/feels/ - Advice & Venting

>>120663
look a the website youre typing this out at. do u really think YOURE normal? be honest.

>>125750
Nta but people who come on here to gripe about how abnormal and ugly they are are the only abnormal ones. Speak for yourself, you sound like you just capitulate to moid opinions 24/7 constantly regurgitating their opinions in feels. I don't have you're stupid moid mindgutter problems or desperation to suffocate myself to appear normal

Your attitude is what isn't normal. If you had self respect it would show to others and you wouldn't experience what you do. Your obsession with appearing normal and rigid social rules is probably why people hate you in the first place

This has nothing to do with thinking of murder just the stupid twats who come on here with disastrously mismanaged self esteem

This whole sub feels is P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C

>>125753
shut the fuck up

abusive stepdad.
he died naturally and I eventually forgave him. wasn't fun to carry around that much hate and animosity.

>>120653
I've always seen myself as a pacifist, because I can see the humanity in abusive people, I know that they're operating under the same human nature as I, I understand that hurt people hurt people and I've had a hard time reconciling these views with my abusive dad's misogyny and so on, whatever, but I was determined that I'd never want to stoop down to someone's level, to become vindictively murderous when there is a better way…
But then someone raped my mum. She didn't report it. I've never seen a report of sexual abuse work out in the first place. I only found out about it because this man's wife called my mum about why she cheated with her husband. He didn't call it rape, he called it cheating, as if breaking into her home at night and threatening her was merely "cheating on his wife". And I felt such rage. I kept asking myself "Is there really no other way? Is that it? He can just do that and the only repercussion is his wife being upset about him 'cheating'?" and… I've never wanted to kill anyone as much as that man, that shitty cultist and "friendly neighbour" rapist who hurt my mum so much, she was afraid to sleep at night and couldn't even tell me about it because I was also just a minor and just… I found out years after the fact, I don't know where he lives, but when I remember this, I still just want him dead. But truly, I wish the law and police could've been reliable and trustworthy at the time and landed this rapist in prison. But none of the rapists I know ever went to prison. And I don't know what to do about it…
I used to think myself above being swayed by my emotions to commit a murder of vengeance, to even entertain that I could ever be in favour of such a crime. But I had to accept that I'm not above that kind of feeling at all…
I don't think it's likely that I'll ever find myself in a situation where I'd really kill someone… I still would prefer a solution and outcome where no one has to die… Where the law does a great job and no people would be tempted by vigilantism, where these cases are taken seriously and rapists face some repercussions… But in my experience, they just don't. And I do worry that I could feel tempted to really hurt someone under certain circumstances. I'd rather not be in that kind of situation, but… Yeah…
So anyway, that's how I felPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>125726
Maybe this sounds insensitive but like why can’t you just lose weight? Do you have a food addiction?

>>125727
I should have included that I have lost weight and seen very clearly how differently I am treated being skinnier. It's like night and day and it makes me very depressed.

Yes I do. My family bullied me for being “fat” as a child. This caused complex ptsd, bpd, body issues and more. I have health complications so I can’t lose weight naturally and the trauma doesn’t help. I saw your other comment about how different people treat you, this is one of the things that terrify me. I feel as though if I lost all the weight I wanted and naturally became confident over time, having family members treat me differently due to how I look would honestly fuck me up.

>>125729
Can the moids making this AstroTurf slop get it through their heads we know it's their bitter agenda ? Can we talk about it once and for all mods? They're pissed at our pinkpill, etc threads so moids plaster cc with smear content like this.

Nobody actually talks like that in real life

>can you ever heal from growing up unwanted + ostracized by your peers?
This one is really hard desu and requires a lot of support from others to recover. Bottom line is you need to be wanted and accepted by others.
If the extent of the damage done to you by ostracization was limited to your self-esteem, you'll probably have an easier time recovering by simply glowing up and changing your environment to a less racist one. You have an issue but you're pretty independent socially.
But if there was serious damage done to your socialization to a point where you're self-isolating weird etc then you'll need much more actual help.

>>125731
Not OP, but sometimes I think some women in spaces like these sort of take it as a slight against all women when a woman talks about feeling ugly, lonely or pathetic or like a loser or something, and they feel the need to overperform how much of an outlier she is or that she's probably a larping moid, like embarrassedly saying "she's not with us" in case an outsider conflates her situation with yours. I don't think that's very fair. This mindset is why I never feel like I can vent about never having a boyfriend before, as if that's somehow remotely implying that applies to everyone here. It doesn't and you shouldn't care what hatereading scrotes think, even with perfect optics they would still make up bullshit reasons to insult women anyway, as they always have done for centuries including back when female outcasts were less prevalent than today.

If anything, I think it's a bit of a horseshoe to imply all women naturally live fabulous lives free of any insecurity, stress or problems. And maybe I'm being a retarded schizo, but "pinkpill" seems like an Inglourious Basterds wrong fingers moment. I thought feminism is the purplepill, and the pinkpill is moid discord/preddit tranny shit.

I dunno. Just seems a bit strange to argue we need to ban women for feeling miserable or suffering, and assuming an anecdote of a girl being harassed by moidlets is actually unrealistic anti-woman propaganda.

>>125739
There has been some complaining about "embarrassing" posts here on /feels/ but really I don't think this thread falls anywhere under that umbrella

>>125717
I mean good god "just a pick some finance moid and throw out any other standard " is only a call you make if you're destitute from southeast Asia ( even then they usually clue in to the maga crap, decide to just pump and dump him and escape for their lives)

>>125713
But you just implied we should settle for mr. moneybags who is never home .. ? If I have to wait until he leaves to be happy what is the point?? lmao??

>>125713
>I guess I overestimated ppl's mental capacity here.
most of the people's rhetoric here consists of calling you a moid whenever your opinion slightly deviates from theirs. it's pointless to discuss anything in earnest with someone like @07 or @11 whose posts may as well be identical if you really get down to their point

>>125721
Big surprise most women here don't want to settle for being a tradwife, which is the what you're proposing honestly

>>125721
Well, it’s pretty difficult to not question your femininity when you practically said “just find a rich guy bro”. That’s a very common low iq moid take…

>>123718
Sorry Ive arleady threw away the big one that was under my table. Theres a simmilar kind of rot in the corner of my room tho. Picrel. I think its a mix of accumulated dirt and mold

I'm totally worthless. Morbidly obese, unemployed, no college degree…nothing. I'm living off the good graces of others but I know this will end soon. I don't have any family that supports me. Once I can't live where I currently am, I'll kill myself. There is no future for me.

I was reading reddit and saw a picture of a gutted bathroom with people saying this is how you fix a black mould problem. Is this really the only way to deal with bad black mould. Christ. I don't want to know.

In the end it really amounted to nothing, not that life was meant to be to my liking. There's something utterly wrong with me. I don't know where to go but am I supposed to go anywhere?

Retarded boiler in my room started leaking so I put a bucket under it and prayed it would go away. 2 days of bedrotting later the bucket has overfilled and the leak has gone down to my living room forming a big bulge on the ceiling. Probably gonna have to call someone to look at it and they’ll have to go into my depression room. Also I have the worst social anxiety ever. Fuck my life.

>>125071
Jesus fucking Christ what is the point ? If you put up with this horSe shit from men what other insufferable things do you put up with ? And what is the point ? I wouldnt touch a filthy moid shit with a 70 foot pole

>>125605
I don't give a shit how it makes me sound "having too high standards" they are irredeemable in relationships. All of them. There are so many more BAD ONES. It's not worth sorting through the bottomless horse shit that is the moid population just to find a scrote that doesn't suck.

>>125197
And women don't ??

>>125606
Tinder ain't what it used to be

No matter how well you think the relationship might be going otherwise, I do not think a guy who'd tell you this will be good long-term. He's immature and will not get over the resentment.

yeah men are incapable of real genuine love. stop dating them.

>>125619
Everyone does. Honeymoon phase never lasts. The best relationships are with people who understand this, the worst with people who keep chasing the high.

>>125619
>Does honeymoon phase end in every relationship?

Are you really this sheltered

In the back of my mind I feel like my boyfriend hasn’t dumped me yet because he’s convinced he can’t get anyone else to like him even though he’s so handsome and kind.

>>125501
>it felt so good to cone hone, not take a shower or wipe anything, put my bag in the living room and just sit down

For years you've been saying some variant of this every time you leave him for a day. Your larp needs new material

>>125501
Yes nona you are an evil bad person for wanting a normal life like a normal American woman. Why the fuck are you in Japan dating an ethnically Japanese dude from Japan again? The Japanese are schizophrenic OCD egomaniacs culturally since the beginning of their civilization

OP here. I sent a long message to my mother in law about my feelings and all of the cleaning I've been doing (and abuse I've faced). She talked with the hospital and the doctor is going to strongly suggest my husband see a psychiatrist. I hope it works.

>>125583
No one asked ni gga nobody cares

>>125583
No one cares anymore this shits been going on for too long

please don't take this as me being dismissive of your feelings. but the odds are, you are overthinking it a bit. you don't have to worry about him anymore, don't let him control your feelings or life. legit, the odds of stumbling upon that person are almost zero. just delete whatever socials you used to talk to him and chillax with your life

>>125618
idk if this is the right or wrong thing to say, honestly, but i have had this happen twice somehow…both times they never actually found me irl. there are too many people , too many places to go.. also online stalker type men tend not to go out much anyway

>>125618
it sounds like this was a while ago and tbh he's probably creeping on another girl rn esp if he's a pedo, you've aged out relax sis

>>125608
Come post in the alcohol thread!

>>125610
Where is it?

Your post reminded me of myself (in a good way!). If you want a drinking friend or to chat with another person who has experience in this field, feel free to add me on discord: archer054

I relate to this post. High and and ugly shut in femcel

>>125613
in /b/