>>19908I wear some bracelets or a kerchief to cover them if I'm at the doctor, work or any other place where I don't want it to affect how they treat and see me. But with friends and family, idc. 
Sometimes, I just like to look at them. Makes me feel more at ease, oddly enough, like, "things aren't so bad now, things were a lot worse back then, I've made it through way tougher times". 
There was so much stress in my life back then, like regular dissociation and later frequent breakdowns and all that, so many things going wrong in my life… Wild to think about. I'm pretty chill now, wouldn't even think of doing that cutting stuff again, but damn, would I love to tell my past self how much better things can get…