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Female Creep Thread Anonymous 2475[Reply]

Has anyone else here just done unabashedly creepy things in their life?
Recently, I saw a really cute guy in one of my Zoom classes, and I feel guilty, but I took a bunch of screenshots of him. Every moment felt like something that needed to be captured and collected. Him holding a cup, standing up, turning to the side, closing his eyes. He looked like a painting or something. The more I think about it, the more I realise that wasn’t a socially acceptable thing to do.
I feel like I should delete them all out of common decency, but then they’re gone forever, and it’s not like I intend to doxx him or anything. Plus, the Zoom itself was recorded, so he might be shown there, anyway. I still feel wrong for doing it at all, though. I know I wouldn’t want to be recorded or screenshotted. Am I the only one like this?
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Anonymous 11391

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After I got groomed on discord for a year I became obsessed with this guy and I would join his public vcs every day, watch his streams, and just sit there with him like some sort of lost puppy! it was so pathetic. I even joined his discord sever. This went on for about two years untill he blocked me and ignores me now it hurt so badly I was super obsessed with him. One time i got high in call with him then he private called me and we fell asleep on the phone plus he was a nerd. I dont stalk him that much cause I kinda got over it but yeah I was a creep.

Anonymous 11392

>>11382
All troons are pedos, no exceptions

Anonymous 11393

>>2475
i get easily attached to people who get close enough to me to know any personal info about me. this has resulted in getting abandoned by people who have been weirded out by my behavior, (twice by the same girl). i get obsessive somewhat quickly.

Anonymous 11394

>>11390
Yes. I have autism, ADHD, PTSD, OCD, apmotenophobia (fear of becoming an amputee), and paranoid personality disorder.

Anonymous 11459

I am obsessed with a boy, he doesn´t know me and i barely know him but i want him so bad, i´ve started to join groups on twitter so i can post about him but i am so infatuated with him. hes so muscular and sexy, i stalked every piece of media hes in, i know his parents house and im willing to go live near him. Is it crazy,,



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Not crazy but I think my OC is plotting something Anonymous 11449[Reply]

I know it’s probably not very believable of my sanity due to the title. But I need to get this off of my chest to somebody, anybody, and this is probably a good place to go. Plus I’ve deleted all of my other social media, therapists are scheming little devils, and my family could not be trusted with this information.

For some context on how my mind kind of works: I don’t have DID or any of those dissociative disorders, but I might have a really diluted distant cousin type thing of one of them. You see, in my head, there is me, but also a bunch of smaller fractured mes, of different natures and temperaments, a likely infinite amount. There is no “fronting” that someone with a dissociative disorder would have; there is me and the ever shifting parliament of mes, and any certain amount of the mes may congregate and discuss in my surface thoughts at any time. This can range from heated debates to full on screaming matches. Usually when 2+ are meeting it is not very good. Usually to argue about the management of internal affairs.
One interesting thing though is that I do not hallucinate, ever. In my mind, very vivid descriptions of the scenes playing out occur, but no hallucinations.
Other people who are not me, and my OCs, are also present. But they are not part of the parliament. Think of them as actors in my thoughts.

So, onto what I am most concerned about.

I was in the discord roleplay circuit after joining a server. I had one major OC I would use in these roleplays. I began spending a lot of time and emotional investment in the story that me and this server were involved in. However, things started to go sour. So I left the server. But the events of the server, this story that had become so ingrained into my daily thoughts continued to haunt me, even as I began to resent my reminiscing as a drain on productivity.

I was also incredibly lonely at the time, so I started to do something I should have thought through more- I attempted to convert my OC into a tulpa. This did not work as intended. Development of the tulpa began to set in at a rapid pace, and the tulpa began expressing to me vaguely threatening intentions. So, the hedge my bets and cut my losses, I pulled the plug.

You may have noticed that I have been very vague on what occurred in the discord server. That is because I used a very simple hypnosis video to suppress my memories of the discord server, the storyline, and my character and thus locPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous 11454

I know it's hard, but it would really help if you tried to stop interacting with your tulpas as much as possible and reduced your daydreaming, or found a better way to direct this energy, such as art. Do you find trouble doing this?

Anonymous 11458

>>11454

Through the hypnosis I minimized interaction with the one tulpa. I definitely have trouble with my daydreaming though. I did art and writing but after one really stressful day it felt like my creative soul had been surgically removed. Now it’s a chore just to draw a few lines and it feels like something mentally blocks me from typing anything creative, so it all clutters in my head. It’s fucked up.



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The CIA personality test Anonymous 11455[Reply]

Hey, nonas! Have you hear of the personality test created by a guy who worked on MKUltra? It's kinda similar to MBTI, but uses different personality dimensions.

You can try it here:
https://www.pasf.org/pasq/index.htm (take the first test first, and then input your type into the second test for full results)

Pic shows one one of the personality dimensions of the tests.


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The Telepathy Tapes Anonymous 11201[Reply]

Thoughts on the recent happenings with the telepathy tapes? It’s a recent and ongoing podcast about kids (mainly autistic ones) who seem to be able to psychically communicate with their parents. Is there anything to this like a scientific paradigm shit away from materialism or is it just new age nonsense by parents trying to make their kids seem special (basically indigo children phase 2). It’s gaining rapid popularity and the woman who runs it, Ky Dilkens, appeared on the Joe Rogan podcast and many doctors who have appeared on the podcast have been making it to mainstream news, it even overtook Joe Rogan’s podcast briefly on Spotify. Reception is very split down the middle between people who think there may be truth to it and people who think it’s pseudoscience and scams.

>Learn more

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/choosing-your-meditation-style/202503/science-skepticism-and-the-telepathy-tapes?amp
https://youtu.be/WxmCQdLLuBM
https://m.youtube.com/@TheTelepathyTapes
https://youtu.be/gF0CrAx_sBM
https://thetelepathytapes.com/

>Potentially related thread - PROJECT G.A.T.E. - MKULTRA CONTINUES? >>10750


>Various Skeptics Views

https://lifehacker.com/entertainment/the-telepathy-tapes-what-people-are-getting-wrong-this-week
https://www.reddit.com/r/podcasts/comments/1i9r501/thoughts_on_the_telepathy_tapes_are_people/
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Anonymous 11260

blocked and reported did a pretty good episode on this
https://www.blockedandreported.org/p/episode-242-the-telepathy-tapes-wants

Anonymous 11323

>>11248
I just think it’s funny this Nonas other message got deleted for spam lol. I don’t see how any of this really debunks it. The CIA was very shady and dodgy with their documents about telepathy and parapsychology and has been trying to cover it up desperately by shoving materialism in everyone’s faces. I also doubt Joe Rogan is shilling for the CIA as he’s platformed those who have called out their shit (such as Thomas Campbell) but maybe he’s controlled opposition. I will say him going hyper new age as of late with all this talk of collective consciousness and the Akashic Records is side eye worthy though. Telepathy is a long standing thing but I don’t think you realized this thread is about this specific podcast by Ky Dickens (spelt her name wrong in the OP)

>>11259, >>11260
I may be biased (as I used to spend a lot of time in near death experience / parapsychology circles) but I don’t think Ky is necessarily a grifter. Sure her paywalling her stuff is suspicious and the constant interviews on these big podcasts (including the Jay Shetty Podcast which literally has had Selena Gomez, Will Smith, and fucking Michelle Obama on it) is suspicious and does make me question her authenticity but she seems to be pretty open to just telling everyone about the experiments if they ask (such as in this video). The blocked and reported episode has some comments completely ratioing the episode and truthfully I can’t blame the skeptics as I am one of (plus we live in a majority atheist/materialist/physicalist/nihilist society). The best argument I could think of against this (assuming it’s real) is maybe a cellular memory / DNA Memory of sorts but I’m unsure of how real that whole idea even is (the only real evidence I’ve heard for it is some urban legends and the NDE of a Trump supporting, pro-patriarchy, Mormon grifter named Betty Eadie who sounds way faker than Ky to me). I think it’s too soon to say anything for sure, none of us are even sure of if consciousness goes on past death and which afterlife is true and I see no harm with investigating or asking questions. She wasn’t locking these kids in chambers or anything and honestly if the atheist crowd is so sure that this is fake then they should feel Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous 11337

Mayim Bialik (Yes the one from the Big Bang Theory) did a podcast talking about the Telepathy Tapes. She’s been having a lot of people on her podcast to talk about the paranormal it’s honestly crazy seeing this stuff go so mainstream even if it’s a hoax. I hope this actually goes somewhere but maybe that’s just because I’m scared of death and want it to be proven that Consciousness isn’t just the brain

Some more skeptics who I’ve found (just for posterity because I just know there’s gonna be some kind of retrospective on this stuff one day and they’re gonna be scouring forums for stuff about it)
https://www.knowrogan.com/0012-ky-dickens-telepathy-tapes/
https://www.reddit.com/r/JoeRogan/comments/1iyugtm/joe_rogan_experience_2279_ky_dickens/

Anonymous 11341

telepathy is real, vibes are real, you can literally feel it. lets stop pretending

Anonymous 11451

Do you think this was faked or is it real? I'm somewhat conflicted, have any of you tried it for yourself?



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Confess Your Worst Sins Anonymous 11446[Reply]

I'm in the mood to call the police on someone just for fun. Confess the worst thing you ever did here.

Anonymous 11448

>>11446
Gooned to soytan



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fucked up websites Anonymous 10412[Reply]

what are the most fucked up websites you've come across? what made them fucked up to you?
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Anonymous 11067

fucked in the sense of creepy schizo rabbit holes? Or criminal kind?

IMHO facebook.
Facebook is a shithole, I've seen everything there and sometimes their AI sucks when it comes to reporting shit. I've reported so many things but somehow "this doesn't infringe our community standards", even if its CP with a few red lines drawn on it.

Worse part is that people are usually stupid, so they end up sharing shit screaming "PLEASE TAKE THIS DOWN HELP US TO REPORT" instead of, reporting and not sharing it directly into your feed.

Picosita posting is an example, they just share random links, so they rarely take them down, usually the links are porn or grotesque shit, like people dying, suicides, more porn, bestiality, etc.

Anonymous 11068

>>11067
The only thing weird I stubble on there was that one of 30000 "friends" shared a picture of what seemed to be softcore vaporeon x human

Anonymous 11154

Coolhole.org

Anonymous 11265

bestgore before it shut down

Anonymous 11447

>>10439
That sounds too impossible. I am not clicking the link due to the fact it might be too gross, but literally how would someone give birth to an octopus?



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Anonymous 2558[Reply]

Do you believe in evil? Do you think it exists?
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Anonymous 3196

If true evil does exist it definitely came in the form of Imperial Japan.

Anonymous 11318

our brains justify things after we decide to do them, i see 'evil' more as wrongly feeling justified. i think its probably the result of either brain structure or upbringing. so its like i think some people are evil the same way i think people who like pineapple on pizza are wrong, yk?

Anonymous 11319

I don’t believe in objective morality but I do believe that there are beings who do things we would traditionally see as “evil” but in their mind they enjoy doing it so much that they don’t care how we see it, guess that’s more sadism but the point still stands

Anonymous 11386

>>2558
Do you believe in Hitler? Do you KNOW he exists?

Anonymous 11442

Evil and good, at least in Christian culture, is just super simplified dynamics that are very real in our society.
Good implies obedience, meekness and passiveness, social cohesion. It means to be disgusted at the sight of harmful things.
Evil implies permissiviness, transgression, opportunism. Being evil means "I am allowed to be immoral, to harm myself and others"

Being too good is actually harmful because you need to be evil to achieve things for yourself, but also not being good enough harms your potential for cooperation with others, making stupid and stupidly risky choices, actually it harms other people period and then you end up in a very miserable society, such as abusive families etc.

Ultimately, you need to learn to be capable being of both evil and good when it is appropriate.



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Scary Phone Numbers Anonymous 10891[Reply]

Know any phone numbers that do creepy or wierd things when you call them?
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Anonymous 11282

I heard if you call this one nine digit phone number, I answer my phone.

Anonymous 11351

>>11273
I know 630-296-7536 is the number from the Boothworld Industries creepypasta
https://creepypasta.fandom.com/wiki/Boothworld_Industries

Anonymous 11358

>>10891
If you call 911, you'll have to pay a fine. Scary!

Anonymous 11363

>>10891
1-442-667-2337

Anonymous 11388

814-539-2504

The Johnstown police are the shittiest officers ever, they called my roommate stealing $50 a "civil matter"–THATS FUCKING RETARDED HE STOLE MY MONEY WHILE I WAS ASLEEP!!

Also my mom lied to my college saying I was a boy



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How to make a deal with the devil? Anonymous 11281[Reply]

>inb4 therapy and take ur meds/kys

I know some people may be against it, but on my case I'm desperate and I've thought about it since I'm a kid.

The only 2 things that I want is, diligence and stop being in a frozen state due to mental health issues/trauma. Unfortunately tho, diligence is a virtue and not a sin, but since I'm an illustrator and I draw for people indulgence, doesn't that make it a sin at the same time?

The internet is an easy way to get some following, so in that sense if I can attract people to the things, in a way is a form of paying my debt a bit along with my soul but i feel/think that my soul has no value, since I have no family, I live alone, I was CSA and did CSAM from 5's to 9's, suffered isolation at kinder till high school, parents and brother were physically and emotionally abusive with me for like 2 decades and had no friends until recently in real life whom are like 2 fellas, I'm single and of course mentally ill, so I wonder if the devil would be interested in someone that suffered so much and has no love/people around but got the talent enough to attract thousands with art, which if I do I can earn lots of money if I do it constantly so that's kind of a sin too in some sort of sense.

I don't want romantic love, I want to stop being a schizoid bitch and do my job, get fame and bucks but seeing how my life was before I don't think the devil wants something to do with me, I don't know if tortured people are something attractive for demons or the devil to make pacts with.

I always wonder what did I do in the other life to go through so much shit, and I wonder if I'll ever get paid back the good things I deserve since I went through this.

Does the devil like people that haven't sin themselves but went through the sins others did on them? How comes life let the abusers live at peace but the children that suffered won't be able to live without having the sins of others over their shoulders?

Am I worth it for the devil? Or I just got nothing to offer at all?

Anonymous 11284

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>>11281
unironically, abandon the devil, join the Catholic Church instead.

Anonymous 11285

Before you get into devil worshipping …I would suggest normie witch craft with all your heart and a money bowl

Anonymous 11385

There was this boy in high school who claimed he sold his soul to Satan to play death metal music 1,000,000 times darker than Satan.

HE WASN'T JOKING!! One day he sang "Forced Gender Reassignment" at lunchtime and he was much more menacing than the original artist, Cattle Decapitation. He sounded like he meant it.



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Anonymous 10880[Reply]

What's the worst nightmare you ever had?
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Anonymous 11345

i used to have nightmares daily and i found that hearing about other peoples nightmares would make me have nightmares similar to theirs the same night. i also had the same nightmare every night about my brother molesting me and me not being able to move or scream but i stopped having it after like 10 years
also:
>amputating my own limbs and having to sew them back on
>forced anal penetration or rape by family members
>bomb exploding in my hands and seeing/feeling my maimed bloody fingers
>friend getting hit by a car in front of me and staring into her deceased lifeless eyes and face
>peeling my eyeball like a grape
>decapitating myself

Anonymous 11346

>>11345
can I kiss you?

Anonymous 11349

i have recurring nightmares of getting married.

always to a man, it's always the day of the wedding, and i'm about to walk down the aisle. it's always "we spent so much money on this, how am i going to get out, oh my god the divorce proceedings, what about our families, this is such a waste, my life is over"
absolutely horrifying every time. it's like my version of being buried alive lol i always wake up in a cold sweat and hyperventilating

Anonymous 11384

I was 15 when I had this nightmare. I was being sent to some sort of "correctional institution" by my parents for something I didn't even do. I was taken there on a van and walked in with handcuffs.

When I was taken in, I saw children, some as young as three, having their bodies disassembled with buzz saws and their organs being placed into buckets. Hundreds of children literally ripped to pieces were hung on clothing lines and their organs were being amputated. I cannot unhear the scream in pain I heard when one boy's testicles were ripped off with pliers and then his eyes were cut out.

Anonymous 11452

My dreams are very macabre, violent and depressing by most standards. They involve either personal aspects that unnerve me because I don’t want to remember them or just generally disturbing things. And the general premises of the dreams make no sense. For example I once dreamed I was in a third world country (Sudan?) watching people being exploited having to mine for minerals, where a woman looked directly at me. She was naked and her skin was coated in dust or dirt from working(?). She was talking frantically in a language I didn’t know but somehow I knew she was talking about bombs, then she screamed and explosives went off throughout the area and limbs of workers flew everywhere.

But anyway I want to share a nightmare I think is sillier than my other ones.
Once I dreamed that I was walking with a little girl at nighttime through a house that looked very bizarre, it was clownish with neon lights. The interior of the house basically looked like that building you walk through at carnivals that has a maze, the one that has mirrors with distorted reflections and slides in it. In the dream there was a gigantic clown stalking us. If you’ve seen the movie killer klowns from outer space that was basically what the clown and the house resembled. But I think I remember I could hear and feel the clowns footsteps through the house, the ambience was very vivid and terrifying. Anyway to the apotheosis of the nightmare- i got separated from the girl, I walked through a hallway and looked through a doorway of a room that curved to the side and I could see the shadow of the giant clown picking up the girl and eating her. The girls screaming and the wet viscera noises were very unnerving.



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