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>>12447
i wasnt hoping for anything, but i was correct anyway
i thought that he broke up with you, that much was obvious. you wouldnt have cared enough to send him anything otherwise. i guess he probably laughed a bit (or maybe was sad about wasting so much time with you) when he saw it
you are a bad person though, the intention is more important than the result

>>12448
The intention was not to hurt him. You can judge. You're probably a lot younger than me and it's easier for you. I was really messed up when I was younger. Undiagnosed bpd. I did a lot of other things and I have no idea why I did them, which includes a lot of what I put him through.
What happened here was I wanted him to hate me so I'd stop hurting.

>>12449
im old enough for my age to not be a factor (and im old enough that if you could send videos to people "when you were younger" im probably older)
i also dont believe you for one second. how could you think you would make him hate you without hurting him? did you think he would see the video and then be happy but simultaneously hate you?
sorry, this has gone too far off the thread topic so i probably wont reply to you again

Cheated on a lot of men in my past relationships. It doesn't sit right with me but I've learned to live what I've done.

>>4763
made a guy dress up in a maid outfit and take pics, then later threatened to send these pics to everyone we know, if he doesn't leave me alone

>>12393
Probably that and that Asian people are generally considered to age better than people of other races. The fetishism is nasty to me though and I don't believe you can change race (I say that as a white individual who wishes she could be a POC)

most of it is deluding yourself into seeing any change, but I totally believe in the ones that focus on changing habits and behavior instead of physical features.

I think there's something real underneath it, just not the way most sub makers describe it. Listening to affirmations for months is basically a long-form self-hypnosis ritual - repetition, intention, a liminal state right before sleep. That's old occult tech with a new coat of paint.

Whether it "changes" anything physical, the expectation effect is well documented, and expectation shapes perception of basically everything. The appearance-change subs are the least plausible part, but the mindset ones (confidence, calm, habit change) are just meditation with extra steps.

The useful question isn't "do subs work" but "what part of this is actually doing the work". My guess is the ritual and the sustained attention, not the silent frequencies.

I keep coming back to the idea that subliminals are really a kind of modern folk ritual. You set an intention, you repeat it nightly, you trust the process without needing to see the mechanism, which honestly isn't so different from lighting a candle or reciting an affirmation under a certain moon. I was reading about how different arcana relate to subconscious patterns on https://destinymatrics.com/es/arcanos-mayores/ and it made me think about how both practices are basically attempts to speak to the part of the mind that dreams. Maybe that's why they work for some people and not others, it depends on how willing you are to meet your own subconscious halfway.

Apparently there were creators who'd include sabotage in their subliminals, which cracked me up when I read about it. The level of pettiness and ridiculousness

Israel Keyes is fascinating and scary to me. He's an extremely intelligent psychopath, he hid a bunch of random kill kits all over the U.S. and killed indiscriminately. Despite that, he did seem to love or at the very least have some affection for his daughter.

I’ve been pretty interested in tcc related stuff as of late, but only specifically cases with female perps. Jodi arias, Aileen wuornos, etc.
I find it really interesting to learn about but sometimes it makes me anxious if I look into the cases too much kekw

They finally found the fat fuck behind the Tylenol murders???

>>9971
B

Bob Ross is my favorite serial killer. He painted the spots he buried the bodies at. Let's go find them so their loved ones can find closure.
>>At least this faggot thinks so :D

>>12349
SEXY.

>>12349
UGLY.

Israeli spyware is a real thing, but it's developed by and built for people who are very wealthy. That shit can do a number on your phone and spy on everything, as long as you dont piss off someone rich or powerful it'll never be installed. Unless the US decides to force it like they were discussing earlier this year via Palantir. The variant of Israeli spyware that's well known and been around since the early 10's is called Pegasus. Pegasus spawned a series of copycats. Most people aren't going to be able to afford the price tag or cop a variant of this kind of spyware unless they're wealthy, or powerful hackers with friends in high places. But be warned that this type of monitoring software may become the standard

I ALWAYS accept cookies. Yum.

What happens when I click on a cloudflare site? Does Mossad/CIA place a cyberbug on my device?

>>12205
I for one am glad you remain in the realm of the living. I'm guessing it was some kind of anti-inflammatory medication. Do you have asthma?

>>12206
No it was for ADHD. Basically legal meth

>>6277
please tell us the name of the fic!

>>12260
Go back to the nasty image boards that allow this

When I was younger, a lot more unstable and in a very dark place mentally, I had a friend who was extremely loyal and beat the shit out of my dad when he abused me, managing to avoid leaving any evidence. When a sexually abusive boyfriend broke up with me after forcing me to spend all my savings, I honestly considered telling that friend that I was raped, knowing he'd do something a lot worse and would probably get away with it. Thankfully I stopped binge drinking long enough to realise how selfish and deranged that would be.

>>12185
you mean like midievil?

no

yes, the signs are too clear to ignore

>>12188
what kinda signs

Time is infinite in both ways so it can't begin or end

>Do you believe in past life regression
I'm curious about it, because the idea of accessing memories from a previous life is almost haunting to me. I don't think our past lives, if they exist, even really belong to "us", since we've only ever known our current bodies and can't be pinned to our old actions. Perhaps this mentality would put a mental block in the way of any future attempt I make to go under hypnosis, but I have had a friend who's spiritually gifted share that she has recollections of things that did not happen to her, and left her with fears. It's interesting

>What's your thoughts on regressive hypnosis
Wouldn't this method be vulnerable to the power of suggestion? Doesn't being put into a vulnerable mental state and then pried with questions make it easier to hallucinate false interpretations of the truth?

>>12136
It's a very messy practice, I haven't experienced much of anything supernatural beyond some mild stuff I'm a bit iffy on. I'd do anything to believe in something kind of woo woo like this though. Reincarnation is a scary thought to me though, I don't wanna experience death over and over

>>719
Looks made with a rake-like tool.

>>12020
Can I have that sandwich along with it?

>31
>Taurus
will i ever find a girl who loves me romantically, that will treat me as well or better than the boyfriend i've recently broken up with, because i realized that i am a lesbian?

<3

>>12182
Hope you do. Wishing you the best.

>>12190
thank you, i wish you the best too

Am I on the right path?

When I was 14 I made an alt claiming to be 19 to make friends with adults and try to mass report lolifag artists. I sent loli posts to adults to try and make them report it. I don't really regret it because fuck lolipedos