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Tarot Readings Anonymous 6248[Reply]

Post your question, age, sign, and an image of your choice and get a free tarot reading.
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Anonymous 12023

>>12020
Can I have that sandwich along with it?

Anonymous 12182

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>31
>Taurus
will i ever find a girl who loves me romantically, that will treat me as well or better than the boyfriend i've recently broken up with, because i realized that i am a lesbian?

<3

Anonymous 12190

>>12182
Hope you do. Wishing you the best.

Anonymous 12195

>>12190
thank you, i wish you the best too

Anonymous 12207

Am I on the right path?



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Posting about yourself online Anonymous 12157[Reply]

Have you ever pretended to be someone else to talk about yourself? Either in online posts or using fake accounts to bring yourself up with other people? How did it go?

Anonymous 12180

When I was 14 I made an alt claiming to be 19 to make friends with adults and try to mass report lolifag artists. I sent loli posts to adults to try and make them report it. I don't really regret it because fuck lolipedos



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crystal dream diary. Anonymous 3081[Reply]

whenever you remember a dream, log it here.

picture used is tako otoko from yume 2kki.
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Anonymous 12110

I had the worst nightmare: Somehow I was coddled up to fat ugly older neckbeard in a sofa. I didn't even want to be near him but I was under the impression that if I left he would be angry at me. I had the typical dream executive dysfunction in which I'm very erratic in my actions and I can't control my body because I feel half-numb. He wanted me to give him oral sex and when he showed me his thing I was so repulsed. Then ha had transformed into my ex for a split second. So I stormed out of the room and got into another bedroom and there he was, my ex, for real. I started having a panic attack, running around the flat that was U shaped. Then my family appeared and those two scrotes vanished. My aunt had brought some Christmas sweets and chocolate but I was too nauseous to eat.

Anonymous 12128

I had a dream within a dream

Anonymous 12151

Had a shitty fucking dream about some guys story who had to feed babies mystery meat while hiding the smell. And the “nursery” was more like huge bathroom like hallways - white and cold. This was one of the least paid jobs, with the other choice being becoming a cross dressing prostitute. I had a feeling where this dream is going so I de decided I am not sticking around to see more.

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>>3081
something really stupid, i dont remember the dream itself but one night my bf heard me whisper something among the lines of “find the sixth brother” while i was sleeping.
I still dont know what the fuck was that all about

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>>12154
akira kurosawa, a famous japanese director, made a whole movie based off his dreams! I still have to wwatch it, but i always thought the idea was really intresting



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Female killers general Anonymous 429[Reply]

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Anonymous 11172

>>11041
School shooting is just a completely different crime than killing an abusive husband or revenge killing in general. There is almost no reason to do any kind of mass killing in revenge, people who were wronged and want revenge usually just target the specific people who wronged them rather than committing grandiose acts of terror on random people. People who do mass killings have a warped sense of self importance and usually crave some kind of recognition or to rectify their sense of powerlessness. They might claim it’s “revenge” but it’s a totally different mindset than typical revenge killing.

Anonymous 11251

>>11172
I've chewed this over for a couple of days and I'm not sure I can swallow it. Because, on the subject of women who kill:
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC2174580/
>Resnick's review of the world psychiatric literature on maternal filicide (11) found filicidal mothers to have frequent depression, psychosis, prior mental health treatment, and suicidal thoughts. Maternal filicide perpetrators have five major motives: a) in an altruistic filicide, a mother kills her child out of love; she believes death to be in the child's best interest (for example, a suicidal mother may not wish to leave her motherless child to face an intolerable world; or a psychotic mother may believe that she is saving her child from a fate worse than death); b) in an acutely psychotic filicide, a psychotic or delirious mother kills her child without any comprehensible motive (for example, a mother may follow command hallucinations to kill); c) when fatal maltreatment filicide occurs, death is usually not the anticipated outcome; it results from cumulative child abuse, neglect, or Munchausen syndrome by proxy; d) in an unwanted child filicide, a mother thinks of her child as a hindrance; e) the most rare, spouse revenge filicide occurs when a mother kills her child specifically to emotionally harm that child's father.
So, motives for killing an innocent child by the child's mother are:
1. crazy, 2. crazy, 3. incompetent and crazy, 4. very late abortion, and 5. Revenge against someone who is not the child.

Revenge is the rarest of these motives because it occurs in individuals with ordered, organized thoughts and the possibility of well ordered and self organized lives. But it's the single big reason out of all of the intense negative emotions that motherhood, adulthood, or heterosexual relationships bring. Nowhere on this list does "jealousy" appear as a motive for mother-daughter murder even though it is an unfortunately common form of maternal resentment and is also an unfortunately common motive for woman-on-woman homicides (like Homolka getting her bf to murder her sister).

I don't believe revenge is necessarily surgically precise, not even when mothers do it.

Anonymous 11262

>>7814
She just has the sterotypical english "theets"

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stereotypes_of_British_people
TeethAmericans often joke about the British having bad teeth.

That combined with her hair style makes it "creepy" or something.
I bet english moids would be sex craved for her!

Anonymous 12175

Was not expecting the cannibalism angle.



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cult thread Anonymous 10134[Reply]

let’s talk about cults. all kinds, christian, new age, satanic, online, etc.
conspiracies are okay as long as they actually have some kind of evidence that isn’t pure speculation.
a list of some of the worst ones still active:
>The Order of Nine Angles
>The FLDS church
>The process church of the final judgment
>manson family
>Scientology
>Kali Yuga Acceleration
>The moonies
all of these groups and their offshoots are implicated in criminal activity. many are also extremely suspicious and well connected
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Anonymous 10362

>>10144
That YouTube channel has an email in their bio. I will contact them and report back.

Anonymous 10364

>>10362
what happened?

Anonymous 12169

>>12165
You probably have to believe your own bullshit to successfully lure in suckers. I think that's the key element.

Anonymous 12170

>>12165
Yeah, that's why they were able to build those chemical weapons, because they actually had very experienced chemists.

Lots about it in a book called "Underground" by Haruki Murakami, in which he interviews cult members and survivors of the sarin gas attack. Most people seemed to join because they found Japanese society so bleak and depressing and this was the first spiritual and non-materialist group they came across

Anonymous 12171

They're all government plants, so were Manson and Heaven's Gate



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is it possible for a spirit to latch onto me Anonymous 12158[Reply]

ok so i will leave out a lot of details as to not be identified but like for a little more than a year ive been thinking a lot about a certain dead person. he is not related to me in any shape or form and i have never met him irl as hes been dead for longer than ive been alive. the way ive found out about him was completely accidental too, he is not a celebrity or an actor but he was somewhat of a public figure and theres a wikipedia article about him so its not like knowledge about him is something special to me in particular. i havent been seeing anything but its like hes constantly in the background of my head, like the image of his face is almost always there and i in a weird way feel his presence. this feeling of his presence gets more intense the worser i feel mentally, his presence doesnt feel malicious, if anything its more like a mentor figure, but he doesn't feel like a friend if that makes sense, i dont think that this is aconscious effort for him. his life was a lot simmilar to mine in many ways like really simmilar just surface level and its like when i read about him i a lot of the time fill in the blanks on how he felt deep inside in a way that makes sense from a psychological perspective. i used to be deeply fixated on him in an autism way, but even as that fixation dwindled its like he still was always in the background of my mind. there were periods of my life where ive stopped caring about him completely and he still was there. i admittedly know jackshit about the occult so i dont even know if its possible to accidentaly manifest a dead person into becoming your patron, and i dont rule out the possibility that this is just an autistic special interest, i just want to hear other peoples thoughts and opinions on this matter

Anonymous 12160

>>12159
youre probably not interesting enough to be obsessed over

Anonymous 12161

>>12159
not the nona who responded to you, but being boring is good sometimes. People let you do your own thing.
Like, technically Chris chan is interesting. That's not necessarily a good thing.

Maybe I'm coping.

Anonymous 12163

>>12162
yes



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coverup/theory discussion thread Anonymous 9238[Reply]

a thread about coverups and conspiracies involving powerful people/groups (involvement with sex trafficking/abuse in particular)
here’s a list of some to begin with:
> NXIVM
> X dossiers/Dutroux case
> The finders
> Pedophile activism organisers
> Jeffery Epstein and the Maxwells
> The Franklin scandal
no pizzagate bs, focus on actual cases as much as possible
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The royal order of jesters, a branch of Freemasonry, has been exposed several times for their involvement in child trafficking, human trafficking, and other forms of vile behavior but their members never face any real consequences for their actions. They also have had a lot of these things scrubbed from the internet

Anonymous 12145

>Dick Gregory Atlanta Child Murders Conspiracy/Medical Experimentation
This video is very interesting. The Atlanta Child Murders appear on that massive web of people, organizations and crimes at the beginning of The Eye of the Chickenhawk. The bodies of children who were murdered in Atlanta looked severely dehydrated and had the bottom lip and on of the ears missing just like some cattle mutilations that had taken place years prior. This yt channel is a goldmine of old radio shows about sex trafficking and serial killer conspiracies that seem to be linked.

Anonymous 12146

>Harry Martin Zodiac Killer Conspiracy/Cover-Up/Manson Connection Dave Emory
Deep dive on the Zodiac case and connections with Manson and the Presidio which leads to Michael Aquino. Interesting fact: The Zodiac killer drew inspiration by the short story The Most Dangerous Game which is about a man that falls from a ship and ends up in an island in the Caribbean owned by a Russian aristocrat that hunts his own guests. Reminds you of Epstein's Little St. James?

Anonymous 12147

>Mae Brussell Michael Aquino/Presidio/McMartin/Nazi Occultism/Temple Of Set Compilation PART 1

Anonymous 12148

>Mae Brussell Michael Aquino/Presidio/Satanism/Programmed To Kill/Iran Contra PART 2
Part 2 of an edited compilation Mae Brussell discussing Michael Aquino, Presidio Molestation Trial, Occultism, Satanism, Aleister Crowley, The Iran Contra Oliver North Connection and more. Also included are segments about an odd visit Mae had with an occult killer, a death threat she received and the house across her street.



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jim carrey nona where are you Anonymous 11909[Reply]

seeing this weird Jim Carrey shit going around immediately made me think of the nona who wrote a thesis on him and posted it here. are you still here? what do you think of this?
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Anonymous 12132

>>12126
It's not, his eyes are hazel, not brown. Hazel can change color with the light and whatever substances he is on. If you meet anyone with hazel eyes you'll notice they can change color theoretically. That's because they have both brown and green hues. If he's high on coke theyd reflect differently.

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>>12132
I didn't say his eyes were any particular color but you're very much correct. Just made a quick search to see what drugs he used to take and learned he used to take 5-HTP, a nootropic that is sold as a supplement in the US and Canda. It has some funny effects.
https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/5-Hydroxytryptophan

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>>12137
any old drug from the hard to the legal stuff can have an effect. It's pretty impossible to tell but the other explanation that was rational that didn't venture into retard clone territory is that his facial bloat aside from surgery was due to a steroid drug, meaning health issues. It would not be shocking with his past and being infected by a thousand STDs if he was doing poor health wise.

Anonymous 12139

>>12138
I wasn't implying that that particular drug caused that color change, just that I didn't know he used to take it. I guess lightning caused that effect alone.

Anonymous 12140

>>12139
Don't know tbh but interesting fact that he took that drug. For someone who claims to be into "natural" crap he seems like he can't stand himself when he's not high enough to constantly be high



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Astral Projection Anonymous 10575[Reply]

Do you believe in astral projection? I'm a pretty big skeptic but I've had numerous experiences that I can't just write off as weird dreams.
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Anonymous 11983

I read on Agoraroad that studies done on people who claim to be active Astral Projectors have shown massive amounts of neuron activity in the Hippocampus, the main memory processing center for the brain. Do you think this explains Astral Projection away? I also struggle to make sense of things like people going out of body and seeing inaccurate info like going out of body and seeing an open window when the window is actually meant to be closed. A lot of those people say it feels like dreaming

Anonymous 12124

i'm inclined to imagine that astral projection is high-level dreaming. but i'm curious to know why so many people insist it feels different. is it because of external suggestion, like from the internet and occult spaces? do people want to believe it's special, and therefore it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy? do child astral projectors exist

Anonymous 12125

>>12124
I believe that the main difference between AP and lucid dreaming is that the concept of AP implies that the human soul is multidimensional. You need to believe in the astral dimension if you want to consider AP an achievable goal. Lucid dreaming doesn't have to include a shared common space between souls or minds. I guess that, while you're accessing the deeper places of your subconscious, that doesn't necessarily mean that all human subconscious share a place, the collective subconscious, that is accessible to the lucid dreamer. If you're lucid dreaming you are accessing your subconscious, that is entirely within yourself. If you're APing you are accessing a higher realm which supposedly has always existed and doesn't belong to you. An OBE experience might allow you to roam the real world in your astral form, a lucid dream won't give you access to the real world because you're asleep, you're confined in your own oneiric world. I believe communication between two people is only possible through AP. Lucid dreaming must be an extremely personal experience, AP is supposedly very dangerous because you're in an open world RPG so to speak.

Anonymous 12127

>>12125
but needing to believe in the astral dimension in order to access it is the trick itself, in this case, no? belief is known to change people's personal realities, like the placebo effect. expecting something to work, and to be real, can literally alter perception. belief to access it doesn't make it real in the sense that it can exist outside of belief. so i'm confused how it can be real despite false or true belief, like in our waking world. and there's been no verified, recorded instance of people actually communicating in these states; if a shared common space separates ap from lucid dreaming, then you'd expect to see this being possible. or is the "shared" part moreso with the "outer" of reality, rather than just the "inner" we all access inside ourselves- is that what you mean? if we experience the outer world during an obe, are we doing it in our own little "room" of reality; like it's reflected into the room how it is, but not literally there, hence why no-one's accurately recorded what they saw during one? that's persuasive compared to literally walking around our actual reality as a spirit when we float out of our bodies. we access a different part, through belief. like a way of changing our brain's way of connecting with reality. but, again, what does that mean for the literal world we're inhabiting. does the obe even happen

Anonymous 12130

>>12127
>but needing to believe in the astral dimension in order to access it is the trick itself, in this case, no? belief is known to change people's personal realities, like the placebo effect.
You need to be aware of it because you need to practice a lot of meditation I think. If you mean that this could act as some sort of placebo and deep down not be real, I guess there's always that possibility. But being able to AP and accessing the astral realm is a far too complex thing and I believe that there are several ways to confirm you indeed AP'ed instead of LD'ed that would also confirm that it is indeed a real thing. There's people who've claimed they've worked on group projects on the astral dimension in 4chang. There was this old ''realm'' called Veelox that a few nerds in /x/ claimed they had built from scratch. They even had their own sigil. It could all have been a huge LARP, quite possibly. I have some pictures with info on how to access it. It was over ten years ago. The only way to get a verification is doing all this yourself, I wouldn't trust nobody who claims they've done things like that. All AP spaces belong to the astral dimension.
> if a shared common space separates ap from lucid dreaming, then you'd expect to see this being possible. or is the "shared" part moreso with the "outer" of reality, rather than just the "inner" we all access inside ourselves- is that what you mean?
Yes. It's all very theoretical and I've never AP'ed so I don't have practical experience on the subject. It's a topic that interests me but I'm rather sceptical about it because it's so intertwined with New Age mumbo-jumbo and there are lots of larpers out there.
>info about veelox
https://www.reddit.com/r/AstralProjection/comments/73fy5a/the_story_of_veelox_4chan_astral_base/



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Coping with Death Anonymous 1432[Reply]

How do you cop with Death?
Have you lost someone close to you?
How do you feel about dying?
Are you religious? Do you believe in the afterlife?


I've had a quiet a few people who died in my life. Family to friends, some from illness, old age and even a suicide. I've grown pretty numb to being told about so and so dying. Just with in this hour my dad told me, my former neighbor's daughter passed away suddenly. I haven't spoken to her in years, it's a shame really. We used to hang out and she was really nice. But I don't feel horrified, and I am not really sad.
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Anonymous 1467

>>1432
>How do you cop with Death?
I try to learn from the stoics.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABRN0E_mI0U
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBwH2iYC-8c
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5E2AQKuCyU

>Have you lost someone close to you?

Not really, aunts, uncles and grandparents, but I was never close to any of them.

>How do you feel about dying?

Sometimes indifferent, sometimes I visualize the eternal nothingness and it drives me crazy and force myself to think about something else.

>Are you religious? Do you believe in the afterlife?

No, its ridiculous.

Anonymous 1582

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>>1432
I nearly died after contemplating suicide. Long story I won’t get in to. The thing that stopped was a sudden conviction that Hell is a real place, and I was about to spend eternity there. I felt myself recoiling from it like one does standing too close to a cliff.
After I got out of the hospital, I was a physical and emotional wreck, and people abandoned me. In that place of absence, I starting looking for the one who showed Hell to me as a warning and saved my life.
I began researching the resurrection of Christ, and I am convinced He is who he said he is.
I’m only less sad now because I know Him a little. I know I have to do His will, even though I’m a fuck up. That’s okay though, Saint Peter was too, in his own way, and he was the one Christ used to build His church. I pray the rosary daily, and I don’t miss mass now. You may not be happy if you convert, but you’ll put the world’s vanity behind you. Peace be with you.

Anonymous 1590

>How do you cope with Death?

Terribly. It's one of my more troubling anxieties.

>Have you lost someone close to you?


Four years ago I lost a dear friend in a traffic accident.

>How do you feel about dying?


Terrified, but I have a strange relationship with death. On the one hand, I love visiting cemeteries and looking at fossils, yet I'm petrified of my own mortality. The closest I've come to it was a suicide attempt last year. Funny how the mind works.

>Are you religious? Do you believe in the afterlife?


I'm neither.

Anonymous 11874

>How do you cope with Death?
Badly, I've had multiple meltdowns over it through the years. Generally I try not to think too hard about it, I'm a pretty pessimistic person too

>Have you lost someone close to you?

I've lost some pets and my grandmother. It was all very hard. I'm scared of people like my sisters or parents dying

>How do you feel about dying?

It is genuinely my greatest fear. The thought of eternity scares the fuck out of me too

>Are you religious? Do you believe in the afterlife?

Not religious, I'd like to believe something happens but truthfully all possibilities scare me and I don't know how to cope. I think most likely nothing happens and that scares me too

Anonymous 12129

>How do you feel about dying?
I recall my first time realising that I had to die. I was young, probably 7-8, and thought about it in the night, then cried. I've never been someone with strong, life-changing emotions; I simply fade in and out of experiences and don't feel the core of me has ever been particularly changed. But I do remember it. I remember bringing it up to my friend near our lockers, but not what I said. It's that moment of realising death is something everyone has to go through, and that you can't avoid it. Yet strangely enough, when I've lost people, I don't downward spiral into grief about loss and death

I do think about people who are terminally ill. Who are facing the end, and would wish for anything to have their health back. I wonder how they feel looking at others who they know will get to go on. I morbidly want to ask "don't you hate everyone else for being fine?" The living don't know anything about death, how it feels to have it approaching, not truly. Imagine being in the position where you know it's coming.

>Are you religious? Do you believe in the afterlife?

I've never had the ability to believe. I wish I did, because an afterlife would be a comfort. I want death to be a long, long dream where I'm free to communicate with dead loved ones. But our best guess is that it's similar to sleep (the simplest explanation is most likely the right one). Nothingness, none-consciousness. But I still don't understand how death can be eternal, if life can emerge from that same eternity



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