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I had the worst nightmare I’ve ever had like 2 nights ago but I don’t want to even bother talking about it because it makes me feel like such a horrible disgusting person. I’m pretty sure it was because of a horrific news story that just recently happened that I read about and it must’ve deeply effected me to the point that its etched into my subconscious.

Me and my family were caught in some horrible natural disaster mixed with road accident, which resulted in me being severely traumatized. I regained consciousness in my grandmother's house, but there was zero of my relatives, only some randos. My body hurt horribly (worst kind of dreams are the ones you feel physically) My ribs were broken, my left leg was broken and mangled, my jaw was dislocated, my right arm was also dislocated and had patches of skin stripped away. There were no bandages of any sort, just gore. I could barely move and was just lying on a couch. But those randos in the house forced me to move around from one room to another, causing extreme pain. I was quitely crying from pain and resentment that nobody helped me, gave me proper medical care and instead forced me to move and experience this pain. At one point, I was near computer and saw on it in news section that no help was provided to victims of that accident followed with photos of my family members' mangled corpses. In shock and anger I closed the computer and was forced to move in different room again. Suddenly, some young woman came to me and offered to amputate my arm and leg with rubber bands to relieve my pain. I eagerly agreed, but those bands weren't strong enough to do so, so instead this woman fixated my arm, leg and jaw in least painful positions, for which I was extremely grateful to her. Then she left and some faggots again forced me to move, dislocating my arm again, but then this woman came again, fixed everything again and told me to be brave and take a look at my injuries. They were somewhat healed, but it still hurt a lot. Finally, I was forced to move final time, I felt how pain in my leg started to disappear and then I woke up.
This was a very shitty dream because of pain

>>10880
I once fell from the sky through storm clouds into an Aegean sea. I tried to keep my head above water but I wasn't able too as the waves were too much. I knew I was dreaming so I dove down. When I got down 10 feet I saw a naked woman wrapped in translucent gauze floating up from the deep. She looked like an absolute goddess, so serene and at peace. As I swim towards her I realized she is passed out and just barely pregante. I suddenly feel this urge to save her and the baby at any cost. She felt like an Earth Mother Goddess or something.

BUT as I swam closer, she gasped underwater and started to spread eagle, and her womb started to swell. 2nd trimester, 3rd trimester, twins, triples, quads, etc.
Her belly kept expanding at a rapid rate until all I could see was a distended, stretched belly button as she was litterally filled with babies, then exploded into gore with a bright red pop.

My ears were ringing and I panicked as I swam up passed the tattered remains of her corpse. I saw her horrified face, too shocked to even understand what had happened and screamed, one eye hanging out by its optic nerve, the lower part of her ribs exposed and tattered entrails sailing behind her as she went by in the red dark.

I suddenly realized the surface had changed. The sky was clear, the storm and tides gone. When I broke the surface I was pushing away stuff. Like bits of skull, baby arms, baby guts. The entire ocean was nothing but a sea of red gore and aborted baby parts. I breast stroked in that slurry for what seemed like hours trying to wake up or figure out what it means with everything coated in glisting bright blood red.

having dreams that are flashbacks from csa

I was being chased by a tiger

man i'd love to read their journals

it makes make sick the size of the parents look at the moms chubby leggs ……my god

I bet the mom will have to be kept in solitary for the rest of her life, female inmates will fuck your shit up for hurting children.

One of the most horrifying cases I've heard of, things like this hurt me so bad and make me wish I had gone into child services

Many updates on the Turpin Case. After the trial some of the children ended up with abusive foster parents:
>Foster parents of several Turpin siblings sentenced on child abuse charges
https://abcnews.go.com/US/foster-parents-turpin-siblings-sentenced-child-abuse-charges/story?id=114930469
>The six youngest Turpin children were placed with the Olguin family at various times beginning in 2018, a lawyer for one of the Olguins previously told ABC News. Four were still living there at the time of the arrests, according to the attorney.

Jennifer Turpin, eldest sister of the family, just got married a few weeks ago to a dude that looks 20 years older than her. The theme of the wedding was gothic.
>Jennifer Turpin, Who Escaped 'House of Horrors,' Marries in Gothic Wedding Celebration Attended by Her Siblings
https://people.com/house-of-horrors-jennifer-turpin-marries-in-gothic-cemetery-wedding-celebration-attended-by-her-siblings-8748713
> The eldest child of the Turpin family has tied the knot.

>Jennifer Turpin married husband Aron (she has kept his last name private) on Oct. 27 at The Miller Gardens in Rancho Cucamonga, Calif., she revealed in an Instagram reel posted on Nov. 9. "10/27/2024 Wedding Day 🥰🖤💍," she captioned a video of her big day.

>The couple's Gothic outdoor ceremony was attended by her siblings. Turpin confirmed that she invited her 12 brothers and sisters in a response to an Instagram comment asking if they were in attendance. "We did. I just can’t post most out of respect/privacy ❤," she replied.

>Her video showcased the many unique elements of the wedding which took place just days before Halloween including custom glassware with skeleton versions of the bride and groom, a coffin ring box, napkins that read "Till Death Do Us Part" with another skeleton rendition of the couple, and black and red floral arrangements.

>>10753
That's so cool and I understand getting scared and backing down. You should post an update if/when you have it. Where did you learn to do things like that? I want to try something like that just to see if it would work but I'm not sure if there are risks involved.

Any thoughts on Antphrodite? He’s fairly popular and I was wondering if there’s anything worthwhile to his videos. I’ve watched some of them and from what I see he mainly does lots of celebrity stuff alongside conspiracy stuff. He apparently got big because he predicted the James Charles drama alongside some other stuff with Britney Spears and Ariana Grande. Idk if I really believe his stuff though but I’m a skeptic of most of this tarot stuff anyways so maybe that’s the reason why

>>10764
I just chanted the enn a couple of times and after a few minutes it happened. I tried doing it recently but it didn't work. I don't remember the date or what time I did it which I think may have played a role. I also meditate a lot. It's like one of those things you need to establish if you want to get on that path.
>I want to try something like that just to see if it would work but I'm not sure if there are risks involved.
There are risks but you can minimize it by protecting yourself. Also are you easily scared? I have saved a bunch of info about dealing with spirits and evocation, down to physical manifestation. I used to browse an old subforum that worked with the 6/7 Book of Moses. It is supposedly really powerful and has a lot of fiery spirits but if you dont know the basics and how to protect yourself, you might get fucked up.

>>10751
I used to hang out in this thread kek
Atm I’m really busy and tired but when I can gather mire energy I want to try spirit flight. I’m a little hesitant because in the past something like meditating made me really dizzy and I had to stop the meditation. Besides that I gathered materials from my local forest to diy a small broom and I’m very excited about that.

>>10780
Let's keep horoscope and Tarot out of the witchcraft thread, shall we?

Recently i tried weed for the first time, edibles. First time I had any I took way too much (I think it was probably 40 or 50 mg thc). At first it was OK, i felt kinda floaty and good. Then I started getting really sad and just thinking weird thoughts. I had the most intense panic attack of my life, chest felt like it was in flames, I was hyperventilating and thought I was dying. Felt more sensative to sounds. My mouth was so insanrly dry. I tried eating and remember being so fucked up I couldn't tell if I was actually able to completely swallow, if I was inhaling chunks of food or if it was stuck in my throat. My breathing was slow and I could barely move it felt like. I passed out until the next morning after that.
Just awful.
Next couple days I tried probably half that dose in edibles and barely felt anything. I felt good but not much and would just fall asleep.
Im gonna try smoking next, hopefully my experience is better.

>>10896
I also remember that first time, time felt like it was moving 1000x slower and it was so fucking awful. I just wanted it to stop and I knew it would be over im a couple hours, but I was afraid a couple hours would take my whole lifetime and I would be trapped in that hell for years.

>>10896
lol yea, it’s dubious the first time, I remember I had a panic attack as well and I sat down on the floor and felt like I was falling into a tunnel as I could see my friends looking down at me watching me fall into it.
Very scary experience.

>>8859
A lot of women are allergic to caffeine and never know it since it doesn't kill you, it turns you into a neurotic mess that gets diagnosed as something else.

I've bough several microdosing packs of magic truffles and I've decided that I will start tomorrow. I wish I had the money to invest on micology as a serious hobby but I'm grateful to have the possibility to dip my toes on it before spending larger amounts of money. I've never taken meds or bc because I'm a little bit skeptical of the whole thing (irl friends and anons bad experiences have shaped my opinion on that matter) so I'm willing to take the mico route to boost a bit my productivity. I wish I'll have some time during late december to trip on a larger dose of truffles because I miss acid.

>>1305
Remember to kiss your local fish boy today and every day until you're no longer breathing.

When I was little and I'd visit my grandparents in the countryside for the summer, there was this one portion of the road that I always hated to go on. I used to throw fits in the car whenever we drove on that one section. I grew out of it, of course, but years later I learned that when they were constructing that road, they built it over a graveyard and neglected to move any of the bodies, only the headstones. Now when I visit, I try to drive very very slowly over that portion of the road because I don't want to disturb anybody beneath it.

I used to faint at this particular place in the town where my grandma lives anytime I went there. It's like a little square and one one side there's a medieval gate into a pakt where's a castle and on the other side there's a mini zoo for injured wildlife. For couple of years anytime I went there I fainted or got close to fainting. Very strange because I never fainted anytime anywhere. Now that I'm an adult I can go there no problem.
I also sometimes sence when I'm outside that there's a dead animal near. Not my the smell lol it's usually more far away to smell it, but it's like something leads me to the dead animal if I don't focus on where I'm going and just wander.

I've always hated going to the cemetery where my great grandmother is buried, even as a child I hated it. I always felt I was being watched. I haven't been in years and I feel guilty for not visiting her resting place but I don't like the energy there. It feels heavy.
I worked at a school that had this oppressive feel over it. A dark cloud. I hated it there and only worked there a year. It was the worst teaching year as well as personal year of my life. Everything about the place was just off.
I had a neighbor who was an energy vampire. She was too overbearing, too much, had crazy, manic eyes. My first few interactions with her just being friendly trying to welcome her absolutely zapped me, so I stopped contact and mentally put on a suit of armor if I HAD to deal with her. She had bad energy, and as an energy vampire she would attempt to take it from anyone. Smothering, overwhelming, demanding. The frigging yard man banged on my door one morning freaked out about her.
As a child I woke up to see a tall dark figure in my doorway. It was broad, had horns, and was nearly as tall as the door. I threw the covers over my head, then peeked out. It had come closer. So like any child, I yelled for my mom.
The next incident was the worst. Again, as a child, my dad was gone somewhere so I was sleeping in their bed with Mom. In my sleep I remember something whispering in my ear, "Hit her." I resisted and didn't, and the whisper told me to again. So in my sleep or twilight sleep I hit her in the stomach. I've never felt so guilty. Ever.
I hope the shadow figure and the whisper were just weird figments of an overactive child's imagination. In my teenage years my dog stood in my doorway and stared and growled at something in my room when I was home alone and in a different room but could see him. I haven't had anymore experiences like that and as I've gotten older and I've
visited their home when they weren't there I have conducted actions and spoken things for protection although I don't feel anything dark there and never have.
I truly believe there is bad, negative energy in places and in people. When it's in places idk if it's a place of bad things have occurred, unresolved anger or trauma, burial grounds, or even some kind of portal or cursed land.

My great grandmother's old dresser, which was kept in the same room where she died. I inherited it and kept it in my spare room. Whenever I looked into its mirrror, I always felt that I was not truly looking at my reflection, but some distorted perversion of it. Nobody in my house felt comfortable around that thing, especially in the dark when someone slept there. We ultimately got rid of it by selling it off.

I get “bad vibes” from people occasionally and it’s usually proven right: energy vampires, narcissism, cheaters, abusive, etc.

I’ve had a feeling of profound terror/fear for no obvious reason twice in my life. First was driving through a small town. The vibes were, as the kids say, absolutely rancid. Even without getting out of the car once, I was scared just being there and wanted to leave asap, which I did.

The second was when I was working a restaurant. A man, about mids 30s, came in to order food. I felt absolute dread the moment he walked in and was deeply afraid of him. He looked like an average dude, was “pleasant” enough in his interactions (maybe a little too charming), didn’t do anything “wrong”. But even my male coworker agreed with me when I said there was something off about him. Long after he left the restaurant, I was creeped out for the rest of the night.

Yes, but not the gray/green human-like or very intelligent aliens, I believe in another living creatures (like unicellular organisms, or bacteria or ant-like creature) in space or out of the milky way even.

Yes

No.

>>10689
The secret ingredient you are missing is sexual intercourse with a member of the other sex

>>10705
Thank you so much I’m actually doing that now

Take high-quality omega-3 supplements OP, that's what fixed it for me after 3 years trying

>>10718
what awful "advice"

If you're fertile and healthy,simply track the ovulation cycle, no spell necessary. Certain teas make you more fertile also

>>2112
Lol, that plant is literally called stupid-turnip in my native language.
No shit it makes men do anything, it has scopolamine inside - it is used by thieves, drug lords and human traffickers to turn anyone into a walking dummy.
People can suffer from amnesia for days, weeks, months. That shit is insane.

>>2114
I misread the post.

>>2115
Woh that's pretty interesting, I didn't know it was that powerful.
If you don't mind me asking, what is your native language?

>>2079
i sometimes want to try this just to see what happens. probably nothing will come of it but still intriguing

>>2119
there's an insane vice documentary on it/scopolamine (it's called "world's scariest drug")