/feels/ - Advice & Venting

Share any positive feelings or positive things.

Garden your soul garden.
Every focus is infinite multiverses.
Keep watering the ideas/plants that make you feel the loveliest love


Here’s a thing that has made me feel so good and is important to me:
Thousands of Polska girls and Belarus girls are covering my NorthAmerican city with graffiti. They’ve somehow clearly gotten the idea to all become collectively like a splatoon. It has changed the energy immensely and really improved the omnipresent feminism quality~level vibe. These girls have religions about ancient euro queens and it really shows, lots of ethereal stuff.. I see so many soulful girls are more comfortable loitering around and making anywhere a party! That’s SO important! Sovl

Everyday it's more clear to me that women will never be free, it makes me feel suicidal even. We are nothing but pets and will NEVER stop being pets, even if that were to happen I'll be dead by that time. What the fuck do you do from here that isn't giving up?

I can’t handle how lonely men make me feel. No matter how kind, patient, or understanding they seem, they always end up disappointing me. They’re all lustful. They all watch porn. All of them struggle to see women as actual human beings, some just get better at hiding it. They all want you to perform for them in some way shape or form.

I ache for this so called true love. I want romance, tenderness, respect. I want someone who sees me, who values me, who cherishes me. But instead, day by day, I grow more bitter and resentful. It feels like I was sold a lie about what men and relationships are supposed to be. It makes me angry and doubt romantic love is even real at all. It all just feels like a cruel lie. I even feel like the women who claim their men are so great are experiencing some sort of cognitive dissonance.

I keep telling myself I just won’t ever get this from a man, but accepting that is so hard. The loneliness eats at me. Sometimes, it feels like being a straight woman is nothing but a curse. Being alone sucks but being with them makes the loneliness even worse.

Me: worked every summer/scholarships to cover my own tuition, set to graduate with a FT job lined up; grew up super frugal bcs mom used to always complain about how I was a leech on her finances.

Older brother: literally fails so many classes he takes summer school every summer, + was on academic probation. Never had a job before, parents literally send him 1k-1.5k a month on top of covering his tuition and rent.

Usually I wouldn't gaf; not my problem. But recently my parents literally borrowed money from me to cover his rent, again, idrc. But once I had my family over at my place and they were asking how my internship for the summer was going and I was talking about the cool stuff I worked on and the perks I got and my older brother kept saying that it was lame/not that cool so I basically was like "okay this is a lot coming from a chronically unemployed person". Then my mom started glazing him like "one day you're gonna earn big money and retire us"… You bitch you literally borrowed money from me to pay his expenses.

And then she pulled me aside and was like "your brother is really struggling you shouldn't be discouraging him". Like… I wouldn't have said anything until he started coming after me???

The double standard is crazy bcs she never did anything when he used to abuse me as a kid but all of a sudden he can't handle a verbal comeback?? Tf??

My parents do not care about me like at all.I had to find a place to live within 15 days. When I told my dad he basically said I should have planned better. My mom treated me like shit about it. My step mom was nice but not in a genuine way. This has set me up for being a complete failure socially.
My managers at my job helped me find a rental. They were the only ones who went out of their way to ask me how it went. To ask when I was moving in. If I needed anything or any help. I feel like I owe them now and like I’ve gotten too close to them and I wanna quit my job and never leave the house again. I know I feel this way because of the way I’ve been treated by my parents.

>>51270 previous bread

I never brush my teeth for the full 2 minutes

I'm homeless and waiting to end the world.

sooo i dated a friend of mine for literrally a month over the summer and it was fun but we were both mentally ill and terrible at communicating so it ended with her breaking up with me over twitter at 3am while high on cough syrup lol. when we broke up she told me that she didn't actually love me, and that she only dated me because our friends wanted us to. fast forward a few months later and while discussing our breakup, she said that she would've been willing to work things out if things between us hasn't gotten as bad as they did. recently, a friend told me that she had actually confessed to our mutual friend that she liked me, which is likely what made said mutual friend push us to get together in the first place. also, she told that same friend that she regretted breaking up with me???

i tried asking her about all of this and she just didn't respond which was really annoying because i talked to her later that day at an event we both had to go to. i want to try asking her about it again because i'm equally annoyed and confused and sad and want to know how she actually feels about me.

i wish i could say that i want to get back with her, but that's really complicated. i love her and she's a great person, but she's also a drug addict who refuses to get better and i can't have that stress added on top of everything else going on in my life rn.

should i see how she feels about me nonas?

>be me
>be 21
>former drug addict
>get healthy
>become giga-stacy
>finally go to uni
>tfw socially awkward
>tfw people interpret my inability to talk as standoffishness
>mfw i have close to zero friends and im halfway through my major


i go to a very small private uni as well - everyone knows and talks to each other. its a very isolating experience.

i was gonna talk to some people about my new rice cooker today but i got so scared to do it in front of everyone else in class i just didnt.

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my ex fucked a bitch in my bed and to add insult to injury my IEEE glasses cleaning cloth is slathered in her lipstick

i only found out because my friend from high school started dating said girl 2 weeks (!) after it happened. he found out and texted me.

i live in a really big city so it was one of those coincidences that demonstrated to me the reality of god's existence.

i feel really grossed out and violated, he's moved out but i can't sleep at night

what do i do with myself?