>>26570junior year at uni, transferred from a community college cause poor childhood and all
significantly older than my peers, always feeling alone because of that
still regularly exercise (its my hobby), take care of myself, and keep my hopes up (young adults are way too worried about what other people think about them, that high school mentality)
in one of my classes theres this hot guy, deep voice, glasses and perfect facial hair and not balding, hes social yet focused on school, plus hes my age and a bit older
see him in the gym, he has an absolutely amazing body and great work ethic, start imagining a life together
start talking to him in class more about our hobby of working out and he's super nice and we share useful information per our specialties
i even make him laugh uncontrollably one day in class, his bellowing laugh filing the room
i talk to him more about class and everything, ask him if he'd like to do some of our coursework together
hes super busy but i am too so i get it, joke its because his girlfriend wont let him which he confirms a week or two later
invite him out to a halloween party one day when i caught him outside of the gym when i was leaving and he was arriving, he gives me a tentative yes
he showed up super late but we spent over an hour talking about the rough stuff we went through in life and how we've managed to make it past it all
other people at the party see us together and boys even rowdily talk about how hot he is, interrupting our conversation to get a look at him and shout about it to the others lol?
for once i actually feel understood and safe. he walks me home, im a bit drunk but hes okay because hes sober (he had just like a drink that night cause he was visibly nervous (so cute))
practically tucks me into bed after our deep conversation walking to my apartment in the dark, and stays a bit at the threshold of my room talking to me. i still imagine him there sometimes
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