/feels/ - Advice & Venting

I'm a wagie but it's all wfh since 2020 so it feels like being a bedrotting neet anyway, but also I have to do boring stuff all day. It's terrible

>>128736
Is this little guy dead? I hope so.

>>128738
No he's getting an x-ray under anesthesia. Also rude

Im a neet for like 10months now because i had one too many mental breakdowns working with my dad. I mostly try to help around the house and take care of myself. I cook, clean, talk with friends on discord game, make art, read, but ive been going out on walks to get some exercise and fresh air. I gotta get my resume updated and start applying but im afraid to.

fuck around on the pc, browse my phone, smoke pot, harass my cats. I do occasionally go out for walks at the park and I definitely plan on being more active in the summer

>>129407
>I decided to try and be normal
I think you did the opposite. You tried conforming to the abnormality in this world. Couldn't handle the loneliness, got swayed by temptations.

>the thought of him looking at another girl makes me physcially sick
same.

I use OF and streamers as a litmus test for men, because it's very telling about their online behaviour and relationship to women. Having multiple favourite streamers he religiously watches full streams of is obviously massively unhealthy, and if it's softcore porn or political slop reaction content, then all the worse. Paying any kind of subscription to a woman media personality is instantly a red flag and can't really be excused in the vast majority of circumstances. It's just admitting he sees sex as a transaction: he pays her money which gives him explicit approval, consent if you will, to use her for his pleasure, and allows him to make a claim to some small part of her body and life. There's a reason he's not just jerking off to free internet porn.

>I decided to try and be normal
You can still date while being weird, but it sounds like you're overcompensating by trying to date "normal" men, who are in fact degenerates that trawl dating apps and will take a shot at any woman, or vaguely woman-shaped thing, that lets them get close enough.

>>129407
there’s absolutely no reason your boyfriend needs to be following girls who stream on twitch for any reason. like ever… loser behavior. most women who stream on twitch are goon farming for simps. & i don’t really blame them cause men are pathetic enough to actually engage in this kinda stuff.. but yeah don’t ever let him try to convince you he’s not just following/engaging with these girls cause he finds them hot. cause that’s exactly what he’s doing.

You're not crazy for not wanting your boyfriend to have a digital harem
They will claim it's just goonslop to have a quick release but in reality they can't even stay hard during real sex because they trained to find a screen with tits in it more arousing than a real woman in front of them
I found that after porn became a global phenomena male sexuality became less distinctive and grounded as hetero/gay/bi, and more about dopamine chasing from increasingly taboo content or increasing amount of porn they expose themselves to.
After knowing that you might have a dissonance why some man who watches juggling black midget clown orgy porn still decides to date a straight woman. It's because they need an emotional pacifier and there's no better emotional pacifier than a straight woman.
Once you realize men are just slaves to quick hits of dopamine and use relationships for status and emotional labor from your part it all clicks and makes it so simple. it's really not because you're not goon material or your tits aren't big enough, it's just that your role in their life is mommying them and pacifying them and making them feel like they're not horrible people.
It doesn't make dating any less depressing though. We all still want to care and be cared for, while all men can offer is trauma

I hate dating too, i tried to find a guy through dating apps but theyre all terrible. Theyre either hot assholes that just wanna bang and forget about you, or some losers that have no confidence and are scared to flirt back. I had a guy i thought was decent and had everything going for him, except he wasn't very attractive to me. Not ugly but i just couldnt get myself to be into him. Maybe i really am only into girls

they truly have the ugliest faggiest voices. i hate how hard they try.

imma say this is fake
youd not talk to him if you didnt want to

>>129465
fr tranny cadence is always detectable

Just stop talking, if they or others whine then you can tell them you're not comfortable with the things theyre saying and leave it at that. Don't let others run your life for you, spend time with people that add to your life and want to be around

>>129459
Just admit that you don't want anything to do with them and who are if they use a word against you?
They want to gain power over you, you don't have to respect them.

Majority in populations have been automatons since times beyond record, but now thanks to corporations you can easily recognize them right away. How convenient!

Stop doing drugs.

>>129509
you are on to something!!

This is like really deep..

>>129455

quitting cold turkey can be incredibly damaging and do more harm than good. don't quit cold turkey when it comes to SSRIs. tapering is important to prevent major withdrawals. please stop telling people to just "quit", this is terrible advice.

op, I'd just talk to your doctor (or get another opinion if that's an option for you). definitely do research into these medications and side effects.

>>129455
Throwing stuff like that in trash or flushing it down the drain poisons the environment, most water purification systems aren't designed to deal with such elements. It would be best to find an apothecary that accepts expired medications for utilization.

Those things are awful, i felt like my brain was disconnected. I didnt get anything out of sex and i didnt get high from weed, i got knocked out by them and slept for most of afternoon after taking. I had a terrible reaction when i took acid after being a month off ssri's and made me say things i did not mean to people i loved. Like my body was doing bad things that i couldnt control but only watch helplessly from the inside. Please get off of them and seek solutions either through lifestyle change, or see a psychiatrist to evaluate you and prescribe you something that actually treats your issues and doesnt just shut off your brain.

The naps were very pleasant though…

Do you really believe there are chemical solutions to emotional problems? Fear, anxiety and sadness are nor necessarily always undesirable or unhelpful states of mind, they are often representative of the necessary pain of psychological growth. And to deny that pain is to deny our own potential. Just as one must suffer physical pain to build stronger bone and muscle, one must suffer emotional pain to develop greater emotional resilience, a stronger sense of self, increased compassion, and a generally happier life.

I dont care what anyone says, ssris are based.
But if this is how your experience is like on them, you should contact your doctor. I wouldn't take them in this situation if I were you.

pros:

>taller and older than me
>has a steady income and can support me
>not bad looking, he's fat but losing weight
>has the cutest kitty (picrel)
>treats me like a princess
>I actually vibe with him very well
>not cishet

cons:
>will probably get tired of me eventually
>has a shit kink (but doesn't force me to indulge in it ofc)
>wants kids in the future, I don't
>makes comments after sex that… should not be said right after sex
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>>129454
Girl, just get a part time job in something. Get your bread up, not some guys dick. No judgment, just don't let a man be your whole world.

>>129466

thats the plan

>>129422
It's not, I should've put it on a neutral one. Yeah, I'm very happy he's not

Only been on a couple dates but he seems nice.

Pros
>Raised well, has manners, holds doors open,
>plays along with my improv and jokes around
>has well paying job
>likes same niche music as i do
>plays many same games
>is open minded and is interesting to talk with.
>is responsible
>works out
>lived outside of our country for couple years and has interesting stories

Cons
>not the best looking, but not ugly
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>>129436
You are the one bullying the guy for being ugly right now, retard.

>>129444
Go back, moid

>>129444
no where in that comment is anon bullying him. in fact no one in this thread is ridiculing him for his looks. you seem a sensitive.

if this was a male thread and the woman was ugly, there would be comments
>calling her a whore
>describing how she deserves to die
>threating to rape her
>ridiculing her race
>with shitty edits of her in humiliation porn
>ridiculing her partner as a cuck
>detailing how they cyberstalked her sm to harass her
this thread is tame so far.

>>129444
If faggots like you got treated like a woman for a few days 95% of you would end your lives

My personal tinfoil but I genuinely believe that his channel was an incel psy-op astroturfed by YouTube to get more sympathy for incels in the world. Even when he uploaded his stupid wedding video the official YouTube headquarters channel commented saying "Congratulations!
Oh and let's not forget he even managed to get another girlfriend, a blonde American girl named Luna, before he met the current 7/10 wife that he's with. He uploaded some videos of Luna before he deleted them all and I guess the current wife came into the picture.

Yeh, my type is rare where I live. I like tall high IQ autists with soft dark brown hair and cute jew noses specifically but there are no guys like this in my fucked up city. I will probably die alone sadly

my type is eastern european girls or asians but alot of the girls in my area are morbidly obese or lack a good personality
where i am my type is also quite rare, im too busy sleeping to talk to girls though

i don't have a type. finding a decent person is hard though

my type has mainly been fabricated by the amount of japanese media ive consumed my whole life, especially on my late teens. i have a liking for a type that nowadays only dresses up like that to either get girls or get internet famous. most of the moids who wants to replicate that style are hideous, but are somehow treated as a hot anime bishie despite their facial hair being visible…i think theres only one that i know of that manages to pull it off, but he comes off as an obnoxious faggot fuckboy. grim, i should stop fantasizing about this type of guy, cause he only ever existed during japan in the early 00s. and even at that time they were either whores or payed whores. not fair, too bad they look super cute…basically, my appearance type for guys is a tall skinny guy my age, who looks good with either hosuto or gyaruo hairstyles. i am a fan of mj from arashi, so a guy who resembles his looks from before he got old are very good to me as well…im also of course not just a yellow fevered otak, cause i like the skinny tall emo type too…something like shirota yu or those guys you would find in the earlier years of myspace. i mainly like asian or european men tho…however to find one like the ones ive described is pretty much impossible irl. for personality type, i would say i like a guy who would be the opposite of my personality type. like an outgoing guy, who is a extrovert. just being kind and caring is all he needs. a playful personality, just overall teasing is so hot…i have a liking for shy and more reserved guys too. i find a guy who is very emotional, quiet, and dependent just too cute. i like guys who wear glasses too. also school nurses and teachers…id say police men too but i would be afraid of him getting hurt. honestly it all just depends on what otome game im playing or bishie anime im watching to make me more into their tropes kek. my dream guy would be fitting for a yandere type, though irl that would translate badly obviously (yes i am autistic, no i am not underage) and be also a virgin. if he isnt a vigirn, then he is a whore and i obviously dont want that. too bad irl guys are all used up and walled. even their sperm is expired, probably. i want for my boyfriend to be my first in everything, so i will be his first for everything as well. i think both of us being inexperienced could make it even better…maybe thats why im into the childhood friend trope. in the end i know that this is all just a fad, no one is like that irl. also im not that Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>129374
my type has changed with age, but one thing that's remained consistent is how well we get along. I am not attracted to someone i don't get along with, no matter how attractive.

i've had crushes on/dated guys of all varieties; from neckbeards to musicians.

now that i think of it, i somewhat always go for bums .-.

I relate to this a lot. Where do I even go from here? I don't have the motivation to go out and get a job but I also don't know what else to do other than rot in bed and play games 24/7. Being a NEET is honestly pretty hard

>>128773
OP HERE… so my male friend finished bootcamp and i was able to call and play video games with him recently but hes barely the same person. He seemed uninterested to talk to me and empty? fml. I think im gonna lose him soon as well

>>129469
They broke his spirit. He got what he asked for.

>>129469
maybe he thinks youre not interested so the army is all he really got

>>129165
Part time job as a waitress or cleaner