>>120609It's hard to be born in hell, but what would complaining breed except more misery. You don't need a boyfriend to fill your hollow heart, nor any outside attention/love, but you need to love yourself, and respect yourself. That doesn't come from nothing, and indulging in instant gratification will only bury you more deeply. You feel that urge because you feel that you're hated, that you're ugly, based on the picture mirrored by your surroundings. Relief from this hell isn't outside your house's door, but outside your current self. Of course–like I said–your surroundings play a role, but if you didn't change from within you'll just be the same person in a different environment.
You can ignore your parents stupidity, and fighting with them will only breed more fights, thus misery. Ignore them like you'd ignore a barking dog, and just let them be. Give them advice when appropriate, but they will never change.
