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i smoked a cigarette in front of a church structure, and 'baal' was connected to it - not the structure itself, just vaguely. i only recall anything at all because an alarm went off when it shouldn't have and woke me up. also some super sickness would spread the world, and one of the safe-havens was Chile. i don't have waking visual memory, so i can never really place everything that happened.
i'm non-spiritual, but i do browse conspiracies without mentally filtering them, so that's probably where the dream comes from in my subconscious. although i have no faith, i like to use imagery representing confidence in the trinity to feel empowered against darkness.
on a related note i'm going to try lucid dreaming again. my method last time was asking myself daily whether or not i was dreaming, so eventually i asked myself whilst in one. i quit trying because i could never stay in them and immediately woke up each time, but maybe it'll be fun a second time around

The other day I was in the bathroom and I overheard a girl talking to her friend about a reoccurring dream she has. In the dream, she is the Virgin but instead of giving birth to the Messiah, she gives birth to the antichrist. It scared me alot and made me very grateful I dont deal with spiritual warfare in my own dreams.

Had a dream Jack Spicer from xiaolin showdown was in hazbin hotel as a sinner, which is like….. Completely in character for him…. Some other spicy stuff happened but i dont wanna get taken down

Don't know if it means anything but as of late I've been having lots of dreams that get weirdly meta. Like dreams where I'm moving through different levels like it's a video game then a new dream starts but I still remember the old one. Or having dreams where I wake up from another dream

I seem to have violent dreams every now and then.

One of these dreams, I remember myself going back home at night in my old neighbourhood. I saw some Chinese kid walking right in front of me, he was maybe 7 years old or so. He slipped up on a slope and started rolling down on it until he hit a pole right with the middle of his spine.

In another dream I entered a bathroom stall to find a dismembered female body and also a cut off penis.

I don't know what my brain is trying to tell me with these.

>>8695
And here's what the crystals looked like arranged in my altar/spread!

I wear this tourmaline because it absorbs radiation. I hope this thread picks up, I have more to post later on at home

Saving up to buy a huge chunk of Angelite or Celestite - so peaceful and dreamy.

Also dropping some threads that had AMAZING info:

https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/42188260

https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/42149471/#42149471

Toy stores used to have these "young chemist" thingies where you could grow crystals. I always wanted to try it. Maybe I should get one for lolz.

I want to kms too, but I heard that you'll just come back and have an even worse life than your last. Don't want to really risk it.

>>8648
I came to the conclusion with this in mind during my suicidal years. I was really gonna do it, bought a gas tank and everything. To me, whenever i get bad thoughts i just literally tell myself to wait this one out. I gave up on this life, i don’t pine for anything anymore and it ironically made me happier these past couple of months to just let go of things even though i’m still here. I’m still here but i’m dead, you know?
Hopefully reincarnation does exist, and the next life isn’t so bad and doesn’t do a number on my identity and happiness as much. I look forward to the next gig my soul takes.

I lowkey believe in reincarnation but does it scare anyone else? Like the possibility of being reborn into a shithole 3rd world country in the middle of war? Or possibly living the same lifetime again and again after a while? I mean numbers with billions and trillions and quadrillions of zeroes are basically nothing compared to infinity and I don't really know how to cope with this life feeling kind of insignificant compared to the infinite amounts of others we'll live

>>8648
>>8649
Yeah either you'll be reborn without getting to choose whether or not to come back, you'll have to come back as a bug, go to naraka, or just have really shitty karma. Afterlife repercussions is honestly one of those things that keeps me from killing myself as well as the possibility that maybe I'm schizo and there's nothing after this, in which case I may as well not rush to the end because it's hopeless anyways

>>8601
Giga ultra based theology scholar nona. The very soul of Joan of Arc is alive within you.

>>8829
Can you provide a link to the YouTube guide please?

>>8854
The raccoon speaks the truth, you all need to take your meds.

>>8829
>>9569
seconding

>>8829
Anon I need you to post that guide.

This is crazy.

Me and bf have been apartment hunting for like a year.

Last Friday morning I decided to do a spell, found a yt video and was going to buy the stuff on friday night. On sunday we walk past an estate agents in town, I have a hunch to go in so we do and there's a property about to go live. We end up going to view it like 30 mins later and love it so much we put an offer in the same day. It gets accepted Monday.

I was about to do this spell + listened to these subliminals on the friday:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtsOewu3sRQ&t=697s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U9vMlTFtJsA&list=PLNdZR3aj0jSTEPAM4zAtdb3P9R7fV9Gk8&index=12

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ty3n0jVyK0Y&list=PLNdZR3aj0jSTEPAM4zAtdb3P9R7fV9Gk8&index=11

>>8884
had to make my Instagram private and change my usernames on all my social medias because I was afraid he would find my real name and continue to stalk me

>>2191
Orsted

>>2178
Woman around my age who was very into reincarnation (partly typical New Age simplified mix, party her own “experiences”). We met through some shared interest (not esoteric-related). She began to reveal more about her past lives and how she was some famous people or involved with others like that. She also claimed I’m her lost sister from some other dimension and we have some time powers and shit. She wanted to know who I was in my past life. Sometimes she would share videos on her socials how she or her foreign friend contact spirits (aka doing silly faces and talking with weirdly changed voice).

>>7712
/Thread

>>11061
I think i forget and reread this thread every year, also bump

Not her but agree with >>11911
He is the kind to make up conspiracies about himself or do retarded shit just to attention whore

>>11909
I think the Jim Carrey nona has been MIA since 2024

>>11914
Couldn't blame her for being MIA. He seems like a psycho

>>11911
>>11912
As time has gone on, definitely agree with this. He likely started the "rumor" himself because nobody gave a shit about his faggoty French award show

>>10764
I just chanted the enn a couple of times and after a few minutes it happened. I tried doing it recently but it didn't work. I don't remember the date or what time I did it which I think may have played a role. I also meditate a lot. It's like one of those things you need to establish if you want to get on that path.
>I want to try something like that just to see if it would work but I'm not sure if there are risks involved.
There are risks but you can minimize it by protecting yourself. Also are you easily scared? I have saved a bunch of info about dealing with spirits and evocation, down to physical manifestation. I used to browse an old subforum that worked with the 6/7 Book of Moses. It is supposedly really powerful and has a lot of fiery spirits but if you dont know the basics and how to protect yourself, you might get fucked up.

>>10751
I used to hang out in this thread kek
Atm I’m really busy and tired but when I can gather mire energy I want to try spirit flight. I’m a little hesitant because in the past something like meditating made me really dizzy and I had to stop the meditation. Besides that I gathered materials from my local forest to diy a small broom and I’m very excited about that.

>>10780
Let's keep horoscope and Tarot out of the witchcraft thread, shall we?

Is there any sort of spell I can use to kill a moid or at least get them to break up with my friend? He's abusive but she's too stubborn to leave plus she has low self-esteem, so she thinks it's her fault he acts like that as well. Nothing would make me happier than to read that he just wound up dead in a ditch somewhere, but I'll settle for him just being completely out of her life if nothing else

Jupiter is exalted in Cancer from 2nd of June (sidereal) - what are y'all planning?

I'm going to make a sweetening jar for the house where my Cancer is :)

Got EFU. Was kinda sceptical given that it's a personality test but I guess the first line is literally me kek
>>11650
Same

IFU Iu Fc Uu

IFU Iu Fu U
Asocial, low self-esteem, and scatterbrained. Sounds about right.

IFA IcFuAc

IRA Iu Rc Ac

>>11995
i'd like to know if i'm on a steady path, or one with many challenges to come

>>11995
I'd like to know if the prospective project idea I have is going to be successful

>>11995
I'd like some advice for a crisis I'm dealing with lately

Anyone wanna trade tarot reads? I'll keep checking this thread every few days. I'm ok with getting other kinds of divination. My queries are mostly work related.

>>12020
Can I have that sandwich along with it?

In ancient times when I was a teenager I was alone at home, parents out. I was sitting at the computer and listening to music and felt a hand drop on my shoulder. Naturally I thoughtmy parents were back but no one was there and I was realyl freaked out, they came back only some hours later. idk maybe I was just on the verge of dozing off and imagined things but it really scared me at the time