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Growing mushrooms in my body Anonymous 5389[Reply]

I'm a slacker with no goals, but the freedom of neet is becoming samey. I'm starting to wish I could take Lay Down And Rot more literally. It's like an intrusive thought but I agree with it.
I'm not worried about my health. The smell and damp of mold doesn't bother me at all.
What does bother me is that it can't be at all practical and is probably awful in reality. Is there a way I can achieve my dream of becoming a mushroom-woman symbiote?
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Anonymous 5410

>>5409
His condition had nothing to do with parasites, it's a strange reaction to HPV, a virus.

Anonymous 5411

>>5409
You can imagine whatever the fuck you want, but you would be wrong because you're an idiot who doesn't know what a fungus is.

Anonymous 5412

>>5402
Contract filamentous basidiomycetes (mushrooms growing in the stomach) or Schizophyllum commune (mushrooms growing in the sinus or lungs).

Both of these conditions will make you feel incredibly ill. Best of luck to you.

Anonymous 5415

>>5412
No thanks.

Anonymous 5433

shit yourself forever



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How to summon incubus Anonymous 3269[Reply]

How do I summon incubus, I'm really horny, also needs to be white.
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Anonymous 5357

>>3269
If you actually want to summon one of these entities then your best bet would be to do the letter of intent ritual. 4chan's /x/ has a succubus thread that has all the details on how to summon these entities and advice for making the connection stronger if a connection has been established. Highly recommend you read up on much of this as you can before you summon as there can be serious consequences if you go about it wrong

Anonymous 5368

>>5331
I'm this anon and I still got nothing and my period just ended and I am still feeling like I'm in dire need of an incubus that fits this bill.

I think I will check out the succubus thread on /x/

Anonymous 5375

>>5357
I did that ritual with the letter about a month ago. I've been having a lot more sexual dreams recently, with quite attractive men that seem to shapeshift. I'm pleased with this outcome, it's fun to dream right now.
Donald Tyson has a great book called Sexual Alchemy that goes over everything you need to know about having relationships with spirits. You can find it on libgen easily.

Anonymous 5377

>>5375
Meditation is great for the bond and learning how to lucid dream will allow you to contact your partner more easily.

Anonymous 5383

Spoiler

>unironically inviting a male vitality-sapping demon into your house
ishyddt



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Anonymous 5276[Reply]

What is the hat man?
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Anonymous 5347

>>5343
I've had sleep paralysis but have never seen a figure. In fact, I've never seen anything because my eyes were always closed and could not open during my sleep paralysis. I've also went through a phase quite some years ago where every night, sometimes more than once, I'd become paralyzed.
With this said, what is the difference between different types of sleep paralysis? Why do some people see a man in a hat versus other images or nothing at all?

Anonymous 5348

>>5343
Please share your knowledge.
>>5347
I've only had sleep paralysis once and I couldn't open my eyes or move. I was lying in a ''Z'' position (I used to sleep in a fetal position back in the day but that still felt weird and uncomfortable because of the 45º angle my legs were doing, parallel to the end of the bed). I felt a dark malevolent presence and managed to slightly open my eyes. I could only percieve a vampire-like tall completely black figure who whispered some shit to my ear and pressed/touched my neck. My head was turned to the wall. Before that I already knew about sleep paralysis but I believed everything was about the visual hallucinations. Maybe it just was my good ol' pedo cousin.

Anonymous 5349

>>5348
Do people really feel a presence? Every time I've had sleep paralysis it's just the feeling of being unable to breath and the panic that ensues. I never hear anything or feel anything on my neck but people describe pretty much what you just described. I mostly get sleep paralysis if I am lying completely straight with my head facing straight on. Now I tilt my head to either side if I want to sleep straight.

Anonymous 5351

>>5349
I really did feel a presence. It felt like something in between a dream and reality (sounds dumb but I don't know how to describe it). So you can condition yourself into having sleep paralysis depending on how you go to sleep? That's almost good luck.

Anonymous 5353

>>5351
Yeah I guess I can force myself to have it if I sleep completely straight and rigid but I don't want to because I hate it, it feels like if I don't break out of it then I'll die. If I wanted to die in my sleep I don't want to feel it happening kek



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STRANGE DEATHS THREAD Anonymous 2099[Reply]

I'll post the first one: Monica Meyer, the mayor of Betterton, Maryland, died while checking her town's sewage tanks. She fell in and drowned in 15 feet of human waste.
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Anonymous 4878

>>4877
Ohhhhh, there's some guy using an automated script that's probably linking directly to certain URLs associated with the threads and then executing from there. That makes sense I suppose, still annoying, but at least I don't feel like I'm slipping slowly into a schizophrenic episode.

Anonymous 4914

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I can't imagine how horrific drowning to death in molasses would be, nor how incredibly humiliating.

Anonymous 4919

not a specific case, but there is a disease that gradually turns your muscles into bone, eventually making you completely unable to move.

it has 100% fatality and there is no cure.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fibrodysplasia_ossificans_progressiva

Anonymous 5061

>>4919
i went to the mutter museum and saw the skeletons of the individuals mentioned in that article. its crazy. i looked at them for like 15 minutes straight just thinking about what it must have been like. i am very grateful that they were willing to donate their bodies. what a sad but fascinating disease

this disease is also just as fascinating/tragic to me
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lesch–Nyhan_syndrome
what disturbs me so deeply about lesch nyhan is that these individuals are self harm machines. this disease has destroyed one of their most fundamental traits of a living organism, the self-preservation instinct. they will do anything they can to hurt themselves, physically or otherwise. its like some kind of fairytale curse, but real. what seems most tragic are the ones who make it clear that they hate the pain but their body is hell bent on destroying itself and their mind cant tell it to stop

Anonymous 5306

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_selfie-related_injuries_and_deaths
Not really strange but it is interesting how many deaths have been caused by selfie related reasons.



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Using your own body as an experiment Anonymous 4161[Reply]

Does anyone else see their own physical body as a something to experiment with? I like to test its limits and see what happens if I do certain things like not take medications, take expired medications to see if they still work, do random drugs to see how they affect me. I'm just curious about my limits as a healthy young adult. I guess I see it as a tool of discovery rather than something I should leave as untarnished and clean as possible.
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Anonymous 5221

when i was still a fattychan i decided to "see what would happen" if i only had x amount of food per day (following a break up - i felt like i just wanted to fuck around and change my life) and i treated it like an experiment. i was doing a case study on myself basically taking meticulous progress pictures and notes on how i felt, how much i drank, etc. but it got to a point where i was seeing myself from an outside perspective so often i treated my body like a subject and ended up talking about myself from that perspective in my diary. it was never about being skinny and petit waify it was more about convincing myself i didnt need anything and i could be invincible cause no matter what happened to my body my analytical brain would remain the same. i showed my notes and pictures to a boufriend once and he got so freaked out and basically broke up with me, cause "im insane" and "killing myself every day".
anyway i learned that the body doesnt need much and separating your brain from your body is not very cool but kind of a fun experiment. i think next ill do a gut bacteria thing and only eat certain foods and drinks until i notice my poop changing

Anonymous 5239

>>5221
>but it got to a point where i was seeing myself from an outside perspective so often i treated my body like a subject and ended up talking about myself from that perspective in my diary.

You don't do this outside dieting?
Normalfags don't do this at all?

Anonymous 5258

>>5239
cant say cause ive never really read another persons diary and dont know what normies think in true privacy, but no i didnt used to see myself like that. i was very much myself and my body was a part of myself. but i got to thinking that my brain is my self, and my body is outside of me so there was a big disconnect between what i was thinking and what i was actually physically feeling.

Anonymous 5259

>>4161
i don't plan on doing it but i've always wanted to consume small doses of poisons, chemical substances etc. not enough to kill me but enough for me to understand what it feels like

Anonymous 5263

>>5221
As somebody who just started antibiotics, really has been helping regulate that. But I've felt better in general. Worried since I'm on it for acne and it causes yeast infections. But you go anon, nothing better than regular poo schedule and regular sleep.



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Question about Reporting Posts on 4chan Anonymous 736[Reply]

This is a certified idiot question

but is there a way to report posts on 4chan to fbi
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Anonymous 3997

>>3996
Yes. Enjoy the comf.

Anonymous 3998

>>3997
well dang, that's pretty crazy. i might hang around a little bit, but my attention span demands moar so i'll probably keep 4chan tabbed

Anonymous 3999

probably a good time to hang here though, the female thread over there is getting goreposted.

Anonymous 4008

>>3998
try lolcow.farm , they're more active than here

Anonymous 5252

>>3996
most western imageboards post-2014 get relatively low traffic compared to how they did when the internet was less centralised



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Intrusive and obsessive thoughts Anonymous 5246[Reply]

>be me, 3/10 stinky urbanism nerd
>studying cs in uni, freshman year
>see a beautiful moid with long (like, really long) blonde hair
>he is in my program so we are having lectures together
>no common friends so i don't talk to him and just enjoy his presence
>no stalking or intrusive thoughts
>maybe some staring… and head turning..
>guy suddenly drops out
>experience loss of overall satisfaction
>start obsessing over this guy, he now lives rent free in my head
>all constructive thoughts escape my mind, intellectual productivity drops to 0
>start stalking
>develop ethnic supremacy values
And these thoughts seem to never leave my mind. I would explore philosophical and urbanistic questions before he had left, now all i can think of is blonde supremacy, this sounds so fucking stupid. Why would i become like that? I would still never get a chance with someone like him, first - i am not the most pleasant person both physically and emotionally, second - moids aren't pleasant as well. Is there a way to get this obsession out of my mind? Pic unrelated

Anonymous 5247

>>5246
Channel this energy into drawing? Draw yourself a beautiful long golden haired male.

Anonymous 5251

>>5247
based advice. turn the musings into a muse. sculpt, model, dress up characters in games, make up stories and post them anonymously, etc. it is great fun, and if you turn him into a character, he will be a cooler version of that guy.
alternatively, masturbate so much to him that you get bored, it worked for me sometime as i exhausted every fantasy scenario. the best one though is to develop a new crush, one that would get you interested in urbanism or computer science. it could be an attractive teacher, another classmate, or potentially a hot youtuber on this topic. i am not good with forcing crushes but once i am bored of an old one i easily transition to a new crush. i think this dude is just your type and you've discovered this for the first time. i am really into dudes that look like a mexican jesus, so at one point i tried finding models with that style and found some porn list of guys with long hair. i still think that's the hottest look a guy could have and i am kinda ashamed that i am so autistic about a type but if moids can have types for boob and butt size i think this is fine too.



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Machiavellian temptation Anonymous 3193[Reply]

I often have the urge to burn all bridges, cut all my friends off from my life, always lie and never reveal anything about myself, manipulate people around me etc. The way I handle this temptation is by doing the exact opposite; I rarely lie (to the point of everyone around me knowing me as a very blunt person), I am very outspoken and straightforward about myself, I don’t even flatter my way to top -let alone manipulating. And don’t get me wrong, it’s not a mask or anything, both people are still me. But I feel like I’m conflicted and I’m going to slip out. Especially since I’m going to live in a new place soon. Do you also have these temptations? How do you deal with it? Do you think I am wrong to hide this side of me completely?

Anonymous 3195

>I often have the urge to burn all bridges, cut all my friends off from my life, always lie and never reveal anything about myself

This part is just common sense these days with the internet.

Anonymous 3208

>>3193
Depends on what you are trying to accomplish. There's nothing wrong with being a machiavellian liar if it achieves the objective, but what is your objective?

Anonymous 3209

>>3208
nothing. it's just a temptation

Anonymous 3210

>>3209
Ah, well if you have no objective it is objectively a bad idea to be machiavellian then. With no objective you are just unmoored wishing to ride the currents gently where they go, and you certainly shouldn't act like someone with an agenda if you don't have one. All risk, no gain.

If I had to say how I deal with it, it would be, if I'm not trying to achieve something, then don't fucking rock the boat, and realize the most machiavellian thing I could do in such a situation is nothing.

On the other hand, if you're getting random urges, it's probably because you're bored and just want to stir shit up anyway.

Anonymous 5209

>>3193
For me it's this burning temptation to really test the limits of what I'm capable of in terms of manipulation and deceit. Not just playing with people's minds though, but all the technical and practical skills I need to do so, on the computer and in practice.



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Universe People Anonymous 4725[Reply]

How based are they? Are the things they are telling true? Should we praise Ashtar Sheran? They even have a website: http://www.angels-light.org/
I really wonder what miners think. Insanity or the ultimate truth?
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Anonymous 4728

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the more I read about, the more fascinated i become

Anonymous 4729

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this is the last one i will post

Anonymous 4850

holy fuckign shit

Anonymous 4940

ashtar sheran is my wife

Anonymous 5205

Christians are one of the weirdest larpers I've seen.



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Anonymous 1583[Reply]

how do i hack the simulation, get access to unlimited data and become a demigod? im pretty sure this is my life goal and if i fail this there is gonna be another pandemic like corona but this time everyone dies and our timeline resets once again
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Anonymous 1768

>>1583
you can’t be the nobody I already posted that I was the nobody four days ago on real /x/ stop stealing my kills

Anonymous 3742

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I don't know but I don't think it's easy.

Anonymous 4530

Up, Up, Down, Down, Left, Right, Left, Right, B, A, Start

Anonymous 4531

>>4530
No it's down down up upright left right left a b start

Anonymous 5204

>>1583
Isn't meditation the most obvious answer?



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