>>119831

ideally i'd be the first of seven and he'd forget about doing the other six

>>119835
what?

It's unironically a young benedictine monk I met when I was in France, I have no idea if I'll meet him again or not but he was an amazingly sweet snd kind person (like most real christians). I'm not a christian so I have no idea what this is about.

>>113773
>>113949
>>114178
Submissive men that aren't very fetishistic about it are naturally hard to find due to being, obviously, submissive. They're shy, probably don't go out unless it's with friends, probably don't use dating apps.
Really, the only time to get a submissive man is when you're in school.

>>119668
I know a guy almost exactly like this, minus the TERF part.

people who listen to depressing songs on repeat are… depressing to be around (big shock)

>>126965
well maybe he hasn’t accomplished as much as he could have because he’s been depressed and ashamed and didn’t feel like he deserved it. maybe if he felt better and redeemed himself and raised his self esteem he would have more energy and mental capacity to do more with his life

>>126967
apologize.

>>126969
me apologize?

>>126969
i’m sorry.

>>126952
ahh thank u for the suggestion ! ive been wondering about getting into some sort of office job just to escape my job rn </3 ill def keep that in mind for the future bc i dont know how to use those programs as i am rn lol.

>>126954
yeah, anyone with a modicum of computer literacy can do pretty much any office job, hiring managers just like to see stuff like this to back it up. you'd be surprised how many boomers working at offices barely know how to use a computer

one day he will be gone from my life. One day I will not give a single shit about him and he will repent all his life while I block his ass over and over because he can’t stop reaching out to me.
it’s a matter of time
You will be forgotten

I lack the requisite common ground to talk to someone. Shoot the proverbial shit, so to say. I was attempting to enjoy myself with colleagues. I was figurant to a conversation about Charlie's angels. I've never seen Charlie's angels and had no input. I tried hard to think if I could say anything about any movies; not really, I don't watch them enough. The spotlight turns on me and I admit I've not ever seen it. I'm not ashamed or proud, it's just a fact, but I can't redirect the conversation to anything interesting. It dies and I'm left alone. I wonder how people think of new things to say on the spot. I have nothing to say that hasn't already been said. Is there anything to say that hasn't yet been said? Maybe I lack imagination. I feel alone all the time. I have no stories, I have no life. I waste my potential because I wasted my potential, and I wasted my potential because I was sold a lie. I am appreciated, except it's not "I" who is appreciated, but rather the work "I" output. If I am appreciated, it's not for me, but for a conception someone has of me. All love is conditional.

How can I expect anyone to love me if I don't even know who I am?

I constantly have suicidal thoughts. I am on anti depressants and ketamine. I go to therapy. Is there really no end to this?

It's pretty nice I enjoy it

reading this post just made me want to smash my head against a wall. it's so bad that even the slightest mention of a "happy couple" sends me into a downwards spiral. i hate being lonely.

>>126349
Don't chase the bonding chemical highs lol

>>126350
people really get drunk on brain chemicals and then think when they’re depleted or you’ve developed a tolerance it means the spark faded. there was never a spark. he was just love bombing.

No one has these anymore. Everyone just marries who they’re with when they turn 30 now.

>>126942
This happens like extremely rarely anyway

>>126942
You're right, and you also helped double convince me against even thinking about messing with this guy tonight. I was caught between "is he cute or the only guy dressed well tonight" and that's probably enough of a reason to just not.
I've been on the back end of that scenario, it's not fun. he was a porn sick guy who really didn't care about the woman's looks so long as they had a large cup size. I am small chested and eventually he sprung the "gift" of implants on me. And yeah it would be using the guy in a gross way, even if he technically is interested (but with a presumably excited and willing partner which I guess I'm not). My thoughts for getting with him absolutely are not virtuous though, I am lonely and post bad breakup with the aforementioned asshole lmao. I think some girls with uggos are like me, and some probably have low self esteem too like one of my friends who absolutely could do better than her ogrish Redditor bf

icl my boyfriend is hella ugly

>>126904
i just want to say i’m glad you’re in a good place about this. you would have heard if he died. he’s a freak for leaving it hanging that he might have died and he probably knows it upset you and that was the point. i’m glad you’ve realized that man is toxic. i’m sorry that hes suicidal but that’s a really cruel thing to do to someone and even as i’ve been in the process of attempting to harm myself, i had the wherewithal every time to know to hide it from other people so they wouldn’t be hurt by it. that’s not something you do to someone you love. that’s something you do to someone you’re trying to punish. i hope you find your happiness nona.

>>126904
im sorry I asked Nona. I hope that moving on has been easy, for both of our sakes.

just send me a text saying hi.

i’m not going to write or check here anymore. i don’t want to let someone writing fake shit fuck this up for me. i hope you apologize for real. you’re wrong that it wouldn’t change anything.

i have a karmic debt number related to overcoming fear and you have one related to mistreating others. our only way out is helping each other. i don’t want to have to do this again.

I'll be your friend! How ya doing today?

>>126844
omg im doing fine what about you ??

>>126847
3 days late… I'm so sorry.

Not bad tbh. Just got out of work and I'm about to get ready for bed. I got another shift tomorrow, then three more shifts next week.

Whatcha going to do for Thanksgiving?

>>126821
this feels like a moid social experiment post

>>126867
It literally is, he really expected women to be like "ohh that's so true sis slay" so he could take a screencap n bitch and moan in /r9k/ lmfao fucking loser

>>126906
there’s like five women here and a bunch of men spamming. why do they care about this place? because it’s not morally evil inherently like lolcow is so they want to punish the women here more for just being nice and chill?

>>126821
i miss u

I'm 5'0" I'll take him

>>126937
Yes but not as blackpilled/nihilistic as you probably
voluntarily abstinent/virgin and celibate never had a bf few can relate but it brings me mystical insight