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i am the worst person in the world Anonymous 124716[Reply]

most women are deluded when they think they meet a good man. all my life i've never met a good man. until i met this one. his behavior was akin to Jesus Christ. it seemed as if it was physically impossible for him to do anything which even mildly inconviences anyone, let alone hurting anyone. as for me, it seems like i am physically incapable of doing anything but hurting people. to cut it short, he absolutely did not deserve what i did to him. i met him online and within less than a month of dating i got blackout drunk and cheated on him. like an idiot i talked to my friends about it because i cant keep my mouth shut about anything. i talked to my best friend about it and what we decided was since it was so early on and i genuinely saw a future with him i should just move on from it. forget about it. so i didn't tell him. we kept talking.

we decided we wanted to see eachother in person. he spent $5000 on a plane ticket and an airbnb for 25 days. i started birth control- the Opill, 3 days before he came. the first 2 days were heavenly. then on the 3rd night we shared a bottle of vodka together. i was doing okay until i put on his boxers. i was reminded of what i had done to him. i grabbed a kitchen knife and started to cut myself in front of him. i cut my neck. then we went to sleep. the dream was over. over the course of the next couple weeks i just wanted to stay in bed all day. i kept arguing with him over the tiniest things. it was like i was constantly on edge. he said it felt like i was never actually there, never "lucid enough to have an actual conversation with." we only had sex a few times because he said he could only have sex with someone who he felt loved him and he didnt feel like i loved him. we didn't go out a lot, not a lot of "cute dates…" we went out to fast food joints a few times. then he broke up with me. he said we could still stay friends and he could keep "taking care of me" but we couldn't have a romantic relationship anymore. he said i should leave the airbnb for a few days. my best friend, who lives nearby where we were staying, asked for his discord tag because "he's a foreigner trapped in an airbnb alone and we (her and her roommate, an acquaintance of mine who also knew what i had done to him,) want to be there for him incase anything goes wrong." then i left to go home.

then it gets worse. basically to cut it short they told him i have something to tell him and i threatened suicide over it. i video cPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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Anonymous 125022

>>125020
Definitely a moid quoting dostoevsky, about a prostitute in the 19th century and using that to compare to a modern woman having sex jfc


…and a psychiatrist not a therapist???

Anonymous 125043

How is it cheating when you weren't dating, schizo story

Anonymous 125046

hey i know this girl lol.. u need to isolate yourself from everyone besides maybe a few girl FRIENDS not potential love interests cos i know ur ass is fruity. i would be surprised if you followed through with therapy. also it's funny you mention not wanting to hurt your family by killing yourself but do you think your life choices make them happy? the ones they do and don't know about. you don't care unless they know huh, similar to your cheating style. mreh i don't mean to be such a cunt but you need to open your EYES.

Anonymous 125199

>>125046
are you saying i should kill myself if im making nobody happy why dont you fuck off my bpd mother is the whole reason i'm like this she made my dad have to sell our fucking house because she racked up $50k in divorce fees and she kept punching herself in the stomach to get fake restraining orders shes spent almost 20 years torturing us so who fucking cares if my mom is happy with my life choices
ive paid matthew $1180 so far out of probably around $6000 i need to pay him back for and i dont have any friends in the first place i just have a couple of girl friends from high school i've been drinking with sometimes
what do you think i've been doing man do you think i'm happy because i'm not
>>125043
we were dating for like 4 months

Anonymous 125200

>>125014
>>124770
ive been talking to him a lot i just called him at work today and i dmed him a few days ago but it doesnt go anywhere. i keep wanting to somehow get something more from talking to him but i cant because our relationship has been so utterly decimated all i can say is the same things over and over (i'm sorry…i miss you…i'm so stupid…i wish it was different…i wish it wasn't like this i wish I wasnt like this) its so hard to let go i dont know whats wrong with me i was such a collossal idiot to throw him away he was perfect i know i'm not a victim and i'm not pitiable but its so fucking hard. i just cant imagine how hard it is for him thinking about it makes me sick imagine this girl you trusted who lied to you for months who looked you in the eyes and lied to you over and over keeps pestering you even calls you at work i wish we could double suicide but i asked him and he said no. a double suicide would be embarassing on his part anyways he doesnt deserve to die with me



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boyfriend says he feels catfished by me? Anonymous 125071[Reply]

ive been dating this guy for about 6 months and its been really good until recently. he's super sweet, attractive, intelligent, very much a catch. ive never been with a guy who ive felt so happy to be with and i havent dated in a while.

things were going well until recently, when we were hanging out at his house and i was sitting on his couch sans makeup.

thing is, ive worn pretty heavy makeup when we first met, and i haven't taken it off until now. i noticed he was being really distant and i asked him why.

that's when everything came to head. he reluctantly admitted he felt really disappointed with how i naturally look and he was more excited to date me when i was done up. he went on to say he felt lied to and that i look significantly different without it.

i had no idea what to say so i just told him that he shouldn't be dating me if it was bothering him that much. he told me he wasn't sure how to bring it up to me and that maybe we weren't as great of a fit as he originally thought.

ever since then ive been replaying the event in my head and we're still together, but there's now an awkward distance between us. ive been feeling really down about the whole situation and have no idea of how to move forward.

nonas, what would you do if you were me? ive never had this problem with boyfriends until this week and i now feel pretty insecure about my makeup usage. i have no idea if he still likes me and we havent spoken as much after the conversation happened.

i'd appreciate any advice. thanks for listening if you've gotten this far.
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Anonymous 125149

Definitely sympathetic to you op, though I've never been in a relationship. People can't "catfish" by wearing makeup. Men who accuse women of catfishing by wearing makeup need to get over themselves, and I say this as a makeup free woman, they should stop guilt tripping using the term catfish. To men "catfishing" is worse than being a serial cheater so you know he doesn't respect you, and all his boy friends are pitying him because his woman is slightly less attractive than he hoped.

If he wanted a woman who wore makeup 24/7 or a woman who never wore makeup he should've made that explicit instead of feeling sorry for himself.

Anonymous 125150

>>125071
You intentionally artificially improved your appearance and he saw you with the mask off. Its the IRL version of using Photoshop. What did you expect?

Anonymous 125190

men and women both, but particularly men, are attracted to pretty / beautiful faces due to evolutionary psychology.

"If in our evolutionary past, information was present about a person's mate and/or social value (e.g. provisioning ability, genetic quality) in any way, then an advantage would accrue to those who used these signs and those individuals would leave more genes behind in the next generation. Theoretically then, preferences guide us to choose mates who will provide the best chance of our genes surviving. In many studies, this evolutionary view of attractiveness has been used to predict the specific characteristics of attractive faces."

Makeup is an arms race to level the playing field for those who don't have natural beauty and good looks. It's purposely obfuscated/obtuse by its users (men and women alike who use it, including people like actors) so that its "victims" don't realize whats going on.

You just pulled the veil off and now his evolutionary psychology has kicked in in overdrive saying "this is not right"

Anonymous 125194

>>125190
Horseshit

Men aren't any more visual than women. Anyone who says this is trying to con love and twist your arm into pretending you're attracted to apes, and therefore drop your expectations and standards to the point they're in a basement in hell.

Bury ugly moids a thousand feet underground for what they do to us collectively because they are repugnant

Anonymous 125197

>>125194
Relatively, they are. Men don't care about women's wealth or education, they care much less about non facial physical traits too (height, hands, etc). All that's left is facial attractiveness.



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Vent Thread Anonymous 120288[Reply]

Previous thread >>117577
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Anonymous 125155

>>120790
>Why don't guys want to exist in my friend zone?
Hmmmm

Anonymous 125179

I got blood work results back a couple weeks ago and they say there's something wrong with my liver. I'm genuinely so scared, they haven't elaborated to me even though I reached out, I try not to think about it because I don't know what's happening. I don't drink or do drugs or anything like that, maybe it's a weight thing since I don't have the best eating habits

Anonymous 125184

I just feel down about everything today. I can't be bothered cooking, listening to music, doing anything, really. The personal, professional and political are all sapping my spirit.

>>125179
If it was something serious they probably would have told you ASAP.

Anonymous 125185

>>125179
Did they not schedule an appointment to follow up with your doctor? Can you log into a portal and see the results yourself? Just paste them into chatgpt and ask what's wrong (people might bitch but this works 99% of the time)

Anonymous 125192

The first male friend I make turns out to be a guy who’s into anime and also interested in one of my female friends, who already has a boyfriend. Long story short my female friend ditched him because she has a bf and couldn't sext with him anymore, since then stopped talking with her, even thou he was supposed to be her friend, he barely talks with me and I am starting to believe he only talks with women if he knows he is going to get something out of it.
He is pro everything trans and his male friends probably groomed him into liking trap degenerate stuff like they always do, kinda makes me sad, I thought he was ok.



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Hate Thread Anonymous 118525[Reply]

What do you hate and why?
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Anonymous 124909

>>124907
:(…
I've managed to avoid that kind of hurt by never really making plans in the first place (bad solution lol)
If you're into this sort of thing, tonight's a New Moon. So if you'd set up for a group thing and everyone feels distant or unready, it could outgoingness at its natural ebb.

Anonymous 125187

I hate feeling disconnected from other people.
I hate not enjoying normie things.
I hate thinking two people are friends, only to realise later they hate each other.
I hate knowing that they gossip about me the same way they gossip about each other.
I hate that they have the gall to waste my time with faux-polite banalities.
I hate that having friends is difficult.
I hate that not having friends is harder.

>>124900
I think the prize is getting to experience love.
I'd question whether it's true love if they incessantly bring it up.

Anonymous 125188

>>125187
Not having friends is easy as shit if you know what people are really like

Its like vacation

Anonymous 125189

>>125187
The only person I interact with every day is my husband. So he comes up a lot the few times I have conversations with others. Maybe normies are the same.

Anonymous 125191

>>125189
Yeah it makes sense, don't worry about it



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Anonymous 125169[Reply]

anyone else genuinely painful to look at i stopped going to school at 12 because of total ostracization over my face getting harder not to blow my head off

Anonymous 125177

>>125169
I have a complex over my hair in public most days but…

Sounds brvtal, though, I'd hope as an adult randos would care less but the social developmental damage has been done, huh

Anonymous 125178

>>125169
how old are you now nona? do you go to work? i dropped out of hs due to the same thing. therapy and meds have helped a lot but it’s still a struggle.



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Positivity. Anonymous 116556[Reply]

Share any positive feelings or positive things.

Garden your soul garden.
Every focus is infinite multiverses.
Keep watering the ideas/plants that make you feel the loveliest love


Here’s a thing that has made me feel so good and is important to me:
Thousands of Polska girls and Belarus girls are covering my NorthAmerican city with graffiti. They’ve somehow clearly gotten the idea to all become collectively like a splatoon. It has changed the energy immensely and really improved the omnipresent feminism quality~level vibe. These girls have religions about ancient euro queens and it really shows, lots of ethereal stuff.. I see so many soulful girls are more comfortable loitering around and making anywhere a party! That’s SO important! Sovl
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Anonymous 124455

>>124368
No, but i’m planning to go back!

Anonymous 124636

I had a sugary starbucks drink for the first time in years, it was so good.

Anonymous 124706

Feels good to be able to hold a long conversation in the language of the land I live in right now. I'm so glad I chose to take on this job along my studies which gives me the chance to work on my smalltalk, makes all the difference, because I felt very detached until now, finally starting to get what being connected feels like.

Anonymous 124782

OP, I'm going to buy a little notebook and write things I'm thankful for in it every day. Thanks for the inspiration.

Anonymous 125171

I started making notes of things I'm thankful for in my memo app. Usually 1-2 things a day. It's improved my outlook and I feel much happier.



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I hate myself Anonymous 124840[Reply]

What I'm about to say may sound retarded as hell. No, I'm not a tranny, but I don't like my boobs. I hate how they're just there to feed a baby, I hate how my entire body is just meant to breed, I hate how they ruin every outfit, etc. I feel uncomfortable with them, does that make sense? Like my body isn't my own. I wanna get them cut off, I wish I had a flat chest honestly. I have a B cup/average size, not too big or too small but I genuinely hate them. No, I'm not a tranny, I'm still a woman I just don't want tits. But I know if I said this anywhere else I'd get called trans. This is my first time posting here, usually I just look at posts but this is really the only place where I could get advice.
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Anonymous 125146

>>125145
Because your breasts are a constant source of unwanted attention, the reason people will be disingenuous just to get into your pants, a reminder many see you as an object rather than a person and someone to be pidgeonholed into a subservient role.

I mean, I don't hate my boobs and this is all put a bit dramatically but I understand where this may be coming from.

Anonymous 125152

>>125151
I mean, if you got a better idea why OP hates her breasts, speak away.

Anonymous 125157

>>125151
This kind of moid it's most likely to be a faggot

Anonymous 125164

>>125157
Don't lie. Attention is flattering if it's from a guy you are attracted to. Its only insulting if he gives you the ick.

Anonymous 125170

>>125146
>>125146
Huhhh I have huge boobs and I always ended up having intelligent conversations with nerdy men but I scare people off or piss people off who aren't nerds so I kind naturally have a psychological barrier to men likely to say misogynistic crap

Still yeah I have had horrible experiences with men but not because of my boobs

I'm sorry you got through that



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confessions thread 2 Anonymous 63992[Reply]

>>51270 previous bread

I never brush my teeth for the full 2 minutes
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Anonymous 124642

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Anonymous 124643

I always heard my Mom calling out "Bonnie" (my recently deceased dog) during the beginning of the 2nd verse of this song.
Idk why, it might be due to a chemical deficiency in my brain, as that same verse puts it, but it has disturbed me for the past 9 years, ngl…

Anonymous 124644

>>107666
So what if you can see
The darkest side of me

Anonymous 125137

>>63992
If this is the worst you have done, you're a saint in disguise.

Anonymous 125141

I wanted to like Ziwe Fumudoh because she's such a boss as far as showbiz goes, well educated and not a nepo baby etc. But holy fk her satire is ass. I've never liked the format of "intentionally uncomfortable interview" because it mirrors regular mundane bullying too closely. Whenever I see her shorts all I can think about are the dumb mean girls who think this is a legitimate interviewer. I just can't wrap my head around publicly embarrassing someone unless you hate them.



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Ugly Vent Thread Anonymous 124874[Reply]

A thread for women to vent and share their experiences with being ugly and how they cope in this look obsessed society.
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Anonymous 125108

>>125106
Sounds like dysmorphia to me unless your lenses are actually fuckhuge

Anonymous 125111

im so fucking ugly im about to kill myself. last month i was going to work and a little girl looked at me and said "ew". i shouldnt even be alive.

Anonymous 125112

>>125111
Maybe you just had some toilet paper stuck to your foot

Anonymous 125117

>>125112
I've been bullied a lot so.. I know I'm ugly and it's just a fact not my opinion.. I struggle a lot with suicidal thoughts and isolation bc of this..

Anonymous 125136

>>125098
lol cry moar



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Unsent Letter Thread Anonymous 115657[Reply]

Previous Thread >>2119
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Anonymous 124777

It scares me that you ever thought I liked you. & it scares me you might think I still do now. Yikes!

Anonymous 124800

please stop pretending to be me on lol cow ???? like you’re clearly writing to yourself back and forth you scary freak. you’re cancelled and you’re staying that way you violent psycho.

Anonymous 124833

Mr. Willoughby talks like you. My heart aches every time I read his lines

Anonymous 125125

Dear L,

I still think about you. I miss you. I want to reach out but I don’t even know where I could reach out to you, and I think it’s best if I leave you be. I hope you are out of that house, you didn’t deserve to get treated like that by your own family. You are too nice for this world and I hope wherever you are that you are safe and happy and in a relationship that was better than ours. I will always miss you, my sweet girl.

Anonymous 125144

>>124689
actual name



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