This thread has made me remember an lc post from nearly a decade ago involving a news article about a deformed hydrocephalic but "intellectually functional and independent" adult male who had an extremely beautiful girlfriend who posed with him on social media and never slept with him, frequently slept with attractive men, and routinely pummeled his "soft, sensitive head" for stress relief. The news article waas in the wake of the male being hospitalized because one of her numerous lovers found him, so she began hitting him with something in order to put on a show as though his presence was unexpected.

Unfortunately either time or the internet seems to have destroyed all evidence and I am left wondering if I somehow imagined the whole thing. Even if there is a news story that's no guarantee of accuracy. I think it was an American news story but it was bizarre enough to have been invented anyways just like most British or European news stories about such things.

>>129428
>extremely beautiful girlfriend who posed with him on social media and never slept with him, frequently slept with attractive men, and routinely pummeled his "soft, sensitive head" for stress relief
Stacy

I agree OP but my main gripe is that the guy isn't particularly charismatic or funny. I would bag an ugly funny guy for life but this dude is just ugly, boring, and stale. I think women date these men as self harm.

>>129431
Most of heterosexual relationships on the side of women is really just self harm and femininity is mostly a humiliation ritual

i accepted being forever alone

Yeh, my type is rare where I live. I like tall high IQ autists with soft dark brown hair and cute jew noses specifically but there are no guys like this in my fucked up city. I will probably die alone sadly

my type is eastern european girls or asians but alot of the girls in my area are morbidly obese or lack a good personality
where i am my type is also quite rare, im too busy sleeping to talk to girls though

i don't have a type. finding a decent person is hard though

my type has mainly been fabricated by the amount of japanese media ive consumed my whole life, especially on my late teens. i have a liking for a type that nowadays only dresses up like that to either get girls or get internet famous. most of the moids who wants to replicate that style are hideous, but are somehow treated as a hot anime bishie despite their facial hair being visible…i think theres only one that i know of that manages to pull it off, but he comes off as an obnoxious faggot fuckboy. grim, i should stop fantasizing about this type of guy, cause he only ever existed during japan in the early 00s. and even at that time they were either whores or payed whores. not fair, too bad they look super cute…basically, my appearance type for guys is a tall skinny guy my age, who looks good with either hosuto or gyaruo hairstyles. i am a fan of mj from arashi, so a guy who resembles his looks from before he got old are very good to me as well…im also of course not just a yellow fevered otak, cause i like the skinny tall emo type too…something like shirota yu or those guys you would find in the earlier years of myspace. i mainly like asian or european men tho…however to find one like the ones ive described is pretty much impossible irl. for personality type, i would say i like a guy who would be the opposite of my personality type. like an outgoing guy, who is a extrovert. just being kind and caring is all he needs. a playful personality, just overall teasing is so hot…i have a liking for shy and more reserved guys too. i find a guy who is very emotional, quiet, and dependent just too cute. i like guys who wear glasses too. also school nurses and teachers…id say police men too but i would be afraid of him getting hurt. honestly it all just depends on what otome game im playing or bishie anime im watching to make me more into their tropes kek. my dream guy would be fitting for a yandere type, though irl that would translate badly obviously (yes i am autistic, no i am not underage) and be also a virgin. if he isnt a vigirn, then he is a whore and i obviously dont want that. too bad irl guys are all used up and walled. even their sperm is expired, probably. i want for my boyfriend to be my first in everything, so i will be his first for everything as well. i think both of us being inexperienced could make it even better…maybe thats why im into the childhood friend trope. in the end i know that this is all just a fad, no one is like that irl. also im not that Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

Question- does your friend care about how you're feeling? Enough to ask how you're doing? Basic empathy stuff.

Also, if he's just ramming it in without using foreplay or even lube, he hates you and is only using you for your youth. Do yourself a favor and leave before he baby traps you

>>128629
Neither can I. Didn't take me long to figure out casual sex wasn't for me.
I think we are biologically programmed to bound with sexual partners with hormones being involved or something. Never cared to look up the details because I know what I feel.

Casual sex was a psyop created by moids. Like just think about it for 5 seconds. ONS sex is so bad, how can they even know what you like.

>>129423
You're right, the creator of Sex and the City was a jew named Darren Star.

>>129426
satc is a show written by a gay moid. and it’s obvious

Part time job as a toilet cleaner in offices and you're good to go, until money runs out of course

Would you rather be a tradwife?

>>129234
So because I dont want to be a slave that means I should just be homeless and die? That's sociopathic
>>129398
I am autistic so I can't stand schedules. That's the problem I have with working. I only want to work when have energy to do so. Autistic people are just not meant for this world. It sucks having a brain that's wired the opposite of surviving in normalfag society basically
>>129416
I mean, im ok with being a tradwife as long as I dont have to cook or clean everyday. That's too much work for me tbh

I knew a guy who worked with homeless people.

according to him, there were many homeless moids who owned cars who literally refused to get jobs because they enjoyed homelessness too much. as long as they had a car and some cash for the occasional hotel room, they were happy. I stress "moid" here because they didn't have to worry about getting raped in the streets lol.

these were regular men with no drug addictions or mental illness. they lived like John Candy in Planes, Trains and Automobiles and loved it.

This is understandable but for me it's less the work that sucks and more the not making enough to make ends meet. My goal is to get a degree and rent a small apartment (I don't need much else) but I always told myself that if I reached a point where I truly hated working I'd just become a hardcore crust punk and spend all my life listening to good music and hanging out with alcoholics. I'd probably save up enough to get a trailer/van and live the van life or something. Then I'd do the kind of work that's enjoyable yet not enough pay. With the rising gas prices that's not very realistic but it's probably less than renting an apartment.

Pros
> very sweet and kind, he plans cutes dates for us and is always nice…
> very cute, extremely out of my league
> smartie pants
> puzzle master
> lets me drag him along because he always gets lost otherwise
> has sex witb me on my period
> good taste in films/kino
> very good kisser
> sensible political views for the most part
> not a big whore
> always nice to talk to, very compatible in that way
> really really funny
> gets really sweaty but in a cyte way during sex

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>>128469
>ctrl + f hot
>photo
>hotdog
>photography
>shots
>hot tempered
….

pros:

>helps me with everything I need, I never have to lift a finger if I need information or if I need something done
>he calls me sweet things like sweetheart, baby, etc
>he's beautiful, he has crystal blue eyes and the most beautiful eye shape
>he's okay with me liking childish things like sanrio, LPS, stuff like that
>he has the softest lips, his hugs are so warm and nice and he smells so good
>his kisses are amazing
>he holds hands with me when we're out together
>he lets me talk about my special interests freely
>we could talk for hours everyday and never get bored
>he's super smart and funny and nice
>very nerdy but in a cute sexy way
>looks at my pictures when he's doing stuff to himself
>is okay with my fetishes
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>>128898
Keep him.

>>128898
>we're both virgins, I really want to try sex, he doesn't want to yet
How is this a con? Also if he didnt say ily back at least hes not just just using you for sex.

I'm so badly scared of death and the possibility of there being nothing after death. There's probably no such thing as a soul and your mind just dies with your brain and you're gone forever but I find that so difficult to cope with, it feels so final and definite. I can't even spend time with my family because I end up thinking of the fact that they're gonna die and become nothing and so am I. I wish there was some more evidence of there being an afterlife or consciousness not being made by the brain

>>129382
ur subhuman

>>129395
its called a joke

>>129389
An eternal afterlife would be incomprehensibly worse.

>>129417
In some ways it might be but I find never being able to do anything you love ever again and not reuniting with any of your loved ones again to be ungodly depressing

Plus if scientific materialism were false time may work differently than just out current perception of it being "it just keeps going and going"

>>129237
>do you think porn could be the issue?
It definitely is an issue, especially starting at an early age. And masturbation can re wire the brain to only like masturbation and not enjoy normal sex, masturbating to porn got many people into voyeur/cuckshit

>>129239
This

>>129239
This.

Porn has nothing to do with it; maybe even helped in making you think casual sex is empty and overrated.

Go find real love, OP.

Yesterday I tried Mexican food for the first time. I didn't like it. No big deal.

>>129237
is it just me or is 9 a common age to watch porn for the first time? I probably saw it around 7-8

>>129399
are u comparing trying food for the fist time to having sex for the first time

>>129408
*why do you

>>129408
it doesn’t sound like op hates men at all lol.

>>129407
>I decided to try and be normal
I think you did the opposite. You tried conforming to the abnormality in this world. Couldn't handle the loneliness, got swayed by temptations.

>the thought of him looking at another girl makes me physcially sick
same.

I use OF and streamers as a litmus test for men, because it's very telling about their online behaviour and relationship to women. Having multiple favourite streamers he religiously watches full streams of is obviously massively unhealthy, and if it's softcore porn or political slop reaction content, then all the worse. Paying any kind of subscription to a woman media personality is instantly a red flag and can't really be excused in the vast majority of circumstances. It's just admitting he sees sex as a transaction: he pays her money which gives him explicit approval, consent if you will, to use her for his pleasure, and allows him to make a claim to some small part of her body and life. There's a reason he's not just jerking off to free internet porn.

>I decided to try and be normal
You can still date while being weird, but it sounds like you're overcompensating by trying to date "normal" men, who are in fact degenerates that trawl dating apps and will take a shot at any woman, or vaguely woman-shaped thing, that lets them get close enough.

>>129407
there’s absolutely no reason your boyfriend needs to be following girls who stream on twitch for any reason. like ever… loser behavior. most women who stream on twitch are goon farming for simps. & i don’t really blame them cause men are pathetic enough to actually engage in this kinda stuff.. but yeah don’t ever let him try to convince you he’s not just following/engaging with these girls cause he finds them hot. cause that’s exactly what he’s doing.