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Coping with Death Anonymous 1432[Reply]

How do you cop with Death?
Have you lost someone close to you?
How do you feel about dying?
Are you religious? Do you believe in the afterlife?


I've had a quiet a few people who died in my life. Family to friends, some from illness, old age and even a suicide. I've grown pretty numb to being told about so and so dying. Just with in this hour my dad told me, my former neighbor's daughter passed away suddenly. I haven't spoken to her in years, it's a shame really. We used to hang out and she was really nice. But I don't feel horrified, and I am not really sad.
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Anonymous 1467

>>1432
>How do you cop with Death?
I try to learn from the stoics.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABRN0E_mI0U
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBwH2iYC-8c
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5E2AQKuCyU

>Have you lost someone close to you?

Not really, aunts, uncles and grandparents, but I was never close to any of them.

>How do you feel about dying?

Sometimes indifferent, sometimes I visualize the eternal nothingness and it drives me crazy and force myself to think about something else.

>Are you religious? Do you believe in the afterlife?

No, its ridiculous.

Anonymous 1582

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>>1432
I nearly died after contemplating suicide. Long story I won’t get in to. The thing that stopped was a sudden conviction that Hell is a real place, and I was about to spend eternity there. I felt myself recoiling from it like one does standing too close to a cliff.
After I got out of the hospital, I was a physical and emotional wreck, and people abandoned me. In that place of absence, I starting looking for the one who showed Hell to me as a warning and saved my life.
I began researching the resurrection of Christ, and I am convinced He is who he said he is.
I’m only less sad now because I know Him a little. I know I have to do His will, even though I’m a fuck up. That’s okay though, Saint Peter was too, in his own way, and he was the one Christ used to build His church. I pray the rosary daily, and I don’t miss mass now. You may not be happy if you convert, but you’ll put the world’s vanity behind you. Peace be with you.

Anonymous 1590

>How do you cope with Death?

Terribly. It's one of my more troubling anxieties.

>Have you lost someone close to you?


Four years ago I lost a dear friend in a traffic accident.

>How do you feel about dying?


Terrified, but I have a strange relationship with death. On the one hand, I love visiting cemeteries and looking at fossils, yet I'm petrified of my own mortality. The closest I've come to it was a suicide attempt last year. Funny how the mind works.

>Are you religious? Do you believe in the afterlife?


I'm neither.

Anonymous 11874

>How do you cope with Death?
Badly, I've had multiple meltdowns over it through the years. Generally I try not to think too hard about it, I'm a pretty pessimistic person too

>Have you lost someone close to you?

I've lost some pets and my grandmother. It was all very hard. I'm scared of people like my sisters or parents dying

>How do you feel about dying?

It is genuinely my greatest fear. The thought of eternity scares the fuck out of me too

>Are you religious? Do you believe in the afterlife?

Not religious, I'd like to believe something happens but truthfully all possibilities scare me and I don't know how to cope. I think most likely nothing happens and that scares me too

Anonymous 12129

>How do you feel about dying?
I recall my first time realising that I had to die. I was young, probably 7-8, and thought about it in the night, then cried. I've never been someone with strong, life-changing emotions; I simply fade in and out of experiences and don't feel the core of me has ever been particularly changed. But I do remember it. I remember bringing it up to my friend near our lockers, but not what I said. It's that moment of realising death is something everyone has to go through, and that you can't avoid it. Yet strangely enough, when I've lost people, I don't downward spiral into grief about loss and death

I do think about people who are terminally ill. Who are facing the end, and would wish for anything to have their health back. I wonder how they feel looking at others who they know will get to go on. I morbidly want to ask "don't you hate everyone else for being fine?" The living don't know anything about death, how it feels to have it approaching, not truly. Imagine being in the position where you know it's coming.

>Are you religious? Do you believe in the afterlife?

I've never had the ability to believe. I wish I did, because an afterlife would be a comfort. I want death to be a long, long dream where I'm free to communicate with dead loved ones. But our best guess is that it's similar to sleep (the simplest explanation is most likely the right one). Nothingness, none-consciousness. But I still don't understand how death can be eternal, if life can emerge from that same eternity



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Anonymous 856[Reply]

>no monster boys thread up
let's change that
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>>1305
Remember to kiss your local fish boy today and every day until you're no longer breathing.

Anonymous 11280

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Reapers, skelies and ghosts! Pic is "Death and the Maiden" by Ahad.

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Nona that made this thread I hope you enjoyed this movie too kekeke

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Conspiracy theories Anonymous 386[Reply]

Which ones do you believe in?
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Anonymous 11291

>>386
I think conspiracy theories are interesting and funny like "what if" stories, like the Dresden Files, but only as long as nobody gets hurt…
I hate the thought that some people take the reptilian thing seriously, or the UFO pyramid stuff and whatever. The concept of reptilian people sounds so cool, like in fantasy stories and the sort of interspecies romance books I like to read, yet, some insist on making it a euphemism for juice or whatever else they're rallying against, it's disgusting.
If I met a snake man, I'd wanna know if he has two dicks and not assume that he's secretly part of some secret society that has magical powers or whatever. And if snake men with two dicks existed, they absolutely would show it off, there's no doubt in my mind that if any of that was real, we'd have really good evidence for it.
Instead, it often just boils down to the invisible demon in your room, you can't see it, you can't touch it, it supposedly does things that coincidentally could be done by the cat and there's just no way to prove its existence because it can also control your mind to forget it and it's also indestructible or whatever and just… It's just so damn ludicrous. And then people pretend like the demon went to possess the cat when it was just running around and acting goofy and boom, dead cat, thanks for nothing conspiracy nuts. Like yeah, it's good to question things, but you actually have to find ways to verify your conjecture and think about how the world would be different if what you're imagining just isn't true at all. What if aliens didn't build the pyramids? Then people did it. Is that unlikely? No, humans can build pyramids, why wouldn't they have built them thousands of years ago? It sounds like a cool project, humans love making cool stuff.
I don't think there's any conspiracy theories I really believe in, like, sure, I'll have my doubts about some things and entertain possibilities but I'll need some good evidence that isn't debunked 100 times over and it should actually make some sense and not just hint at someone having made it up just to be racist, to sell their books and merch or whatever agenda they were following.
Like, some things just align with the kind of world we live in. Yes, doctors do try to sell you unnecessary surgeries to make more money, there's plenty of evidence for it and yeah, there's a lot of corruption aroPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous 11311

The feds shut 4chan down. They did a dry run April 1st and almost 15 days later on Tax day, she's gone. Rules of lesser magic inform that they have to tell us what they're going to do. It's on brand for TPTB to use entertainment and/or jokes to convey this information.

A lot more will be revealed soon, stay tuned.

Anonymous 11333

Not entirely sure if I believe it but does anyone else feel like the Prison Planet conspiracy may be real?

Anonymous 12089

Hantavirus seems to be a nothingburger. Hopefully it's because the covid fear programming didn't work even if most people took the vax.



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Intrusive thoughts and bad intentions Anonymous 2002[Reply]

Post your temptations here
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Anonymous 10238

Flying to California, breaking into an empty Los Angeles mansion, and then shooting myself on some rich persons balcony or roof and dying there

Anonymous 10245

Get a gun, shoot myself
Unfortunately it's not that easy here
Slit my wrist every time I hold a knife

Anonymous 12080

Hurting myself, hurting others, getting hurt, my dog getting hurt, general violence, seeing and smelling disgusting stuff, flashes of unpleasant things while I am having a shower or masturbating, bodily sensations that I've felt before and find disgusting. Some noises trigger this bodily sensations and I hate it so much.

Anonymous 12082

>>12080
Don't hurt yourself. That's really cringe

Anonymous 12084

>>12082
I don't hurt myself, I get intrusive thoughts about it, hence why I posted itt.



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Castle of the dark mother Anonymous 10590[Reply]

This castle in Belgium was owned by a coven of witches and was known to have various dark at evil things take place at it.
Here is the video https://youtu.be/Ue9M2zTzmA0?si=BSwVEGomU0GDV8ix

Anonymous 10591

>>10590
I wish i had a witch mother.

Anonymous 12081

>>10590
That channel is suspicious as fuck. I liked their video on Michael Aquino but this one was all over the place, specially the allegations about a coven. The Dutroux case is dark enough there wasn't any need to muddy the waters with all that bullshit. The Solvay family is suspicious too though. They are linked by blood by almost any powerful family in Belgium.



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Cybernetic Xenofeminist Praxis Anonymous 11299[Reply]

Any students of Sadie Plant? I've been working with a community of individualists that believe in women's liberation.

Anonymous 12077

>>11299
I'm not familiar with her work. I've managed to track down a few of her books online for free. Is she GC? So many postmodern female authors are disappointing in that sense.
>a community of individualists that believe in women's liberation
What



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Weirdest people you've been friends with Anonymous 8072[Reply]

Thought this could be like an accompaniment to the "Weirdest people you've met online" thread. I got to thinking about weird friends I've had and it made me realize alot of them have been pretty weird. Back in grade school I befriended:

>A furry who became my best friend. She would draw porn and gore in the middle of class. Obligatory weeb.

>Someone who gets sexually aroused by setting things on fire. Also is very into traps but not gay AFAIK. Obligatory weeb.
>Someone with a gigantess and vore fetish, and that would have a weird obsession with Germany and talking with a German accent. Obligatory weeb.
>Someone who got obsessed with getting their whole body pierced. Started with getting a lip piercing, then a nose piercing, then nipple piercings, and then a clit piercing. Also started fictionkinning as a little anime girl. (This was a girl btw, not moid FYI).
>Chainsmoker Chinese friend covered in tattoos and supposedly with BPD.
>Someone that would suddenly text me that she's taking a shit, while I was in the middle of class.
>Someone with aspergers that could sing the entire periodic table from memory. We ended up developing a whole depraved AU with him and the rest of my friend group. Huge Science nerd that knew alot about guns.
>Someone that developed over 50-60 different OCs and basically had an entire Tolkien lore of them.
>A girl that joked about raping me, because I'm "so kawaii". There was this one Japanese sims-like hentai game I got into at one point that you could make models of your favorite characters to have sex with them. She made a character based on me in it, apparently.
>A bunch of Hetalia-obsessed fujos that started only calling me by a country name rather than my real name. All started becoming lez for eachother to live out their yaoi ships.
>Someone who suddenly out of nowhere said he would walk into class and slit everyone except mutual friend sitting next to me's and my throat, because we "are nice".

Yeah, I've been friends with some pretty weird fucking people, bordering on possibly demented occasionally. Most of them have been pretty nice pPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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Anonymous 11885

>>11850
is it bad i want a friend like the first one. SO bad

Anonymous 12042

Chloe Power/empathchan long before she started attentionwhoring. She was insufferable and I eventually got sick of her shit because dealing with her retardation was affecting me mentally, so I stopped talking to her. To this day she talks about me and asks people for information about my life.

Anonymous 12043

>>12042
Awww you guys are totes besties

Anonymous 12044

>>12043
Not at all, she just took all of the attention she could get from multiple people whether positive or negative and overshared to the max, believing that brought her closer to people, in typical BPD fashion

Anonymous 12074

Not a friend but I had a coworker with Cotard's syndrome. Total asshole moid. He believed he was already dead and that he was only reliving the memory of his life. He said he knew the exact date of his real death. Naturally this meant that no one around him was real, so he didn't have any real empathy. He was also constantly doing dangerous shit and almost dying because he thought it was impossible to die before the date he had in mind. Fucking lunatic.



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Anonymous 8710[Reply]

where should I start as a normie if I want to know what happens in the afterlife, particularly if it's bad and avoidable. Ideally I don't want to be immortal
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Anonymous 8720

What do you mean start “as a normie” this isn’t a collective idea that a niche group online possesses. No one knows

Anonymous 8721

>immortal
Good news. You're not immortal. Eventually, you'll die
>start
Just read the bible

Anonymous 8752

Your atoms will be recycled to make another babby, or maybe a tree. And eventually all our atoms will be recycled to make another big bang. You might die but your energy is forever.

Anonymous 11871

Near death experiences and alternative theories of consciousness

Anonymous 12071

I've heard astral projection can work for this



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The Telepathy Tapes Anonymous 11201[Reply]

Thoughts on the recent happenings with the telepathy tapes? It’s a recent and ongoing podcast about kids (mainly autistic ones) who seem to be able to psychically communicate with their parents. Is there anything to this like a scientific paradigm shit away from materialism or is it just new age nonsense by parents trying to make their kids seem special (basically indigo children phase 2). It’s gaining rapid popularity and the woman who runs it, Ky Dilkens, appeared on the Joe Rogan podcast and many doctors who have appeared on the podcast have been making it to mainstream news, it even overtook Joe Rogan’s podcast briefly on Spotify. Reception is very split down the middle between people who think there may be truth to it and people who think it’s pseudoscience and scams.

>Learn more

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/choosing-your-meditation-style/202503/science-skepticism-and-the-telepathy-tapes?amp
https://youtu.be/WxmCQdLLuBM
https://m.youtube.com/@TheTelepathyTapes
https://youtu.be/gF0CrAx_sBM
https://thetelepathytapes.com/

>Potentially related thread - PROJECT G.A.T.E. - MKULTRA CONTINUES? >>10750


>Various Skeptics Views

https://lifehacker.com/entertainment/the-telepathy-tapes-what-people-are-getting-wrong-this-week
https://www.reddit.com/r/podcasts/comments/1i9r501/thoughts_on_the_telepathy_tapes_are_people/
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Anonymous 11567

This is more adjacent to the thread topic but any thoughts on this neuroscientist who's talking about communicating with the afterlife?

Anonymous 11900

Apparently Diane Hennacy Powell who helped with it is an anti vaxxer. I think euphoric atheists on skeptic.org are still cringe as fuck though

Anonymous 11901

Apparently Diane Hennacy Powell is rumored to be an anti vaxxer. I think euphoric atheists on skeptic.org are still cringe as fuck though

Anonymous 11985


Anonymous 12070

Apparently the podcast creator struck Dave's video. Bad move though he is douchey as fuck. Putting on my tinfoil hat majorly here but on the escaping prison planet subreddit a lot of Epstein victims have come out to say that he's a shape shifting reptilian (archon) and since Deepak Chopra, Julia Mossbridge and other new age-y people were on the Epstein files I wonder if this whole podcast was a new age Gnostic psy-op to make people think reincarnation is a good thing. That's tinfoil though and Ky Dickens did an interview with Mayim Bialik who has actually spoken of the prison planet theory then again the podcast had a lot of zionists on it so maybe they're trying to fuel the Israel Palestine genocide to harvest us more



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Weirdest people you've met online Anonymous 2178[Reply]

Tell us about them
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Anonymous 12053

i didnt meet them personally, but my friend had just gotten into an online relationship (she helped him produce some music wasn't just discord edating), everything was going good and he was actually really chill. one day he just started texting her crazy shit about [spoiler]wanting to cut her head off and cum in her mouth.[spoiler] genius level flirting here

Anonymous 12054

>>12053
forgot slash srry nonas

Anonymous 12057

A girl from Mexico who ate human fleash (and she was really into it, wanted to do it again). She said that she was allowed to try it because of cartels (they kill people and sometimes they even eat human flesh). She told me they killed the woman because she cheated on a cartel membe and she was allowed to try it because she was friends with one of them.

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Not someone I met personally but I'm fascinated by this guy

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