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Update: I'm starting to remove the imagedump threads, so save what you want to keep.

Also, there is now a ban on all shotacon posting. Needless to say, the same thing goes for any lolicon imagery, though that hasn't been as much of an issue.

this is a hot one i found more like this pls <3

Not exactly choking but i think this fits

Gonewildaudio

I listen to erotic audiobooks while at work and in public. I don't go in for M/M or high school tier fae lover stuff, as I've found urban fantasy and sci-fi have way better stories that make me more invested in the characters, which makes the sex so much more arousing.

>>11754
Yess, I used to listen to Drama CDs of yaoi visual novel games as a teen and then browsed forums like aarinfantasy and yaoiotaku to find more before discovering erotic audio for women; I used gonewildaudio for erotic audio in English and dlsite free samples for more erotic audio in Japanese. I was following dauriculaire's tumblr for translations when my Japanese wasn't as good and browsed soundcloud for free non-doujin CD's, I especially liked the Namidame series…
Nowadays, I don't listen to erotic audio as much and just use the tingles app or vance patched youtube to listen to regular ASMR stuff, but I also visit Japaneseasmr dot com for mostly sfw ASMR audio of women and otomekoe dot moe for hot male voice erotica… Especially that last one is my go-to for erotic audio stuff, although it somehow doesn't have the same effect on me as it used to. Maybe because I'm really obsessed with a specific character rn and writing erotica of him, his voice actor hasn't made any erotic audio stuff though (I checked), it's too bad… I'm not gonna feed his voice to an AI to pretend the character is talking to me, that'd be creepy and my obsession is bad enough as it is, I really need to stop…
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I mistakenly replied to an old thread like this even though there are newer ones on the topic, but I've already bumped this one I guess, deleting the post makes no difference… Oh well, I still want to share the sites just in case anyone is interested

robots are such a big turn on for me and one of my biggest kinks.
the first time i watched transformers i felt so weird in my body and the more i grew up i understood why. Idk why but any kind of robot type is so sexy to me, and i really prefer the metal robot prototype ones lolol, dont give me that humanoid cyborg shit, i want to be crushed by a bunch of metals and wires and feel the hot lubricated goo inside of me

NEED a moid to spit at me in spite and hatred while I torture him for information </3

>>15175
I think I have a hatred fetish from being scared of offending people, also I'm unbanned!

>>14868
He's gonna start chargin his lazor

>>12143
Taking advantage of a hot, disabled man. I know it's wrong, I'd never want to disrespect and hurt someone like that. But that's what makes it my shameful fantasy ig.
>>14419
>Attraction to vulnerability is basically a twisted offshoot of the protective instinct
That makes sense tbh, I wish I hadn't gotten that twisted in me like this… Good advice here though.

>>14383
>>14445
Someone might say it's the "job" of living things to engage in reproductive acts, no matter the humiliation

>>14447
What is free will?

responding because i love saiki so much but being a virgin felt too stressful for me because i dislike connotations of "purity" and "perfection" because i find it stressful to have this subtle pressure to stay perfect, so i lost it when the opportunity presented itself without much thought afterwards, and no i did not like it, but i do feel more relaxed towards sexuality as a whole

>>14327
Me, I'm not even aroace or anything, I just kinda don't see the point? As a teen I had a lot of crushes but never really did anything with them because it's like I was too aware that we were all dumb teens and any relationship would be superficial and short-lasting, so I didn't bother. Then I got my first bf at 21 and even though I liked him and we did some stuff like me giving him handjobs over his underwear or him sucking my tits (which did feel amazing) I once again saw no point in doing it. I think mainly because of other ways in which he touched me, like I could tell it was going to be awful sex anyway, and since I didn't love love him it was like… idk I just didn't want to, it's hard to explain, I just didn't feel it. Then I was single for many years and got another bf last year but I realized very early on he had a severe porn addiction, the first hint before finding out being that whenever I tried to talk sexy to him he couldn't even get it up and struggled a lot with it, which was honestly pathetic. But even before that, something about him always made me feel off and was also kinda dreading the idea of fucking him.
But yeah a mix of being autistic, of wanting to only have sex with someone I actually and truly love and know that loves me too, and the fact that throughout the years I've been learning more about my body and what I like and how I like it, with my orgasms becoming more powerful each time and only doing it when I really want to it's like, yeah sex is not happening atp. I don't think any man will be able to give me as much pleasure as I give myself, and also they're all fucked in the head nowadays, I seriously think men are incapable of feeling genuine love so I'm making peace with the fact I'll forever be a virgin and single. It used to lowkey bother me many years ago but not anymore, on the contrary, I'm very glad I never gave in.
>inb4 how do you know you're not just a lesbian?
I never crushed on women, and all my fantasies include a perfect man I created in my head and all the ways I want to fuck him so unfortunately I like men. I do wonder if one day I'll happen to kiss another woman or something and some lightbulbs will suddenly light up, but I doubt so.

>>14327
Nice, Saiki.
I once almost had sex, or rather, I was in a situation where I could've had it, but I didn't want to.
And I don't think I'll ever want to, it just doesn't seem appealing to me.
I sure masturbate a lot though.
I like cuddling with people, kissing too as long as it's not on the mouth (I've done that and it was just kinda awkward) and I just never felt any urge to have sex with anyone. I've felt the urge to kiss someone before though. I think I do feel romantic attraction, but I guess nothing sexual towards real people.
>>15183
I totally get that, I despise the virginity label. No, being a "virgin" doesn't make me pure and unblemished or whatever, I masturbate to violent yaoi, my doctor put fingers in my vag, I wear tampons, I eat my boogers, who tf cares if I've had specifically a penis in there, unless I got pregnant from it or caught STDs, it literally would make 0 difference in my life. Virgin just feels like a label invented to further objectify women and pretend their value lies in how often they have or haven't had sex while using the same thing as a symbol of shame for men no one wants; asexual men are pathetic and asexual women are "just naturally asexual, women don't want sex, unless to please a man like they should" it's just disgusting all around. Idc if people call themselves virgins or not but I feel very icky if someone uses that word for me. Maybe I should use having had my doctor's gloved fingers on my vag as an excuse to call myself a non-virgin too, just so I don't have to deal with all that…

I don't like BDSM myself but I've been getting tired of how anti-sex and anti-all kinks, anti-all porn radfems are. Two women being into light bondage, or a woman drawing erotica isn't a sin and I'm tired of pretending otherwise. I think straight radfems in particular have PTSD involving sex and porn addiction and it takes over their entire worldview.

>>15188
No woman or man wants them, and it drives them crazy

I'm not a TERF more like a TE.

>>15190
>pic

this is AI, right?

>>15347
I think I'm broken or something, because I'm only horny for the three days following my period. During those days I'm a beast and masturbation feels fantastic, my imagination runs wild and I can use all sorts of toys and keep going for like an hour, with my orgasms being stupidly intense. But then it's like, my body starts shutting off and doing it requires so much effort it's not even pleasurable, and then until my next period cero, nada. Even if I want to in my mind, I touch my vulva and it's dead, I feel nothing, ovulation also does nothing for me. I've already given up being in a relationship because who the hell would date someone who's only horny three days a month???

>>15354
Have you noticed any symptoms during your luteal phase? I

The elites don't need you.

All the infrastructure has been built and the globalists will soon have robots.

9%

>>15352
Someone liking their body in its entirety is a huge high for some

>>15321

Ummmmm…. yes and no?

I was just playing with my tiddies one night cause I normally got horny through nipple simulation and noticed that my blanket was a lil wet. I squeezed my nipples again and felt my fingers were kinda damp. It wasn't alot but enough to confirm that I was making milk. At the time it was a really hot moment for me.

Now though, my tiddies are noticeably more fuller and i sometimes get a tingly(?) feeling if i dont touch them for awhile. Thankfully its not to the point where Im leaking through my shirt — I'd die of embarrassment tbh and could never live it down due to working at a male dominated entry level position. Also, I've lost some sensation through my nipples, cause me to ask some partners of mine to bite them gently. I'm guessing thats either a side effect of the medication or of lactating. Either way I still think its hawt af of me :)

>>15317
First of all, thanks for reviving a 7 year old thread.
Second, what mental breakdown did you go through? What medication do you take?

>>15326
Damn I really wish I could suck on a girls nipple (especially with milk)

>>15331

It was a psychotic breakdown due to a concoction of stressful and heartbreaking events during the year it happened and (not) dealing with a traumatic event that happened when i was in my late teens. I also smoke weed and have a predisposition to mental illness through family. Not a good combination.

BUT. Im literally living one of my kinks now so I'm not complaining. The Higher Power/Universe works in mysterious ways.

The medication that makes me lactate is Paliperidone. Im on 12mg which is supposely the highest amount you're allowed to take. Its supposed to help with the voices but I still hear them. They're not loud but they have their personalities. Other medications I've heard that help with lactating are Domperidone/Metoclopramide. Haven't tried them yet but when i get my own place you better believe that im gonna stock up on these. Obviously do research cause these do have side effects, yada yada. I think they have the potential to cause heart problems but im not a doctor so i cant really say.

If you cant get either of those medications, supplements/food that are Galactogogues combined with the marmet technique are suppose to help with lactating. Before I was prescribed Paliperidone i was taking Fenugreek inconsistently, and while i wasnt getting as much milk as im getting right now I did get to the point where my partner at the time could taste something when he would suck my tits. It wasnt alot, but it was enough to where it got me feeling on cloud nine.

Ughh I wanna suc tiddy milk so bad

If videos count, it was a guy slowly sticking his cock through some sort of dead animal with exposed ribs. His dickhead came out the other end of the maggot pile and I reflexively closed my browser.
I skipped dinner and didn't sleep at night after.

ive seen a vid on efukt where a guy injected his cock with lighter fluid or something and pissed it out after he lit it on fire so his dick was like a flamethrower

Head swap porn. I refuse to elaborate

>>15209
Sounds to me like submissiveness can be adaptive in many different ways for both genders. I don't like reducing this to just a few social dynamics from the past personally.

I never had a rape fantasy but in 2022 this one moid I had a crush on stopped being friends with me and was borderline harassing me for a while and I hadn't found another person to crush on so when I was masturbating I was imagining him saying that he'd only leave me alone if I agreed to have sex with him. Idk if that counts, especially cuz in the fantasy I was enjoying it

>>15210
It's not "a few" social dynamics, it is the dominant social dynamic in human history, as well as among many other animals. I don't see what problem you have with this.

>>15225
Because it sounds like just an intellectualized attempt to justify perpetuating shit behavior. It's not correct to begin with and it's more complex than reducing everything to dominance-based dynamics. Even in animals leadership isn't necessarily just a dominance based thing, but also about who has the best skillset for survival.
Rape isn't even a good reproductive strategy for both humans and many animals such as wolves to begin with because both of these require tight social groups for survival that punish antisocial behavior. One can only wonder how this supposed rape-filled psychopathic world led to people developing empathy as the norm.

>>15209
This is not true. Ancestry reveals a different story. We mostly have the same number of ancestors.