I don't care about the income, I just want to be able to be a persona character as good as other people on TikTok and be free, but my parents don't let me make TikTok content like other people, to be free and have a good persona. Those characters, I'm so jealous