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one millisecond of eternity has passed Anonymous 12172[Reply]

anyone have that long text about being forced to live an eternity alone on an island?
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Anonymous 12183

>>12179
stuff like this helps me put my fear of eternal nothingness into perspective– because would i really prefer an eternity of existence? nothing new, nothing gained? horrifying

Anonymous 12191

>>12183
Eternal nothingness isn't much different from eternal life, both sound horrifying to me truly

Anonymous 12194

>>12179
In god we trust

Anonymous 12196

>>12194
I have a complicated relationship with religion because of this subject honestly, deep time is scary

Anonymous 12197

SCP stories have captured my fascination for almost a year now. I think i wouldn't even mind becoming D-class if it meant that i could witness something supernatural at least once before i die. I want to believe in magic and the otherworldly so bad. Witnessing something supernatural would give me hope, because otherwise nothing really matters to me, we're just mortals without purpose, just doing whatever that helps us not think about life and its finity, just wearing masks, and trying to forget that they're just masks. Succeeding at forgetting still would be a sad state of existence. I want to believe in immortality. Human life seems so fleeting that taking it seriously and putting in effort seems like a fool's errand. One moment we're learning to ride a bicycle and before you know it it is already time to depart.



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Tarot Readings Anonymous 6248[Reply]

Post your question, age, sign, and an image of your choice and get a free tarot reading.
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Anonymous 12020

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Anyone wanna trade tarot reads? I'll keep checking this thread every few days. I'm ok with getting other kinds of divination. My queries are mostly work related.

Anonymous 12023

>>12020
Can I have that sandwich along with it?

Anonymous 12182

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>31
>Taurus
will i ever find a girl who loves me romantically, that will treat me as well or better than the boyfriend i've recently broken up with, because i realized that i am a lesbian?

<3

Anonymous 12190

>>12182
Hope you do. Wishing you the best.

Anonymous 12195

>>12190
thank you, i wish you the best too



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What are the darkest thoughts you have? Anonymous 5684[Reply]

Tell CC what you can't tell anybody else.
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Anonymous 11990

I imagine myself having a destructive, drug fueled codependent relationship with another woman. I want us to be possessive over each other, and nothing else would matter as long as we were together. I also fantasize about mindbreaking my pathetic ex. He’s already fragile and manipulative due to past trauma, and I imagine holding his face, staring at him wordlessly as he cries before forcing him down and having sex with him. I want to degrade and humiliate him sexually to the point where he feels deep shame and guilt but still comes crawling back to me to satisfy him every time he’s aroused. I want him to brand himself with my name, and for him to constantly be consumed with thoughts of me.

Anonymous 12094

Is it dark to imagine the entire male population dropping dead at once, or is it just normal?
>>11990
Wtf I have the exact same fantasies as your first one

Anonymous 12095

>>12094
I think it's not normal but it's a thought more common than you think. I like to think they've never been here in the first place.

Anonymous 12150

Not dark but I want to be white and hate being ethnic I also hate other ethnics, most people feel this way in where I live but they're liberals so they're sneaky about it. I don't feel human when I look at some white women and I would like to have that sort of power so I hate existing this way and having to play into people's dumb lies and delusions and whatever, it's like living in hell really. I feel fake and want to be powerful

Anonymous 12193

>>12150
I'm the reverse I hate being white and wish to have a new ethnicity so I could be part of a race's community because white people don't really have communities like that



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Are these the end of times? Anonymous 12184[Reply]

Do you think so?
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Anonymous 12186

>>12185
you mean like midievil?

Anonymous 12187

no

Anonymous 12188

yes, the signs are too clear to ignore

Anonymous 12189

>>12188
what kinda signs

Anonymous 12192

Logically the times have ended an infinite amount of times before and will end an infinite amount of times again as the hindus and Buddhists say. We are doomed to eternal samsara, I'm deeply scared



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Suicide Anonymous 480[Reply]

How would you do it?
What's the most effective method with minimal pain? I'm a puss.
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Anonymous 12104

Children should be allowed to get euthanized. I'm suffering since I'm 12, I would get it if I could at that age, I hate this world I hope everyone have a hell life

Anonymous 12105

>>12104
Okay but you have to accept my hug before that mmkay? It'll make it all better

Anonymous 12143

>>12141
Watch the birds while absorbing the suns rays. The next time you feel the warmth on your face a fire will ignite within you. You will create a work of art to transmute what smolders you.

Anonymous 12174

relate

Anonymous 12181

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theres a big tree in the back of my house. i'd climb it and hang myself off somewhere near the top. no one would expect it and would be interesting to get found like that after some time, or if limbs suddenly fell onto the yard



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Posting about yourself online Anonymous 12157[Reply]

Have you ever pretended to be someone else to talk about yourself? Either in online posts or using fake accounts to bring yourself up with other people? How did it go?

Anonymous 12180

When I was 14 I made an alt claiming to be 19 to make friends with adults and try to mass report lolifag artists. I sent loli posts to adults to try and make them report it. I don't really regret it because fuck lolipedos



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crystal dream diary. Anonymous 3081[Reply]

whenever you remember a dream, log it here.

picture used is tako otoko from yume 2kki.
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Anonymous 12110

I had the worst nightmare: Somehow I was coddled up to fat ugly older neckbeard in a sofa. I didn't even want to be near him but I was under the impression that if I left he would be angry at me. I had the typical dream executive dysfunction in which I'm very erratic in my actions and I can't control my body because I feel half-numb. He wanted me to give him oral sex and when he showed me his thing I was so repulsed. Then ha had transformed into my ex for a split second. So I stormed out of the room and got into another bedroom and there he was, my ex, for real. I started having a panic attack, running around the flat that was U shaped. Then my family appeared and those two scrotes vanished. My aunt had brought some Christmas sweets and chocolate but I was too nauseous to eat.

Anonymous 12128

I had a dream within a dream

Anonymous 12151

Had a shitty fucking dream about some guys story who had to feed babies mystery meat while hiding the smell. And the “nursery” was more like huge bathroom like hallways - white and cold. This was one of the least paid jobs, with the other choice being becoming a cross dressing prostitute. I had a feeling where this dream is going so I de decided I am not sticking around to see more.

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>>3081
something really stupid, i dont remember the dream itself but one night my bf heard me whisper something among the lines of “find the sixth brother” while i was sleeping.
I still dont know what the fuck was that all about

Anonymous 12155

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>>12154
akira kurosawa, a famous japanese director, made a whole movie based off his dreams! I still have to wwatch it, but i always thought the idea was really intresting



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Female killers general Anonymous 429[Reply]

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Anonymous 11172

>>11041
School shooting is just a completely different crime than killing an abusive husband or revenge killing in general. There is almost no reason to do any kind of mass killing in revenge, people who were wronged and want revenge usually just target the specific people who wronged them rather than committing grandiose acts of terror on random people. People who do mass killings have a warped sense of self importance and usually crave some kind of recognition or to rectify their sense of powerlessness. They might claim it’s “revenge” but it’s a totally different mindset than typical revenge killing.

Anonymous 11251

>>11172
I've chewed this over for a couple of days and I'm not sure I can swallow it. Because, on the subject of women who kill:
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC2174580/
>Resnick's review of the world psychiatric literature on maternal filicide (11) found filicidal mothers to have frequent depression, psychosis, prior mental health treatment, and suicidal thoughts. Maternal filicide perpetrators have five major motives: a) in an altruistic filicide, a mother kills her child out of love; she believes death to be in the child's best interest (for example, a suicidal mother may not wish to leave her motherless child to face an intolerable world; or a psychotic mother may believe that she is saving her child from a fate worse than death); b) in an acutely psychotic filicide, a psychotic or delirious mother kills her child without any comprehensible motive (for example, a mother may follow command hallucinations to kill); c) when fatal maltreatment filicide occurs, death is usually not the anticipated outcome; it results from cumulative child abuse, neglect, or Munchausen syndrome by proxy; d) in an unwanted child filicide, a mother thinks of her child as a hindrance; e) the most rare, spouse revenge filicide occurs when a mother kills her child specifically to emotionally harm that child's father.
So, motives for killing an innocent child by the child's mother are:
1. crazy, 2. crazy, 3. incompetent and crazy, 4. very late abortion, and 5. Revenge against someone who is not the child.

Revenge is the rarest of these motives because it occurs in individuals with ordered, organized thoughts and the possibility of well ordered and self organized lives. But it's the single big reason out of all of the intense negative emotions that motherhood, adulthood, or heterosexual relationships bring. Nowhere on this list does "jealousy" appear as a motive for mother-daughter murder even though it is an unfortunately common form of maternal resentment and is also an unfortunately common motive for woman-on-woman homicides (like Homolka getting her bf to murder her sister).

I don't believe revenge is necessarily surgically precise, not even when mothers do it.

Anonymous 11262

>>7814
She just has the sterotypical english "theets"

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stereotypes_of_British_people
TeethAmericans often joke about the British having bad teeth.

That combined with her hair style makes it "creepy" or something.
I bet english moids would be sex craved for her!

Anonymous 12175

Was not expecting the cannibalism angle.



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cult thread Anonymous 10134[Reply]

let’s talk about cults. all kinds, christian, new age, satanic, online, etc.
conspiracies are okay as long as they actually have some kind of evidence that isn’t pure speculation.
a list of some of the worst ones still active:
>The Order of Nine Angles
>The FLDS church
>The process church of the final judgment
>manson family
>Scientology
>Kali Yuga Acceleration
>The moonies
all of these groups and their offshoots are implicated in criminal activity. many are also extremely suspicious and well connected
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Anonymous 10362

>>10144
That YouTube channel has an email in their bio. I will contact them and report back.

Anonymous 10364

>>10362
what happened?

Anonymous 12169

>>12165
You probably have to believe your own bullshit to successfully lure in suckers. I think that's the key element.

Anonymous 12170

>>12165
Yeah, that's why they were able to build those chemical weapons, because they actually had very experienced chemists.

Lots about it in a book called "Underground" by Haruki Murakami, in which he interviews cult members and survivors of the sarin gas attack. Most people seemed to join because they found Japanese society so bleak and depressing and this was the first spiritual and non-materialist group they came across

Anonymous 12171

They're all government plants, so were Manson and Heaven's Gate



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is it possible for a spirit to latch onto me Anonymous 12158[Reply]

ok so i will leave out a lot of details as to not be identified but like for a little more than a year ive been thinking a lot about a certain dead person. he is not related to me in any shape or form and i have never met him irl as hes been dead for longer than ive been alive. the way ive found out about him was completely accidental too, he is not a celebrity or an actor but he was somewhat of a public figure and theres a wikipedia article about him so its not like knowledge about him is something special to me in particular. i havent been seeing anything but its like hes constantly in the background of my head, like the image of his face is almost always there and i in a weird way feel his presence. this feeling of his presence gets more intense the worser i feel mentally, his presence doesnt feel malicious, if anything its more like a mentor figure, but he doesn't feel like a friend if that makes sense, i dont think that this is aconscious effort for him. his life was a lot simmilar to mine in many ways like really simmilar just surface level and its like when i read about him i a lot of the time fill in the blanks on how he felt deep inside in a way that makes sense from a psychological perspective. i used to be deeply fixated on him in an autism way, but even as that fixation dwindled its like he still was always in the background of my mind. there were periods of my life where ive stopped caring about him completely and he still was there. i admittedly know jackshit about the occult so i dont even know if its possible to accidentaly manifest a dead person into becoming your patron, and i dont rule out the possibility that this is just an autistic special interest, i just want to hear other peoples thoughts and opinions on this matter

Anonymous 12159

Damn so even dead guys can get schizos obsessed with them. What the fuck am I doing wrong lmao

Anonymous 12160

>>12159
youre probably not interesting enough to be obsessed over

Anonymous 12161

>>12159
not the nona who responded to you, but being boring is good sometimes. People let you do your own thing.
Like, technically Chris chan is interesting. That's not necessarily a good thing.

Maybe I'm coping.

Anonymous 12162

>>12160
and you are?

Anonymous 12163




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