I'm a little tired of repeating myself, but I really want to clarify (once more) that I don't want anything to happen between me and him.
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW DO I MAKE THESE FEELINGS GO AWAY INSTEAD OF FIGHTING EACHOTHER?!

>>130912

Make a FODA listing all the reasons of why it would not work.

Emotionality is a reaction. React to the reasons it would not work.
Eventually you will start to feel the other way, disgust perhaps even.

Do not force feelings of disgust.

If possible, try to make the disgust for the idea of dating that man natural.

Men know when women like them and treat them better, if not, they use it to treat them badly to feel better.

Do not feel bad for men, if you do, you just will make yourself miserable. Adam was in charge, not eve. Men are not worth your energy.

Most men.

>>131020
>>131020
You're right, noona. I have been thinking of this for the past three months and you have put into words a feeling I was never able to express. Thank you.

>>131027

I am glad you can finally put your thoughts based on your sentimentalism, it is very hard to do so sometimes.

If you can, see about father-daughter relationships.

Older men, if they can see you as a "girl" or "daughter", if they are mature enough they will treat you more as a father figure and authority rather than "flirty" as most old men treat women.

Good men will treat you like a daughter if you treat them like you would treat your father if he was in their place.

That at least, has always worked for me. Old men always compare me to their own offspring, in some sort of way, if I treat them like that. Not in a flirty way.

I hope you can sort this out, have faith in your capacities nona xoxo

>>131162
Holes are weird.

>>131155
More kino that way
Kinda like the bjork schizo

>>131156
I get kind of excited over brutal situations sometimes. Not that I'd do it out of cowardice but hypothetically I wouldnt want to like get excited before pulling the trigger and have the police/family see me wet and dead.

>>131157
Wear a tampon

>>131160
I get so excited when tampons are mentioned, females should talk about tampons more.

>>131160
Thats even worse???
I know I'd be hypothetically dead but like would you really like to have a tampon on after dying?
Dunno as cheesy as it sounds I'd rather just be corny and wear some nice dress for the occasion.

Found something interesting and highly relevant to me while researching. It is the Ego Dissolution Scale
>Ego dissolution scale (EDS) The 10-item EDS is a self-report questionnaire quantifying trait-like propensities towards self-loss experiences (Sleight et al., 2023).
The items include some things like odd body experiences, sense of unity with the universe, etc. I honestly can't find a specific list at this point but it seems to be strongly associated with depersonalization/dissociation.

You see, my villain backstory (one which was deleted here) is that at 8 yrs old I survived a delirium during childhood, one where my body temperature reached 40C (104F) degrees Fahrenheit. I didn't think of it much at the time. But looking back, my mom lamented a lot how she felt like I was stolen and replaced. Even my sister confirmed it, 15 years later. It feels like everyone hid the truth all this time and acted like nothing changed. But I think it may actually finally explain why I was so odd.

There's some research, though scarce, on pediatric delirium/febrile encephalopathy and its effects. I think I only saw this one yet about another 8 yrs old patient: https://www.psychiatrist.com/pcc/assessment-and-management-of-delirium-in-pediatric-patients/

>Two days later, he was extubated. However, his parents noted that he was now anxious and was not acting like he usually did. When he awakened, he needed to be reminded that he was in the hospital.
But I'll need to see more.

Ohhhh my god I saw a drawing that I made 7 years ago
I remember hating it so much
>>>/meta/1539

That's actually fucked up

Also I hated that drawing so much I would not visit CC for the next like 4-6 years

Also this
>As long as you don't break any of the rules, you're good to go.
Turned out to be a lie, kek

At least these days

Think making one of those animation channels about my lyfe would be pretty epic like Jaiden

>>131078
Have fun LARPing as a man… oh wait, you won't have fun and you'll be miserable and lonely.

Vain and shallow women. Doesn't matter what a man looks like. You don't get to choose. Your father should have given you away to a man when you were young and you'd have a much happier life.
OH why do I bother typing, I've waste a good 20 minutes. What… society is going to change? No. Women are going to change? No. Well, then things will continue.

I'm a modern woman I LOOOOVE LARPING as a man, ooooh I love being independent, in charge, I'm making MY OWN MONEY yeaaah! I have a bank account!
I am so happy! HAHAHA! sobs
Females are programmed to enjoy being submissive followers and helpers, you get pleasure from it and purpose, you wanna go against it? okay.

I can't wait for the future you know… in a few centuries when men start wearing women's clothing and demand to not have equal rights. That'll be great. I mean why let women act like men, men should start acting like women, they should demand to be stay at home husbands. Oooh that'll be good.

I'm going to do that now, I'm going to become a female, I'm not going to go to school, wear a dress and wait for a female to buy me from my mother.

I'm so excited.

>>131083
Suggesting a book to a male is like suggesting a book to a gorilla but since you are so passionate about this clearly maybe you should read the feminist mystique and see how housewives in the 60s actually felt despite having “the american dream”

None of you have real problems. You have self-made problems because you refuse to live an easy life.
"I'm living a harder life that my gender isn't built for, why am I saaaad."

>>131085
Why would I EEEEVER read a feminist book? OR any book written by a female. Holly molly women really think they're people. I don't respect anything you have to say. I'm telling you how you should live you life because it's correct, I don't care about your feminist emotions. And the 1960s is not a decade of trad living, nor am I talking about "trad living"

I'm talking about REAL FEMALE LIVING. Go find a man to serve and live in his apartment and follow him and stop complaining about work, you should never have gotten a job ever. Women shouldn't be allowed to even apply for jobs, it's retarded. That is all.

>>131047
Rule number 7 faggot

>>131049
To be clear I'm not victim blaming and I'm sorry this unfortunate situation has occured. I was only thinking forward so as to address possible future incidents. Anyway I probably shouldn't have responded at all

I'm having massive existential dread lately I'm lowkey tempted to kill my self just so the anxiety stops one way or another

>>131080
Okay do you want to talk more about that?

>>131045
ayrt: so funny thing is, he WAS kicked out but just came back in a different costume a couple hours later. i did send the con an email about what happened since i was able to identify him and get his actual name afterwards but all they did was send me a generic ai generated 'thanks for reporting this we take this stuff seriously but we can't tell you if we'll decide to ban him!' response. i already have super bad paranoia so i just don't know if i can ever feel safe there again, but such is life.

Im a neet for like 10months now because i had one too many mental breakdowns working with my dad. I mostly try to help around the house and take care of myself. I cook, clean, talk with friends on discord game, make art, read, but ive been going out on walks to get some exercise and fresh air. I gotta get my resume updated and start applying but im afraid to.

fuck around on the pc, browse my phone, smoke pot, harass my cats. I do occasionally go out for walks at the park and I definitely plan on being more active in the summer

I'm a NEET and I currently larp like I'm attending a uni studying certain subjects. Meaning, I just study something on a schedule for 1.5 hours with breaks inbetween and sometimes I try to plan what I will do. So far it made me feel better because I accomplish something every day.
Really a lot of these "subjects" are just my hobbies, but structured. Structure improves everything A LOT, it's way easier to manage your existing activities and introduce changes into your life this way. Always having planned downtime is good too.
I'll see how long this lasts.

>What do you do all day?
eat, jog, smoke cigarettes, read books (no young adult or "dark romance" slop), draw pictures, I mostly just draw pictures. My whole life Ive been creating characters and stories with them nonstop, its that maladaptive daydreaming bullshit I guess. I draw my characters, when Im bored of it Ill make collages for my characters, and when that gets boring too Ill write about them, listen to music that reminds me of them, or just simply fantasize about their interactions and their world. My creaions are the only topic that I am truly invested in and if I could I only would ever talk about them, but thats autistic as fuck and I am self aware enough to know that most people dont give a fuck. Most conversations with others feel like a drag, I dont care about their lives or problems and Im just looking for an appropriate moment to talk about my art

Vidya
Scrolling
Art
More vidya
That is all

Stop worrying about being cringe. Who gives a fuck? Are you going to deny yourself a potentially better life because some retard felt uncomfortable for half a second? Fuck em and just be your weird self

- What are you doing?
- Just watching the world.

this is definitely one of my all time favorites

Kiss me 殴るように唇に血が滲む程
Hold me あばらが音を立てて折れる程
好き好き大好き 好き好き大好き
好き好き大好き
愛してるって言わなきゃ殺す

Kiss me like a punch until the blood oozes from my lips
Hold me until my ribs make a sound as they break
I like you, I like you, I love you!
I like you, I like you, I love you!
I like you, I like you, I love you!
Say you love me too, or I’ll kill you!

Well it rains and it pours when you're out on your own
If I crash on the couch, can I sleep in my clothes
'Cause I spent the night dancing, I'm drunk I suppose
If it looks like I'm laughing
I'm really just asking to leave this alone
You're in time for the show
You're the one that I need
I'm the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode
Like a beast in repose
'Cause I love all the poison away with the boys in the band

Sympawny no.4 - in memory of sweet Chubby Cat
Chubby Cat was sweet and playful and the perfect cuddle buddy. With a sprinkle of playful piccolo, a touch of warm strings, and a sweet harmony progression - hopefully, the music sounds just a little bit like him. Rest in peace sweet Chubby Cat

you can go on home, you got what you need
take my heart and put it up on your sleeve
tear it up so they can all sing along
live out your life
i’ll never tell you you're wrong
baby, don't forget, don't forget it's our song
i’ll be the thing that lives in the dream when it's gone
i’ll be the thing that lives in the dream when it's gone