>>15951
I know this is a wannarexic thread but chill out anon. 1 day of "fucking up" is not going to outdo a whole week of progress. You do not turn into a fatty overnight. Weight is gained by prolonged bad habits over a period of time.

>>15952
I'm not at fatty weight, I just want to be thinner but have sort of plateoud.

>>15954
I never said you were. I am saying, you are not going to undo your progress and gain weight just because you had 1 day where you fell off the wagon. Just get back on it again the next day. Also, if you are going to an event, do NOT skip out on meals earlier in the day. Eat your normal breakfast and lunch or whatever. Going all day without eating in anticipation of a social event is how you get hungry and end up binging at the event.

>>15695
Tfw you are recovering and are the same weight and height as op. Exactly why I dont lurk /hb

>>15695
You are not fat. That is a normal weight.
Jesus, what is wrong with people…
Stop starving yourself that does not help anyone.

>>16594
Hang around submissive men, that's how.

>>16594
you literally have the best body type for a woman. it's better to look younger/cute for longer. all those big bitches are gonna be beat looking early on. guys are attracted to smallness and cuteness basically the opposite of them. don't worry.

>>16594
I feel you, same bodytype here.
I am too hatefull at myself for ever having a relationship, so I am happy for you.
For me looking cute is not a possibility, my face is not cute, it looks more like a serious librarian. I would love to look more womanly. Yes, yes I know every woman is womanly. You guys know what I mean.
But it is not possibly.

I am not a fashion person, but maybe shorter dresses? Dresses look often sexy. Maybe something like business attire? penicl skirt etc.

>>16612
You know that you can be short and still look older?
We are getting older like everyone else. Do not need to be so rude to other woman and many men love sexy and women with curves more.
Also it is not important what a men thinks, but what the person themself wants.
No amount of insult will help here.

When I was in my early teens I thought it was about weight. I would weigh and measure myself constantly, save hundreds of thinspo pics to idolise, and watch anorexia documentaries obsessively. Idk how it even developed in me but I know it was a cope for extreme emotional abuse. At this point I'm in my 20s and I'm almost the exact opposite. I want to eat and I'm scared to die like this but I just keep losing weight from food repulsion and I just don't really know what to do when it's getting particularly bar

>>16606
i relate to your sentiment that you have the eating disorder but dont care about weight. for the first few months of my eating disorder, it was weight-focused, but quickly that faded to the background and i just couldnt eat, even eating a full meal would give me extreme anxiety and was almost unbearable. i would try to find someone to relate to, but would mostly encounter wannarexics online when i tried to find people to relate to. or people with eating disorders who didnt have any desire to stop and just wanted to lose more weight and continue their binging and purging.
ive managed to mostly recover, and believe ill be able to completely recover (if thats even possible). i eat three meals a day and usually eat three snacks as well. it seemed like i would never be able to do that when i was deep in my disorder, but its possible now and im slowly getting myself back. some days i want so badly to give in, and let my hunger pains take me away so i dont have to worry so much. i feel weak for being all emotional and having a womanly looking body. i feel afraid.
the good things are that i can think so much clearer now, i can run around and have fun and be full of energy, and i dont look unwell anymore. i have my body back. i lost her for a while and i was scared id never have her again. i get afraid that ill lose her again.

>>16609
Finally, someone who gets it. you're in a place I wanna be. You're a fantastic brave person for being able to recover and by God I hope you stay that way for the rest of your life. Nobody deserves to live like this

>does anyone else have a coccyx
just you sis

>>16591
my coccyx is broken cyz u fell on it and now it's bend in weirs ways too dw about it nona

>>16591
Don't worry nona, someone who truly loves you will find your unique features (even the ones you don't like) endearing and cute. I'm sure it isn't as bad as you feel it is. Based on pictures online it is just rare-ish and not very noticeable. Doesn't look bad to me at all. If you really dislike it I've noticed people who build a lot of muscle and gain weight stop having a visible spine (concealed by all the extra cushion). But it isn't necessary imo.

Focus on your own pleasure instead of his visuals. What he sees isn't important, certaintly not more than your pleasure. It's not your body that's faulty, it's your mindset.

Sorry but I really want to slap some sense into women when they're so deeply concerned with how they look during sex. Is that your sexuality? Is that what you get or want to get out of sex, looking good for your partner instead of getting your pleasure?

My tail bone sticks out a lot even when I'm not bent over. If it isn't painful don't worry about it.

>>16467
There's nothing wrong with being a chad in fact isn't that normal? You're into a guy that takes care of himself, has above average hygiene, puts effort into dressing himself, has an interesting personality etc.
Idk what chad means to you but it's obvious that he's basically the ideal partner at least looks wise.

I’m honestly a natural 2. I think the highest I can get to is 5 and if I got plastic surgery for my malformed nose I could reach a 7. I think my body is fine but I have a severely deformed face + my hair is thinning

Miners, I may not be as ugly as I think I am and it scares me. A shop girl kept telling me how pretty I am and how cute my outfit was to the point I got so flustered today. All my life I've been told I'm ugly and fat by both my family and peers and it ruined my self esteem. But this is happening more lately where people tell me how cute or pretty I am or my hair is nice and every time I'm in utter disbelief. I try to keep a decent appearance for my own self, but still they're all surely joking, right?

i wear a hair covering, no make up, and long sleeves and ankle length skirts on most days. not to mention my glasses, because contacts are just… ew. i could look decent if i took off the hair covering and put on some makeup, but that sounds unappealing.
men dont flirt with me either, i've never been catcalled in my entire life. the only boy who ever found me pretty is my current boyfriend.
i'm fit, young, i've got bright green eyes and 3 ft long hair.
For the reasons listed above I'd give myself a good 5.5

At work I frequently get complimented and compared to very beautiful female celebrities. Men borderline harass me both online and in real life trying to ask me out. The one person I've ever felt strongly about in a romantic sense asked me out and we're dating now. Despite it all, despite the overwhelming evidence that it's good, I hate myself. I have the most freakishly negative obsession with my appearance and sometimes I start to feel so ugly that I feel disfigured. When I was younger I was a social pariah and also a bit fat and unaware of how to manage my appearance and I think I got called ugly so much in my developmental years that I became fixated on improving my appearance in any way that I could short of plastic surgery and injections (which I am morally opposed to). God man, what's wrong with me. I feel like the worst kind of narcissist.

>>16156
I think that’s just autism, small things bother us a lot

i wear mascara and a lip stain if im going to a concert or special event but i actively avoid makeup for two main reasons

first, that i have no idea how to use it.

second, i have this weird complex about not knowing what parts of me are authentic and what parts ive stolen from others or made up for myself for others. like i think i developed a lot of my mannerisms and personality to appeal to others and i dont wanna lose my face to them too

I have never used makeup and most likely will never do, but it does make me feel even more insecure. I look like a baby compared to my peers because I don't wear any (I guess my round-ish face helps to that too), and most people don't take me seriously because it.

I don't wear make up. Normal make up looks very awkward on me and it is very hard to find products that don't irritate my eyes.

>>14558
ive never been deep into makeup at all but wore foundation, concealer, blush, mascara etc. i havent worn any for almost 5 months and the only time i get "insecure" about it is when i think of an hypothetical scenario where i have to meet a man i like. same thing with shaving even though this thread isnt about that.

>>16575
There is an antibody test that tells you if you had it.

>>16578
why the fuck would you wear lipstick under a mask

do something more productive with your time than worry about this

>>16581
I work as an extra and we are made to wear masks on set, but we still have to have our makeup perfect for filming. I'm not fucking stupid and I don't think masks are necessary anymore.

>>16578
Get KF94 masks. Most of them are in a "boat" shape where they sit away from your face.

i cant stand being forced to wear them. at this point most people dont care if i wear it beneath my nose. i just adjust it when i walk by the people who would yell at me for it

>>16495
I would do some research on http://fragrantica.com/

Any Byredo girlies here? What's your fave scent? I've only had Gypsy Water and I really like it. Planning on buying Mojave Ghost next.

Lancôme!

Does anyone know a perfume that smells like roses and baby powder mixed together? I love powdery scents.

>>16590
Easily Marc Jacobs Daisy

God I read this post a couple of days ago and today and yesterday I was all irritable and exhausted, ate some snacks I shouldn't have, and today collapsed crying for a while. It's like every month I forget I have this shit.
The most important thing, for me, is to tell myself again and again that it's hormonal, it will pass, these emotions have no ground, it's temporary, I will be happy one day though it seems impossible.
I try to go easy on myself but it's hard with work and studying. Haven't figured out a solution yet. I read a research about calcium supplement, maybe I'll try it next month.

Best of luck to you. Please stay safe, it will pass

>>16108

5-htp has been a godsend. I just take it as needed when I feel like my soul is dying and it's just the luteal phase of my cycle

>>16108
>be bisexual and mentally ill
>look like a masculine incel looking autist and not a blonde feminine woman like the op pic

Is this what being validated feels like?

>>16108
I never had mood symptoms but I had such severe insomnia (think 0-2 hours every night in the week before my period). It made me drop out of grad school before re-enrolling at a less prestigious one. Birth control was the only thing that fixed it. I fucking love birth control.

yes. I feel possessed during my pmdd phase, like an entirely different being until it starts, usually lasts 3-5 days.

ive recently learned that caffeine is a MAJOR trigger. please stay away the week before your period

I’ve been using this for several years now. All American chemical sunscreens make my skin sting. This one doesn’t irritate my skin or leave a white tint. It makes you a little shiny but it’s nothing that powder can’t fix.
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>>12365
Thanks, anon. I'll check it out.

>>12374
I use this too! It might be because I put it on thickly like regular sunscreen, but even on my pale skin it has a pearly white tint. My favorite is anessa, I just can’t afford it anymore.

I used to use the Biore watery essence but now I use the Skin Aqua Super Moisture. Both are great, but I prefer the Skin Aqua one.

Lately I've been really into trying different sunscreens. I really like the cetaphil sheer mineral face. The white cast isn't too harsh and it's not greasy. If anything it can be a bit drying on me, but I still really like it.