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>>10106
I've gotten that, but not from weed. Just from severe trauma and flashbacks.
I spent almost my entire childhood in a dissociative state and then I had a really hard time getting to terms with learning that I wouldn't actually disappear into thin air somehow and had to live in the real world as an actual person who'd have to be an adult and everything…
Maybe I'm too used to dissociating, but I don't think it's all bad, it's only scary if I feel like I can't snap out of it, but that's never really happened to me before, if I couldn't snap out of it it was always because a big part of me just really didn't want to… Or when you're terrified and go completely mute and stuff, it's not that I want to talk, I just want to be left alone so that I can hide under my blanket, hug my plushies and feel safe again.
I got that dissociative empty feeling when I took laughing gas at the dentist, but I wasn't really worried about it, I was just glad that I didn't have to worry about the procedure as much and I felt normal again after the laughing gas effect dissipated. I wouldn't use it recreationally though, because I know that if I really need to dissociate, my body will do that on its own. I just kinda trust in it and hopefully I won't really need to do it and can just be myself and happy as a full person, even if it's hard sometimes.
I think hyperarousal is the worst though… I looked up some things to snap out of it because unlike with a dissociative state, I really can't stand this stress for more than a minute, it just drives me nuts and I really really don't want to wait for it to go away on its own, it sucks so damn much, I'd rather scratch my skin open or hopefully have mints or chilli to eat on hand because that kind of stuff really helps with it

feeling like i was not part of this Earth anymore bc of weed was a very calming and pleasant experience. the feeling afterwards that my life from then on was just a combination of dreams and some sort of euphoric hallucination before death is something i will never forget. im not afraid of not being real or dead so it's fun.

>>10106
I've gotten hallucinations from a single smoke, psychotic breaks with continued use. Weed is not for me, folks.

Omaga aki is so hot i wanna step on his balls

I'm always at least somewhat dissociated and I want weed to help me calm down but I don't know if it'll work to fend off the existential thoughts

Fluoride is bad for the pineal gland

Not fully but quieting your mind and getting healthy can help you contact the spiritual more from what I know. Or maybe it's just hallucinations idk

fluorosis is a thing, but it's an affect of high exposure. the levels in our water are very low and our body isn't impacted. i think the theory may have something to do with how overexposure causes oxidative stress, which certainly degrades mental wellness. but you'd need to be guzzling the stuff specifically for any issue to arise

I don't rely on karma. If it's worth it I'll try to have my revenge, if it's something petty I'd rather forget it, why waste your energy on dumb shit

Uhh alright, I shall humbly share some of what I know:

So the word Karma, comes from Kar(action) and Man(to think). What does this mean?

As it's known, in many creeds there is the idea that God is everything and everyone, and so we are god experiencing ourselves. That would also mean that we have the ability to co-create the world together.

And Karma is exactly that: The result of our thoughts in the world. So if for example one says: "Oh I want a house", well because of your own divine ability to create (although most are unware of it while living human lives), you will start shaping the world so an opportunity of getting that which you wanted, comes. Now we tend to think of Karma as some divine judgment, because everything to exist needs it's positive and negative. So you get to have a house, but now you have to take care of it, so if something breaks, you have to pay. If a better job opportunity comes in another city, you have to stay because your house has a heavy tax connected to the bank, and all the many chores that owning a house can entail.

And all of this comes from a single thought. This is why they say "Becareful of what you wish"


Now you can learn to better handle your ability to create by becoming conscious of your unconscious thoughts, and that is when you transform your Karma in Dharma, from Dhar(to hold) and Man(thought), so it's basically the thoughts you are already aware of and thus are unlikely to come bite you later like the unconscious ones.

>>3394
I think I am being humbled by the universe. For saying and doing bad things. I believe this is part of everyone’s path. Little instances only known to them. There is not a single bad thing I’ve ever done that hasn’t come back to bite me somehow. Gets me to get my act together. I feel so embarrassed of myself.

>>3636
The extremely rich people like Elon Musk are unhappy because they have a mental illness that causes them to hoard excessively. At one point after a few millions you finally have the means to live a luxurious life, have money on the side for any health issues that may arise, travel, support your family, retire or quit working entirely and focus on your passions… The people who are this level of rich (and if you think a few millions aren't rich your minds have been wrapped) are surely happy. They understand when enough is enough and are good at managing their finances.

It could be nice if it were real but I don't hold out hope, it seems lots of people have managed to dodge karma even if it is real. Assuming its existence I doubt anyone can dodge it forever

Great thread, interesting topic. The UFO community is basically a fandom anyway.

>>10910
Are you talking about this thread? Underwater alien base?
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/34629564/
I think it was great and believable.

Yes. Universe is HUGEEEEEEE why would we be alone here?

I've read lots of conspiracies on them, from Starseeds, to Prison Planet stuff, to psychedelic encounters and DMT beings to abduction reports. The Roswell Alien Interview where Matilda o'donnell macelroy claimed to telepathically communicate with an alien named Ailr that was published by Lawrence R Spencer in 1947 is an interesting read. It was popular in Gnostic/Prison Planet circles for mentioning Samsara and Earth being where souls who got extremely bad Karma in past lives are reincarnated, there is some stuff about being infinitely recycled too. Apparently Matilda died shortly after she sent the author this. It may have been faked as the author is rumored to be part of Scientology but it's a chicken or the egg thing where he may have joined Scientology as it seemed to be the closest to truth or he possibly wrote this to help Scientology get its start. It's also suspected to be Scientology propaganda by using terms like "immortal spiritual beings/eternal spiritual beings" to describe humans as beings named IS-BE. This does cause suspicion from some that Scientology does seem to be "the elite" in one way or another. People on Reddit mentioned having similar encounters with gray aliens or mentioning that they were told the name of the book telepathically. There are some other interesting books of a similar nature by people like Karla Turner and there's others like Phil Schneider who was possibly killed for knowing too much. Don't know if I believe it but it does seem possible

Interesting Reddit posts
https://www.reddit.com/r/aliens/comments/14s2zlr/matilda_odonnell_macelroy_1947_roswell_interview/
https://www.reddit.com/r/UFOs/comments/xk4svt/alien_interview_lawrence_r_spencer_anyone_read/
https://www.reddit.com/r/InterdimensionalNHI/comments/1dv7onc/multiple_nonhuman_entities_have_told_humans_that/
https://www.reddit.com/r/aliens/comments/1fi2rd8/serious_roswelPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

This channel called Area 52 made some interesting videos about it

I think they're real, but that all of the sightings of them are bullshit. If there's any other life in our solar system it could only be either bacteria or marine life on Titan or Europa. As for life on exoplanets, even if there was life intelligent enough to build space craft that can travel thousands of light years away, why would they come to Earth to do nothing other than probe people in the ass? And I find it unlikely other life in the galaxy would be humanoid like how alien sightings always are.
Because the universe is so vast there has got to be other life out there though. In all the billions of years the universe has existed some other planets must have developed life as some point.

Do you think this was faked or is it real? I'm somewhat conflicted, have any of you tried it for yourself?

This is more adjacent to the thread topic but any thoughts on this neuroscientist who's talking about communicating with the afterlife?

Apparently Diane Hennacy Powell who helped with it is an anti vaxxer. I think euphoric atheists on skeptic.org are still cringe as fuck though

Apparently Diane Hennacy Powell is rumored to be an anti vaxxer. I think euphoric atheists on skeptic.org are still cringe as fuck though

Professor Dave Explains' take

More skeptics
https://bingeworthy.substack.com/p/cringey-list-the-telepathy-tapes
https://robbereddinger.substack.com/p/i-want-to-believe-the-telepathy-tapes
https://bingeworthy.substack.com/p/what-i-got-wrong-about-the-telepathy

0 & 2. most conspiracies feel like horseshit meant to muddy the waters. these pedophilic tards are not clever, they're sly and banal babyeaters. they cannot fend us off forever, and they do not have supernatural powers.

>>11955
Why do you struggle to believe

>>11962
A lot of conspiracy theorists are, themselves, some sort of sexpest or otherwise unhinged. They claim to "call out" the wrongdoings and unfairness of the world while participating in those same systems that fuel the suffering. The thing is many aren't even wrong but often the call is coming from inside the house

>>11967
>Why do you struggle to believe
i like most other people was beaten with the "nothing inmaterial is real youre just crazy all of people who believe into conspiracy stuff are crazy" over my head my whole life so ive internalized that notion i guess. im working on it tho

>>11979
Damn I feel that. I was a "none" most of my life (basically what that means is I never really thought about anything deeply existential/religious/spiritual) and I never really believed there was any evidence to the supernatural. In 2023 I had a massive crisis and fell down the conspiracy rabbit hole for years and questioned everything I thought I knew for almost 2 years straight. I still fall down the rabbit hole but I'm recovering, I try not to think too much about it but truly when you realize how little we know it can cause you to lose your mind

0,1, & 2, are like objectively correct if you’re not extremely ignorant on one end or spiritual/schizo on the other.

No offense but I’m really yet to have any reason to believe Astral Projection is anything other than the brain being overly imaginative in a lucid dream. Why does nobody ask their dead Grandma “Hey where’d you leave the jewelry?” When they AP and always just come back with vague and esoteric philosophy instead of anything verifiable?

Also have any of you heard of Robert Monroe? He was one of the most famous APers and he even worked with the CIA on some docs that have become the subject of many conspiracies. Have any of you tried his methods and what did you think? Apparently he also said Earth was a farm of emotional energy called loosh which was one of the kickstarters for the prison planet theory

Never done it myself but I've read up about it a little bit. Erin Pavlina's a decent one who talks about stuff like negative entities and the more nitty gritty of it all but there are some rumors she's a scammer so I don't know about her fully. Stories I've seen from Reddit, TikTok, and elsewhere seem to go along with it. TikTok I saw a girl who AP'd and met beings who were worried she gonna be trapped where she projected forever and I've seen lots of stories of people meeting strange figures in suits on the astral. Some are good and help them do stuff with energy, others aren't and try to force them back into their bodies. I read a couple of odd experiences where people mentioned fighting with clones of themselves to a stalemate. The AstralProjection subreddit has some interesting stories about it, I recommend looking on the user Unlmtd_Output 's page for some, I also saw some theories that the government is guarding in the Astral which does seem pretty plausible. Could be a prison planet archon deal too but I think it's more likely that some are just negative beings

If astral projection is merely an unconscious variant of remote viewing… then maybe

>>11869
Most people who do AP also do remote viewing. I do think remote viewing is more reliable though but there are many scammers in that field unfortunately

I read on Agoraroad that studies done on people who claim to be active Astral Projectors have shown massive amounts of neuron activity in the Hippocampus, the main memory processing center for the brain. Do you think this explains Astral Projection away? I also struggle to make sense of things like people going out of body and seeing inaccurate info like going out of body and seeing an open window when the window is actually meant to be closed. A lot of those people say it feels like dreaming

>>10309
Thank you for your reply. Is there a good book that resonates with you especially? One that has emphasis on mother divinity? A lot of books I come across are very masculine.

>>10310
i liked the book by zuzana budapest in the OP under dianic wicca. You'll see I took a lot of inspiration from her. Mary Daly is good too.
The one that most resonated with me and broke me out of the spell of lies was reading the gnostic version of genesis. I had been raised catholic but since very early realized that the god of the bible was evil. It is especially obvious in genesis: the lie that women were borne from man's rib (and not the other way around), the curses the male god places on humanity like flooding the earth or killing innocents in egypt. He is jealous and vengeful. very unlike a creator and more like a usurper trying to control a creation that is not his. Even from a young age it felt like a trick. Reading the gnosic version is much closer to the truth, though i think their conception of material reality as evil is an oversimplification. the thunder perfect mind is a poem from the nag hammadi library, i think, which has a lot of hidden truths.
Unfortunately lots of traditions about the mother divinity were passed down orally, suppressed, eliminated, or assimilated. If you look, youll find fragments of her in your own culture. Take these fragments and follow them. She is not a vengeful goddess, don't worry too much about doing things the perfect way, just do what you can and she will show you the rest. Ask the women in your family, look at the female figures in your religion, or even look to history or mathematics and philosophy. You'll find her.

About the flooding, according to Plato's work Timaeus in ancient times there where many floodings that actually destroyed civilisations and their accumulated knowledge which they where desparate to pass on to the future generations to the point that underground libraries where built like the ones in Egypt.

Can someone recommend me an introductory book?

This interests me but I struggle to believe any of it personally. Can anyone provide me with some evidence or proof that any of the supernatural is real? Or that there's more reason to believe in any of this than standard Christianity or Abrahamic Religions?

What if Hell is real and most are doomed to eternal torture?

>>11367
Is it like a fear that there's no heaven/afterlife or a fear that we're already in hell or a fear that the apocalypse is what we're living through?

I want to flirt with cute shy nerdy boys, have them fall in love with me, then i want to beat them up, kiss them tenderly(once), knee them in the nuts, hurt them physically, disappear and never contact them again.

>>11541
Extremely based. I have similar fantasies all the time.

I imagine myself having a destructive, drug fueled codependent relationship with another woman. I want us to be possessive over each other, and nothing else would matter as long as we were together. I also fantasize about mindbreaking my pathetic ex. He’s already fragile and manipulative due to past trauma, and I imagine holding his face, staring at him wordlessly as he cries before forcing him down and having sex with him. I want to degrade and humiliate him sexually to the point where he feels deep shame and guilt but still comes crawling back to me to satisfy him every time he’s aroused. I want him to brand himself with my name, and for him to constantly be consumed with thoughts of me.