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Tarot Readings Anonymous 6248[Reply]

Post your question, age, sign, and an image of your choice and get a free tarot reading.
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Anonymous 10585

Oh my gosh! Everytime I draw tarot cards (im a novice) I ALWAYS get the high priestess when I ask questions surrounding him. This is awesome, thank you!!!

Now here's another row of questions, if you don't mind.
What is his real name? If tarots can't say, how would I find out? I know its not "Percy", he responds to it, but its in a "larping as a fictional character" way.
When did I summon him? Was it in the year 2014?
How can I cultivate my energy with his and uncover our deep secrets?
And finally, how can I reliably contact him? I usually telepathically think at still images of fictional characters like a schizo, but idk if that actually works lol.

Anonymous 10596


Thank you for doing my reading nona. I know I should't stake too much onto tarot, but it did lift my mood to read that positive things could be happening in my future for both my love life and career.

Anonymous 10597

this is probably going to take years but can I get a reading?
21 Leo F
>what will happen about my housing situation
>will I finally find a job
>will I get money soon
>what are my shadow aspects

thanks in advanced

Anonymous 10600

thanks nona, I'm here and I wanna hear more about love!! my post is >>10241

Anonymous 10615


Regardless of how long it may take, giving it a chance. I love barn owls btw :)

18 Scorpio
Am I looking for love too soon? Or would it be for the best I continue doing my own thing and just let things happen on their own?


Anonymous 1808[Reply]

who really runs this world? are the Illuminati legit?
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Anonymous 1872

It's a mix of rich banking families, human AI, alien AI and negative alien groups.

Anonymous 10606

The illuminati is not relevant

Anonymous 10611


Anonymous 10612

lizard people in flesh bags

Anonymous 10614

kys polfag


Anonymous 10599[Reply]

I hate people online so much that I can't help but want to push them to suicide but most social media are too sensitive and ban you for anything. I really wish there was I way I could push certain individuals I encounter online to kill themselves but no matter what I say it's always words that just slide off their backs. I wish I had some ability to dox or blackmail them, they would absolutely deserve it, I wish I could just find out where they work and live and spread the stuff they say so bravely online to their loved ones or their coworkers and bosses to ruin their lives

Anonymous 10601

Ok I will kill myself this one time just for you

Anonymous 10602

Hell yeah u da goat

Anonymous 10610



Anonymous 9899[Reply]

How do you feel about Gnosticism?

Anonymous 10605

I feel like bible religion is a bad joke.

Anonymous 10607



I want to start worshipping Gods Anonymous 9680[Reply]

Does anybody else here worship the Greeks? How do you get started? Do I just make an altar and start praying? Can an altar be anything?
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Anonymous 9972

Why do you want to worship the Greek gods?

Anonymous 9983

Literally no reason. It's a stupid impulse.

Anonymous 9996

Might I suggest just try sending love and appreciation towards a creator God? Or at least not the Greek/Roman gods cause they hate women and all stories are of them being assholes. No need for rituals or anything, just take a moment to send a thanks for life and your blessings and then wish for whatever you want from specific to general sending of help or easing of burdens. I find a personal connection is nicer than the rigid rituals of old and just freely asking for things has gotten them for me. Granted I haven't asked for anything too crazy but they happen from me finding a killer new phone deal the day mine broke (phone I wanted that's not even sold in my country), to consistently catching buses when normally I have shit bus luck now that I pray before leaving, and a freak situation happened which saved me from an ex I was too scared to leave making him leave for me while I kept everything after he'd done stuff to ensure I couldn't have rights to my things.
If you're looking to fill your worship hole and get things honestly I feel praying to the Creator is the best option and on the right track cause shit does happen. I got a friend to try and they're experiencing the same wave of good things and wishes granted so it's not just me being crazy from what I can tell. Meanwhile I know I ranted at Zeus and the others as a small child reading the stories and nothing happened so honestly I think they're a dead end spiritually. Plus they're all dicks

Anonymous 9998


I'm sure you can get creative, seeing how these Gods are no longer a coherent religion, but romanticized relics of the past.

An idea would be to look into what other people who worship a certain god/dess do. If you'd like something handy and quick to orient yourself how to honor a god, here's a fantastic blog that has handy cheat sheet guides how to approach every Olympian god and more minor deities. It's got interesting details but is still concise.


Picrel is an example sheet on Artemis from the same blog. Devotional acts are, I assume, the best way to show worship. Fortunately, this doubles as self-improvement in the name of your god or goddess, so you can't lose even if you abandon your interest in Greek deities. May you pick the most suited patron for what's best in your interest. Best of luck anon!

Anonymous 10604

Like half of the Greek gods were Marty Mcfly and he's been sealed into a sonic the hedgehog so you can't really.

You can worship anything sort of, even moon watching can be like worship. People need something to focus on, people worship cable. You should choose your output-inputs wisely if you can.


anyone here have experiences with the hat man? Anonymous 10540[Reply]

My mom saw him when she was hanging out with some friends as a teenager. he was hiding behind trees. a dark shape of a man with a hat.
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Anonymous 10546

Only one time as a chronic sleep paralysis sufferer. I heard him come up the steps into the room I was sleeping in. I could hear his fancy shoes. He took hold of my vision to make me see those shoes. Sort of like when the camera changes in a tv show. Two toned oxfords. He then put my vision on some playing cards. I can’t remember what they were. He was holding them. I knew it was the hatman without even seeing his entire body. He made me know his presence without words. This was in 2018. I usually don’t see beings during sleep paralysis, only feel them, but I saw parts of him. This is the only sleep paralysis demon or being that I’ve seen that others have also seen. The others that I have seen don’t have names or sightings by other people, to my knowledge.

Anonymous 10564

Kek yes. I was falling asleep in my old room and my closet was slightly ajar, right in the moment that I was falling asleep I saw the hat man peeking out from behind the door looking at me but I was so tired I remember thinking like "oh well fuck this" and going to sleep. I wasn't scared or anything I was way too tired to care.

Anonymous 10588


That's just the guy from lsd dream emulator, i saw him on my dreams before

Anonymous 10592

what the fuck I've absolutely had nightmares about this guy when I was like 4-5 years old. Never again after that.

Anonymous 10598


The Owen Benjamin Cult Anonymous 10594[Reply]

Here's a deep dive into the topic

Anonymous 10595

Don’t know what this means, but I know I’m part of the Breaking Benjamin cult.


Drugs Anonymous 1850[Reply]

From stuff like weed and acid to DMT and coke, share your experiences with drugs. They don't have to be particularly profound or bad, feel free to share your positive, benign, or spiritual trips as well.
I'll start with something fairly benign.
>first time smoking weed
>pretty much have the joint to myself
>"lol I'm not feeling anything"
>suddenly begin to lag behind myself
>black out/can't remember anything every few minutes
>nothing bad yet, just chilling
>start to giggle at something my friend said
>can't control myself
>fall back onto the floor and begin to roll around, still out of control of my body
>become aware I am not myself and forget my being entirely
>can't stop crying now either
>friends laughing at me but I'm genuinely panicked
>Convinced I'm not real
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Anonymous 10355

I think if done recklessly for sure just cause it's so strong, but I've personally found I use less overall now (once I figured out how little to add lol). I also like the experience a bit more in regards to the flavour and the high it produces. Flower always tastes the same to me lol
I take a dab when I need and I find the effects I want (relaxation and anti panic attack/ptsd issue) last much longer than smoking flower, plus I'm coughing much less which is nice. Probably cause I'm smoking less stuff at once but also cause it smokes out fully without leaving much residue or extra plant matter. The first night I got it I definitely over blasted myself but now it's just a little dab maybe 2-3 times a day on a bad day and I'm trying to go down to once at night or at worst once during the day on a bad one. Since it's so strong and I feel it for a while, I think it's easier to keep myself away vs flower where I'd add a little pinch to my bowl here and there not noticing how much I've smoked as my anxieties and memories creep back in.
I like it much better than a vape cart, with vapes I found I really messed my tolerance up cause it was right there and the effects went away pretty quick it felt like even if it's supposed to be pure concentrate. It also wasn't great on the lungs cause unless you buy expensive they add so many filler flavours to the vape, and even the "pure" stuff isn't the same as actually dabbing concentrate I've found. Tbh I think those cheap 90% thc flavoured vapes kill people's tolerances more than dabs will unless they're at dabs cause flower doesn't hit anymore which wasn't really my case. I swapped cause I heard it was better than trying to vape the stuff and after getting a rig it is cheaper cause you can get pure concentrate for about half the price of a good vape cart and yeah, it's better than the vape. Maybe I'll check in a few in the future and find out I was totally wrong but I think if used responsibly it could be more beneficial for people who smoke often to swap a bowl of flower for a hit of a dab

Anonymous 10375

I also have anxiety and PTSD and dabs literally have given me panic attacks, just like every other form of thc.

Except edibles. I eat dispensary gummies every day and its based af. Mainly a body high but sometimes I get a bit silly and euphoric. Plus, zero lung damage. 10 out of 10 edibles = best form of getting potted up on weed

Anonymous 10419

I like dabs as an occasional treat, smoking joints will always be king

Anonymous 10584

i have tried a lot of drugs to see what they are like. prescribed tramadol at 14 after major surgery, when prescription expired used recreationally. in university i was big into raving, degen social circle obviously, and was using some drug 2-4 days a week bc socializing meant this. most of these are from 17-21 in uni. i was into the idea of trying to compensate for personality deficits (mild adhd + socially awkward back then) and mainly i hoped to attain interesting new experiences. i did not and still do not like being entirely sober because i feel bored and overall my mood is predictably low. i hoped i would get insights on drugs which would reveal a really obvious thing i was missing about the meaning of life.

i never had physical dependencies but at some points i was using too much of coke and ket mainly and maybe had the potential to become addicted. thankfully i did not, and was able to function always. i got diagnosed with adhd and improved my social skills, and just grew out of partying after uni; adhd meds removed the need for any drug motivation. some of my old rave drug friends have become very religious. and seem to be at peace. one became an extreme bodybuilder steroid dude. ways of trying to fill this void. some people ended up being really fucked up and we lost contact bc they went way too far. using mephedrone/actual meth frequently, even. i never touched anything that sounded too extreme but a lot of the russians in my country ended up doing much harder things. i feel like my life has a little bit of meaning, and i have goals to achieve. i just make my goals to be productive at work, and to read books and learn interesting stuff. i set a lot of little goals for myself to independently study certain things. if i dont do it its so low-stakes its irrelevant, but if i do i feel very proud. so i entertain myself now. i still dont feel like i have some great purpose in my life, but im not expecting to find it and i dont care as much about the absence of it.

there is nothing profound in experiences that are just temporary chemical changes, and i learned nothing about myself or life broadly. i do not recommend trying things for the sake of trying. wasted a lot of time and a LOT of money, and most of these were not interesting enough for me to come back to it more than a handful of times once i knew what the experience was like.

i only take vitamin supplements and adhd meds at this point. coke like once or twice a monthPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous 10593

Ever since I did ketamine for the first and last time like 8 months ago I think about it at least once a week and how much I loved it. It felt like all the anxiety I had carried my whole life just melted away from my body. I’m kinda thankful I don’t have easy access to key and I cut off the friends I did it with (for different reasons) - tbh I think if I did it again it wouldn’t even be as good as the first time and I’d just get suck in the hole of chasing that first high like most addicts do. For now I’m just sticking with weed and benzos but sometimes I dream of living a sober life just because it’s more affordable.


Castle of the dark mother Anonymous 10590[Reply]

This castle in Belgium was owned by a coven of witches and was known to have various dark at evil things take place at it.
Here is the video https://youtu.be/Ue9M2zTzmA0?si=BSwVEGomU0GDV8ix

Anonymous 10591

I wish i had a witch mother.


Astral Projection Anonymous 10575[Reply]

Do you believe in astral projection? I'm a pretty big skeptic but I've had numerous experiences that I can't just write off as weird dreams.

Anonymous 10583

the people who tend to believe and talk about astral projection are low iq

Anonymous 10589

Most of the time yeah, I'm talking about more cerebral out-of-body expierences during sleep paralysis or uncanny lucid dreams than escapist fantasies thoughever

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