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that sounds really painful

>>11901
YWNBAWT

Have you seen a gyno and/or done pelvic floor exercises?

Gonewildaudio

I listen to erotic audiobooks while at work and in public. I don't go in for M/M or high school tier fae lover stuff, as I've found urban fantasy and sci-fi have way better stories that make me more invested in the characters, which makes the sex so much more arousing.

>>11416
You do not need to hang around toxic spaces to feel a sense of belonging and identity. People that make imageboards and internet meme culture their whole personnality are a pain to be around and usually do not end up giving you any meaningful connection in the end. (Because yes, in the end, incels are quite literally just a meme and contributing to that community is deluding yourself into believing this meme alongside people that believe in this meme). Just because the toxicity feels familiar (therefore soothing in a way) doesn't mean it's not actively harming you. I don't want you to go through the harsh realisation that you've been spending all your time around unhappy and abusive people when you could've been focusing on yourself more. Maybe what you're experiencing is a form of self harm. Self harm isn't just the sterotypical cutting your wrist thing, it can also be behavioral such as putting yourself in negative or abusive situations. I don't even want to tell you to go seek therapy because it'll just make me sound condenscending and ignorant of your personal situation; especially since therapy is expensive and a luxury only some can afford. If you can afford therapy, definitely consider it; but if you can't, I wholeheartedly understand. I'll still give you basic advice to hopefully help you regain more control for yourself and your life on a personal level. Pick up a hobby, try something new. The internet is so full of ressources much more interesting and self fulfilling than talking about celibacy and self loathing all day (and considering it as part of your identity/personnality). I draw, I do music even though I'm disabled which makes me not hear everything like normal-hearing people do. It doesn't stop me from trying to enjoy the hobby. I listen to music too, I love discovering new songs. I like reading wikipedia pages, I like gathering information. I like anime and manga too, I read a lot of visual novels. It's silly things, but they're fun. I also enjoy collecting, I enjoy photography. I notice that creative hobbies help with dealing with complicated feelings (of any kind). So it is both fun and therapeutic. Even collage can help, you can do those with free software now.
But please, distance yourself from these harmful people. They do not bring anything meangingful to your life and I truly mean it. I've tried to interact with incels in the past, aPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>11416
how did u grow up in these spaces yet fail to remain anon as if ur a normie or tourist..do u have autism or something :/ these spaces dont require u to create an acc so wtf are u saying and doing thats allowing this guy to so easily find u lol. maybe u should try reddit or something where people love to leave details about their lives all over the place.

>>11439
I'm not poster >>11417 but I can relate.

I'm older now but a few years ago, I started lurking femcel spaces such as r/femcels and then r/trufemcels. When both got taken down when, I moved to r/vindicta. I was obsessed with "looksmaxxing" which means looking better.

I was very unpopular to high school and didn't have any guys who were into me. Looking back, I was so insecure, in addition to being an awkward teen. I also had really high social anxiety and really poor hygiene due to being abused at home, depression and overall self-loathing.The self-loathing never ends. I found crystal cafe the last week of 2023. I love the anonymity it provides me. I also got sucked into a looksmaxx website and I'm now getting addicted to 4chan.

I've had like 2-3 reddit accounts that I've had to bounce from because I ruined my anonymity and became paranoid because of it. I was also part of some femcel discords. I would be mortified to know anyone in real life found me on these spaces. Growing up a lonely, insecure teenager on the internet, these forums/subreddits gave me the connection I craved in real life without having to face the embarrassment of telling anyone in real life that I was struggling. I had really bad social anxiety at the time.

In addition to all of this, I am generally very paranoid so I try to keep a low profile on the internet. I judge people who post all of their business online but I do the same, but just on message boards and online forums. I do. however, have some big regrets about this. I posted some compromising and personal information about myself on a forum that doesn't let people delete their posts, even if they are banned by the site. This means that my very personal posts that I posted at like 16 will remain up. I used to be very depressed about this and even considered taking my own life at one point due to it.

Social media is a trip.

>>11443
Samefag, just adding to say that they should teach internet safety to children. I don't believe social media will get any safer. My children definitely will have limited access to the internet or none at all until they are a certain age. Message boards led to me picking up verbiage that I never used to use and overall becoming they type of person I used to hate.

On the other hand, lurking certain image boards made me less of a femcel, because it helped me realize that men and women do have some things in common.

>>11443
"into a looksmaxx website"
isnt .org a male only site?

>>11344
Use NovelAI instead. It has 6-8k context, and higher quality output.

>>11337
Why do you like gay shit?

>>11411
nta but there is way too little male focus content that isn't gay shit

>>11411
Hot dudes kissing is hot, I don't make the rules

Also straight, femgaze porn comics are rare and what does exist has female characters so pathetic and stupid that I can't read them

Why is female pov porn like this so hard to find?

My moid wants me to choke him but he says I’m doing it wrong (I’m quite weak and my hands are too small to fit around his neck). I tried squeezing from the sides but it doesn’t cut off the blood supply properly. Any tips?

>>11303
press down with your thumbs just below his adam's apple, your other fingers don't need to be doing anything

>>11312
Bad advice. That's the least "safe" kind of strangulation as you don't need much strength to accidentally injure him.

>>11303
>Any tips?
get a knife and press it hard into his throat during s ex, moids love that shit

>>11721
Yeah I wish I could do that without going to jail

>>11663
> there exists a plethora of White guys
white moids = moids + racism

>>11719
This is ironically one of the most racist posts on this website.

>>11722
fuck white guys

>>11725
based
>>11722
cringe

>>11726
Be racist all you like, but you need to at least recognize the irony in accusing an entire race of being racist.

>>7505
>>7509
I broke up with him before having the chance, don't worry ladies. He's yours.
God stuff is too much for me and my brain head is always in control of the other head, thankfully.

I find it a bit acidic and I don't like the texture at all. Feels as if I was swallowing snot. Ewwww

>>7227
The thread question was about the taste of cum, not if it was moral in the eyes of a random god.

>>7219
Yes, it can be dangerous as it could spread STDs and if you are allergic to sperm. If neither is an issue you should be fine. It's usually salty but, it depends on the person. Don't be afraid to spit if you don't like it. Your comfort comes first!

>>7239
too based

Salt water.

Is that bad?

>Too bad people consider him a femboy when he's obviously a bishōnen!
I hate that gay moids have to steal every cute pretty fictional moid that is made for us and draw them as femboys/bara monstrosities.

Yep. Liking anal and enjoying having the same strength as my partner is a big part of it. Since I don't like girls, I'm kind of fucked in that department.

I wish this was more commonly 'accepted' or talked about or whatever. There's no porn for this :(

I get off to the idea of 'reverse-sissification' or whatever it's called when a girl is made to act more masculine. Not in a gross moid-like way tho, more like the kind of men who appeal to women, like well-mannered upper class boys, the kind pooners always wanna be.

>>4447
I tend to do this. I don't think it's actual AAP, since I have low self-esteem and don't think I would be a good-looking guy; I don't look at porn of real people, but when it comes to heterosexual shipping with female characters I like, inserting as the male is the only way I can enjoy it. I think autoheteroerotic would be more accurate (as the opposite of autohomoerotic mentioned here >>7074).

>>11223
>more like the kind of men who appeal to women, like well-mannered upper class boys, the kind pooners always wanna be.

I think you would greatly enjoy the classic film "Metropolitan" (1990), it has some great male characters in this mold. It's also very funny.

>>4052
I want to be the seme

>>11516
this is why i want to peg my bf