musicians usually look that way due to drug addictions. maybe if you go to a run down part of town you'll find the love of your dreams

i accepted being forever alone

Yeh, my type is rare where I live. I like tall high IQ autists with soft dark brown hair and cute jew noses specifically but there are no guys like this in my fucked up city. I will probably die alone sadly

anyone else feel burdened by the (seemingly) irreversible effects of prolonged exposure to the worst corners of the internet?
it’s isolating!!! not to mention the imposter feeling of knowing you are/were immersed in such degeneracy and then attempting to carry out a normal relationship or even friendship without being able to talk about it because they don’t relate/know about these corners.
resisting temptation of visiting the chans and seeing vile content only helps so much, i see it all around me now irl. it’s like it has ruined my brain chemistry LOL.

>>129326
I feel this in a way. It's takes a toll on me to hide my powerlevel when discussing moid degeneracy (so basically any time any local crimes are discussed) as i am simply way too informed on the topic for a normal woman.

I feel guilty to my bf's bloodline for not being from the same country.

>>129381
that seems a little brainrotted to say. if they're white they'll probably appreciate you for spicing up their genepool. but nobody really cares about this stuff either way

I'm so badly scared of death and the possibility of there being nothing after death. There's probably no such thing as a soul and your mind just dies with your brain and you're gone forever but I find that so difficult to cope with, it feels so final and definite. I can't even spend time with my family because I end up thinking of the fact that they're gonna die and become nothing and so am I. I wish there was some more evidence of there being an afterlife or consciousness not being made by the brain

>>128939
It's ok to talk his ex. A bit weird though but tolerable, I guess. Just don't expect him to accept it if he discovers that. Would you be ok if he were stalking all of your profiles on Insta/FB/Whatsapp and talking to your exes, too?

>>128878
They're notorious for betraying their friends and family to conform to the new rhetoric, I personally experienced that.

>>129150
Can confirm, my sister has no loyalty towards her family that keeps supporting her throughout her life, just blindly defends people she has never met (at expense of those who are closer to her). As if to mechanically compensate for lacking natural human virtue, she clings to crude ideas of morality.

>>129157
Update
>talked to his ex
>she was nice to me (gave me a cupcake)
>Didn't tell her I knew him just poked around her life she surprisingly didn't mind and they basically broke up cause he is always doing something, if he is not studying for college or at college he is either at his job or doing charity work (he also helps out at a church, I found that kinda cute) she told me he was great as a partner when he was with her the main issue being most of the time he wasn't with her. She also told me he wasn't very close to anybody she told me he is surrounded by friends and people who like him but he doesn't have best friends or even close to his family. I mean she told me they are on good terms but not close, she found that odd and I do too
>>129150
>>129157
I kinda see what you mean nonas, I don't think he betrays people, he just stays outside of everyone's life's and offers them help when they need it, I guess that's honorable/selfless¿?

We went on a another date today, he is sweet but I noticed what his ex meant, he listened to me and we had a great chat but after being 5 hours together, he never talked about himself, the only thing I learned about him was his favorite ice cream,I need to ask who he is to get to know him
Bottom line is
>I don't like that at all it makes me feel as if he doesn't trust me, plus I do know myself well enough to accept I like attention from my partner, I would be miserable if I felt as if I was just a way to fill his freetime a hobby not a partner… so yeah I'm ghosting him but props to him, at least he is the most selfless person I've ever met… I guess…

no, political moids will always love their ideology moer than you.

my witch fren made an altar for me this full moon. not sure if it worked (or is working) or not but it's nice.

nona you should hire me

>>129351
it really sucks too because borderlines are frequently raised and abused by narcissists. i know i was.

>>129365 My mom wasn't a narcissist, nor was my dad, but they were both traumatized by their childhoods and themselves, with their own issue, but both refused or were clueless to therapy. It's not even just narc's, but people who have children, but refuse to fix themselves first and when their kids also have issues, they blame and torment the kids.

That's another form of untold abuse. People need to wear condoms. If they aren't mature enough for therapy, they aren't mature enough for children.

>>129366

Agree entirely. Not sure how old you are, but one of the things that bother me is when we're called the weaker generation whenever mental health is mentioned, just for being self-aware and not being an asshole to people despite your upbringing.

If anything they are the weak ones for taking the easy path (People were assholes to me so I'll be an asshole to them) And not being neither smart or aware enough to even try and make a difference.

>>129365

I'm pretty sure my dad is narc as well :/

stopped believing in all of these
im just me

>>129376
It depends who the man is and who the woman is but if a woman is unhappy with me I do sometimes take it personally

>>129376
Yeah, same for me. When men insult me I dont really care as much unless it's something extremely important to me. But with women are mean it makes me so sensitive for some reason. I'm not sure why this is tho. Maybe I'm just used to men being rude and bitchy but when women are rude to me I do take it more seriously and introspect more when it happens

>>129376
Same for anyone who owns a brain. Women are honest, more emotionally mature, smarter and not brain rotted from porn and red pill.
And most importantly, women are humans, males are subhumans.
Opinion of subhumans doesn't matter to humans.

Same

it gets better after i promise. just hold thru this is how i felt but my life’s changed so much n its only been a year and a half since i graduated . wishing you the best

I graduated a while back but yeah I used to do this

>>129327
i don't think anyone is delusional enough to date him for fame. 1) she rarely shows up on his channel. 2) you would know if you follow them that his fiance has a terminal illness… she is using him for a green card before kicking the bucket.

if you're a woman, you can't do the same and greencard/richmaxx your way into the ultimatdesu love. too bad :)

>>129347 So she’s truly spending her last days on Earth with the moid of her dreams…huh? Geeencards r sparse nowadays, but no one can be that desperate, there’s some mediocre moid with the personality of wet toast to spend your days with…hey maybe he’s big down there and that adds to the goodies.

Moids be looking like the picrel and still jerk off to porn with 6+/10 women in it, and complain about being lonely

>>129367
Women aren't allowed standards. Moids will piss themselves if a woman dare says she prefers a man who is taller than her by and inch and doesn't carry a mackerel between his legs, but are the first to dismiss a woman if she doesn't look like she could star as a leading role in a Johnny Sins video. Men are so porn rotten they literally don't even know what a woman looks like. Deadass.

what I noticed with the majority of incels whining is that they only get truly satisfied when the woman giving them attention is attractive. I mean they always allude to >tfw no qt gf sooooo
>>129347
have you looked at her face? as if she couldn't exploit a better looking man if she wanted to

It's my birthday soon and if you don't wish me one I'm blocking you.

Actually, I'm blocking you either way