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>>10106
Don't be a junkie.

>>10106
I've gotten that, but not from weed. Just from severe trauma and flashbacks.
I spent almost my entire childhood in a dissociative state and then I had a really hard time getting to terms with learning that I wouldn't actually disappear into thin air somehow and had to live in the real world as an actual person who'd have to be an adult and everything…
Maybe I'm too used to dissociating, but I don't think it's all bad, it's only scary if I feel like I can't snap out of it, but that's never really happened to me before, if I couldn't snap out of it it was always because a big part of me just really didn't want to… Or when you're terrified and go completely mute and stuff, it's not that I want to talk, I just want to be left alone so that I can hide under my blanket, hug my plushies and feel safe again.
I got that dissociative empty feeling when I took laughing gas at the dentist, but I wasn't really worried about it, I was just glad that I didn't have to worry about the procedure as much and I felt normal again after the laughing gas effect dissipated. I wouldn't use it recreationally though, because I know that if I really need to dissociate, my body will do that on its own. I just kinda trust in it and hopefully I won't really need to do it and can just be myself and happy as a full person, even if it's hard sometimes.
I think hyperarousal is the worst though… I looked up some things to snap out of it because unlike with a dissociative state, I really can't stand this stress for more than a minute, it just drives me nuts and I really really don't want to wait for it to go away on its own, it sucks so damn much, I'd rather scratch my skin open or hopefully have mints or chilli to eat on hand because that kind of stuff really helps with it

feeling like i was not part of this Earth anymore bc of weed was a very calming and pleasant experience. the feeling afterwards that my life from then on was just a combination of dreams and some sort of euphoric hallucination before death is something i will never forget. im not afraid of not being real or dead so it's fun.

>>10106
I've gotten hallucinations from a single smoke, psychotic breaks with continued use. Weed is not for me, folks.

Omaga aki is so hot i wanna step on his balls

not really related to your post but i wish i had a friend to browse weird places like r34 with just for fun

>>10857
Me too anon. I had some of my best chuckles browsing weird shit over there. I would friend you..

>>10117

Very outsider art-ish. Sometimes hard to tell if fetish material is intentionally or unintentionally creepy sometimes

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55159492

It's by an artist named Nizdorak.

>>10121
No they don't

>>9433
Holy crap, could they be secret locations for human trafficking or Illuminati hideouts?

>>9591
It's human trafficking shit for sure.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXIrNTBc4A0
This one's not creepy, just an awkward music video some woman made that I stumbled upon. It has 1.4k views right now. I feel like someone here might appreciate it.

>>538
This website has a lot

>https://icebergdb.com/iceberg-collection/#

The entire Gophersphere is fun to check out.

This is so cool!The ghost honestly startled me for a bit :p.

Happy Halloween, everyone!

>>367
Oh wow
I love nature and season boards but this is one of my favorite threads now.

When I was a teen, I used to have very frightening lucid dreams about dark creatures and spirits, some of just wanted to talk or show me things, some of them wanted to play or take me to their home in a park near my home, but I think the creepiest one was the spirit of a girl who lived below my bed and liked to lick my legs, like a leech.

Sometimes I wanted to escape when the creatures weren’t friendly, but I’m always very slow, so I learned to jump very high and fly.

>>414
when i was little i used to wake up sweating due to night terrors…
id wake up and be coverd in sweat and hide under my covers id be so scared sometimes id pee my bed..
it all started around 4th grade…
im certain there was something evil tormenting me in tht room…

>>414
>nature and season boards
Got any examples?

Dunno if you're still taking requests: Should i step away from this friend group, or am i being hasty based on minor discomfort? Deck 1 please! And thank you.

will i ever move to my desired country? will my career plans work out there? deck 2 plz

2 readings for 2 separate questions (if you are still doing readings):

1 (deck 1): Will I be happy in my career path? Or should I fall back on the other one?

2. (Deck 2) Will my husband cheat/die/have a mental breakdown in the future and ruin our marriage?

>>10995
nona wtf this was all SO accurate. if you're still lurking this thread I've got to beg you for another reading just because every part of this checked out completely (and now I'm obscenely defensive, as you predicted)

If you're still around tarot Nona
Will I finally succeed and be happy this year? Will I find love?
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>>10403
>lose your individuality
on my way

Spirits are formless. They don't "look" like anything because they are beyond the field of vision. If you are to imagine a spirit, imagine a thin layer of silk spread evenly over the entirety of space time. Spirits exist everywhere at all times. They're neither here nor there. Spirits are immaterial; they aren't tied to the physical realm. Your mother was right in that spirits appear like bodies of water; meaning, like liquids, they take the shape of the containers that hold them. When there is no containers, they overflow across the material realm. Spirits can appropriate the forms that they have seen in life, but those are like crass impersonations and don't hold weight. In your mind, imagine a great big ocean, but the ocean has no borders nor landmasses, it's just endless water. Now imagine all that has existed and all that will exist is held within the confines of that ocean. That is what the spirit is.

I always imagined them as just light orbs that can take on any shape or form they desire. Unless there is some kind of metaphysical gender for them but I doubt it

>>8999
Karlyn Borysenko in picrel vibes, new age/new thought is so weird. And kinda nihilistic when you really get into it.

>>9018
Mormons and new agers/thoughters believe you do because pre-birth/post-death you’re infinitely smarter and do it for a higher spiritual purpose. It walks a line between “ok that kinda makes sense” and spiritual bypassing, idk if I believe it cuz there’s so many NDEs that say its true and technically any finite suffering doesn’t mean anything for an eternal existence, I hope it’s not true though, it’s so nihilistic.

>>10528
You can just say you think they’re omnipresent, sounds a lot like Nirvana is what you’re describing imo

Not sure if I should dump this here but I'm pretty sure I interacted with one last night.
Just a note: don't take my word for granted, this experience could be sleep paralysis related but it's unlikely since that has never happened to me (until now, i guess)
Naturally, I went to sleep at 5 AM, and everything was going as usual until, after 30 minutes, I notice someone or something is lifting my arm. As I slowly open my eyes, I notice a transparent female figure next to my bed, still holding my arm. When I fully wake up, "she" moves all the way to the left, trying to escape being perceived, I assume? Honestly I don't even know, it might be my brain fucking with me. I've never sleepwalked before but I'm aware I talk in my sleep.

TL;DR Ghosts/spirits probably look completely transparent and antrophomorpic, or at least the one who chose to haunt me did.

the spiritual experiences ive had as an adult always seemed to involve a sense of presence, as if there was more to the place than met the eye. I haven't ever seen a ghost but this is my initial impression of places been to and learned afterwards were haunted. over time i began to associate it with places that i wasn't later on told were haunted.

ive also been to places that felt exceptionally devoid, spiritually. they have a different quality to them, an unpleasant one. as if the place had no memory.

i think my impression of souls and spirits is to see them as characteristics of their environments, like echoes.
>>8999
that's how i always imagined them too..

Things have happened after spells or rituals for me sometimes. Unfortunately, it was almost never pretty. A large amount of spellwork is larp but it's not pointless: if you figure out a ritual/practice that actually does something, there's a high chance of it not being quite what you intended in a monkey's paw type situation that can even take lives. for that reason most of the rituals are meant as a form of safeguarding against negative effects, often by safeguarding against any effects whatsoever, but also by setting intentions and expectations so that if anything does happen, you are at least protected from it.

>>10975
You understand the MK Ultra was only brought up because of the redactions that were in the release, right? Maybe next time you post you could add a little bit more content instead of just self-aggrandizement.

>>10977
All the pig farms have been on in the US have been pretty good on caretaking, but they are extremely biosecure. I never saw any mistreatments of the pigs or anything. But I have the same feelings about the avian flu. The only difference is that they use avian flu to go after backyard chicken keepers and I don't know if ASF is used to punish small swine production. Maybe because it's less common?

There has never a case of chickens catching avian flu from wild birds, but many backyard flocks were euthanized because of the belief that they had avian flu. There's only recently been a case of a human catching Avian flu, and he was like 65 years old with comorbidities. I really think it's just to make sure people don't produce their own food from healthier flocks and happier chickens.

>>9211
kek

>>386
I think conspiracy theories are interesting and funny like "what if" stories, like the Dresden Files, but only as long as nobody gets hurt…
I hate the thought that some people take the reptilian thing seriously, or the UFO pyramid stuff and whatever. The concept of reptilian people sounds so cool, like in fantasy stories and the sort of interspecies romance books I like to read, yet, some insist on making it a euphemism for juice or whatever else they're rallying against, it's disgusting.
If I met a snake man, I'd wanna know if he has two dicks and not assume that he's secretly part of some secret society that has magical powers or whatever. And if snake men with two dicks existed, they absolutely would show it off, there's no doubt in my mind that if any of that was real, we'd have really good evidence for it.
Instead, it often just boils down to the invisible demon in your room, you can't see it, you can't touch it, it supposedly does things that coincidentally could be done by the cat and there's just no way to prove its existence because it can also control your mind to forget it and it's also indestructible or whatever and just… It's just so damn ludicrous. And then people pretend like the demon went to possess the cat when it was just running around and acting goofy and boom, dead cat, thanks for nothing conspiracy nuts. Like yeah, it's good to question things, but you actually have to find ways to verify your conjecture and think about how the world would be different if what you're imagining just isn't true at all. What if aliens didn't build the pyramids? Then people did it. Is that unlikely? No, humans can build pyramids, why wouldn't they have built them thousands of years ago? It sounds like a cool project, humans love making cool stuff.
I don't think there's any conspiracy theories I really believe in, like, sure, I'll have my doubts about some things and entertain possibilities but I'll need some good evidence that isn't debunked 100 times over and it should actually make some sense and not just hint at someone having made it up just to be racist, to sell their books and merch or whatever agenda they were following.
Like, some things just align with the kind of world we live in. Yes, doctors do try to sell you unnecessary surgeries to make more money, there's plenty of evidence for it and yeah, there's a lot of corruption aroPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

The feds shut 4chan down. They did a dry run April 1st and almost 15 days later on Tax day, she's gone. Rules of lesser magic inform that they have to tell us what they're going to do. It's on brand for TPTB to use entertainment and/or jokes to convey this information.

A lot more will be revealed soon, stay tuned.

Not entirely sure if I believe it but does anyone else feel like the Prison Planet conspiracy may be real?

>>9206
Makes a lot of sense except the talkative part, I won't talk unless something interests me a lot. Is there any hope for me or should I just slit my wrists already?

Do me next! Does it have to be color coded? I got it from Costar kek.

>>9154
why must it be so hard we don’t deserve this

Sun in Aries, moon in Sagittarius

Used to be big into astrology around fall of 2023, don’t really believe in it anymore but I find it fun still. My signs are Leo Sun, Libra Moon, Cancer Rising, and a Venus In Leo that I know so far

Tulpas aren't real.

Kek, what's your tulpa like and what do you mean by feeling strange, nona?

>>10390
>That being said I have a question. Are tulpas demons?
yes Tulpas are psychic entities which feed off the energy your brain is formed by, turn to God and banish it, ask politely first tho, maybe get a psychiatrist

>>10390
Whatever you feed into a tulpa is often whatever you get out of it. Though if it's doing something "evil" outside of what it was intended for, it may just be a reflection or manifestation of the subconscious. To some degree, all people are capable of horrible things and will find ways to "justify" it. Like nazis just "following orders" and "doing their job".

>>10391
Idk there’s lots of stories, this video by Hannah The Horrible gives a pretty good take on it all imo