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I guess if anyone can relate to me that’d be nice or if everyone thinks i’m stupid or gross that’s fine I just need somewhere anonymous to talk about this, if i brought this to reddit I’d get called more of a freak than if I brought it here so sorry.

I have an addictive personality (diagnosed with adhd) so ever since I was in middle school I was a huge gooner. It got me into anime, video games, anonymous imageboards and whatever else, the point being for as long as I can remember I’ve been weird. I’ve always been really good at coming off as a normal person, I’m cute (not crazy good looking or anything just cute), I’ve always cared way too much about what people think of me so I have decent social skills. But I’m still at my core disgusting, I have always had really fucked up fantasies. When I was young I would livestream myself on cam girl websites trying to hide the fact I was underaged, I want to be taken advantage of, I like loli aesthetically and want my partner to see me as small cute and someone to corrupt. I can enjoy normal stuff of course but I get bored shockingly easily, so my mind ends up wandering when I’m having vanilla sex.
I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 4 years or so. In the beginning things were great, I felt like I was getting all the right attention. He was a degen too but not as much as me. Over time it feels like sex has slowed down, he’s felt less confident about initiating and I have been getting him gushing over me less often over time. I haven’t gotten fat or anything, I’ve only lost weight since I started dating him. Whenever we talk about it he gets it’s a problem but for almost a year the problem has only gotten worse. I can live with it but I can tell it’s destroying my self esteem. On principle I try to be as confident in myself and in the traits that I want to have as I can be, I like being seen as pretty and cute and as desireable and when I am I feel natural being myself. When I don’t feel like that I can feel my personality disappearing, and it feels like it just feeds back into itself where my personality being muted and less sweet leads to me feeling less sweet because the feedback I’m getting from everything around me is telling me I’m doing something wrong. (Confidence might’ve been the wrong word to use before, maybe something like I try to seem confident in my personality around others)
It’s been really bad lately that I’ve been having trouble seeing him sexually, I feel insecure when trying to aPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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anyone else obsessed with wanting to make a moids dick bigger? it doesn't even have to fit enormous dicks look nice and i really want a submissive moid who will just let me to that to him and then let me grind on it as his reward for being a walking sex offense

i just wish it could actually work and not mean having painful sex

Does anyone else hate blowjobs?
Both the idea and the actual act just seems so degrading and off-putting to me in a way I can't describe it.
Even with guys I was in love with I didn't like it.
My last ex never asked for one, but always went down on me and it was heaven. I don't like topping either, I still want a guy to take control.
Is there something wrong with me? Anyone here genuinely like blowjobs where you're not just doing it for the guy's sake, but because you like the actual act?

I used to think gimps were only cool aesthetic wise. full body latex stuff arouses me a lot which is scary cause im a virgin and catholic. I guess i can accept myself because i doubt im the first catholic pervert. I always figured that i would have sex with one person and one person only, with the hopes of marrying that person but now i feel i wont be able to find someone that fits my criteria. Anyways, best sites for finding latex videos? Straight or gay doesnt matter.

I feel like being a woman who likes men it's so humiliating, why am I madly in love with someone who used to comment weird stuff to onlyfans models? how am I attracted to someone who used to jerk off to anime girls with dicks??
He also likes rough sex, I developed a "fetish" for this too, but it makes me feel so bad that I always end up crying after. The worst part is that he also started slapping me and hitting me outside of sex, I feel so miserable and unlovable

Circumcised or uncircumcised?

Circumcised cocks are cleaner and nicer to suck. Uncircumcised cocks feel better inside you. Some cocks are circumcised so tightly the skin doesn't roll at all and it feels like getting fucked by a piece of dry wood.

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I think giant women are so hot but I hate giantess fans and never wanna be associated with them