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nona i just clasped my hands together pretending one was yours… did you feel me

>>11303
Sorry I was sleeping.
Also I'm a biological male.
I'm so sorry.

>>11306
leave this realm forever fag

>>11307
lmaoooooo nona i laughed out loud reading that bwahaha

>>8535
keep your jewelry box on there! stuff you like to wear semi-regularly

Start offering

Don't feel like you have to add lots of things dedicated to her, I think she'd appreciate quality over quantity.

The holy festival of Aphrodesia has her altar purified with the blood of a sacred dove, and that no other sacrifical blood may touch it. That's all I know though

I would like a blessing

I would like to get a job, soon
I would like to find love
I would like to get out of here

>>8311
i would like to be blessed with a man i find attractive who loves me so much he skins me alive and wears me so i don't have to feel the pain of existing anymore.

Please bless me with a rhinoplasty soon. I really want one but I can't afford it right now

I would like to get a blessing for my summer work trip, so it would interesting, enjoyable and memorable (and so I would have to eat during it, it is important for as for genetically sick person)

I wish for 4plebs and archive.moe to be permanently taken offline.

52.479761, 62.185661

>>1212
I'm just focusing on the bear-head shaped outline of the island when I noticed a pentagram on the other island

>>1213
looks more like a rhino with its horn cut off

I did LSD, ketamine, 2cb, ritalin, vyvanse, mdma, zolpidem, weed, xanax, pregabalin, and quetiapine.

LSD (idk dosage, used only once) - took longer to kick in than I thought, I was laughing all the time and I had these stereotypical visuals that I always saw on the web, buildings were waving (I was outside most of the time), I saw strange colors, shapes and patterns. Sometimes I dozed off with my eyes open and thought that I was somewhere else. I felt like I had wider vision. Overall I was very happy and energetic but still didn't lost control over the situation. Pretty cool experience.

Ketamine (idk dosage - rather small - 2/3 times) - when I looked down it was like if I was a little taller than I am. I felt somewhat unreal, and like if I was walking on clouds. It also felt like I had wider vision. Cool to chill. Still, the effect was very subtle, but I wouldn't like to try larger doses.

2cb (idk dosage - was too much, used only once) - worst mistake of my life regarding drugs. I took too much and I thought that I would have a heart or an anxiety attack, had to lie down in complete darkness and count the lights on the ceiling to calm myself down and wait till it stops. I wondered if I will have to call an ambulance. Never fucking again, even if I was to try it in a small dosage, also because I'm not interested in this substance at all.

ritalin (methylphenidate) (5-20mg, used quite often) - was working good for a very long time (like a year and a half), finally I could focus, work, and finish every task I either had been given or I wanted to do but could't bring myself to do it before. Enjoyed it very much. Used mainly to do hobbies, learn, and read books. Doesn't really have recreational use to me.
I think that extended release of this drug is better than instant release.

vyvanse (lisdexamfetamine) (~25mg, used often) - same as for ritalin, just works a lot better. Extended release works longer. Preferred over ritalin, makes me a little less irritable.

mdma (idk dosage - probably a little too much, used only once) - I don't remember it that good but I know I wasn't enjoying it. I kinda didn't want to take it but tried it anyway (social setting). I took too much, I was sweating and I was uncomfortably energized. Can't really say much about it since I was negative about it from the start and didn't prepare to do it at all.

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I ate two marijuana cookies once and what I saw and heard made me vow to never touch the stuff ever again. And I know some of you are going to laugh at me and say it's all a LARP but I don't care – this is what happened:

I was watching The Andy Griffith Show when the dope started to kick in. I began to hear this faint singing that I can only liken to the songs humpback whales make, though it was much more beutiful.

The sound gets louder until I close my eyes and SEE these beautiful creatures that look as if they are composed of pure light — dazzling, kaleidoscopic, evincing all the colors of the rainbow and then some. I don't know how, but I sensed that these things were gargantuan in size. They were not even vaguely human, not in form and certainly not in mind — but they were majestic in their immensity as well as horrific in their indifference. It took me a few moments after taking all that in before I realized where I was: I was in the sky, high in the sky – like, the thermosphere at least and these great leviathans of light were there with me seemingly unaware of my presence.

They continued to sing their siren songs as I saw something rise up from the surface of the earth. As it got closer I discerned that it was a group of things – perhaps a flock of birds. By the time I realized what they really were it was too late to warn them. They were people, human souls, and the light-whale things were EATING them. They were sucking these human souls into their gullet as if they were nothing but plankton. As they were vacuumed in I could simultaneously feel the terror of the prey and the savage, ravenous satisfaction of the predators as they fed. It was then that I, too, began to feel myself succumbing to the their gravity, and with all my horror I WILLED myself to return to my body.

There was a painful sensation, almost like whiplash, and I found myself back in my trailer watching Andy Griffith. I was totally sober.

Never again.

>>11276
I believe you , some people have incredible reactions to weed that most don't. I'm glad you made it back to reality.

I love Ketamine! I hope I get my ketamine today :D

I've only done weed, shrooms and acid
Weed was really nice at first, made me feel really giggly and everything seemed funnier so I used to do it while doomscrolling but my tolerance seemed build up extremely quick where after a few months it was basically the same as being drunk which I kinda don't like so I gave it up.
Did shrooms once and didn't really enjoy it. The only thing I've been on where I just felt "drugged"
Acid was fucking incredible, best thing I've ever done and it was still a huge disappointment. I took it for the visuals cause I thought it might help my art, didn't really but the feeling of it, I've never felt as at peace and comfortable in my body as I was on acid. It made doing anything feel nice. It was during the fall and it was kinda cool and crisp outside and I could not explain to you nonas how good the wind felt against my skin. I really want to do acid again, probably do a higher dose since my lack of visuals was most likely from underdosing, a common issue for acid I hear.
Also don't listen to people who say you NEED a tripsitter, I did alone cause extremely asocial and I was fine, I know doing it with someone would've fucked me up. If you don't think you need someone you probably don't.

>>11281
unironically, abandon the devil, join the Catholic Church instead.

Before you get into devil worshipping …I would suggest normie witch craft with all your heart and a money bowl

>>1305
Remember to kiss your local fish boy today and every day until you're no longer breathing.

Reapers, skelies and ghosts! Pic is "Death and the Maiden" by Ahad.

Nona that made this thread I hope you enjoyed this movie too kekeke

I’ve done it before and it succeeded. I wasn’t as precise as picking a specific person just a guy with certain traits I needed (loyalty, loving, dedication etc).
The major barrier to manifestation is your own perception of barriers in life, what I wanted to manifest I knew was logically achievable. The less barriers you have the easier to manifest. Examples:
- you feel too ugly for him, so unconsciously while you try to manifest him wanting you, you got that thread running thru your manifestation. Then it never comes out. You need to debate with yourself how that Asian guy can all of a sudden realise you’re really hot and just his type after spending time with you, coz tbh men can find things you personally find unappealing, super appealing (see every kind of porn imaginable)
- you think you’re too dumb to get PhD acceptance, then you win a chess game and think about getting the PhD again immediately and voila, you got your acceptance letter.

I’m probably never gonna manifest 1 billion dollars because my limitation barrier is too thick, but I’ve manifested $10k in a scholarship (I didn’t even specify it was a scholarship, just earlier that year I needed an extra $10k and then this scholarship popped up months Later, applied for it, and got scored for the $10k one rather than the $15k one). I’m gonna do it again coz for everything with no limitation barrier, it’s worked 3/3 times.

>>11141
I love these stories. I discovered Neville just before the pandemic and I was so sceptic but I tried the ladder experiment and that week I had to climb a ladder, something that I had never done ever! So I kinda believe more, but I guess I'm very limited yet… Any tips?

>>11136
Nothing to beat yourself up over. There's someone for everyone. The probabilities are never 0%. (Realistically at least).
Still ironic coming from me. Despite having a bf, I feel hopeless in regards to everything else.

>>11136
Whatever you do, make sure him having a fetish for your size/race/culture/etc isn't how his attraction manifests. Since you believe these factors make it abnormal for him to be attracted to you, you don't want related subconscious garbage bubbling up into your manifestation and spoiling things.
If you want a long term relationship then factor in how his family would react to you as well.