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>>12104
Okay but you have to accept my hug before that mmkay? It'll make it all better

>>12141
Watch the birds while absorbing the suns rays. The next time you feel the warmth on your face a fire will ignite within you. You will create a work of art to transmute what smolders you.

relate

theres a big tree in the back of my house. i'd climb it and hang myself off somewhere near the top. no one would expect it and would be interesting to get found like that after some time, or if limbs suddenly fell onto the yard

jumping off a really tall building in front of a museum in front of a bunch of kids on a field trip

>>12244
I haven’t heard anything that indicates that.
What I did hear is she kept working night shifts while trying to take care of the kids, and if she has bipolar that’s very dangerous and could have potentially provoked an episode. (Or deteriorated her mental health further)

>>12234
She was in the prodromal phase where she started to lose it but wasn't all the way gone. That's when you start to lose your mind so she probably started planning their murders then but still knew better than to go through with it. She basically wasn't in control of her own actions, this is part of why I believe she should be free and at most put in mandatory therapy or given meds. The system failed her

>>12246
The system has failed a lot of us. Most of us have mental health issues at this point. Shockingly most of us do not commit murder.
>>12245
That's even worse. Her moid was well off. I have sympathy for all the mothers stuck with kids who still have to work but when you get the chance to be a stay at home parent and choose not to? You had the choice.

Can people please stop looking for reasons to defend murder. It just makes us all look bad. Not sure if any of you have checked but there's a bunch of conservative moids in charge right now who would really like to throw away our rights.

Husband’s fault 100%

Feel free to ban me(moid) but this place is unusually much saner than women on social media elsewhere and I wanted to let whoevers reading this know it's appreciated. Maybe the world is as dark as it is but there are still some sane(mostly) women left in the world.

Please don't take this as a sign to become more insane, it isn't.

>Do you believe in past life regression
I'm curious about it, because the idea of accessing memories from a previous life is almost haunting to me. I don't think our past lives, if they exist, even really belong to "us", since we've only ever known our current bodies and can't be pinned to our old actions. Perhaps this mentality would put a mental block in the way of any future attempt I make to go under hypnosis, but I have had a friend who's spiritually gifted share that she has recollections of things that did not happen to her, and left her with fears. It's interesting

>What's your thoughts on regressive hypnosis
Wouldn't this method be vulnerable to the power of suggestion? Doesn't being put into a vulnerable mental state and then pried with questions make it easier to hallucinate false interpretations of the truth?

>>12136
It's a very messy practice, I haven't experienced much of anything supernatural beyond some mild stuff I'm a bit iffy on. I'd do anything to believe in something kind of woo woo like this though. Reincarnation is a scary thought to me though, I don't wanna experience death over and over

>>12179
In god we trust

>>12194
I have a complicated relationship with religion because of this subject honestly, deep time is scary

SCP stories have captured my fascination for almost a year now. I think i wouldn't even mind becoming D-class if it meant that i could witness something supernatural at least once before i die. I want to believe in magic and the otherworldly so bad. Witnessing something supernatural would give me hope, because otherwise nothing really matters to me, we're just mortals without purpose, just doing whatever that helps us not think about life and its finity, just wearing masks, and trying to forget that they're just masks. Succeeding at forgetting still would be a sad state of existence. I want to believe in immortality. Human life seems so fleeting that taking it seriously and putting in effort seems like a fool's errand. One moment we're learning to ride a bicycle and before you know it it is already time to depart.

>>12177
I believe it was the afterlife for everyone no matter what so it wasn't punishment, it was based on the Mormon hell though

>>12183
Both scare the shit out of me honestly, forever is a horrifying concept

>>719
Looks made with a rake-like tool.

Not dark but I want to be white and hate being ethnic I also hate other ethnics, most people feel this way in where I live but they're liberals so they're sneaky about it. I don't feel human when I look at some white women and I would like to have that sort of power so I hate existing this way and having to play into people's dumb lies and delusions and whatever, it's like living in hell really. I feel fake and want to be powerful

>>12150
Uh I got news for you they're treated shitty just the same. Gaslit by men. Forced to dumb down. Emotional labor. Put up with an ugly moid's ugly personality. Its shit in every direction. And being pretty can make it worse.

I was on medication that spiked my blood pressure and pulse rate. I thought I was having a heart attack but I thought to myself, should I bother calling 911. What if I just let it ride and this is the way I go. Unfortunately I didnt die

>>12205
I for one am glad you remain in the realm of the living. I'm guessing it was some kind of anti-inflammatory medication. Do you have asthma?

>>12206
No it was for ADHD. Basically legal meth

>>12020
Can I have that sandwich along with it?

>31
>Taurus
will i ever find a girl who loves me romantically, that will treat me as well or better than the boyfriend i've recently broken up with, because i realized that i am a lesbian?

<3

>>12182
Hope you do. Wishing you the best.

>>12190
thank you, i wish you the best too

Am I on the right path?

more like mid times

>>12185
you mean like midievil?

no

yes, the signs are too clear to ignore

>>12188
what kinda signs

When I was 14 I made an alt claiming to be 19 to make friends with adults and try to mass report lolifag artists. I sent loli posts to adults to try and make them report it. I don't really regret it because fuck lolipedos

I had the worst nightmare: Somehow I was coddled up to fat ugly older neckbeard in a sofa. I didn't even want to be near him but I was under the impression that if I left he would be angry at me. I had the typical dream executive dysfunction in which I'm very erratic in my actions and I can't control my body because I feel half-numb. He wanted me to give him oral sex and when he showed me his thing I was so repulsed. Then ha had transformed into my ex for a split second. So I stormed out of the room and got into another bedroom and there he was, my ex, for real. I started having a panic attack, running around the flat that was U shaped. Then my family appeared and those two scrotes vanished. My aunt had brought some Christmas sweets and chocolate but I was too nauseous to eat.

I had a dream within a dream

Had a shitty fucking dream about some guys story who had to feed babies mystery meat while hiding the smell. And the “nursery” was more like huge bathroom like hallways - white and cold. This was one of the least paid jobs, with the other choice being becoming a cross dressing prostitute. I had a feeling where this dream is going so I de decided I am not sticking around to see more.

>>3081
something really stupid, i dont remember the dream itself but one night my bf heard me whisper something among the lines of “find the sixth brother” while i was sleeping.
I still dont know what the fuck was that all about

>>12154
akira kurosawa, a famous japanese director, made a whole movie based off his dreams! I still have to wwatch it, but i always thought the idea was really intresting