>>126677
>I probably would've liked her songs more if I at least didn't understand the lyrics.
Lol lmao, one of my favorite songs of hers were body electric but I didn't truly understand what it was about and had no idea it was that literal and just about, well bodies, I used to associate it with mental anguish themes

i personally like complicated women and imperfect victims.

>>126697
same she’s problematic and a bit of a pickme but i think she’s interesting and complicated. i love her voice and art. she seems like a lovely woman overall.

I've only heard summertime sadness witch house remix and it was alright

Fell in love with a guy in LDR who made me feel like video related.
He turned out to be a really problematic and gaslighting creep.

still with him

>>126627
>>126633
I mean, you can be cluster B AND avoidant. He said he was diagnosed with bipolar but after being with him it feels like he's borderline more than anything.

>>126151
Try your best not to end up like me really, try your hardest. The older you get the harder everything becomes, especially if you don’t have a base to support yourself.
Get a degree, bf, gf, a presence whatever. Just don’t spend your 20s rubbing your pussy and browsing the web without learning any skills like I did.

>>126680
Resonant post, but can still claw your way out of the muck at 27, right? Right?

Nobody gives a shit if you have autism stop using it as a crutch every time you feel slightly bad about something

A couple of days ago my mum had a long phone call with her brother. This is good. We're a distant, borderline anti-social, family of weirdos who only see one another at tragic occasions, so I'm in favour of anything that shifts the dial on that.

Last night my mum speaks to me and says I should get in touch with my cousin (uncle's daughter). She's right, I should. I've only seen her once in over a decade, which was earlier this year, and I really need to stop being lazy and insecure about keeping in touch. However, my mother then procedes to tell me that I should do this because of a whole mountain of very sad, very personal information that was told to my uncle in confidence, by my cousin. So not only has he blabbed, my mum then tells me, meaning if I do spend time with my cousin, I'm now going to have to lie by omission and pretend I don't know anything. And then my mum is confused when I tell her she shouldn't have told me! This is personal information that I don't feel comfortable disclosing on a niche imageboard it's so specific and grievous. I'm still baffled by how casually it was volunteered.

You know, for most of my life I've felt insecure. Sometimes alienated to the point of feeling almost like an actual alien amongst another species. But not now. Now I've developed and in doing so I've realised that everyone else is a lunatic. I hear stories about people cutting contact with their adult children for minor disagreements, I get advice about using generative AI to write a speech for a wedding, and now this? No, no, no. I should be running classes called "Being Normal 101". Compared to where most people are at I'm practically a full PhD in normal behavior.

>>126638
People are grossed out from gay men doing that because of all the aids and poo.
AND the butthole isn't made for all of that stuff and it either literally falls apart or you get ass cancer.

>>126659
>Masculine/feminine thing
I believe that femininity and masculinity is biological therefore female position in sex is always feminine aka servile, submissive, about surrendering etc..this is the problem.

>>126661
Dick riding ain't femdom..dick riding is dick riding and femdom ain't real cuz of biology..harsh truth. In the raw reality we experience as humans women submit In sex. Its hard being a woman if to accept womanhood one must accept sexual submission. It makes me think that male troons who see womanhood as sexual submission and make up and femininity and dresses and heals are right.

>>126666
Never said that dick riding is femdom.
Also, you're just repeating the same dumb shit over and over instead of actually taking a minute to engage with any point of view that's not already yours.
I'm starting to think that you're just a moid obsessed with reinforcing some imagined natural order where you're a crowned king for having a penis and every woman must be so envious and distressed because they have a hole where you have a rod. A very sensitive meaty joystick that begs to be squeezed and flattened by the way.

>>126666
how is it submission

>>126353
the worst part is that they're unavoidable. you can make a brand new account from scratch, and if the algorithm detects you're a woman who displays chances of depression, they'll start feeding you "femcel" content. this is why so many normal people think that they're femcels or whatever. just because it's popular to pretend to be alone.

femcels are not real.

>tiktok
eww

There's subreddit on reddit called femcelgrippysockjail and average woman in there dates men.

>>126667

/r/femcelgrippysockjail is mostly troons.

I feel the same nona :(
Right now I tried playing new games after feeling an awful depression. I started exercising, as well as enjoying hobbies and indulging into some of my interests.

Being yourself is being alive, everything you do is yourself. We are our actions.

You cannot just "be yourself" you are yourself already.

Real purpose is to find a goal, something you like, small perhaps.

Plunging something, pumping or doing a flip

you train hard
you fail you do it again
until you do it you process it
you move on
you do something else

>>124938
Art is the only thing worth thinking about for me. It beings me joy that compares to nothing else.

smoke so much weed and play stardew valley for forty straight hours or read an entire series in a week

>>126687
Inspiring!

>>126691
the memories can’t hurt me if i am number and i occupy every brain cell. or sleep

the evidence speaks for itself.

normal sex doesn’t result in crime scene photographs, janelle wilkins.

when i die they’ll list my cause of death as suicide. just know it was murder.

i hate that you stole such a huge part of me and laughed in my face. i hate that you hurt me and i still feel pain from it. i want to wordlessly scream in your face. i want to pay you back for everything you’ve done to me.

and your lowest low being your ex from ten years ago getting married and not being your friend anymore while i’m struggling with being raped is fucking pathetic btw.

>>126671
How?

you gotta mirror and love bomb nona

It sounds like you're picking from a stable of similarly guarded people and they're sensing you come on too strong. First question, obsession in a friendship?

>>126668
Maybe you're acting too desperate?
That's relatable. You can't force it though, just try to feel comfortable with someone, that may work better than trying too hard to appeal to them.
>And my closest current friend already had a best friend with whom she probably is close so with me she won't become close.
>had
So they're not as close anymore?
I used to have three best friends I was super close with, but we drifted apart and they stopped talking to me completely. I'm now closest with someone I barely ever talked to and barely share interests with. We feel really comfortable with each other, she's just really chill. Sometimes, that's all you need.
You can still try being closer to that current closest friend. And make more friends while you're at it, you never know when someone could turn out to be someone you really want in your life.

>>126668
Are these IRL friends or online “friends”?

>>126635
oh yes another lesbian spewing some more misogynistic incel talk. jfc dude you are deranged.

Tolerance to sexual deviancy has no place in a healthy society.

>>126590
I used to get frozen pizza only on birthdays..

>>126675
the way i started nodding before i realized what you weirdos were on about. how is a woman loving another woman DEVIANCY? go ask the men in your life hard questions and leave wlw alone? go bother a fucking coquette age player? literally there are entire reddit communities of pedos and people who molested children to harass. you could get this energy out any other way and instead you’re being homophobic because a girl will hold another girls hand. you sound crazy. literally there are men in your life who have harmed women and have crazy internet footprints. where is this energy for them?

>>126681
i will make you a frozen pizza daily my princess. i would make you REAL pizza.

I’m wondering the same thing. I’ve found some success with befriending older people (I’m 24, I’m talking 30+). it does feel quite hopeless, though.

>>123014

Damn, I'm in my 30s and having no luck. I feel like when I was younger I was more open minded or maybe this kind of thing has made it worse. Or perhaps my standards have changed…

>>123013
my guess is they'd be just as interested in meeting you as you are in meeting them but they will be hard to find.

the mainstream internet is a battlefield, completely corrupted by various non-consensual interests so my guess would be it'd be easier in real life. probably not in big cities.

Good question.