>>9961sorry late but its hard to say without more context, it would depend on what cats mean to you or in your cultural context. could be that you were messing with or getting too close to something beyond you? Cats are usually associated with witches, women, or fertility in european folklore. especially since youve never had a cat it could be a cultural association for you. im not sure if i would jump to assign it occult significance based on what you said.
I like to introduce jung as an introductory text since he is able to join the mystical and rational aspects very well, but it is definitely not an end all be all. he can be very moidish in his thinking.
>>9718idk about millionaire but if you need money you first have to understand what money is: human will distilled into a physical object. Those who either have more will or can manipulate the will of others accumulate more money. It also grows exponentially. If you have little will to begin with, you have to use what little you have to create more in a realistic way. you cant create it from nothing. on the other hand, those with will already accumulated can more easily create will or manipulate the will of others. Since you have no money rn, you need to produce more will in yourself.
Do this for the next six months:
place a reminder of wealth in the room you spend most of your time in. This could be coins, money, jewelry, or anything similar. Next to it you will place a container. inside the container you will place a piece of paper with your desired job written on it (or whichever way you wish to manifest will into money. The more realistic, the more likely you will succeed quicker). Do not remove this paper from the container until it comes true. The more ornate and purposeful you make your altar, the better your results.
On the first new moon do this:
Take olive oil (or other nice smelling, well keeping oil) and place into it a mixture of cinnamon, galangal, black pepper, and, if financially possible, frankincense.
Get a tall candle, white or yellow preferably, with an elegant scent or no scent. carve into it the symbol of venus on one side. on the opposite side carve a circle.
You will be praying to the mother divinity. she is the seat of abundance and the source of life. she goes by many names to different people and she appears in different emanations. As her daughter, the joys of life are your birthright. You were never meant to live in scarcity or fear, and she will help light the way for you.
Wait until nighttime, then bathe while meditating and removing all external energies. go to the spot at which you will place your altar either nude or wearing loose white clothes. take a few drops of the oil onto your right hand's fingers. touch your feet and say "blessed are the foundations on which sacred earth I keep", touch below your navel and say "blessed is the tree of life and all of us her holy fruit", touch your heart and say "blessed is the path of spirit, truth, and art", touch the spot between your eyebrows and say "blessed is havah's gift to her daughters", then bring the palms of your hands together and say "blessed are the hands through which sacred will is manifest".
take the candle in your left hand and smear a bit of the oil from your right hand onto the carved symbols on the front and back. before you light the candle, speak a prayer to the mother divinity or one of her emanations related to abundance, wealth, or the home, for example, abundantia or juno moneta. You can prepare a prayer or allow it to come naturally in the moment. Light the candle and look into the flame for as long as you would like. make sure to record the dream you have tonight, she may visit you and tell you what to do next.
The next morning decide what you will do to make more money. apply to jobs or research careers. when you recieve an interview, dab a bit of the oil onto the shoes you will wear and onto your lips.
on every full moon after this, either create a feast, make a burnt offering, or honor the divinity in some way. On every new moon, relight the same candle in the manner described above. usually, you will notice big opportunities coming on the day of the full moon in relation to the prayer you made on the new moon. Once you have achieved what you wanted, burn the paper you kept inside the container, throw the remains of the candle into a body of water or bury it, and celebrate in some way.
