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Flying to California, breaking into an empty Los Angeles mansion, and then shooting myself on some rich persons balcony or roof and dying there

Get a gun, shoot myself
Unfortunately it's not that easy here
Slit my wrist every time I hold a knife

Hurting myself, hurting others, getting hurt, my dog getting hurt, general violence, seeing and smelling disgusting stuff, flashes of unpleasant things while I am having a shower or masturbating, bodily sensations that I've felt before and find disgusting. Some noises trigger this bodily sensations and I hate it so much.

>>12080
Don't hurt yourself. That's really cringe

>>12082
I don't hurt myself, I get intrusive thoughts about it, hence why I posted itt.

>>10590
I wish i had a witch mother.

>>10590
That channel is suspicious as fuck. I liked their video on Michael Aquino but this one was all over the place, specially the allegations about a coven. The Dutroux case is dark enough there wasn't any need to muddy the waters with all that bullshit. The Solvay family is suspicious too though. They are linked by blood by almost any powerful family in Belgium.

>>11299
I'm not familiar with her work. I've managed to track down a few of her books online for free. Is she GC? So many postmodern female authors are disappointing in that sense.
>a community of individualists that believe in women's liberation
What

>>11850
is it bad i want a friend like the first one. SO bad

Chloe Power/empathchan long before she started attentionwhoring. She was insufferable and I eventually got sick of her shit because dealing with her retardation was affecting me mentally, so I stopped talking to her. To this day she talks about me and asks people for information about my life.

>>12042
Awww you guys are totes besties

>>12043
Not at all, she just took all of the attention she could get from multiple people whether positive or negative and overshared to the max, believing that brought her closer to people, in typical BPD fashion

Not a friend but I had a coworker with Cotard's syndrome. Total asshole moid. He believed he was already dead and that he was only reliving the memory of his life. He said he knew the exact date of his real death. Naturally this meant that no one around him was real, so he didn't have any real empathy. He was also constantly doing dangerous shit and almost dying because he thought it was impossible to die before the date he had in mind. Fucking lunatic.

What do you mean start “as a normie” this isn’t a collective idea that a niche group online possesses. No one knows

>immortal
Good news. You're not immortal. Eventually, you'll die
>start
Just read the bible

Your atoms will be recycled to make another babby, or maybe a tree. And eventually all our atoms will be recycled to make another big bang. You might die but your energy is forever.

Near death experiences and alternative theories of consciousness

I've heard astral projection can work for this

This is more adjacent to the thread topic but any thoughts on this neuroscientist who's talking about communicating with the afterlife?

Apparently Diane Hennacy Powell who helped with it is an anti vaxxer. I think euphoric atheists on skeptic.org are still cringe as fuck though

Apparently Diane Hennacy Powell is rumored to be an anti vaxxer. I think euphoric atheists on skeptic.org are still cringe as fuck though

Professor Dave Explains' take

More skeptics
https://bingeworthy.substack.com/p/cringey-list-the-telepathy-tapes
https://robbereddinger.substack.com/p/i-want-to-believe-the-telepathy-tapes
https://bingeworthy.substack.com/p/what-i-got-wrong-about-the-telepathy

Apparently the podcast creator struck Dave's video. Bad move though he is douchey as fuck. Putting on my tinfoil hat majorly here but on the escaping prison planet subreddit a lot of Epstein victims have come out to say that he's a shape shifting reptilian (archon) and since Deepak Chopra, Julia Mossbridge and other new age-y people were on the Epstein files I wonder if this whole podcast was a new age Gnostic psy-op to make people think reincarnation is a good thing. That's tinfoil though and Ky Dickens did an interview with Mayim Bialik who has actually spoken of the prison planet theory then again the podcast had a lot of zionists on it so maybe they're trying to fuel the Israel Palestine genocide to harvest us more

i didnt meet them personally, but my friend had just gotten into an online relationship (she helped him produce some music wasn't just discord edating), everything was going good and he was actually really chill. one day he just started texting her crazy shit about [spoiler]wanting to cut her head off and cum in her mouth.[spoiler] genius level flirting here

>>12053
forgot slash srry nonas

A girl from Mexico who ate human fleash (and she was really into it, wanted to do it again). She said that she was allowed to try it because of cartels (they kill people and sometimes they even eat human flesh). She told me they killed the woman because she cheated on a cartel membe and she was allowed to try it because she was friends with one of them.

Not someone I met personally but I'm fascinated by this guy

I want to kms too, but I heard that you'll just come back and have an even worse life than your last. Don't want to really risk it.

>>8648
I came to the conclusion with this in mind during my suicidal years. I was really gonna do it, bought a gas tank and everything. To me, whenever i get bad thoughts i just literally tell myself to wait this one out. I gave up on this life, i don’t pine for anything anymore and it ironically made me happier these past couple of months to just let go of things even though i’m still here. I’m still here but i’m dead, you know?
Hopefully reincarnation does exist, and the next life isn’t so bad and doesn’t do a number on my identity and happiness as much. I look forward to the next gig my soul takes.

I lowkey believe in reincarnation but does it scare anyone else? Like the possibility of being reborn into a shithole 3rd world country in the middle of war? Or possibly living the same lifetime again and again after a while? I mean numbers with billions and trillions and quadrillions of zeroes are basically nothing compared to infinity and I don't really know how to cope with this life feeling kind of insignificant compared to the infinite amounts of others we'll live

>>8648
>>8649
Yeah either you'll be reborn without getting to choose whether or not to come back, you'll have to come back as a bug, go to naraka, or just have really shitty karma. Afterlife repercussions is honestly one of those things that keeps me from killing myself as well as the possibility that maybe I'm schizo and there's nothing after this, in which case I may as well not rush to the end because it's hopeless anyways

>>8601
Giga ultra based theology scholar nona. The very soul of Joan of Arc is alive within you.

No, you will die. move to japan, if you want to be asian get plastic surgery

Do not believe anything they tell you. They may be in contact with demons. I used to be a "psychic" and it is not what it is portrayed to be on television. I was overtaken by demons very quickly.

>>1318
Kind of believe in this but I'm wondering how they actually know anything. If they're watching you and taking in the world in a different state of being then I'd their knowledge all still based mainly on witnessing events externally or do they have any greater sense of your internal experience?

Never seeked out a psychic or medium, but i did run into a guy doing free Tarot readings after midnight at a convention i went to. I deeply thought of things that were going on in my life, closed my eyes, started hovering my hand over the cards and when i knew the moment was right, i grabbed a card. It was"10 of cups" inverted and how he described what i got which meant something like lacking in relationships. The way he described everything felt like i got cut deep on the inside and i started tearjng up. I was with my now exgf who is not at all into any of this mystical stuff so to her it was just goofy fun, but to me it was another confirmation that i should break up with her. I thanked the magician, gave him one of the magic related trinkets i received and said goodbye. At the same convention i became super close with another girl in our group and we're besties now, and i have been dating and have landed on a great guy. Normally i used to not believe in the supernatural or the paranormal, but ive had too many coincidences happen where i can't fully not-believe. Thank you random Tarot Magician, for being at the right place at the right time

Mediums are sadly very inconsistent but I would like to believe in them. They have a habit of contradicting other spiritual experiences and each other. For example many mediums reject the idea of reincarnation but others fully endorse it and those who endorse it are inconsistent about whether reincarnation is a choice or forced. Some do bring verified facts and those are interesting but sadly they're kind of a rarity

>>11953
Do you mean this in a Christian way, a gnostic way or a new age way? How did you know demons were being contacted?

>>12034
Its weird if I'm timeline hopping, I wanna learn how to do it