/feels/ - Advice & Venting

Is it a good idea to date a hardcore commie moid? [Sorry for bad English it's my second language]
>met him at a book fair with other friends
>he was in a booth encouraging people to read commie books and even gave digital copies to some
>I'm 23 he is 21
>he is studying medicine and im studying engineering
>we kinda flirted and I have a date with him on Sunday
Is it a red flag for a moid to be a commie? [Pun intended]

Honestly, their code of ethics is rancid, but I truly wonder if the Etsy witches when in communion, can manipulate the fabric of our reality and make quite the pretty dress for me to wear to cure me from my mind and bad luck with love.

F20 and was diagnosed with BPD recently, even though I knew I had it for a couple of years.

I have gotten so much better with my symptoms but currently I'm dating a guy that I feel cares more about being right that my feelings whenever he does something that affects me. I don't feel like he also ever takes into consideration the fact that I have BPD and this is something he knew from the start.

I'm tired of having BPD and such overwhelming emotions to the point I can't function properly

I don't take insults from men seriously but whenn it comes from a woman it really stings. Do nonas know this feel?

No it's not because of men that I feel this way, neither porn, but I've seen porn and women act like subhumans in it.
My problem is that I see submission as subhuman and female submission in sex is human and natural and sex is the fundamental part of the reality. So it's like we are subhumans in life. I don't hate myself but I hate womanhood.

I’m jealous of other women.
All of them. It feels like every woman in the world has something I don’t. Something I’m missing on a fundamental level. Not just looks. Not just personality. Something deeper. Like they were given a manual on how to exist as a woman and I wasn’t. I don’t measure up. Not in my appearance. Not in how I act. Not in how I talk. I feel like I missed whatever makes someone naturally normal. I feel like a failed version of what I’m supposed to be. Like some kind of glitch. Being around other women makes it worse. I don’t feel like I belong. I feel awkward and wrong, like they can sense that I’m different. I compare myself to every little thing, their confidence, their ease, their femininity, and I always come up short. What makes it worse is that I actually want connection with women. I want female friendships. I want that closeness. But I feel like my jealousy and insecurity just poison it before it can even start. I’m scared I’ll ruin it or that they’ll see through me and confirm what I already believe. That I’m not enough. The only people I really talk to are men, and I’m exhausted by it. Men only end up hurting me. But somehow I feel more comfortable there than with women, even though it’s not healthy for me. I’m just tired of feeling like a failure as a woman. Tired of feeling behind. Tired of feeling like everyone else got something I didn’t.

What is love to you? What does it mean to fall in love?

found a messed up game on bfs computer. magical girl hentai game with loli, rape, bdsm, bondage and torture. im done and lost. only so much i can forgive and look past. im tired. ijust want a normal guy. this was a mistake. should i leave or should i stay and use him for money.

f19 and ive been bored recently and want to make an online presents with my face tied to it, im not gonna lie im pretty ugly, fat, and retarded LOL im abt 190 lbs and 5'9 so im gonna become a lolcow if i tried anything now but anyways does any one have advice, im already working out i know i need to stay consisent but its hard to stay motivated when i have such a slow metabolism