Dear A Anonymous 22690
Sometimes I miss you a little. Most of the time I don't. You were cruel. You told me you were no good and I didn't listen. You knew I was available and I honestly think that was the only thing you liked about me. You always told me I shouldn't have liked you and how terrible you were for me. I wish I listened, cause maybe we could have been friends still. In my eyes those warnings were kinda just lip service. If you cared that much about not hurting me you would have simply chosen to be good to me. Most of the time you aren't on my mind but yesterday was Valentine's day, and I found someone that's so much kinder towards me. He's kind, patient, forgiving, responsible (does not spend all his money on videogames before moving into a new apartment.) He loves my quirks. He doesn't hide himself behind layers of false identities. He's unapologetically himself. He doesn't take advantage of my forgiving nature. When he hurts me he changes his ways, because he truly cares for me. Yesterday was Valentine's day and it was wonderful. I convinced myself you could become everything he currently is.
I know you know I use crystal cafe, but I don't know if you check it occasionally like you do on their secret blog. Which is super creepy btw.
